I'm so sorry for taking forever! But you guys don't know how difficult this pairing is to write… Plus I'm a horrible procrastinator… sorry again… Heh… Now, onto everyone's favorite part, *insert big neon sign* The disclaimer! *applause* I don't own Katekyo Hitman Reborn but if I did… Well, I would procrastinate that too. *sweat drop.* I'm very sorry. But, This is the chapter everyone's been waiting for so… I guess I'll shut up and let you read the delicious smut now.
'I think I'm doing ok for once in my life,' Enma thought as he dug around in his suit case in search of his pajamas. 'Tsuna seems okay now, well… Maybe not okay exactly but… Definitely better than before.
While Enma was searching, Tsuna had already put his pajamas on and was now sitting on the bed watching the red head search.
'Where could they be?' Enma wondered and dumped the suit case's contents onto the floor.
"Hey Tsuna," Enma began, looking through everything.
"Hmm?" Tsuna inquired, now holding a large pillow to his chest.
"Have you seen my pajamas around anywhere? They're red, button up, have you?" Enma asked. Tsuna shook his head. "Crud." Enma muttered and continued looking.
After a while of searching, with no results other than the previously folded clothing being scattered all over the cabin, Enma finally remembered where his pajamas were, much to his dismay. He had packed his suit case while in his pajamas and inevitably forgot them in his bedroom.
"Oh why?" Enma asked sadly. He sat there with his hands planted on his thighs and thought about it for a few minutes.
'Damn,' he thought 'if it wasn't awkward before, it is now.' He looked at Tsuna who was in a half fetal position minus the thumb sucking; instead, he was holding the pillow to his body. 'Man, what do I do?'
"Oh well," he began, figuring he'd improvise. "It's not a big deal; I'll just sleep this way I guess." Tsuna didn't respond. "Tsuna?" Enma asked. He remained unresponsive. "Tsuna?" he asked again, still receiving silence.
'Damn it all, I can't take this anymore.' he thought and walked over to the bed.
"Look at me!" Enma commanded, grabbing Tsuna's shoulders and sat him up. Tsuna gasped. "Why are you being like this?" Enma asked.
"I-I don't understand what you mean…" Tsuna stated, a light blush making its way onto his face. Enma gripped his shoulders tighter.
"You know what I mean, you never used to be like this, you were always friendly and you're the one that helped overcome my own shyness and now…" Enma stopped himself, he had been shouting. "Look," he began again. "I know what's wrong and I'm telling you, it's not a big deal, just get over it." He finished. Tsuna's eyes darted to the corner of the bed and his hands were gripping the pillow tightly.
"I…" He trailed off. Enma leaned forward.
"You?" he asked.
"I… I'm sorry." Tsuna stated, his eyes closed. Enma stepped back, a look of distress on his face.
'Is this a good thing?' he thought, watching Tsuna carefully.
"I just want us to be friends, Tsuna." He stated. Finally, Tsuna looked up, his eyes wide open.
"Friends? But I…" Tsuna stopped himself; this was neither the time nor place. "N-never mind." He added quickly. Enma sighed.
"You don't want to be friends?" he asked, grabbing Tsuna's chin.
'I can't believe I'm actually doing this.' Enma thought, looking into Tsuna wide, brown eyes.
"How about more than friends?" Tsuna had just enough time to gasp before Enma placed a warm kiss onto his lips.
'What's going on?' Tsuna asked himself, his fingers digging deep into the pillow. 'Am I daydreaming? But he feels real…' he closed his eyes as the kiss continued, leaning back to the point where he was laying flat on his back. Enma climbed onto the bed to continue and was on top of Tsuna within seconds, the pillow thrown off the bed as well. 'But wait, this is wrong, I can't…' Tsuna eventually stopped thinking though when Enma deepened the kiss.
"Mnn, Tsuna," Enma began, breaking away. "Are you sure you want to do this?" he asked. Tsuna looked up at him, a dark blush on his face and nodded, his lips pursing together in embarrassment and uncertainty. "Then… C-can we go a step further?" Enma asked quietly.
"What do you mean?" Tsuna asked.
"Umm… W-well, you know… T-that…" Enma mumbled.
"I don't understand." Tsuna stated, his face the picture of confusion. Enma thought a minute, his face becoming a pout.
'Maybe this is taking it too far… Does he even want this?' Enma looked at Tsuna, who was laying flat on his back under him. 'But then again…' Enma placed a light kiss on Tsuna's forehead.
"H-how about I show you." he murmured and brought his hands to Tsuna's green pajama top.
"Umm… O-okay." He whispered and watched Enma unbutton his shirt.
'W-what's he doing?' Tsuna asked himself, his body quivering as his chest was further exposed. 'Is this normal?' Enma un-did the last button and opened his shirt to examine his smooth skin with his finger tips.
'Wow…' Enma thought, looking at Tsuna's exposed, quivering form. He hesitated for a moment but slowly brought his lips to his neck. 'He's really adorable.' Enma nibbled his neck experimentally, earning a quiet whimper from the boy under him.
