2 weeks since me and Randy's confrontation, and every since his been calling and texting non-stop. I wanted to answer his call I wanted to tell him I love with all my heart but I can't. It just something holding me back from doing that.

So now here I am sitting on my bed reading all of Randy's text and listening to all his voice mails. He was apologizing for Meg and told me that he really did love me. He also said he wanted me and Zack to come home, but I just can't. I can't keep taking him back everytime he screws up.

I was still reading text and listening to voice mails until the door bell rang. I got up and walked to the door opening it. When I opened it I wish I didn't, because it was Randy.

"What do you want, Randy", I asked

"I want you Kendall and only you", he said

"What happened Meg, she got bored with you or something", I asked rolling my eyes

"No, I told her to go away and never come", he said

"Woohoo, now you can leave", I said

"No, I can't", he said

"Why", I asked

"Because, I love you and can't live without you", he said

"Stop it just stop, I can't keep letting you do this to me. You say that all to me all the time then you break my heart and I'm sick of it", I shouted crying

"You don't mean that", he said

"Randy yes I do. Sometimes you have me wondering why did I even marry you. All you do is play my emotions", I said

"I don't play with your emotions, this is me. The guy that you married", he said

"No this isn't the guy I married. I married the old Randy, the Randy that use to treat me like a queen. The one that always cared about me, the one I fell so deeply in love with. Not this Randy, I don't even know who this Randy is", I said

"I do care about you. Kendall you are my world", he said

"No you don't", I said

"Would you just stop and listen to me. I need you, I can't live without you", he shouted

"I hate you! I swear I hate you...what am I saying. Oh my god Randy I love you, I do with all my heart", I said still crying.

Randy walked over towards me and kissed me with a bunch of passion. I admit it I can't let Randy go, no matter how many times he screws up I can't stop loving him.

It's been a week and I've moved back in with Randy. I was happy and excited. The baby's due date is just around the corner and I can't wait. I already have a room set up for her already. It's pink with white polka dots.

Everything is ready except the baby. Let me tell you I can't wait tell it comes. Zack is excited about the baby too. Every once in a while he will come over and pet the my belly.

But, right now I'm in me and Randy's bedroom, I'm watching True Blood my favorite show. When Randy came in with something behind his back.

"What's behind your back", I asked him

"A suprise for you", he said handing me the box

"Randy it's beautiful", I said it was a charm bracelet with pictures of Randy and I.

"I knew you like it", he said walking over and kissing me.

"Thank you", I said kissing him back

"Oh, and I got something for the baby too", he said

"What", I asked excited

"This", he said pulling out pink diamond studded pink baby booties

"Awww, Randy this is too cute", I said

"You'll think she'll like them", he asked

"Well, here's your answer", I said placing his hand on my stomach. The baby was kicking with excitment.

"Wow, she must really like them", he said

"I love you", I said looking at Randy

"I love you, too Kendall and I mean it", he said