I DO NOT OWN TWILIGHT OR THE CHARACTERS!
Thanks to my beta, Nikki!
BPOV
I was facing Edward and all the glory of a man that he is. I was caressing his back, soothing him after the great sex session we just had, and he was putting tender kisses all over my face. I had to let him know that he was the first guy to go down on me.
"That was great, Edward." I said and gave him a kiss on the lips. "You know, that was the first time anyone has ever gone down on me."
"What?" He gapped at me. After a moment of thinking, it was probably a good time as any to talk about our past relationships.
"Why don't we go shower before we talk?" I asked.
"Okay," he said quietly, kissing me, and then pulled out.
He helped me out of bed and hand-in-hand we walked into the bathroom. Edward turned the water to the perfect temperature while I grabbed towels for us and hung them on the towel rack beside the shower. He led me into the shower, guiding me under the stream, and tilted my head back to let the water run over me. He squirted some shampoo into his hands and lathered it into my hair. This reminded me…
"Why do you use Paul Mitchell?" I asked.
"Why?"
"I don't know. I guess curiosity and…just wanting to know the little things about you."
"Oh. Well, Mom thinks that it tames my hair the best. I don't really know why else. It's the only kind I ever remember using." He rinsed my hair and repeated the process with the conditioner.
"What kind do you use?" he asked, gently wringing out my hair.
"Burt's Bees." I switched places with him. "Dunk down a little, please."
I washed and rinsed his hair in the same manner. Edward grabbed a wash cloth and wet it. I handed him the bar of soap and he lathered it in the wash cloth.
"Why do you use that type of soap?" I asked as he started washing my body.
"Are we playing twenty questions?" He chuckled. "I use Dove unscented because I have sensitive skin. I use Tide laundry soap and Downy fabric softener. I did use Johnson's baby lotion for the longest time until I tried Bath and Body's Coconut Lime Verbena and had no reactions to it." He looked at me with a worried expression on his face. "Wow, that all sounded so manly didn't it?" he laughed, shaking his head, and crouched down to wash my legs.
"It's all good to know." I smiled down at him.
Edward decided to replace the wash cloth with his hands and was rubbing the suds up and down my legs. He moved his hands up the back of my thighs, to my ass, firmly taking it into each hand, and then kissed across my hips. I moaned and ran my hands along his shoulders. He stood up, rubbed soap in his hands, and washed between my legs. His delicate touch felt so good, it made me sigh, and Edward quickly turned me around with his chest against my back. The water rinsing over me, he moved his right hand back between my legs, his left came up to my chest hugging me to him, and I could feel how excited he was getting.
"Edward, as much as I'm loving this right now, we really should finish showering, and get our talk over with. It's still early and we have plenty of time to pick up right where we have left off," I said very reluctantly.
"Belllllaa," he whined and was still moving his hands over me. I giggled.
"Edward, I know. I promise to finish but I think that it would be best if we talked first. Please?" He finally stopped his roaming hands and sighed in surrender. I turned around, giving him a kiss, and then quickly washed his body. We got dried off, pulling the towels around us, and made our way to the bed. The music was still playing in the background.
(Sunday Morning by Maroon 5)
Edward and I went to each side of the bed, pulling the covers down, propping the pillows against the headboard, and climbed in. Edward brought the covers back up and over us and we got comfortable. I took his right hand into my left, giving it a gentle squeeze, and he leaned in, giving my cheek a kiss.
"Are we ready to talk about our past?" I asked.
"Ready as I'll ever be, I suppose." He shrugged.
(Easy/Lucky/Free by Bright Eyes)
"Edward, I promise it's not bad but we might as well get this over with, okay?" He nodded and I continued. "Okay, starting from the beginning. Mike was my first kiss; he was at Jared's the night we met. We only dated like a month. We talk very minimally now and that's just because he and Jake are good friends. Second boyfriend was Tyler. We started dating our senior year of high school and broke up only seven months ago. It was a mutual breakup and ended without heartbreak. Did I love him? No. We cared deeply for each other but after a while the relationship just turned into friendship and we thought it was best to just end it. We were our first times and didn't really have sex all that often." I glanced at Edward, making sure he was okay for me to continue. He looked at me and nodded. "Tyler was a great guy and all, but we weren't at all…adventurous? I guess you could say. I mean, he touched me down there but nothing like you did."
