Authors Notes : Blah on things taking my time to not be able to write! Things have evened themselves out now so you won't have to experience this much of a wait again…hopefully…just one of those times that everything hits at once – work/cold/life. I do apologize and I thank everyone for their patience and encouragement.
I'm not sure everyone's experiences with relationships but there is a certain direction I want both Sachiko and Yumi to take and I am hoping that it's beginning to show in this chapter. Some parts aren't very pretty but these girls are so new to everything that I wanted to portray that confusion in their feelings, thoughts, and bodies. That and you know how these two girls are…it's what they DON'T say that always gets them into trouble – right?
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Thoughts by the characters are italicized and between two of these * little guys.
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I don't own any of the characters, I wish I did because they are amazing, but a girl can dream XD
"Yumi…"
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"Yuuuu-Miiiii…"
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Yuki loudly whispered outside of the door to the twin bed room, trying not to wake Sachiko up, to let his sister know that he was leaving. A few more moments went by with no sound and he hesitantly put his fist to the door, debating if he should knock, when he remembered hearing the horror stories of what happened when Sachiko had been woken up when she was sleeping.
It seemed his indecisiveness was a huge irritant to the person beside him because he suddenly heard loud knocking.
"Yumi-chan! Saachan! Wake up! We're leaving and wanted to tell you both good-bye!" Suguru yelled through the door as he continued to knock.
Instincts kicked in as Yuki fled from the door and pressed himself up against the wall next to the door knowing full and well that standing anywhere near the door was going to get him killed in the crossfire. The door blasted open, an enraged Sachiko with his Sempai in her sights, and a begging Yumi trailing behind her greeted Yuki.
*Yumi wasn't lying when she said Sachiko-sama was NOT a morning person.*
Yuki shuddered to himself as he thanked all the gods that it was his Sempai on the receiving end of the older girls' wrath and not him. Very carefully he made his way to Yumi who had hung her head in defeat at Sachiko's rage and handed her back the coin purse she had given him the day before.
"I didn't use your money for groceries since I knew it was your celebration money." He said with a smile.
"Yuki…" Yumi smiled wide and hugged her brother, happy to have that money back and for her brothers' thoughtfulness.
"I just wanted to quietly tell you good-bye but…" he indicated at the pair still warring, their volume reaching new heights.
"I appreciate it and thank you for everything, I'm sorry that things have gotten…well, you know." Yumi sighed.
"It's okay; I was just doing what mom asked me to do. I am sorry it interrupted your vacation. I am glad for you and Sachiko-sama." He smiled as Yumi's frown was instantly taken off of her face to be replaced with an intense blush.
"How…?"
"I'm your brother; give me a little more credit than that! I had always known your feelings for her but I didn't know it was serious until coming up here and seeing you two. Sempai was the one to see…err…well…he saw…" Yuki blushed a bit as he made a 'kissy' face.
Yumi didn't know whether she should be mortified or furious about being 'caught' in her first kiss with Sachiko, well her first kiss all together. As she struggled with those two emotions she realized it was her own fault for kissing Sachiko in such a public area of the cabin with guests. Then again if she were to ever be caught doing anything it would be by Kashiwagi or Sei. In the long run she'd rather Sei.
"I think I am going to go wait outside for Sempai, it's nice out and I'm not sure when they will be done, but will you give this to Sachiko-sama on her birthday? It's not anything special just a card." Yuki handed his sister the envelope earning him another happy smile.
"Of course!" Yumi exclaimed happily, knowing that Yuki had taken the time to think about her girlfriend.
Yuki watched Yumi blush as she held the card close to her and knew she was in her own world. He was happy for his sister in so many ways, perhaps a little jealous that he hadn't found someone as important to him as Sachiko was to Yumi, but he supposed he would have another 'sister' when their feelings were truly figured out – such an idea wasn't a bad thing. Yuki liked Sachiko and knew that their future might be a challenge, at least he thought so, but he would be there for both of them as best he could.
Yumi snapped out of her thoughts as she motioned for Yuki to begin walking, she would see him to the door, and leave the chaos happening behind her to her Onee-sama. While she wanted to help in anyway she could she knew she really couldn't, but her thoughts were with Sachiko.
The siblings reached the door when Yuki suddenly turned to Yumi and hugged her tightly.
"Listen to what I'm going to say because I don't know if this is true or not. Sempai had a plan, I'm not naïve enough to think he didn't in offering to take me up here, but he's leaving too easily as well. Something might happen but I don't know what so be on your toes okay?" He released her and picked up his bags to begin walking out to the red car in the drive.
