Hi everyone here's the new chapter. I hope you all enjoy it.
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo ButterflyBabe97
It was nighttime and I just got a call from Randy, he said he was coming home and he wanted to talk. I sitting her in the living room waiting on him. I sent Zack over his grandparents house, because I didn't want him around if something goes down. You may think I'm crazy, but I'm willing to let him talk to me and open up to tell me whats wrong with him. I was thinking this when Randy walked into the door.
"I wanna start off by saying, I'm sorry. I never meant to put my hands on you like that it just happened. When you told me you hated me I just snapped. Kendall, please forgive me", he said looking into my eyes
"Randy, I... I just don't know what to say. I mean what happened to us, ever since I had Zack things have been rocky for us. I mean did we make a mistake, by having Zack. Should we have waited to have kids", I asked
"Zack is not a mistake. I wanted to have kids with you right away, you and Zack are my everything. No, we didn't rush either, when you told me you were pregnant I was so happy. I was thinking she said yes to me to marry her and now she's having my kid, what more can I ask for", he said
"Randy, I love you so much, words can't even describe what I feel about you. I would do anything for you", I said
Randy didn't say anything, he just grabbed me and kissed me with so much passion and love that I was literally knock breathless.
"I love you too, I know I wasn't best husband lately, but that's going to change I promise", he said
It's been 2 months since me and Randy's talk. Things have been getting better for us, we haven't had a fight since. I was sitting on the patio watching Randy and Zack play, they were just playing and laughing having fun. Then, Randy walked over to me and kissed my cheek.
"Babe, I want you to go in my office and look into my desk", he said
"Why",I asked
"I have something special in there for you", he said smiling
As I was walking up the stairs I was so excited to see what he got me. I just can't wait, I want to know if it's diamonds or something else beautiful. I was in his office, looking into his desk drawers, and didn't find anything so I decided to look in Randy's black box. I opened it, and I saw something that shocked me. I saw a small baggy of cocaine, I didn't know what to think. That's probably why he has been so in a rage lately.
I took the baggy and walked downstairs to the back door.
"Randy come in here for a minute", I asked
"Okay", he said stepping inside
"What is this", I asked holding up the baggy
"How did you find this, Kendall", he asked snatching the baggy away from me
"I found it your desk, were my gift was suppose to be", I said
"This was in my black box. You were snooping around in place you weren't suppose to", he yelled at me
"Don't you dare yell at me. What I would of brought Zack in there, what if he would of saw it then what",I yelled
"You know what I don't need this", he said walking towards the door
"You know runaway Randy that's all you good at", I yelled following towards the door, until he walked out of it
I slid down the door crying. My life is falling apart, and don't know what to do. I mean my husband is on drugs, and he just walked out on me. To be honest I don't know if he isn't coming back either.