"Did he find someone else?" Edward asked hesitantly. I had a feeling of what he was actually asking.
(Nightingale by Norah Jones)
"No. If you knew Tyler, you would know that he would never cheat, if that is what you are getting at. I do still talk to him but it is just to catch up. He did start dating someone about a month ago. Beyond that we don't really talk, so you don't have anything to worry about."
"Okay," he said.
"Then I guess there is only one more guy. His name is Andrew. We have been friends since fourth grade, not friends like Jake, Jared, Alice, and Rose are to me but friends at a distance, I suppose. Anyway, he goes to IU as well, along with his twin brother, Craig. I can't believe I am going to tell you this but I would have much rather been with Craig."
"Why?" Edward interrupted.
"Well, I talked to Craig a lot more than Andrew. Since I am being totally honest with you, I had a crush on Craig in fifth grade and thought it would have been nice to go out with him, but the timing was never right and he has a wonderful girlfriend. I haven't had a crush on him since then and don't intend to make anything happen, ever. Back to Andrew, three months ago, there was a party, and we hooked up. Protected, of course. We then went out on a date, had sex again, but it just didn't feel right, so we are just friends again. Then there is you," I finished.
"Hmmm….okay. So, you haven't been with any random person?" he asked.
(That Girl by Frankie J)
"No. I have known all of them since we were young and that's why I could have sex with them. Well, not could, but I was comfortable to have sex with them."
"Alright. That was kind of surprising to me. I just thought there was more. Mmmm…I guess that is not the right thing to say." He recoiled, rethinking his words. "What I mean is, you are absolutely stunningly, beautiful and any guy that has seen you is probably begging to be with you. I would think anyway."
"Yeah, right. If that were the case, it's not like I would let them be with me at the drop of a hat." I shook my head in disbelieve that Edward would think that about me.
"That wasn't the right thing to say either. I am sorry, those poor choice of words make you sound like a hoe. I know that you are not so I am just going to stop."
(Holes to Heaven by Jack Johnson)
"It's okay, Edward, I think I get what you are saying. I am probably having the same thoughts about you," I said honestly and not really sure if I wanted to know how many girls Edward has been with.
"Well, I have been with more than you but only one more. First kiss, Kate in eighth grade. We went steady for a few months but how serious could you get in eighth grade? She moved from Chicago, so I don't keep contact. First time, Shannon. That was sophomore year of high school. We were dating for six months when that went down. We dated for a year and a half when she dumped me. Kind of broke my heart, but I got over it. Senior year, I started dating Kristen all the way through sophomore year of college. She goes to the University of Chicago, we only talk through Facebook. That's it; she was kind of a bitch at the end of the relationship. Then there was Tanya. She, I knew was a whore, but Kristen and I had just broken up, so I let her give me blow jobs, no actual sex. That lasted until a year ago. I didn't ever go down on her because of her reputation and I am sure that she was getting it elsewhere. So, yeah, up until now, I have been taking care of myself," he said and shrugged his shoulders.
"Hmmm…okay. That wasn't so bad was it?"
"I guess not. So, I guess I'll ask this. When was the last time you were tested? I was tested after Tanya and that was six months ago," Edward said looking at me.
"Oh, well, I get tested every year when I get my IUD checked which was last month. All clear," I said and smiled at him.
(Comfortable by John Mayer)
"Okay. So, I know what an IUD is but why did you chose that, instead of the pill or something? Just curious and wanting to know the little things about you." He used the same words I did earlier.
"Well, I was sixteen when I started birth control pills and was horrible taking it at the right time. The next year, I tried the patch but immediately broke out in a rash around the area because of the adhesive. Depo? I don't like needles and to have to get a shot four times a year, I don't think so. IUD is easy, nothing to worry about, just getting it checked every year but when you are on birth control you have to go to the gyno every year, anyway," I answered his question.
"Yeah, it's easy but you know that when you decide to get it taken out it could take up to two years to get back to ovulating. Especially, if you have it in for a long period of time."
"Sure, but that goes for any type of birth control. I look at it as, when I do get it taken out that I will know for sure that I am ready to start a family and it will more than likely give me time to prepare for that life changing event." I knew that when I was ready to have kids that I wanted to be fully prepared.
(Hump de Bump by Red Hot Chili Peppers)
"You are right. Children are a life changing event that you really should try to prepare for," Edward said and placed a kiss on my forehead.