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Sachiko was furious, in so many ways she was furious, but what tipped the scales was her morning being interrupted by Suguru.
"Good morning, Yumi." Sachiko whispered to the girl she had watched sleeping in her arms.
"Good morning, Onee-sama." Came a whispered reply.
Sachiko was so happy, happier than she could ever remember, as thoughts of the night before flooded her mind so intensely that it had been all she dreamt about.
*Yumi's kisses…
How they affected me!*
The older girl blushed as she remembered how her sleeping shorts felt before falling asleep but it was the memory of Yumi's that made her heart beat hard in her chest. So many things had happened the night before…
Sachiko's thoughts were cut off as she felt something soft against her neck. She turned her head to see that Yumi had moved from her back, where Sachiko was propped up on one elbow gazing down at her, to on her side – her lips on her neck. Sachiko shivered and closed her eyes as Yumi kissed her over and over again on her neck, her hand finding its way into her petite soeurs hair. So many tingles were once again filling her, heat flooding through her, and a throbbing between her legs.
*It's not even 9 a.m. in the morning and you're already getting "affected"…
Have some self control, Sachiko.*
But she couldn't, not when it came the girl next to her, as she was finding out. Sachiko didn't know that kissing could feel like this or that being with Yumi could feel so wonderful. Her classmates had fawned over their boyfriends or even their soeurs but like everything else she had chosen to ignore them, to push it aside as inappropriate, and when she had taken the time to listen she couldn't relate or understand their feelings. She had deemed such things a waste of time from the more important things – school, grades, and what you're family desired of you.
She shared with Yumi her first kiss and then her first deep kiss yesterday but it was all she could do from yelling in a very unlady like manner to the world her happiness. Perhaps her classmates weren't as misguided as she had believed them to be.
*If Yumi and I share even half of what the girls in class talk about…
…Kami-sama…*
Sachiko's breath caught in her throat when Yumi's lips hit her collar bone, soft and delicate kisses being left on it, and began to travel downwards still to her chest. Her sleeping tank top was low cut in the front and it seemed Yumi's lips found every spot not covered by it.
Sachiko was on fire.
She tightened her grasp of the younger girls' hair without thinking as her breathing became deeper at the soft kisses. Sachiko could feel Yumi press her body against her own, a small hand run itself down her side and over her hip to grab the back of her thigh to pull it over top of her while the smaller girls' thigh slipped between her legs. Heat, all Sachiko could feel was intense heat, from Yumi's most intimate of places that was now pressed against her leg that was against the bed. She couldn't help herself as the leg that was around Yumi's hips bent at the knee even more to press Yumi closer to her, holding her there, as Sachiko indulged herself.
The older girl felt Yumi's hand move from her thigh and up the back of her shirt, lifting it, so those soft fingers were stroking her lower back. Warm breath flowed over the exposed skin of her chest as Sachiko realized it wasn't just herself that was being affected by what was going on but Yumi's breath against her was causing her breasts to respond, more specifically her nipples, as they hardened under her shirt.
Sachiko's embarrassment from their reaction the night before hadn't abated even though she knew Yumi had felt them pressed against her but right now they were in front of the brown eyed girl. Sachiko moaned softly as Yumi's nails dug into her back slightly and it told the older girl that Yumi had noticed the front of her shirt.
Yumi didn't know what had taken over her, the need, of the woman before her when she woke up. All she could do was remember the night before and wanting so many things, even her dreams had tempted her all night, to the point when she heard Sachiko's voice waking her up – the throb and heat were raging between her legs. She wanted to touch Sachiko, to kiss her again and again; like she had the night before but when she had turned her head to look at Sachiko what she was greeted with was almost better than the older girls smiling face.
Such soft alabaster skin was exposed for her to see, the tight sleeping shirt seemed to hold Sachiko's breasts just perfectly, especially with the older girl propped up on one of her elbows…
*Kami-sama she is so beautiful, even like this.
I can't stop looking at her breasts…*
Without a second thought her lips were pressing themselves against Sachiko's soft skin on her neck so many times she felt dizzy. The scent of her hair, her skin, and her clothes just flooded Yumi's senses but for a split second she considered stopping. What was she doing? She hadn't asked for permission in any sense but the feeling of Sachiko's hand in her hair told her all she needed.
