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Finally, the most anticipated update every HW reader has long been waiting for!
Chapter 11 - Love
"You don't... like me." Haruka dejectedly replied, lowering her head in apparent frustration.
"I..." Heero struggled to say, his chest had been throbbing uncontrollably while his mind was in total disarray.
"Wouldn't you peek without hesitation if you like me somehow?" Haruka further reasoned, noticing his apprehension to her previous questions.
The raven haired beauty sadly lowered her eyes as she clenched her right hand at the center of her chest.
"I don't understand." She uttered, barely a whisper, just enough for him to hear.
"Why won't you confess to me?" Haruka unhappily asked, with all the lustre and sparkle now lost from her sky blue eyes.
"Even though you said you'd protect me... never let any harm come to me..." The pretty campus idol reminisced, remembering the exact words he said to her.
"I... know you care for me... feel you worry for me... Were my feelings wrong? Was I mistaken? Or you don't see me that way?" The cornflower blue eyed lady spoke in wonder as she laid before him all the questions inside her heart.
"Every time we spend together... Every moment we share with one another... Every second we look into each other's eyes... I fall even deeper... I thought we're getting closer." Haruka tenderly recalled while smiling painfully at Heero.
"It's already at the point where it's beginning to hurt so much... I am the girl... the girl who doesn't know her place with you." The beautiful young lady finally admitted, spilling everything to him.
"I... I like you!" She declared in acceptance to her feelings, the raven haired woman felt her whole body shudder from a wave of pent up emotions and frustrations at last being unleashed.
Clear, crystal, watery fluid had built up at the edges of her eyes, she had been holding it in. But it was now too much.
"I'm so much in love with you!" Haruka fully confessed as tears began falling uncontrollably down from her sky blue eyes.
"I really do!" She adamantly confirmed, shaking and crying while trying to restrain herself from being swept away by an onslaught of repressed emotions.
"I've been waiting... I've been waiting all this time." Haruka tearfully said, using the back of her palms to gently wipe the corners of her eyes.
"When you told me I should make it clear to you... I got scared... I was... frightened..." The raven haired beauty contemplated as fresh tears stormed out of her eyelids.
"I've never fallen this deeply in love with someone before. I have never loved anyone in such a way." The pretty sempai honestly stated without any pretence and hesitation.
"It's the first time I've ever wanted to keep someone for myself. You're the first person I've fallen in love with!" Haruka truthfully told Heero as she began sobbing unabatedly to release a torrent of affections she was bearing solely for the brown haired boy.
"And I don't know what to do!" She cried in resignation as tears continued to stream down her cornflower blue eyes.
Heero had remained silent and was focused on listening intently at Haruka as she poured out her feelings for him. The Gundam Pilot barely managed to recover his wits even after understanding that it was THE moment for the woman who has captured his heart. As he gave his full attention to the raven haired young lady, the Perfect Soldier eventually admitted that this was the time he had long been waiting for, the moment he had long wanted to witness, and the instance he had long been dreading.
It was only then that he finally realized the magnitude of feelings that Haruka held for him.
It was only then that he finally recognized the depth of emotions that Haruka felt for him.
And it was only then that he finally understood the true meaning of love that Haruka nurtured for him.
Morishima, Lovely Haruka had confessed to Heero Yuy in the clumsiest yet most heartfelt albeit romantic way.
The mobile suit pilot felt his heart leap out from his chest the moment Haruka proclaimed how much she loved him. A slew of memories shared between them rushed out alongside the flurry of emotions that blew him off his feet. He knows that his own resolve was shaking... He was torn... His grim determination was failing...
'I... don't know... what to do... as well...' The brown haired boy relented to himself as Haruka resumed her heart-warming admission.
"When you came into my life, I thought to myself, this young boy is different... yet truly special. I don't know why, I don't know how, but since then I wanted to know you. Learn things about you. I became fond of you. You were kind, honest, mature and understanding. I wanted to take care of you as well." Haruka thoughtfully remembered, after pausing for a few precious moments to compose herself.
"In the process... I got greedy... I craved for your attention more. But I never knew how much you mean to me till you got closer with her. I got jealous... Yes, I am a jealous woman. I could not bear the thought of you being with another girl. It hurts me so much whenever I see you with her. It was so hard for me when you are with someone else. Too difficult for me to endure." The beautiful raven haired lady admitted, recalling the time she started falling for him.
"It was so ironic... a lot of boys had approached me before... confessing to me. Asking for my affections. But I rejected them all and the one boy that I like... I even had to contend with another girl just to get his attention. Was I being punished for hurting the feelings of those who confessed to me? I never thought of such things like relationships till I fell in love with you..." She sorrowfully pondered as tears once again overcame her.
"But, because of that, I wasn't sure how to let you know how I feel..." Haruka cried in grief, fully accepting her own shortcoming. "I can't even confess properly..."
At that moment, the brown haired boy stepped forward, stopping to stand in front of her, using his right hand he gently wiped the tears streaking down the pretty campus idol's face. Haruka tenderly gazed at Heero as her sky blue eyes twitched slightly allowing more tears to fall while waiting for his response.
Would he reject her and break her heart?
Or, would he accept her and complete her heart?
It was the moment of truth for the both of them.
Standing face to face at destiny's edge and fate's calling - would they finally take the next step forward?
She felt him hold her right hand with his left while looking at her intensely through his Prussian blue eyes.