"I know that you probably haven't put much thought into this, but do you want kids?" I asked.
"Yes, most definitely. You?"
"Yeah. I would like at least two kids. I had a pretty great childhood and all, but I think that if I had a sibling it would have been even better."
"I think that I, also, would like at least two. I can't imagine not having my brother. And you know what? A dog. That would be nice. We have never had a pet."
"I had a million and two goldfish and they always died. I think, maybe, my dad was afraid to get me a real pet. Just in case I killed it," I laughed.
(Burn One Down by Ben Harper)
"Tell me, since we are getting to know each other, have you every smoked pot?" Edward asked in reference to the song that was playing. I laughed for a second and was bringing back all the memories.
"Yes. I have. I tried it when I was eighteen. Not that that really makes a difference because it is illegal no matter what age you are. It was at a friend's house, a few towns over, during Christmas break, and we had been drinking. The next thing I know, I was outside smoking a big fat bowl, and keep in mind that we are in northern Indiana, December, and that there was a blizzard coming through town. Don't remember much else. Then there was a few times that Jared, Alice, Jake, Rose, and I smoked in our cabin. I haven't done that in at least four years and don't plan on doing it again. The rebel days are over," I laughed. "You?"
"Yeah. A few times. I was peer pressured into doing it the first time. I didn't want to be left out, so I did it a few more times. That was my freshman year of college."
"Peer pressured, huh?" I laughed. "Have you done any other rebellious things in your past?"
"Nah, not really. I am just a typical college student. I spend most of my time in the library or at home studying."
"You rent a house? Do you have roommates?" I asked.
(You and I Both by Jason Mraz)
"My parents have a small house for us in South Bend. It is only Em and I. The house is nothing compared to this house, it's big enough for us and that is about it. We will probably rent it out after we are done with school. Where do you live during the school year?"
"Well, Alice's parents met each other while going to IU. They got married, bought a house in Bloomington, but then Alice's dad was transferred for work. They hadn't had Alice yet but they thought that it would be a good idea to keep the house. So, now, Rose, Alice, and I live there. Jared, Jake, Ben, and Mike rent a house a block down from us. The boys watch out for us."
"That's cool," Edward said and started running his fingers up and down my arm.
"Edward, can you play me the guitar?"
"Sure," he said, helping me out of bed, and turning off his iPod. "What do you want me to play?"
"I don't know. Whatever, I just want to hear you play." I was hoping that he would play John Mayer but I really just wanted to hear him.
He flipped on some track lighting that softly lit all of his hanging guitars. I looked closer at them and couldn't believe my eyes. One in particular stood out. Now, I was not in any way musically talented but I knew my favorite musicians instruments. Hanging in the middle of all the guitars was something that I would have never thought to see in all my life.
"Edward…is that a Stevie Ray Vaughan Lenny Tribute Stratocaster?" I asked shocked, mouth hanging open, and my finger pointing.
"Really? Out of all the guitars I was sure you would recognize the John Mayer Stratocaster, first. I am impressed that you knew the Stevie one," Edward said and pulled it down from the wall.
"Edward, please. I grew up listening to all the guitar greats. My dad and Billy love Stevie Ray Vaughan. I can't believe that I am in the presence of one of these guitars." That guitar I know for a fact cost a fortune. Yea, it was only a replica but very limited.
"I know, it's crazy, huh? My parents bought it for me a few Christmas' back. I couldn't believe it either. It's my baby," he said and plugged it into his amplifier.
He motioned to his computer chair for me to sit. He tightened his towel around his waist, as I sat down, and he began to play. I knew the song at once, Rude Mood. He was almost as good as Stevie. He moved to another song but put his own bridge to the song and played Cocaine. I sat there watching the way his arms flexed, the way his fingers moved over the neck of the guitar, and how you could see in his face he was getting into the music. The sight was turning me on; he wasn't even singing but just playing. Then he started playing Rock Me Baby. Edward would never really be able to pull off a rough voice like Muddy Waters but when he crooned the opening verse to the song, he had me. I was ready to jump him but thought it might be better to let him finish playing. He completed the song and grinned at me.
"You are amazing, Edward. I would love to hear more but…" I stood up, removed my towel, walked to Edward's side, and whispered in his ear, "I am ready for you to play me."
"Mmmm…," he moaned and quickly replaced his guitar on the wall.
