I got Bride Wars and The Time Traveler's Wife today, amazing, 2 for £10 at T-J Hugdes, can't go wrong with an offer? Ain't got nothing to write, blah blah, bye.

Summer.

Rehearsals had started and I was even excited for the tour, in 2 weeks McFly, the girls and I would be packing into 2 tour buses. Slowly, I rolled over to face the alarm clock. 10:29am.

"Morning" Dougie's voice made me jump and fall out of the bed.

"Well thanks for knocking" I shouted sarcastically from the floor, raising my hand slightly. I heard Dougie's laugh and felt his soft hands grab mine and carefully pull me back onto the soft mattress.

"Someone really did wake up on the other side of the bed" Dougie smiled cheekily at me and I faked laughed.

"You're so funny, I'm laughing so hard my belly's hurting" I smiled at him then rolled off our bed.

"By the way, I heard you reciting all the songs you'll be performing in the shows, while you were sleeping and even some of the dance moves and I think one of then is pretty dangerous" He smiled, in that way that suggests a grimiest.

"You mean the one when I'm performing, Simple Song, and I'm jumping into like 10 peoples arms off a high platform, in a long black dress that shows off my legs" His eyes widened "I'd thought you'd like the sound of that" I laughed and took a sip of Dougie's coffee.

"'Cuz now I'm feeling so fly like a…" I pointed to Dougie who was bouncing to the rhythm in his car seat.

"Cheese stick!" Dougie shouted, his reaction caused me to laugh and Dougie and I set off a long laughing fit.

We were heading into town to get Danny's birthday present and some food shopping since I had ate all the nutella and Dougie wanted to get a movie "So…" I smiled, putting my feet on the dashboard, Dougie never mind out that, he always did it. I messed with the laces on my converse; I had a habit of wearing shorts, plain white t-shirts, cream woolly overcoats and converse, so I was perfectly warm with the heating on.

"So, what do you think we should get Danny for his birthday?" Dougie asked me, putting one arm around my seat.

"Uhm, Tom said he was going on about a new guitar" Something sprung in my mind "Oh, I remember the shop where I used to work, there was this guitar and Danny loved it, it was a signed guitar by Bruce Springsteen, Charlie's dad had connections and all, but not many fans of the old Brucey, should we check if it's still there?"

"Yeah, there's a place to get food and movies somewhere around there?"

"Indeed there is" I leaned back in my seat and tucked my hands into my pockets. There was something in it, I pulled it out. It was a yellowing newspaper, overturned life, was the title.

25th June 2003,

Yesterday, at noon a lorry overturned on a small mini car, this car had a Rose and Summer Jones. Rose, 37 was smashed into the wind screen to protect Summer, 12 from any harmful injuries. Summer did survive with a few starches and cuts but her mother didn't. Our prays go out to the Jones family, other family members, Daniel Jones (son), Alan Jones (husband) will be wanting to visit Summer as she is in a healthy state. "She loved Danny and Summer so much and would hate them to sallow in her death, but aren't we all?" Said Lily (mother of Rose) right now, the family are moving after the funeral to start a new life.

"What you go there?" Dougie's clam voice came from beside me.

"A eight year old newspaper" I smiled slightly, staring at the photo which was the same photo I kept on my night stand since it was taken, the same photo which is on the photo colleague in the music room, I smiled and a single tear drop fell on top of the letters. It mixed with the rumours tea and coffee stains on it. I still missed her, I missed her everyday. I regretted the last words I said to her… I hate you.

"I hate you" I yelled. I saw hurt in her face, yeah I hope it hurt. I turned to pick up my ipod, the car suddenly jerked and a lorry flew towards us

"Summer!" My mother screamed, taking her hands away from the swirling steering wheel and covered my body, and then a sharp pain in my leg and everything went black.

I felt a soft hand on my knee, I turned to see Dougie. He was smiling softly at me. I didn't even notice we had arrived outside the shop, which now Charlie's brother, Jonathan owned.

"I know she's proud of you, I just know it" I smiled, I knew he was right. He leaned in and gave me his magical movie kisses; he was perfect to me, in every sense.

Let's go all the way tonight
No regrets, just love
We can dance, until we die
You and I, will be young forever

You make me feel
Like I'm living' a
Teenage dream
The way you turn me on
I can't sleep
Let's run away and
Don't ever look back,
Don't ever look back

My heart stops
When you look at me
Just one touch
Now baby I believe
This is real
So take a chance and
Don't ever look back,
Don't ever look back