"You..." The curly tipped haired woman heard him open, feeling her heart was about to stop it's beating in great fear and anticipation of the Gundam Pilot's response.
Will she lose him?
Will she be rejected?
Will she be able to handle it?
Her own heartbeat was the only sound left that she could hear. This was it...
Heero will now be passing judgment to her... confession.
'What would I give to spend the rest of eternity with you, Haruka?' He seriously pondered while gazing at the one woman he had come to cherish.
'But the repercussions involved... and with all factors considered, everything is at risk... even my very own existence.'
'Every part of me... Tells me... You...'
His deep cobalt blue eyes stirred...
The only person that matters to him most is right in front... distraught, nervous and weary.
Destiny and fate awaits his decision.
"You..." Heero softly uttered, cupping Haruka's chin with the right hand as he tilted her face upward to meet his ever piercing gaze.
The young woman he first met at the school's fountain before passing out. She was the same person who also took care of him after that incident. He remembered the time she showered dried leaves all around them while they were together by the campus furnace. He then recalled her relentless cheering for him during that basketball game, in spite of his team going against hers. This was the girl he caught falling down from the ladder while attempting to get a book inside the library. She even kissed him at the area between his brows when he declined to smile naturally. She is the girl who boldly pulled at his sleeves after whisking him away from a conversation with Ms. Maya and Kaoru. The feel of her arms around his back as they first rode that motorcycle to the View Deck Park still lingers inside his memoirs. He was able to learn a few things about her while she soothingly yet unknowingly calmed down the ghosts of his past.
"I don't know what's in your thoughts or what you feel right now. I just want you to know that I'm here for you. Whatever your endeavours are, Yuy-kun."
He fondly recalled that time they got soaking wet from the rain on their way home after she waited for him once classes were dismissed. The Gundam Pilot also remembered the worry he felt upon witnessing first hand her accident while completing an activity for Physical Education class. He rushed towards her not because of instincts but mostly due to his own feelings. He did not know the reason yet that time but it was clear to him now. The resulting treatment he did on the young woman's injured foot coupled with her unintentional reflex action always brought a subtle smile to his lips. It was also the second instance that she kissed him - this time on his left cheek as a way to 'make up' for the unceremonious slap she had unwittingly thrown at him.
The mobile suit pilot was also reminded of their coincidental meeting inside the arcade center. The young lady simply asked for his bag and excitedly placed the keychain she had won earlier. He learned soon after that a similar and matching pair was also dangling at her bag. It was followed by them playing the game intended for couples with the girl only getting satisfied after seeing that their score was a perfect 100%. Their episode at the photo booth was also one of the most cherished memoirs he holds dearly involving her. By then, though accidental, it was the third occasion that she had kissed him. Only this one is very special, it was the first time their lips had met each other. He never knew that it was also her first kiss.
However, the events later on that evening forever changed the course of their relationship with each other. Though he doesn't understand it yet at the time, the Gundam Pilot was all too willing to move mountains and part the seas to protect the young woman from any harm. He had even resorted on reverting to the persona of the ultimate killing machine, the true embodiment of war and conflict - the Perfect Soldier. He had no regrets or second thoughts whatsoever in taking the life of those who dared risk the safety of that one girl he had unknowingly began caring most.
"I don't want to lose you... You're the most important person in my life."
Indeed, everything that represents the worst of him was only halted from obliterating all deterrents at his path after feeling the warm and tight embrace of her arms and body. He only came to his senses upon feeling the fresh and moist tears she had shed for him. The seething fury and limitless rage he had wanted to unleashed was only contained as he heard her sincerest admission.
He means so much to her.
From there things took a different turn, no matter how hard he tried to contain it his feelings for her kept growing. And as he eventually realized that she was the person that owns his affections, the brown haired boy made all plans to leave her. But no matter how hard he tried to run away from her. Set a distance from her. Keep himself away from her.
The young woman always found a way to close the gap between them.
He has only two reasons preventing him to take their relationship to the next stage.
His past. For he had deemed himself unworthy of all the love and affection that she promises due to his bloodstained hands and guilt from the sins he had committed. The Gundam Pilot continues to bear the crosses from those mistakes as penance for all the lives he took.
His present. He is an accidental and reluctant time traveller thrown back in time. By itself alone, his situation was already the biggest reason he could not bring himself to create a relationship with her. The brown haired boy could potentially destroy everything from the future where he came. Never mind the wars that mankind endured to achieve total peace and pacifism, but at least allow the renewed hope and solidarity to flourish as the world heads on towards a brighter path.
Those two reasons when weighed against that of his memories with the young lady... even up till this moment... would still equate to his logic and reason winning over his emotions and instinct. He was never the type of person to allow selfishness get the better of him.
However, right now everything was not normal.
Their situation... was totally unexplainable.
Their circumstances... were at best, could be described as imaginative, yet vague and tentative.
Everything was spinning around them, revolving between the two of them.
The girl has finally made her move and threw all that she had to the lot.
He has done his best to hold her back.
But his emotions and instincts were giving it everything that they have. They were going against him. Taking the side of the young woman.
Young woman.
Young lady.
Girl.
She.
Haruka Morishima. The only one. The most precious and significant person that no matter how hard he denies, resides within him.
Inside his mind, heart and soul.
'I'm so... lost.'
Heero Yuy never knew until he experienced it, that upon reaching the breaking point - everything else would disappear.
