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Next eventful 24 hours

CHAPTER 3

We walked in through my bedroom door and I closed it behind me. While I shut the door Emily sat down on the be. When I turned to face her she smiled at me reassuringly she knew I was dreading this conversation. I always found it really hard to express my emotions unless I was high or drunk or both. I sat down on the bed next to her and pushed my lips to hers for a stolen kiss. She smiled at me for breaking the tension and obviously decided she better be the one to start this so called conversation.

"Right Naomi look….. The erm.. JJ thing…." she trailed off obviously dreading how I was going to react to this. I took her hand to comfort her. She took a deep breath and tried again.

"OK right about JJ, Naomi JJ meant nothing to me. He was having a really hard time because no-one would treat him like he was normal. My head was all over the place with things to do with you not that I'm saying this is your fault. JJ decided to announce accidentally to Katie that I'm gay and I didn't want to go home. He was really nice to me and I just wanted to do something I knew I could that would make it a bit like normal for him.…"

She paused to let me take what she was saying in before she continued.

"I mean he has serious problems seems Freddie and Cook aren't the only one's in love with Effy and he was pissed with them two for letting Effy come between them when he wasn't. He meant absolutely nothing to me. I told him it was a favour, a charity event was my words. He understood but he didn't mean anything to me. He's a guy and incase you've forgotten I'm Gay. I was only going with him to the ball to shut Katie up because she was being a serious fucking headache"

I nodded my head to let her know I had listened and so she didn't think I was ignoring her while I took all this in.

"Plus how could he mean anything to me when I was so in love with you. I was crazy about you, I spent the whole time with him visualising us at the lake wished I was with you. If I'd have known where I was with you then I would never of done it."

Wait she knew where she was with me I told her on the camping trip. Told her I liked her but it was all really strange to me. Fucking I told her.

"I hate to point out the obvious but you knew where you were with me after our little talk at the camping trip. I'm trying to understand Emily really I am. But don't pull the whole fucking well I weren't sure where we were at stunt because you knew."

Ok maybe that was taking it a bit far. But I couldn't help it. I was trying hard to control my anger though.

"Wait Naomi what?" came Emily's confused reply. "you know that I slept with JJ before the camping trip right?"

"Before?" I questioned her.

"yeah that night at the club when Thomas got us all in free and Cook got himself into a fight. It was that night"

"Oh" I say. "Actually talking off that night Em remind me if we ever see Effy again I have to correct her on something."

Emily gives me a confused look and I just wave my hands dismissively. Explaining the conversation I had with Effy that night right now wasn't important. There was just one more thing I wanted to know about JJ one more question I wanted her to answer but I hadn't got the courage to ask again, was scared off the answer.

"Naomi" Emily said gently as if reading my mind. God she really did know me well.

"yeah" I answered.

"To answer your question about did I enjoy it. Fuck off did I. Like I said I spent the whole time visualising you. Wishing I was with you. I didn't… he couldn't get me 2 erm… it was over quickly"

I knew what she was trying to tell me and decided to save her the embarrassment of having to say it out loud. I nodded my head slightly letting her know I understood. I raised my eyebrows, as an unspoken request for her to continue.

She shook her head slightly. I guessed that she was probably having a mental debate with herself over what exactly to say. After a minutes silence she decided on

"He wasn't you. His touch felt different to yours, the kisses were quick. Do you really want me 2 go into details?" she asked

I shook my head No, because I really didn't want any details I was fucking struggling enough now. So I said "But I want to know if it compared, I know you say his touch was different but did you get Goosebumps like you do when I touch you, did your body sake like it does when your with me, did you struggle with breathing? I just hate thinking of you being with him Emily his hands all over places where only mine should be allowed, kissing your neck, holding your hands. That's what I should be allowed to do not him. NOT FUCKING HIM!!!!!!"

I screamed the last part, I wasn't angry with Emily or JJ really. If anything I was angry with myself if I hadn't messed Emily around so much she wouldn't't off slept with him. I was jealous really jealous.

"Fuck Naomi just calm down ok? Look JJ… there wasn't hardly any touching involved, he didn't kiss my neck because I wouldn't't let him, all those reactions you just said I have with you I didn't have any of them. And by the way you notice those?"

"Yeah of course I do. You don't have to look so worried I have the same reactions when I'm with you."

"I know" she said with a smirk and a wink. "when you walk into a room I'm in, my heart starts racing, my mind goes into overdrive, and I can hardly breathe. The doesn't happen to me when JJ walks into a room or when anyone else walks into a room for that. It's just you has always been you."

"good" I say with a smile "You know that thing couples do where they tell each other about there ex's lets not do that… I can't stand the thought of anyone else touching you I can only just about cope with JJ"

She looks a little embarrassed and says

"no chance of that, you were my first and my only because JJ doesn't really count does he?"

I feel proud to know that I was her first. I knew that I was her first girl but first completely yer I'm really proud of that. I'm still too embarrassed though to tell her she was my first as well. So I just smile at her and settle for

"No babe he doesn't count if he couldn't get you off" I say it in hope of lightening the mood I created.

She looks at me with her eyebrows raised and says

"Babe?"

I realise what I said then and go a slight shade of pink.

"yeah well you are my girlfriend" I say in a cocky tone.

"yes I am" Emily says happily.

A/N - Again all mistakes are mine and all that lol, so if there's any major mistakes please point them out. Anyway guys, like always you no what to do. Hit the green button, thanks for reading.

Sneak peek at next chapter - Naomi's turn to talk ;)