Yumi couldn't believe how much skin seemed to not be covered by the front of the sleeping tank top as her lips had a mind of their own to kiss every bit she could. She wanted Sachiko, she wanted her in ways that made her dreams seem like "G" rated films, but it frightened her at how strong those feelings were – even with just waking up! She couldn't help it…
*More…
I want to feel more…*
Yumi slid her hand down Sachiko's waist and down her hip to her thigh, pulling it over top of her hip as it took every bit of self control she had to not run her hand up into the short sleeping shorts Sachiko wore. Instead she kept her hand on the older girls' thigh…for now. To her surprise she felt Sachiko's lithe leg pull her closer and out of reaction her own thigh placed itself between Sachiko's legs until her most intimate of places was pressed firmly against the older girl.
Hot breath spilled from her lips as her heart rate increased being so close to Sachiko and she wanted to feel more of the near velvet skin, her fingers found themselves under Sachiko's shirt to caress her back. Her eyes suddenly widened, her caressing fingers stopped, and saliva seemed to fill her mouth when she saw her Onee-sama's nipples press against the fabric of her shirt.
*Control, Yumi, control…
No, I want to feel them.
You aren't at that stage yet…
I could be right now; I could have them in my mouth…
Respect your Onee-sama, your relationship with her…*
"O…O…Onee-s..s..sama…" Yumi tried her hardest to control herself as she reluctantly moved her eyes to look up at Sachiko.
"H…H…Hai, Yumi?" Sachiko replied a bit breathlessly, her body and her mind warring just as much as Yumi's.
"I…You're…" Yumi swallowed hard, finding it so hard to have a coherent thought, trying desperately to tell her Onee-sama the things she wanted to.
Sachiko caught the look in Yumi's eyes, the conflict flit across her face, and knew that Yumi was fighting the same battle she was. Could things really go so badly if they gave in? Would there be only regret? She didn't have those answers and she didn't know how their relationship would turn out either but she was learning each day what she wanted. If Yumi was at her side there wasn't anything she couldn't do and that's what mattered.
"I love you, Yumi. These feelings…I…you make me…" Sachiko tried to express herself as well, faintly blushing, as her eyes caught Yumi's.
Sachiko sucked in suddenly at Yumi's upward movement with her body, the thigh between her legs pressing up against her center, while the hand on her back moved up the side of her body – just grazing the side of her breast…
"Yumi-chan! Saachan! Wake up! We're leaving and wanted to tell you both good-bye!" Suguru yelled through the door as he continued to knock.
Their systems were in shock as they suddenly ripped apart from one another, Sachiko nearly falling out of bed while Yumi was flat on her back against the wooden floor. Yumi was too in shock to form a decent thought but Sachiko was up, putting on her robe, and on a serious mission!
"Saachan, you're up!" Suguru said happily as he moved back when he saw Sachiko leave the bedroom.
"I'm up? I'm UP? How could any decent person NOT be up with you yelling and bashing on the door?"
"Don't be so upset, Saachan, it's not like I interrupted anything important, you two were just sleeping." He tried to cool her down just a bit but the look that ran rampant on his cousins usually controlled expressions told him otherwise.
"You guys were doing…"
"If you so much as finish that sentence…" Sachiko seethed.
Suguru couldn't help but laugh straight from his belly. This was just getting better and better! He had caught them kissing and now he had interrupted them fooling around! This really was just TOO much for Suguru to fathom; then again thinking about Sachiko fooling around did seem very much out of character for her…
"I just wanted to say good-bye and to let you know that I am having your birthday gift delivered here in my absence if that is okay?"
"Fine, so long as you are gone it doesn't matter to me where you send the gift." Sachiko was too angry to catch the glint in her cousins' eye; all she wanted to do was have him gone.
"Then have a wonderful birthday cousin." He said as he smiled his best smile at her.
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Both girls were standing at the door, Yumi waving good-bye to her brother, while Sachiko watched them go. A part of her was very glad that they were gone – especially Suguru – but another part of her wasn't as naïve as Suguru usually thought she was either. She knew something was going on with this 'gift' he was wanting to give her but as to what it could be…the list was endless. He seemed to enjoy making her life miserable when it came to Yumi, something she didn't appreciate in the slightest.
*Whatever you have planned, Suguru, it better not hurt Yumi…*
Yumi watched them leave with great relief but what her brother told her still loomed in her mind. What could Kashiwagi have planned that would worry Yuki like that? Did Yuki even know? Probably not since Kashiwagi prided himself in completing his plans alone.
*Oh well, not much I can do.