Fears. Worries. Pains. Sorrows. Failures. Defeats.
There would only be one thing that matters most.
As you feel the void take total control and completely engulf everything into nothingness...
As you feel your existence began to dwindle and fade out...
As you feel the last speck of memory being robbed and erased from your heart and mind...
The one thing that you will cling on as life's essence is being drained away.
Is called Hope.
His hope rests solely into the waiting arms of the young woman named Haruka Morishima.
Her love for him was his only hope.
The cobalt blue eyed young man closed his eyes for but a brief instant as he steeled his resolve and willed himself that he was making the right choice in probably the most important decision of his entire life.
Would he allow himself to have the one right thing that gave purpose...
That gave meaning...
That gave life...
That gave hope.
"You're..." Haruka heard him repeat and trail as her heart seemingly stopped its own beating while she awaited his response.
The pause was only but a flicker of a moment, barely noticeable, yet the sky blue eyed young woman had been gripped by a mixture of emotions she had no way of discerning one from the other.
"...the most important person in my life too." Heero calmly and honestly finished, using the exact same line she remembered telling him during the most desperate and unforgettable time they shared with each other.
'Does... that... mean... he... likes... me... too...? It... does... right...?'
She fearfully glanced back into his cobalt blue eyes to get her answer.
It was there... her confirmation.
Her reflection was mirrored within the confines of his Prussian blue eyes.
They were devoid of pain and sorrow... the ones she knows he had carefully tried to keep from her.
Replaced with hope and joy... a clear sign she had finally broken through all the defences and obstacles that stood her way.
Her feelings were able to reach him.
Heero was gazing at her in a very comforting way, assuring the pretty campus idol to rest her fears and worries.
'Yes, I like you as well, Morishima sempai.' She read through those cool deep blue eyes.
"I was afraid that you'd give up on me, Yuy-kun..." Unable to contain herself anymore, Haruka determinedly enclosed both arms around Heero. Sobbing in relief. Crying in comfort. Shedding tears in joy and happiness.
'The one and only gift I wanted this Christmas is you... Heero. It's been always you all this time...'
She felt him return the embrace, pulling her closer in a delicate and tender manner using his right arm while guiding her head to rest above his chest with his other arm. Heero gently caressed her hair before planting a soft kiss along its strands which was more than enough to put her mind at ease.
"I was worried... and scared..." The cornflower blue eyed young lady confided, but at last relieved from her hardships.
"Morishima sempai... no soul would not be moved by such a confession like yours." The Gundam Pilot sincerely uttered after she lifted her head to face him. His Prussian blue eyes immediately comforted her cornflower blue orbs in a soothing gaze.
"Call me Haruka." She fervently requested, looking at the Perfect Soldier gently with her sky blue eyes.
"I don't want you to keep calling me sempai. I want to be just Haruka for you." Haruka lovingly explained as warm tears slowly fell down from her sky blue eyes. "If you call me by my name, I won't cry anymore."
"I am... in love with you, Haruka." Heero answered and confessed to her after slightly tilting her head upward using the corner of his index finger encircling the thumb of his left hand.
"Finally..." Haruka softly whispered, sniffing in an attempt to suppress the rapidly building liquid at the edges of her eyes.
"Finally you've said it... I've always longed to hear it from you..." The pretty campus idol could not help but voice out as her deepest wish had come true. A few more tears trailed down her blue orbs, once again overwhelmed by the sincerest emotions she had long cradled for the brown haired boy.
"You're crying once again... Haruka." The Perfect Soldier said to her, smiling slightly, assuring her that everything she heard was true.
"I'm... I'm just too happy..." Haruka confided, a tender smile now appearing from her lips.
"I want to be with you forever... I love you so much, Heero. I really do."
The mobile suit pilot nodded to her before softly grunting in acknowledgment. The raven haired beauty could not help but smile warmly at his signature gesture.
"Kiss me and don't let go." Haruka stated as she closed her eyes and moved her lips to meet Heero's.
A flurry of emotions burst forth the moment their lips joined one another. Haruka was barely able to keep it at bay when she felt Heero kissing her softly and tenderly. It was a clear sign of the immense love and respect that he bears for her. Through their connected lips, the pretty campus idol finally understood that he had also felt the same for her. He had always loved her, same as she had always loved him. She realized that he was able to conceal it from her with his composure and maturity, two of the many things she had come to admire from him. Smooth and gentle kisses trailed endlessly from both of their lips. Relief. Comfort. Contentment. Care. Happiness. Joy. Love. They cherished each passing second as their lips traded small and light kisses. The sky blue eyed young woman felt Heero's warm breathe subtly tickle the corner of her lips. She felt him gently entwine his arms around her as she clung tightly at him in return. It was the happiest moment of her life, her affections being returned by the one and only boy she had fallen in love with. They continued kissing each other, with Heero being so warm and gentle at Haruka, all the more reason for the young woman to love him even greater. She knew then that he would truly be the only one for her.
There would never be anyone else. Only Heero.
As the snow continued its descent from the skies down to the streets below. Two souls finally found the other half that completes and makes them whole. Tired from bearing the weight of emotions and enduring the hardships thrown by life, at last both had achieved solace knowing they have each other. Reluctantly they parted lips with one another while looking deeply into each other's eyes. Confirming in silence the bond they had forged, affirming the pact they had created. And in doing so, it was accompanied by an overpowering torrent of emotions they knew was only waiting to be unleashed.
