I updated quick didn't I? I was full of inspiration, seriously I on fire, on my chair.
Dougie: We had to get that fire foam!
Me: Don't go over the top now...
Danny: Fire foam? *laughs*
Summer.
I gulped as I pasted mine and Dougie's house; the tears were falling from my eyes. I was thinking about everything, everything that's happened in the past years, maybe once I entered the house I used to live in, My heart was beating faster, maybe it knew that soon it would stop from the pain my father was going to give me, maybe it was trying to fill a whole life time's beats. I thought about my mum's death and my eyes stung, but I kept my eyes focused on the road.
"Sweetie..." I cut into her sentence, annoyed.
"Then why isn't Danny going?" I asked her, she just stared at the road ahead "What? You just wanted to get rid of me for the summer?" The anger rose in me, faster than a boiling kettle "I hate you" I yelled. I saw hurt in her face, yeah I hope it hurt. I turned to pick up my ipod, the car suddenly jerked and a lorry flew towards us.
"Summer!" My mother screamed, taking her hands away from the swirling steering wheel and covered my body, and then a sharp pain in my leg and everything went black.
I wiped the tears, one hand still on the steering wheel. I passed the music store that Charlie and I used to work at and where I first met Dougie, I remember it so well.
The bell tingled and a boy around the age of 15 walked in, he had blonde hair that fell over his face. He had icy blue eyes, he was extremely attractive. He was walking in my direction, what why was he walking over to me, oh yeah I work here, ha forgot then.
"Hey, I'm looking for a new bass" He said shyly, he gave the impression of deep mystery, I liked mysterious boys.
"Right this way" I smiled and we walked down the bass guitars, he studied each one. "I think the blue one is in the best condition and it's perfectly tuned" I pointed to a blue bass, it had lights behind the strings, standing out.
He studied it closely, "My bass broke for some reason and my band is meeting a new member today" Why was he telling me this? Oh my gosh, maybe he was just making an excuse to talk to me.
"Really, my brother is meeting his band today"
"What's his name?"
"Danny Jones, why do you ask?" I looked at him; his icy blue eyes stared right from me.
"You're joking right?" He asked me, laughing.
"What?"
"He's our guitarist, well one of 'em"
"No way" I stood there shocked, smiling on the inside "Looks like we'll seeing more of each other then"
He stuck out his hand "I'm Dougie" He said as I took his hand and shook it.
"Nice to meet you, I'm Summer" He smiled at my name
"Summer…" He smiled at me, his eyes staring deep into mine "beautiful name for a beautiful girl" He winked at me, I blushed, I swear you could have boiled an egg on my face.
That day was the best day of my life, I never forget it. Then passed the park, where Dougie and I had shared our first kiss, where he asked me out, the place of magic, I thought.
"Thanks for that, I love the wind blowing through my hair"
"Me too" Dougie stared into her eyes. And at that instant I realised that I loved him, not like a friend, something more, way more. As I my eyes locked to his, I smiled. I eyes traced down to my lips, Kiss me, kiss me. And before I knew it, he had cupped her face and kissed me. I smiled into the kiss. "I've wanted to do that for a while now" He whispered as we pulled away.
I blushed and looked at my feet "me too" Dougie lifted my chin up with his finger.
"Hey, now I can see those beautiful eyes" He smiled and kissed me softly again, thank the lord I used that strawberry lip gloss.
I pulled away softly and looked at Dougie "so what does this make…"
"Us" He finished my sentence for me.
"Yeah" I bit my bottom lip and looked at Dougie, he was smiling.
"Summer Jones, will you be my girlfriend?" His bright grey-blue eyes sparkled and I smiled.
"Yes!" I replied happily.
I opened the car door, I heard a faint scream, it wasn't coming from the house, but in my head. Those screams were mine, the screams of fear I cried when my father hurt me. I looked down at my arm, which was covered and tore the fabric off. Mistake, was craved into my skin. I closed my eye and a single tear slid down my cheek. A scream. It wasn't mine, it was Charlie's. I held my mother's necklace close to my heart and I felt her, she was closer than ever. It was like she was holding my hand.
The wooden door creaked open and the screams grew louder. I slammed the door and the screams stopped from upstairs.
"Be strong my darling" A voice whispered, I remember that voice, I turned. No one was there, I realised my mum was speaking to me. I kept my eyes shut but his cold and harsh voice came from the darkness.
"Hello Summer, young Charlotte and I have been waiting for you" My eyes slowly opened and I saw my father. For the first time in 6 years, his hair was greying and his eyes were cold and now black, they once were a light hazel but the ice in his soul seemed to leak into them.
"Hello Dad" I whispered back, the pain awaiting me.
If time could tune in today and we left too many things to say
If we could turn it back what would we want to change?
but now's the time to take a chance
C'mon, we got to make a stand
What if we gotta lose the choices in our hands
And we can find a way to do anything if we try to
Live like there's no tomorrow,
cause all we have is here right now,
Love like it's all that we know.
The only chance we ever found,
Believe in what we feel inside,
Believe in it and it'll never die.
So never let this life pass us by.
Live like there's no tomorrow.
If there never was a night or day and memories could fade away
Then there'd be nothing left but the dreams we made.
Take a leap of faith and hope you fly, feel what it's like to be alive
Give it all, what we've got and lay it all on the line
And we can find a way to do anything if we try to
Live like there's no tomorrow,
(cause all we have is here right now)
Love like it's all that we know.
(The only chance that we ever found)
Believe in what we feel inside,
Believe in it and it'll never die.
So never let this life pass us by.
Live like there's no tomorrow.
Will you be by my side?
We'll do this together.
Just you and Me.
Nothing is impossible.
Nothing is impossible!