"Umm, this is kind of…" Tsuna trailed off when Enma's mouth found its way to his collar bone. Tsuna tried to speak once more. "Uhh… E-Enma, maybe it'd be better if…" Tsuna stopped again and crossed his legs uncomfortably. Enma looked at Tsuna curiously.
"Better if what?" he asked shyly. Tsuna shook his head.
"N-never mind…" he mumbled. Enma waited a moment but continued where he left off, going for Tsuna's chest.
'What do I do? This is getting a little…' Tsuna twitched as Enma got lower. 'I have to stop him.'
"W-wait, Enma," He began nervously. Enma paused and looked into Tsuna's eyes. "We should stop here."
"Why?" he asked quietly. Tsuna looked around the room frantically, trying to come up with a proper reason.
"W-well, umm… Y-you see, I… L-let's just stop here." he muttered, squeezing his legs together again. Enma blushed and looked away.
"I-I'm sorry… I thought you wanted this… W-we can stop if you really want to." Enma mumbled. Tsuna sat up a little, leaning against the head board.
"Urr… It's not that I don't, b-but I'm a little…" He squeezed his legs tighter.
"Your body just tensed up, are you okay?" Enma asked, leaning closer to Tsuna's face. He nodded in response.
"Y-yeah. But maybe we should just go to sleep though." Enma crossed his arms, another pout on his face.
"It's going to be difficult falling asleep after this…" he mumbled, obviously disappointed. Tsuna clenched his fists.
"But we can't continue, I'm already-" He stopped himself and covered his mouth with both hands. Enma looked at him, concerned.
"Already what?" Enma asked. Tsuna shook his head frantically.
"N-nothing!" He almost yelled, a dark blush on his face. Enma tilted his head.
"You're lying. Why?" he asked, his face, now centimeters away from Tsuna's.
"I'm not, umm, I just…" Tsuna trailed off and tried to back away only to find that he was already against the head board.
"You're lying again." Enma noted, an almost hurt expression on his face. "Please hive me a legitimate reason why you don't want to continue, could it be you're not ready for this?" Enma asked.
"No, I-it's not that, it's just that I'm a little…" he trailed off again.
"Scared?" Enma asked. Tsuna nodded hesitantly.
"I'll… I'll be gentle… I promise." He whispered. Tsuna thought about this for a minute but nodded once again.
"It won't hurt, will it?" Tsuna asked. Enma blank twice.
"I'm not sure. I don't think so… The book I read didn't say anything about it though." Enma replied, rubbing the back of his head awkwardly.
"You read a book about it?" Tsuna asked in disbelief and a bit of amusement. Enma blushed and looked away.
"Umm yeah… B-but I didn't go out of my way to buy it or anything, Julie-san gave it to me as a gag gift and I was… Curious." He stated. "But it had step by step instructions on how two guys… Well… you know…" Tsuna closed his eyes and frowned.
"W-what do you do first?" he asked quietly. Enma blushed once again.
"Don't make me say it out loud, it's embarrassing." he mumbled. "B-but one of us has to be the 'girl'." Tsuna's eyes shot open in surprise.
"How do we do that?" He asked.
"Well, the book said that the 'girl' is the one that's entered and the other guy is the one that's entering." Enma stated barley over a whisper.
"Enter where?" Tsuna asked confusedly. Enma blushed harder.
"T-there's pretty much only one place it can be…" He stated.
"Please don't tell me, just let me find out." Tsuna mumbled. Enma smiled his blush still there however.
"Does this mean you want to?" Enma asked. Tsuna closed his eyes and nodded slowly. Enma sat there dumb-founded for a minute but then brought his shaking hands to Tsuna's pants.
Tsuna tried to keep still when Enma slid his pajama pants off but he failed and trembled nervously. Enma couldn't help but notice this.
"D-don't be scared, Tsuna, I have a good idea of what to do… I think…" Enma mumbled and tossed his pants to the floor. Tsuna looked down at his discarded pants, then back at Enma, who was now busy with removing the boxers.
"W-wait, are you going to take yours off too?" Tsuna asked, pulling his un-buttoned shirt together again. Enma nodded, still blushing.
"I kind of have to…" Enma replied, throwing the boxers over the side of the bed as well. Tsuna's eyes grew wide.
"T-then what?" he asked, trembling more. Enma looked around the room.
"Is there any lotion in here?" He asked and opened the side table drawer.
"What do you need that for?" Tsuna asked while Enma took a bottle out and closed the drawer.
"We're in luck." He muttered quietly and put a small amount on his hand.
"W-what're you gonna do with that?" Tsuna asked nervously. Enma shrugged the question off.
"Just don't move, it shouldn't hurt if you keep still." Enma stated and spread Tsuna's legs to gain better entrance.
"W-wait a minute, why are you-" Tsuna was cut off when Enma pushed a finger into him.
"I'm sorry, Tsuna, just relax, this is necessary if you don't want it to hurt." Enma murmured embarrassedly. Tsuna covered his mouth with his hand to muffle the sounds of discomfort that he was making.