'You're everything that I want and asked for.'
'Haruka...' Heero's intense and piercing cobalt blue eyes seemingly spoke while gazing at her.
'Heero...' Haruka's expressive and striking sky blue eyes responded in return as she stared back at him.
'You're all that I dream.'
Like two long lost and separated lovers, their lips collided at each other with renewed and unrestrained passion. Haruka longingly clutched at Heero's neck while softly caressing his mass of chocolate brown hair with her right hand. She smashed her lips fervently into his, signifying the intensity of her true feelings for him. Heero on his end gingerly held the raven haired woman in a firm embrace as he drove his tongue inside her mouth, meeting and clashing with Haruka's own. Swirling and snaking his way without any repress, driven by a sentiment to express the entirety of his love for the raven haired beauty.
The pretty campus idol moaned repeatedly in delight, but remained lock with his lips even as she occasionally gasped for breath. Haruka allowed full access to Heero's invading tongue, welcoming and enticing him, fuelled by a deep, burning desire he had ignited within her. She was relentless in her own right, craving and longing for the sweet taste of his kisses. The Prussian eyed young man was not yielding and uncompromising in his determined assault on Haruka's lips, mouth and tongue. The strong, unbridled emotions they have were comparable to a whirlwind strewing aside everything on its path. But theirs was different, instead of leaving death and destruction on its wake, they were further invigorated with life and completeness. Both of them wanted and needed it. Wanted the confirmation, everything that was happening is true and they really have each other. Needed the affirmation, as guarantee for all the times that they have to suppress and fight off their profound feelings for one another. Nothing could stop them, all the tension and hardships they had to endure served only to increase the scorching passion that had built up from those instances. Like water surging out from a broken dam, rushing and rampaging across its way, those emotions had been way past the threshold of containment after being bottled up at the depths of their hearts.
'Who wouldn't stand inside your love... Heero...'
As her towel landed on the ground, it was shortly followed by a pair of silhouettes falling at the nearby bed.
She had no second thoughts. No hesitations. No regrets.
Only love, trust, affection and devotion for him.
Haruka gave everything to Heero that one special and unforgettable Christmas Eve.
Show me how much you love me...
Fill me with the love you have...
I want to feel your love...
Look into my eyes as you hold me...
As I entrust you all my heart and soul...
Take care of them as I take care of yours...
You're everything that means so much to me...
Love me like no other even if mine is greater than yours...
Only see me with those two irises and I'll be delighted...
You're the cause and reason of both my joy and happiness...
I only see you and no other...
I belong to you alone and you belong to me...
I cherish you with all my heart...
I love you so much, Heero...
'So, this is the feeling of loving someone...' Heero contentedly mused before inhaling the intoxicating fragrance flowing from the locks of curled hair owned by the sleeping angel that he still held tenderly as the sun slowly peeked in the horizon.
'And being loved in return...'
The Gundam Pilot slightly smirked upon hearing Haruka's gentle breathing while tightly clutching at his forearm that was wrapped around her. They had fallen asleep in each other's arms and the lovely young woman's grip remained firmly rooted as if fearing he might disappear from her side once she woke up. Heero could not blame the pretty campus idol, they had been up and going at it till the wee hours of the early morning. Even with all of his inexperience and only recent awareness on such matters, Heero knew and felt it as well, he had taken her purity. Despite the pain she had to endure, amidst the tears she had shed, Haruka never relented on making him feel the depth of her love and affections. She patiently bore everything and always assured him it was fine with her. For his part, Heero finally put into rest any remaining insecurity and doubt within the raven haired woman's heart. The mobile suit pilot did not restrain or hold back from sharing all the emotions he had for Haruka, proving it not just once or twice, but thrice they reached that most sacred moment. It was the focal point where the ultimate culmination of their love for each other was made into realization. Together, Heero and Haruka took that step, forging a very special bond as they finally became one.
'Forgive me but for once, let me be selfish. Destiny, fate and everything else be damned.'
He had come to such a bold decision after being honest with his feelings and allowing himself to return the love offered by the woman beside him. He does not know what the future has in store for them, but he is sure of one thing, it would now be difficult to separate her from him. They were now part of one another. He was hers now, same thing as she was his. The after effects of bliss and euphoria still had a great hold of his current state. The Gundam Pilot had chosen to place everything on hold till he figures out a way in making known his true identity to Haruka. All the planning, preparation and implementation for his departure may seem to have been jeopardized as right now he resolved to at least try claiming the happiness that has avoided him for so long.
'And I will never give up on you, Haruka, unless you give up on me. I will only let you go once you've lost your faith in me.'
All of his fears and worries from the resulting consequence of their union had momentarily taken a backseat last night. His instincts and emotions rode at the forefront previously held by reason and logic. And at the vanguard was his love for Haruka, that one powerful feeling which has driven him to where he is now. An encompassing peace and harmony had accompanied the good night's rest he rarely was given the privilege to experience. As he woke up, the Perfect Soldier began pondering that maybe he has finally found a home in the welcoming arms of the beautiful raven haired woman, giving him a reason to believe, to hope, to trust and to dream.
'What will you ever think of me, Haruka? Once you learn who I really am... Will you still accept me? Or shun me for being...'