I just worry about Onee-sama.*
Yumi turned her head to look at her Onee-sama and she could tell the older girl was still seething. The younger girl reached out to lace her fingers in with Sachiko's to give her hand a gentle squeeze and was rewarded with a soft smile. Nothing made Yumi happier than to see her Onee-sama's smile, nothing. If Sachiko was happy then she was happy, it had always been that way, well…when she was able to determine that her Onee-sama was happy. Sometimes she had the ability to be cryptic with her emotions. Yumi's thoughts were interrupted when she felt her body being pressed against another body in an embrace. Warmth flooded Yumi as she rested her head against her Onee-sama's chest listening to her heartbeat.
"What are you thinking, Yumi?" Sachiko whispered.
"That I am happy, Onee-sama, very happy." She smiled and laid a gentle kiss on the skin that was exposed from the bathrobe Sachiko was wearing.
"This morning…" Sachiko started but was unsure of how to word what was in her head.
Yumi blushed for a moment and looked up at Sachiko but her face fell when she saw the 'not happy' look on her Onee-sama's face. Had she misread the signs this morning? Did she go too far in her affections? Doubt suddenly filled her mind as she began to remember the morning they had shared, each noise and movement Sachiko had made now under scrutiny to find a double meaning.
The silence continued for a few moments more and it was more than Yumi could take. She HAD made a mistake then…she had taken advantage of Sachiko. Such a thought filled her stomach with dread. Slowly she moved out of Sachiko's arms.
Sachiko noticed the movement and looked at her petite soeur questioningly, unsure as to why she had moved. All Sachiko could see was loathing on Yumi's beautiful features. Was she thinking about their morning together? Had she given in too quickly to what was in her heart with Yumi? The look on Yumi's face felt like a physical blow and she was filled with confusion.
"I am going to go take a bath, Onee-sama." Yumi said, looking down as she turned and began walking up the stairs.
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Yumi sank into the hot water until just her nose was nearly submerged, so many thoughts in her head. What had she done? What had she been thinking? A frown crossed her brow. She HADN'T been thinking when she woke up - all she had done was act on her feelings and now look where that had gotten her? She fully submerged her head into the hot water until she couldn't stand the temperature or the lack of breath any longer. Breathless she leaned back to rest her head against the side of the bath while her feelings of confusion raged on.
It was easy to fall in love with Sachiko, it was easy to be made breathless by her beauty, and it was even easier to always want to be at her side. Those feelings she knew and understood just as she was beginning to fully understand just how deep her lust was for her Onee-sama.
*That is the problem right there!
You told yourself respect and taking things slow.*
Yumi sighed.
Her feelings for Sachiko had gotten out of control when she had woken up. She had let herself get carried away by her wonderful dreams and the object of her desires being so close; Yumi had ruined an amazing thing. When she had first seen Sachiko on school grounds she had instantly been taken by the girl in every form and fashion. Sachiko was utter perfection and when she was able to be her petite soeur…well she had said it before and she'd say it again…she didn't deserve it, she wasn't good enough.
Yumi let her head be partially submerged again as if to wallow farther in her feelings. She knew their worlds were different, that they were different, and that no matter how hard she tired she just couldn't compete. Those were the arguments she kept having with herself everyday when she realized she loved Sachiko more than just a petite soeur would love her Onee-sama. Perhaps she should have pulled away, perhaps she should have done things so very differently but she couldn't bare the thought of being away from Sachiko for a moment, not again.
The brown haired girls' mind recalled the time she wished she could forget when she thought her Onee-sama was so far from her reach. So many things had gone wrong and unsaid…
Yumi's hand instantly went to her chest as those pains once again flared inside of her heart. She loved Sachiko so much more than anything and she had come to realize just how deeply that love went the longer she stayed with her at the cabin. The younger girl sat up in the water, it hitting her just above her breasts, as she rested her chin against her knees.
*Maybe this is all a misunderstanding…
But what if it's not?
Well, maybe I overreacted…
But what if you didn't and she regrets this morning?
Do you think she…?
Possibly…*
Another sigh escaped Yumi's lips as she shut her eyes to drown out her own thoughts.
*Is love really this confusing?*
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Sachiko was at a loss for words as she watched Yumi walk off into the public bathroom. What had just happened? What had she done? Sachiko fervently tried to recall the last few moments but could find no fault other than her lack of words to express what was in her heart.
She had loved waking up to Yumi as she had, the younger girl in her arms, and how Yumi had been kissing her… She visibly shivered as she remembered the kisses upon her chest, her hand moving to the inside of her robe to caress her skin, still feeling those soft warm lips there. Sachiko had wanted more, so much MUCH more, even if she wasn't entirely sure what that entailed. Experience wasn't on her side in this battle but that didn't mean she wasn't willing to try and learn when it came to Yumi.
*Our relationship has already changed even with just sharing that kiss the night before.*
Sachiko thought how that kiss had completely changed how she saw Yumi, what she thought about Yumi, and how her dreams had taken on such an intense realism. She had had no idea what it was like to truly want someone as intensely as she did with Yumi.
*But what is wrong?*
The taller girl walked into the twin bed room and began to change her clothes. Once completely naked she looked around for her clothing and realized they were still in Yumi's bedroom. Sachiko carefully listened to hear Yumi still in the bathroom while she took a quick look around before making a naked dash to the other bedroom. A few moments later she found an outfit she wanted to wear.
*Perhaps Yumi will like this shirt?
I have caught her…staring…a few times when I wear tank tops…*
A grin graced her lips as she stood there daydreaming for a few moments while she held her bra in her hands. She found herself wanting the attention of Yumi to see that 'look' in her eyes. Knowing that she could cause Yumi to have such unlady like thoughts about her sent a thrill down her spine. Was that normal?
"All I can say is that whatever man gets you is one lucky guy, Sachiko, you have such a lovely heart shaped bottom."
Everyone muscle in her body reacted instantly in grabbing the sheet from the bed, throw it over herself, and turn to the sound of the voice at the door. Blue eyes shot open in surprising alarm at the sight before her; there stood Sato Sei with a Cheshire grin on her face, fanning herself in mock arousal. She tried to speak, the words were there as well as the anger for so many things, but she found she couldn't say a word – shock was too prevalent in her senses.
"S…S…Sei-sama?" Yumi stuttered rather shocked to see the older girl standing in the door frame as she walked out from the bathroom.
"Ah, Yumi!"
Sachiko watched as Sei began her usual ritual of ignoring her wishes to not touch her petite soeur and wrap her arms tightly around the smaller girl from behind, nuzzling into her neck.
"You smell good, Yumi, did you just come from the bath? I'm sorry I missed that but I got to see something wonderful." Sei grinned so wide.
"I got to see your Onee-sama naked from behind, her bottom looked…"
"That is enough!" Sachiko exclaimed as she tightened the sheet around herself, angry that she had seen her.
All Yumi could think about was someone else getting to see her Onee-sama like that before she did, her heart experienced the pain once again, as she moved herself from Sei's arms.
"What are you doing here? How did you know about this place? And how did you get in?"
"Kashiwagi and the door was unlocked. I did knock but no one answered so I came looking for everyone." Sei sat down on the corner of the desk in Yumi's room.
*So that's what Yuki meant…*
*So that's what my cousin's 'great gift' was…*
Sei watched in unison the two girls' faces go through a myriad of emotions, especially Yumi, and her smile got bigger. Kashiwagi had told her many things, some which she didn't believe, and while she couldn't stand that man her curiosity had gotten the better of her. She had no clue that she would walk in on a VERY naked Sachiko or how Sachiko's eyes held such a different look when she was affectionate to Yumi as she always had been. Something was definitely going on…
Yumi's hand began to ache when she realized her other hand was grabbing it too tightly. Things had gone from bad to worse in a manner of moments. Tomorrow was her Onee-sama's Birthday, Sei was here due to Kashiwagi, and the feeling of trepidation inside of her stomach since her bath just doubled. The courage she had decided to have, to confront the feelings she was having about the morning shared with Sachiko, was utterly deflated when she saw Sei.
Brown eyes followed her Onee-sama as she grabbed her clothing and went into the bathroom, her heart beating hard, and then turn her gaze to Sei.
"I don't understand…"
"I'm here to enjoy the outdoors and have fun. I'm not leaving until that happens." Sei go tup and ruffled Yumi's hair as she moved to pick up her bags and put them in Yuki's room.
This was too much; it was all too much for Yumi to comprehend in such a short time. Kashiwagi had come in to stir things up and now Sei was here to basically do the same. What was she to do? Sachiko and herself had – hopefully – a misunderstanding that needed to be fixed but now…
Tears of frustration rolled down Yumi's cheeks as she turned to return to the twin bed room, shutting the door behind her.
Authors Notes: So begins the roller coaster ride known as Sei...
Thanks for sticking with me!
Chapter 14 to follow in the days/weeks.