I lead him by the hand to the bed and he embraced me. I tilted my head up to him and he closed the distance between our lips. He parted my mouth, sliding his tongue in, and languidly kissed me. I yanked on his towel and it fell to the floor. I need to catch my breath, so I slowly pulled away from him. He gently pushed me back onto the bed, leaned over me, and kissed his way down my body. Once he got to my hips, he stopped kissing, and stood up.
"Bella, you are so beautiful," he said, and I simply smiled at him.
He grabbed hold of my hips, bringing me to the edge of the bed, gently bending my legs and placing my feet on the bed. He softly moved his hands up and down my legs, kissing my knees, and then spread my legs. He dropped to his knees, placing quick kisses on the inside of my thighs, before he ran his tongue between my slick folds.
"Ugh, Edward," I groaned and bucked my hips up. My hands were roaming over my chest and every one in a while, squeezing.
Edward sucked and nibbled on me and slipped two fingers inside me. He hooked them, stroking the sweet spot, and I nearly came undone.
"Bella, I can feel you are almost there," he whispered against me. "Please, come all over my tongue, I want to lick you clean."
"Dear God…..I love it …when you …talk like that," I blabbered. Then one nibble of my clit and a stroke of his fingers inside me, my walls clench around Edward's fingers.
"Fuuuuck. So good," I panted.
Edward continued lapping at me until my orgasm subsided. He removed his fingers and stood up. I let my legs fall back over the side of the bed. Edward brought his fingers to his mouth and licked the rest of my juices off of them, all the while looking at me. I was getting wet all over again for him.
"Come here, baby." I reached out for him and he came to lie beside me. I swiftly pushed him to his back and climbed on top of him. He placed his hands on my hips and I leaned down kissing him roughly. My hair fell forward, curtaining around our faces. Edward brought his hands up, placing the hair behind my ears, and then moved them back down to my hips. I broke away from his mouth, put my hands on his chest, and then glided my pussy over his cock.
"Bella, please. I need you," he gasped. I brought my right hand between us, as Edward placed his hands under my ass to help support me, and I guided him into me.
"Oh, so tight and wet, Bella," he moaned and had closed his eyes as he was filling me completely. I placed my hand back on his chest, working myself up and down on him. I slightly arched my back and it gave us a new angle that felt so good.
"Edward, baby. That is it… right there," I cried out at the sensation and threw my head back. We found the perfect pace for us.
"Bella, look at me. I want to see you come." I looked down at his beautiful face and had to capture those lips with my own. Our tongues worked against each other before I had to pull away because I was on the brink of another release. Edward began to thrust faster and I could feel my walls fluttering. He brought a hand between us and vigorously rubbed circles with his thumb around my clit.
"Baby, come on my cock." That did it.
"Edddwardd!" I scream out in bliss. Three more quick pumps and Edward came into me.
"Oh, fuck, Bella!" he shouted out.
Slowing our rocking, I breathed out a sigh of contentment, and collapsed on top of Edward. He brought his arms around me and held me. We laid there and relaxed into each other, not saying anything but just listening to the sounds of our breathing slow. I finally turned my head in towards him, placing a kiss on his neck, and he placed one on my cheek.
"Baby, let me get up and get a wash cloth to clean you up," he whispered in my ear, turning us to our sides, and withdrew from me.
He went to the bathroom, returning with a warm wet cloth, and cleaned me. He threw the cloth into the dirty laundry basket and made his way back to the bed. I pulled the covers down, getting the bed ready for us to get some sleep, and ogled as Edward moved to his side of the bed. I patted the bed and he joined me, pulling the comforter over us. He reached over, turning the bed side lamp off, and faced me. We moved closer to each other; he placed his right arm under his pillow and draped his left over me. I joined my left hand with his, bringing my right hand to his face, and caressed his head.
"Thank you for a great night, Bella," Edward said and kissed my lips.
"Thank you, too. Good night, sweet dreams," I said and returned the kiss.
"It most certainly was a good night. Sweet dreams to you, baby." He hugged me closer and I rapidly fell asleep.
A/N: Just to let you know, most of the music played on Edward's iPod are just random songs that were being played when I was typing this out. Songs Edward played were Rude Mood by Stevie Ray Vaughan, Cocaine by Eric Clapton, and Rock Me Baby by Muddy Waters. All guitar greats in my eyes. Well, Muddy is the Godfather of the Blues.