Heero knew that eventually he would have to be honest and reveal everything about himself with Haruka. This he fully believes is one of the two remaining things he needed to accomplish to remove the final barrier between them. First - his being a time displaced traveller belonging one or two millennia from the future. Second and more importantly, him being a soldier and not just an average one, but a truly damn fine killer and murderer to boot. The revelation would surely bring a shock to the sky blue eyed young lady. The Gundam Pilot knew that once they return from the high peak back to the earth where they came, he would have to face the consequence of his actions. It brought a chilling anxiety that choked him without any warning while striking his heart with fear. However, his musings were shaken off as Heero felt Haruka stir and moan, a sign that the young woman was about to wake up.
'I'll have to do some hard and serious thinking after I get her home.' He said to himself, brushing his secrets aside for the moment before sparing a quick glance at the window panel. 'The sun's beginning to come out now...'
"Heero?" Haruka sleepily asked while turning to face him as her cornflower blue eyes slowly fluttered open.
He smiled slightly at Haruka, gently setting aside a few strands of stray raven hair away from her lovely face.
"I was afraid everything that happened might have been only a dream." She worriedly admitted as her eyes looked deeply into his pupils.
"I'm here, Haruka. Last night, everything... was perfect." The mobile suit pilot assured her and in the process unwittingly shared his own thoughts regarding their recent activity.
"Ohh... Now you truly have to take full responsibility of me along with everything that... we did." Haruka mischievously stated while blushing furiously from embarrassment.
Heero grunted while nodding in acknowledgement.
She smiled contentedly upon hearing his response, while using both of her hands the pretty campus idol tenderly traced the outlines of his eyes, nose, lips and cheeks.
"I belong to you now... And you belong to me. I love you, Heero." Haruka declared as she threw an affectionate gaze at his piercing cobalt blue orbs.
"Me too... Haruka. Merry Christmas." The brown haired boy replied before placing his lips on her forehead as a sign of respect and fondness to the young woman wrapped in his arms.
"I almost forgot! Merry Christmas too, Heero!" She excitedly answered upon remembering the holiday then nestling her head at the area below his chin but just above his chest.
"By the sound of your voice, it seems that everything went well, Haruka." Hibiki calmly noted after hearing her friend's cheerful greeting from the other line.
"Eh? Do I really sound THAT... perky?" Haruka asked, getting slightly conscious at the swim team captain's observation.
"Yes. And there's this certain... I don't know... tranquillity laced on the tone of your voice." Her best friend cryptically mused before subtly inquiring, "Did something ELSE happen between the two of you?"
"Hibiki... I'll tell you this much. He made me the happiest girl on Christmas Eve." Haruka bashfully answered while feeling her cheeks heating up from being reminded of that special evening.
"I take it that you two are a couple now?"
"Yes."
"Congratulations Haruka. I'm really happy for you." Hibiki said sincerely upon confirmation that her thoughts were indeed correct. "Though it is really long overdue for the both of you."
"Thanks Hibiki. I'm also grateful for the sound advice you've been giving me." She meekly replied at her best friend.
"We are friends Haruka. Honestly, I was quite worried when my mom said you called earlier. I was already thinking of my response to you at either possibility..."
"Heh... You really thought he'd reject me?" The raven haired beauty stated in disbelief upon learning of Hibiki's insights.
"Let's just say, that you can count on me to support you not only at the best moments but even at the worst times."
"You're a true friend indeed, Hibiki. I am truly thankful to have you at my side."
"Haruka, I won't be asking for any details on how you confessed or how Yuy-san responded. Though I am really tempted, but my respect for your privacy exceeds my personal curiosity. It's enough for me to know you're happy now."
"I'd do the same thing as well if our situations were reversed. I'll just tease or annoy you instead." Haruka admitted, greatly satisfied with her friend's response.
"That's why you're my best friend too, Haruka. I know you'll give me the same manner of respect on such matters. Which reminds me, any other particular reason you called?"
"I need your help, it's quite embarrassing but... I haven't given Heero anything yet for Christmas."
"Oh... now you're already referring to him on a first name basis. All the more proof that you two are indeed together now." Hibiki thoughtfully noted after hearing her comfortably say his name.
"Hibiki... Answer me first before you go on with your teasing. Will you help me or not?"
"Yes. Of course I'll help you. When do we go out to buy your gift for Yuy-san?"
"It should be this Thursday... the 29th of December. Actually I already called the shop earlier to have it prepared. But they would need three days to have it completed. We'll just pick it up on that day."
"I see. Mind telling me what you got for him?"
"Well, just wait and see for yourself. Till then it's a secret."
"Ok. I understand. When do you get to see him again? He's still working despite the holidays right?"
"We're set to meet each other again, two days from now. It's his day off on Wednesday."
"That's a day before we get your gift for him. You won't be able to give Yuy-san his present by that time."
"It's fine... I'm sure it will be worth the wait, once he receives it."
"This would be your first official date as a couple right? How are you feeling about it?" The swim team captain suddenly inquired, the slew of questions brought a warm smile at the raven haired beauty's lips.
"I'd be lying if I tell you that I'm not excited. I'm really looking forward on seeing him that day. By then it would be 3 days since I last saw him. I... already miss him you know..." The beautiful raven haired woman gushed as she remembered the Gundam Pilot.
"My goodness Haruka... you're so lovesick when it comes to Yuy-san."
"He's my first and will be my last boyfriend, Hibiki." Haruka confidently declared without any doubt.
"You're so sure of him. Even though both of you are still young."
