I am so tired and it's school tomorrow, it's going to suck, I'm going to get some frazzels (crispy bacon crisps) and I'll continue to write this authors note, because I can't be arsed to write something until I have some food.
NOMage, anyway FOOD GIVES ME INSPIRATION and yeah, enjoy this chapter.
Charlotte.
I watched as he left. He had been telling me about what he was going to do to Summer once she came, he knew her well. Even though he'd not seen her in years, he known she would have come to save her best friend's life. I hated myself as I heard her scream in pain, it sounded uncontrollable. I closed my eyes tight shut, I couldn't escape the door was locked; my phone was back at my house. I opened my eyes once again and looked around Summer's room. It was rather large; I guess it was because a beautiful grand piano was situated in the concern of the room. I walked over to it; a black book was lying on top of it, it was her old song book. Old by I mean, I'd never seen it and the pages were crumbled. I turned over a page, Because Of You, was the title.
I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid
Because of you
Because of you
This was of course about her dad. I closed my eyes tight shut as the silence was broke by Summer's screams. I prayed that someone, anyone would hear her screams of pain and come, I wished more anything in the world for her hero to come and my hero, please, please, please come guys.
You lift me up
And knock me down
I'm never sure just what to feel when you're around
I speak my heart
But don't know why
Cause you don't never really say what's on you mind
It's like
I'm walking on broken glass
I wanna know but I don't wanna ask
So say you love me
Or say you need me
Don't let the silence
Do the talking
Just say you want me
Or you don't need me
Don't let the silence
Do the talking
It's killing me
love in silence.