Here you are guys =]. I'm in the mood. There are gonna be around 20 chapters in total and then we move onto the sequel. Girlfriends and Tourbuses. YAYYY!
"Bu- but. I love you Jacob!" an incredibly familiar voice said.
A whirlwind of emotions went through my head. Betrayal was the first. She told us she didn't love him. She lied to us. To me. Confusion was second. How was she in love with him? They've been dating for a little over a month. I'm not in love with Miley and we've been together way longer than that. The last and strongest emotion was jealousy. I've never in my life felt this jealous before. This jealousy was almost painful. I began walking over to the couple, jealousy and rage completely taking over my body.
ALEX POV
"What?" Jacob exclaimed, obviously surprised.
I laughed, but barely got out "Just kidding." because as soon as I said that, Nate grabbed me by the arm and dragged me away from Jake.
"Ow. Nate! You're hurting me!" I yelled at him but he didn't loosen his grip. "Nate! Let go!" I yelled and slapped his hand.
He stopped dragging me and let go when we were far enough away from Jacob to keep our conversation private.
"You liar!" he barked.
"What?" I asked taken aback and hurt.
"You said you didn't love him. But you do!" he fumed.
"Look. If I did love him, don't you think I would have a reason not to tell you guys?" I said and he opened his mouth to speak. "No. Shut up. I told him I was kidding and I was in the middle of a conversation. What gives you the right to drag me over here and yell at me about something that's none of your business that's not even true?" I yelled at him.
I saw his facial expression change and saw he wasn't angry anymore. I took that as a sign to leave so I turned around to leave. I then heard him mutter a sorry.
"Yeah. Say that to my now bruised arm!" I yelled and stormed away. Jacob had already went inside so I walked back in school and into the classroom. I came up with some excuse for being late but still got a lunch detention. I sat down in my seat, glaring at my desk. Then I got a text from Mitchie.
[Mitchie, Alex]
ok…wat happened
Jacob broke up with me
omg im so sorry
but that's not wat made me so mad. I was jokin with jake and told him I was in luv with him and nate heard and dragged me away from jake and started yelling at me for lyin to u guys.
that douche!
yea and now my arms bruised n wat not
"Michelle! Is that a cell phone? LUNCH DETENTION!" our teacher said and she rolled her eyes as soon as the teacher looked away.
I continued to just glare at my desk.
Even when Nate walked in and went to his seat.
Even when I heard he got detention for taking such a long restroom break.
Even when Shane and Miley purposely got caught passing notes to and got lunch detention.
I finally looked up when the bell rang. I grabbed my stuff and headed to my next class, walking quickly so no one could talk to me.
I wasn't mad at Nate. That's what made me so mad. Mad at myself. He just did all of that to me and I wasn't mad at him. Sure I was mad 30 minutes ago but I've already forgiven him. That's how much I loved him.
I bumped into someone when I was walking into my next class and was happy to see it was Jacob.
"Hey. There you are. Is everything OK?" Jake asked me.
"Yeah everything's fine. Oh and by the way, I was seriously just kidding about that whole love thing." I told him.
"Oh course you were. If I were a chick, I wouldn't be able to resist me either babe." he said with a smirk.
"So…friends?" I asked.
"Always." he said with a smile and gave me a hug.
I smiled and took a seat in the classroom, no longer angry.
Shane took a seat next to me a few seconds and looked at me worriedly.
"Lexi. Everything alright?" he asked, genuinely concerned.
"Yeah. I'll tell you everything later but I'm fine now.
"Alrighty then." he said with a smile and I couldn't resist the urge to smile back.
The day went much faster after that and next thing you know, I was in lunch detention with everyone else.
We weren't allowed to talk and, of course, we got detention with one of the few teachers that actually paid attention to the students so we couldn't text or pass notes or anything.
After school, I decided to go home with the Grays so that I could tell Shane all about what happened. Mitchie came along so that she could vent to someone because I was "strangely calm" and being "non-ventable". Miley had to go to some dinner with her family so she didn't come with us.
I rode with Mitchie to the Grays and when we got there, Nate went straight to his room. I'm not sure how he was feeling because I avoided eye contact with him all day. I wanted to avoid any awkward situations at school.
We all got situated in Shane's room and I told Shane all about it. Everything. Including how I wasn't upset. Soon I got a text from Miley.
"Guys. I don't know what to tell her. Should I lie so she stays with Nate or should I tell the truth and hope her reaction isn't too bad?" I asked them.
"I don't know." Mitchie said.
"I think there's only one person you should check with." Shane said nodding his head to the right, referring to Nate's room next to his.
"Yeah. And I do ned to straighten things out with him anyway." I said and started for the door.
"If he touches you again. I swear. I will kill him." Mitchie said in all seriousness.
"Uum…Thanks." I said and walked over to Nate's room. I knocked and didn't wait for an answer. I just barged in.
I was crestfallen when I saw Nate. He was staring at the ceiling, dried tears on his face. I couldn't help but smile when I saw his face brighten tremendously when he saw that I had walked in.
"Hey Nate." I said.
"Alex?" he asked, confused.
"What no Allie?" I asked with a smile to show him I wasn't upset.
He took that as a cue to start apologizing.
"Allie. I'm so sorry. I hate myself. I truly do. I hate myself so much right now." he told me and I made my way to his bed.
"That's alright. I love you enough for both of us." I told him and curled up next to him.
"How? How could you love me after what I did to you?" he asked.
"Because forgiveness is divine." I told him with a smile. "And I can't lose you again." I added in a serious tone.
Nate wrapped his arm around me and I winced when he touched the, now purple, bruise on my arm.
"I hate myself. I hate myself." I heard him mutter.
"Ssssh. If you say that again, I'll hate you too." I told him and he nodded.
I wrapped my legs around his waist and he wrapped his arms around mine. My arms wrapped around his neck and I tucked my head into his chest.
"I thought I was being replaced." Nate said suddenly.
"What?" I asked though my voice was muffled by his shirt.
"I thought that while we weren't talking, your bond with Shane was stronger than ours and that you loved him more than me now. That's really why I was so angry. Angry at myself really." he said simply and I kissed his cheek.
"Don't worry. You're still Number One." I told him and tucked my head back into the crook of his neck, smiling into his shirt.
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