"Are you implying something?' She queried in her usual formal tone when challenged that was quickly picked up by her best friend.
"Haruka, take it easy ok? I don't mean anything. Just take it one step at a time... I know you're excited... But at the rate you're going... Too much of it might cause for Yuy-san to be pressured and take it differently."
"I... think you have a point." The cornflower blue eyed young lady pondered as she realized the grain of wisdom within Hibiki's words. "I might be pushing him too hard this early... But I just can't help it. I love him so much, Hibiki."
"And I believe he feels the same way for you. Even though you never told me the details about your Christmas Eve date with him, from the way I see you two... that boy truly likes you as well."
"Thanks Hibiki... I really appreciate your support."
"Don't mention it. Now, I'll stop teasing you or say anything else knowing you're quite sensitive when it comes to your boyfriend." Hibiki jabbed at Haruka after being certain that the raven haired beauty was now back to her usual self.
"You know Hibiki. You should get one as well. It's a nice feeling to know there's someone out there who loves you too. One person meant for you."
"I don't believe on wishing at random shooting stars like you, Haruka."
"Ohhh... You're quite defensive! Mine is not a special case you see. Heero and I were meant for each other. Don't worry, next time I see one, I'll be sure to ask a good boy for you."
"Haruka... Now you're the one teasing me instead... I'll be a doctor first before I engage on such relationships."
"Hmmm... If I remember it correctly our Hibiki Tsukahara likes... The hardworking and mild mannered type of guy... A kind, studious and well organized young boy. Too bad at our age it's quite difficult to find like that one yet."
"If-if you must know, should there be a guy like that, I won't hesitate to approach him unlike a certain person here who sulks at the sidelines with her wish-upon-a-shooting-star dream boy almost getting nabbed away by another girl."
"Ohhh... Now you're really getting into it, Hibiki! In the end I still won though, because we were destined to be together. I may be a jealous girl but knowing how timid you are, it would be an accomplishment already if ever you even get to say one word out."
"Wait and see Haruka, I'll even be the first one to get married and have kids."
"Hmmm... A challenge, eh? But first, good luck on finding that picture perfect, kind, mild mannered, studious, gentle and well organized boy, Hibiki."
"You're on Haruka!"
"Hope you find a winner, Hibiki!"
Both of them ended up laughing before resuming their conversation.
Everything was white.
From the vast expanse of the horizon till as far as the eye can see, everywhere one would look he or she would only be greeted by one predominant colour.
White.
It was all white. From the high towering skyscrapers and mid-rise buildings, down to the various mansions, houses and apartments, no rooftop was spared. Snow had shrouded every structure in Kibitou, along with all the streets, pavements and roads across the province. Walkways were cleared using shovels while pathways only resurfaced and made accessible through the use of heavy machinery like bulldozers. The town's local government had always been prepared every time of the year once winter season arrives. However, with the holiday season still on a full swing, it was but normal to see the streets and avenues almost devoid of people or activity. Not only because of the difficulty on travelling at snow covered ground, but most of the population would just prefer to stay and relax inside their homes after a busy morning that involves shovelling snow off their roofs and removing it also from their walkways. Only a few establishments remain open on the days immediately following Christmas. Most of the shops however, would resume business a day or two prior to the next holiday anticipating the influx of customers caused by a need to replenish expanded household commodities or shoppers preparing for that New Year's Eve dinner. Such were the days that come after Christmas in Kibitou, save for a small number of businesses, basically, Kibitou's commercial area was considered closed.
The View Deck Park was also in a very similar situation, the place which normally serves as a date spot for lovers and place of relaxation for families was quiet and empty. The playground which is usually filled with noise and laughter from children was silent. The picnic grounds where one could either use the tables or spread out a blanket to bask under the shade of trees surrounded by open air and smooth well trimmed grass was all but covered with snow and no one in plain sight. Save for a single person hiding behind the trunk of the biggest tree found inside the park. The lone individual had walked all the way there despite the challenges and difficulties from travelling by foot on snow-laden ground. The young woman sported a black head band on her long raven curly tipped hair. She was wearing her favourite white snow coat coupled by thick black leggings and a pair of brown spiked boots. Smiling mischievously as she continued pressing a snowball between her palms, Haruka Morishima could not help but feel excited at the impending arrival of her boyfriend.
'Today will surely be fun, since we have the View Deck Park all for ourselves.'
No sooner had the thought escaped her mind when she saw the outline of an approaching person towards her direction. The biggest sakura tree at the park had been one of their favourite spots since they frequented the place before going home after school. They had agreed to meet under the same tree after he had taken her home that Christmas morning when everything was finally formalized between the both of them. She had wanted to be with him and spend more time in his company especially at the long winter break however, he still had to work on the following days despite the overall lull in activity at the business district and commercial area as the construction project was already at the final stages. However, he had told her that they were set to be given an extra day off by mid-week as compensation for still working in spite of the season. She understood his situation and waited patiently for this very day they would meet each other not just as friends... but finally as lovers.
The he being referred is none other than the young man codenamed Heero Yuy, the only boy who has managed without originally intending to win and capture her heart. The one person she cherishes, sole owner of her unwavering love and affections.
'My goodness... he's really so handsome...' Haruka silently gushed as she watched him move cautiously to her direction.
