Hi, everyone here's the new chapter. Hope you enjoy it.

xoxoxoxoxoxo ButterflyBabe97

It's been 3 months since Randy and I have spoken. He hasn't called and he hasn't stopped by Judy's apartment. I just think about him every once in a while. But, I think it's time to move on with my life. I can't just sit around waiting for Randy to get his act together. Even though, I'm pregnant with his baby, I decided maybe a divorce, but that's a big maybe.

But, then again with the thought of divorce, I also think of the baby and Zack. Don't get me wrong I love Randy, with all my heart, but I can't do it anymore. I would love to work this out but there's nothing I can say to Randy without an arguement breaking out.

I wasn't going to let that mess with me right now. I'm on the way to the mall to buy baby clothes. I'm so excited I was practically dancing on the way to the car.

I finally arrived at the mall, I walked into the shoe store first. I was having a good time looking for shoes, until Randy came in with girl. She was all over him and he was all over her. My first thought was to run and cry. But, then I thought no I'm going to face this head on.

"Hi, Randy what's up", I said smiling

"Hey Kendall", he said

"How's everything been going, I haven't heard from you in a while, but I see why", I said looking over at the girl

"Hey, Meg can you do me a favor and leave us alone for a minute", he said to the girl

"Yeah, sure", she said kissing his cheek, leaving

"So, what do you want to talk about", I said

"How are you", he asked

"Oh, I'm just peachy. Nope nothing is wrong with me, none other than my husband is out with another woman, and I'm carrying his second child", I said rolling my eyes

"Look you left me", he said

"Yeah, I did leave you, but you don't see me out with any other guy", I said

"Yeah, your right, but I can't be lonely forever, I mean look at me", he said

"You know what I don't even know why I'm standing here even talking to you", I said going to walk away until he pulled me back

"Look I'm sorry okay is that what you want to hear, I know I screwed , you act like your so innocent", he said

"What is that suppose to mean, I never did anything to you", I said in shock

"Oh, yeah what about J.T", he said

"Are you serious, J.T what about him", I asked can't believing his trying to flip the script on me

"You know what I'm mean", he said

"Obviously I don't and you either. Look I don't have time to deal with this, I'm pregnant and cranky and your not making any better", I said walking out of the store

It's later on in the day and I still can't believe me and Randy's conversation. He tried to make me feel so guilty about what's happening.

I was in the guest room of Judy's apartment, putting up the baby clothes I bought. Until all of a sudden the baby started kicking like crazy and it hurt really bad. So I decided to sit down on the bed, rubbing my belly and taking slow deep breaths.

These are times when I wish Randy was here with me. But, that's not going to happen anytime soon.

After I got down with the baby clothes I decided to take a hot bath and go to bed. Zack was already down for the count, so I didn't need to worry about him. I got in to my room and layed down. I closed my eyes, but all I could think about was Randy, and the good times we had.

I know this is alittle cheesy, but I miss him and can't leave without him no matter what I say. He is always going to be my husband. And he is always going to be in my heart no matter what.