"Easy for you to say, you don't have something in your…" Tsuna stopped and whimpered a little.
"I know, and I'm sorry, this'll probably hurt a little, brace yourself." Enma stated and added a second finger. Tsuna's legs twitched violently and he cried out in pain when Enma began to stretch him.
"Oh jeez, I'm sorry, Tsuna!" He said quickly and pulled his fingers out. Tsuna looked at him in confusion and embarrassment, his breathing heavy and un-even
"W-what were you doing just now?" He asked in between pants. Enma looked away, almost afraid of Tsuna's eye contact.
"This'll help later on; believe it or not it'll hurt a lot less if I do it this way." Enma mumbled. "B-but we can stop now if you want." He added quickly. Tsuna shook his head.
"N-no, continue, just go slowly." Tsuna almost whispered. Enma said nothing and continued to prepare him.
"I-I think you're ready now, Tsuna… Umm… So…" Enma trailed off, looking everywhere but at Tsuna.
"So you're going to put your… Into my…?" Tsuna questioned nervously. Enma nodded, an even darker blush on his face.
"Yeah… T-the book said that if it was done right, it would feel… Good…" Enma stated quietly and traced the top of his boxers with his finger.
"Urr… Okay…" Tsuna began, fidgeting a little bit. "So are you going to… Do it now?" He asked hesitantly. Enma nodded, his face redder than his hair, and took his boxers off quickly.
"Umm, just relax your body; the book said it was important." Enma muttered uncomfortably and positioned himself, awkwardly, over Tsuna.
"Relax how?" Tsuna asked, watching Enma.
"J-just relax your whole body like when you float on your back in a pool." Enma mumbled, looking away again. Tsuna blushed.
"Urr, okay, are you going to start now? He asked quietly. Enma nodded, returning his eye contact with Tsuna.
"Y-yeah, I'll go slowly so…" He trailed off and looked away again. "S-so be ready I guess, 'cause I'm starting now." He stated and slid himself in slowly. Tsuna whimpered once again and his body shook a bit.
"S-sorry, Tsuna, does it hurt?" Enma asked.
"A little… B-but please keep going." Tsuna stated quietly. Enma nodded and went in further.
"Just tell me if it starts to hurt more, okay?" Enma asked.
"O-okay." Tsuna replied as Enma withdrew a bit and thrust in gently again.
"Aah!" Tsuna exclaimed quietly. Enma stopped again.
"S-sorry, should I stop now?" He asked in concern. Tsuna shook his head.
"No, it… Felt good, please don't stop, Enma." Tsuna pleaded, caressing the red head's back with his hands. Enma blushed more and thrust in again, moaning quietly as well. Tsuna twitched under him, panting in excessive pleasure.
"E-Enma, mnn… Faster." Tsuna demanded, breathlessly.
"O-okay…" Enma murmured and complied with his desire. Tsuna clawed Enma's back as he increased speed.
"Oh god, what do I do if I'm gonna…" Tsuna trailed off but his question was obvious. Enma thought for a second.
"I guess… I'll take care of it…" He panted out. Tsuna's body convulsed under him and he moaned loudly.
"Enma, I'm-" Tsuna gasped and closed his eyes tightly as he released on his stomach.
Enma began to twitch as orgasm attacked his body as well. Tsuna stared up at him, daze and gasping for air.
'I… I have to pull out; it'd be bad if I did that inside of him.' Enma thought as the twitching began to turn into convulsing.
"Nggh… Ts-Tsuna!" he cried and pulled himself out quickly, releasing on Tsuna's stomach as well. Tsuna drew back a little, not quite sure what to think.
"Oh god, Tsuna, I'm sorry, I'll go get a rag." Enma stated and got up, heading to the bathroom. Tsuna layed there for a minute until he realized what had just happened.
'Oh my god… Did Enma and I just…' Tsuna couldn't even voice it in his thoughts. 'This means that I… And he and… I'm really tired…" Tsuna began to doze off, completely naked from the waist down and his shirt still un-buttoned.
"Okay, I got the…" Enma stopped once he saw that Tsuna had fallen asleep.
'Urr… Oh well, I'll just clean him up and I can go to sleep too I guess.' Enma thought and went to the bed. 'I don't want to wake him up though.' He put the rag on his stomach and gently cleaned him off. 'Well, that didn't wake him up but re-dressing him will for sure.' Enma grabbed his own boxers and put them on quickly. 'I'll just cover him up with the blanket, he'll be fine.' Enma went back to the bathroom to put the rag away.
"I can't believe I just did that… I hope he doesn't regret it." Enma thought out loud. And went back to the bed. He looked down at Tsuna and covered him with the blanket. "I love you, Tsuna." he whispered and crawled into bed next to him. "And I always have." he added right before falling asleep.
And That's the end, I hope you liked this chapter, I'm not sure what to do from here but I'm sure I'll think of somthing, anyway, reviews and constructive critisism are loved, thanks for reading!