Reminding herself the plan she had conceived earlier, the pretty campus idol could not be faulted from her reaction. The Gundam Pilot was wearing a dark moss green trench coat, on top of plain white turtle neck shirt and faded denim pants. The leather shoes he was wearing had the same colour like the ones she had on - brown. He had a relaxed and calmed aura visibly hanging around him, his usual piercing cobalt blue eyes was gazing smoothly without any strain. For all the things that Haruka is unaware of him, Heero look like a perfectly normal young man.
'Here goes! I hope I get him on the face!' The raven haired beauty thought as she stepped out of her hiding place and threw the snowball to where he should have been.
Her snowball only hit the trunk of another sakura tree. He was nowhere in sight. Heero Yuy had vanished into thin air.
"Eh? Where is he?" Haruka wandered while turning her head to scan the surroundings.
"Hmmm... My eyes might have been playing tricks with me. But I swear... he should have been..." The cornflower eyed young lady thought while speaking out her mind.
"Just about there... right?" A deep cool voice answered from slightly behind her coupled by one hand pointing at the spot where Heero was last seen.
Haruka traced the hand onwards the arm and shoulder of its owner, her sky blue irises fully widened upon meeting the person's face.
"Heero!" The pretty campus idol squealed in delight as she recognized her boyfriend.
"Got you, Haruka." The brown haired boy simply said to her while smirking ever so slightly before adding, "You meant to throw something like this at me."
"Huh...Ehh?" She blurted out of surprise as Heero threw the snowball at her, hitting Haruka by the shoulder. The impact was seemingly calculated, with the snowball bursting mildly upon contact.
Haruka scrunched one of her brows downward while smiling naughtily at Heero, before declaring, "This means war!"
Her laughter is nothing but the sweetest music to his ears. Her giggles and squeals are comparable to the richest tune an ensemble could produce. And her smile was something he would give everything for, knowing that the young woman would always have the corners of her lips turn upwards whenever she sees him.
True, she means everything to him now, more than ever.
Upon accepting the promise of love, joy and happiness which has long eluded him, the mobile suit pilot never knew until he experienced it that no matter how much he tried to give back and match the affections he was receiving from Haruka, the raven haired beauty always found a way to return his emotions greatly in ways he never thought possible.
She simply loved him too much. Her devotion to him was second to none. Her affections for him were unquestionable.
Her faith and trust in him was beyond doubt.
Even with his complexities and almost zero experience on such matters, he had promised himself to strive on being the best and rightful man for Haruka. He knows he will struggle a lot along the way and meet many challenges to prove himself worthy of being the guy who has her love and affections. But he was willing to give it a try. He had pondered and made up his mind that he will also find a way to tell her who he truly was and currently is. He will be totally honest with her and come out completely.
If she becomes uncertain and decides to end their relationship because of such knowledge, he was prepared to accept it. He fully understands his circumstances apart from all the laws he had broken when they consummated their feelings for each other.
However, as of the moment, the Perfect Soldier decided put aside those worries at the back of his mind and enjoy their first official date.
"You don't play fair, Heero!" Haruka said in between laughter as she threw another snowball at him, "You always hit me with your snowballs! Are you a baseball pitcher too?"
'Huh... I... think because I threw a lot of grenades back then during the war...' His thoughts silently admitted as he scrambled for an excuse.
'Throwing projectiles with constant precision has become like an instinct to me... better be careful next time.' The Gundam Pilot reminded himself as he thought of an excuse.
"You just move a bit slowly, Mori-" Heero trailed before cutting his line in mid-sentence upon realizing that instinct had once again overtaken him.
"Ok... First you tell me I move slowly. Second you were about to call me 'Morishima sempai' once again." Haruka noted with both brows furrowed as she placed her hands on her hips while approaching him. "Aren't you ashamed of yourself?"
'What do I do on such a situation? I guess... I should apologize...'
"I'm sorry Haruka, I just don't know how to answer your first question." The mobile suit pilot decided to be honest at the young woman before him.
Haruka smiled impishly with her cornflower blue irises looking at him in a mischievous way.
"Got you, Yuy-kuuun~" The raven haired beauty deliberately said before running towards him and throwing her arms around the now surprised Gundam Pilot.
They both landed with a soft thud on the snow, Haruka laughed giddily while Heero smiled softly at her. The pretty campus idol rested her forehead on top of his own before gently smiling with her sky blue eyes gazing steadily at Heero's Prussian orbs
"Remember... I'm yours now. Call me Haruka. I'm your... Haruka." She spoke tenderly while looking deeply into his eyes.
'My God... How does she do it... She makes me fall for her even more.'
He grunted before nodding in acknowledgment, earning another laugh from Haruka.
"Heero Yuy, I would always know it is you with THAT manner of response."
The Perfect Soldier subtly smirked at the beautiful raven haired woman before him.
"But then, I would also be reminded on how you confirmed your feelings for me on Christmas Eve. That gentle grunt and slight nod..." Haruka explained looking at him meaningfully with her cornflower blue irises.
"That is one of the things I will always remember and like about you." The pretty campus idol finished as she again rested her forehead on top of his.
Heero only smiled faintly at Haruka before he gently planted a soft kiss at bridge between her brows.
"That is one of the things that I will never forget about you, Haruka." He honestly stated pertaining to their episode inside the library.
Haruka's eyes twitched and stirred as she gazed back at him, obviously recalling that moment she had first kiss him on top of his brows.
"Maybe... I already liked you since back then." She delicately teased at him as she closed her eyes before putting her lips next to his.
"For all the talent you have... you're terrible when it comes to building a snowman!" Haruka commented as she continued smoothing the surface of her own snowman.
"I... don't see anything wrong with mine." Heero replied at her while taking a more serious look at the snowman he was shaping.
'The way those brows of yours are scrunched together whenever you are in deep thought is really cute.' She smiled impishly at the thought while subtly turning her head sideways.
"Your snowman has EDGES! He looks more like the one you built during the Founder's Festival. It's like a robot or something!" The raven haired young lady blurted before laughing wholeheartedly at her boyfriend.
"I'm really not that good when it comes to things like this..." His deep cool voice answered at her while placing two twigs at the snowman's head.
"Heero... what are those suppose to be? Antenna on your snowman?" Haruka pointed out, referring to the two twigs stuck into a v-shape pattern at his supposed snowman's forehead.
"It's a... I... don't know... horns?" The brown haired boy half-asked at her, obviously unsure of his statement.
'Whenever it comes to simple things like fun and enjoyment, I always feel that you seem to lack experience on that department.' Haruka mused before deciding, 'It doesn't matter... I'll truly make you happy. Just wait and see.'
"Horns? So your snowman is what... a samurai?" Haruka readily supplied as she began laughing at the Gundam Pilot who was now slightly smirking while scratching the back of his head.
After they finished building their own version of a Mister and Miss Snowman couple, the pretty campus idol felt something cool and light gently land on her face. Looking up in the sky, she could not help but paint a warm smile on her lips. Small specks of snowflakes were softly falling from the heavens. It was snowing all around them.
With only the two of them at the View Deck Park... the beautiful raven haired young woman sincerely thought that the scenery was very romantic. She felt her cheeks began to heat up despite the cold atmosphere, the sky blue eyed lady knew she was already blushing as she turned her gaze at him. What she saw made her heart skip a couple of beats.
Heero was smiling a bit more openly and honestly as he held out both hands while seemingly catching the snowflakes falling all around them. He noticed her looking at him but did not make any attempt to hide that warm and sincere smile. Haruka knew then that she would be the only person he will show that very truthful smile.
'He truly loves me...' The sky blue eyed lady accepted, feeling her face now already beet red from embarrassment.
She slowly approached Heero, never peeling her eyes away from him as she closed the distance between them. Haruka smiled warmly at him before both of them simultaneously gazed up towards the skies with her palms gently being held by the cobalt eyed young man.
"I'm glad... to be here with you." She barely heard him utter which brought a full smile to her lips.
"What was that, Heero?"
"It- It was nothing, Haruka."
"I thought I heard you say something like... you're overwhelmed with happiness to be here with me." The cornflower blue eyed young lady boldly said at Heero, seeing an opening to tease him.
"You must be... hearing things." Heero replied before smiling slightly at her and resumed his marvelled stare on the descending snowflakes around them.
The mobile suit pilot's attempt to evade her did not go unnoticed with Haruka.
'You still like to play that game, huh?' She mused before slightly kneeling and grabbing the newly fallen snow in both her hands.
"Heero!" Haruka suddenly spoke, immediately getting the brown haired boy's attention.
A splash of snow dust scattered towards her boyfriend, to which she noticed that he instinctively crossed both arms to shield himself from her assault. She could not help but laugh as she made another sweep at the snow and splashing another wave on him.
"Why don't you just admit it? You're glad to be here with me." Haruka implored at Heero as he also began splashing snow back at her.
"Your imagination is really commendable at times, Morishima Lovely Haruka." The Gundam Pilot told her while they continued their relentless splashing of snow dust at each other.
"Oh! You're being too cute now, Heero Yuy!" She responded as she threw snow back at him, the raven haired beauty was totally surprised when she felt him sweeping her off the ground.
"Huh? Yuy-kun! Put me down!" Haruka squealed at him while laughing wholeheartedly as Heero cradled him tenderly on his strong lean arms.
The sound she heard next from the Prussian eyed boy completely made her heart go out for him.
He was chuckling.
It was suppressed and controlled, but nevertheless, she had finally made him chuckle in front of her.
'I'll do everything it takes to make you laugh, even if it means forever.' The pretty campus idol solemnly promised before noticing that Heero was already looking down at her with his intense piercing gaze.
She placed both arms around his neck before moving her head to meet him as he stooped down and kissed her deeply through the lips.
'I love you so much, Heero.'
Haruka's left hand was clasped firmly into his as they walked slowly from the picnic grounds on the way out of the View Deck Park. Heero was gently leading the raven haired beauty when he realized that she seemed to lag a bit with her steps. He turned to check on her and noticed that her feet were planted on the previous steps he made. Only his tracks could be traced from the direction they came.
His curiosity might have been obvious as the cornflower blue eyed woman beat him into it.
"I only walk on the ground your feet had stepped on. That's what you're thinking right?" He heard her softly say to which he nodded in confirmation.
"Well, aside from the fact that it should help me move easier using your footsteps, I want only a pair of tracks to appear from where we came. Because... We're already one right? I also want to remember that on everything we do, we will always be together." Haruka explained to him while looking intently into his eyes.
"Haruka..." He trailed unable to say anything more after hearing his girlfriend's reason.
'I'm really falling more with you. I'm deeply grateful for your pure and honest emotions.'
"But of course, it would be embarrassing if I ask you to carry me starting here all the way to the commercial area."
"It's ok, you're not that heavy, