I was the afternoon of a new day and Randy, Zack, and I were at the park having a picnic. Until his cell phone rang.

"Randy can you let it go to voicemail", I asked

"No, babe it could be important", he said

"But this is important. We are suppose to have a day to spend time with Zack and you're to busy taking phone calls", I said

"Whatever, hello", Randy asked answering the phone.

I can't believe he answered the phone when I told him not to. He is so lucky Zack is here if he wasn't I think I would've slapped Randy.

After he got done talking on the phone I told him I wanted to go home.

When, we got home Randy left said he have to take care of some business. I was so mad at him, I couldn't even think sraight. He totally just messed up the whole day for our son. It's like he didn't care if he even just shorten the fun I had planned.

He is really getting on my nerves lately. We never get to spend time with each other. If he can't spend time with me at least spend time with your own son. But no he's always out don't freaking business. And right now honestly I hate him.

Randy got home around 8:30. I was in Zack's room reading him a bedtime story, when Randy walked into the room. Zack was so happy, Randy walked over towards him and he hugged him and told him goodnight.

"What's the matter with you", he asked

"Don't you dare ask me what's the matter with me you know what's the matter with me", I said almost yelling at him

"Oh my god here we go again", he said

"Yeah here we go again, Randy. I'm sick of this whole business thing. Ever time you phone rings you answer it", I yelled

"Well you like to keep those luxury cars and this huge manison and nice clothes. That's the only way you can keep these nice without any money", he yelled

"Randy I don't care about the money", I yelled back

"Well oh yeah well I do", he yelled

"That's seems like that's all you care about these", I yelled

"I just don't Randy what happened to us. We were so happy now we fight", I said tears coming out of my eyes

"Look baby don't cry. I'm sorry, I love you okay", he said hugging me

"I love you, too. I'm going to go to bed", I said getting out of his arms and walking up stairs

I hope me and Randy get better, because this isn't working for me. I can't keep fighting with him.