sorry its so short bedtime soon. hope you enjoy.
It was 2 days since the fight between Randy and I. We haven't really talked since then. I don't know what to do anymore, he's been acting so mean lately. It's kinda of scary, and I don't want Zack around when his in a rage which is all the time. I don't know what's going on, but I want the man I fell in love with back.
It was almost the afternoon, I was sitting on the bed painting my nails. When Randy came into the room angry as usual. He just sat at the edge of the bed with his head in his hands. I kinda didn't know to comfort him or just leave him alone.
"Randy, are you okay", I asked
"Kendall, leave me alone", he said
"But-", I said but was interupted
"I said leave me alone, Kendall", he yelled at me
"Randy calm done please", I begged him
"I wouldn't be all mad if you didn't say anything. I told you to leave me alone", he yelled
"What happened", I asked him
"What are you nagging about now", he said
"What i'm nagging about us, Randy. What happened to the man I married and the man I had a son with. This guy standing infront of me I don't know him. I hate him, I hate what you have become, and I hate you", I yelled
Out of nowhere Randy snapped, he was filled with this physco like rage. He pushed me against the wall, grabbing my wrist really tight.
"You hate me, huh", he yelled in my face
Right now I was scared of him.
"Randy please let me go", I begged him crying
"What you don't like the way I'm grabbing you, huh. Does that hurt, Kendall", he asked gripping my wrist tighter
"Yes Randy it hurts please stop", I said crying
He let me go and I was so happy, he wasn't hurting me anymore.
"I'm going out", he said leaving
It was the next day and Randy never came back. I haven't seen or heard from him since last night. My wrist looks so disgusting from the bruise, that Randy left. I can't do this anymore, but I can't leave him, because I love him. I hope this whole thing works out soon, because I can't keep going through this.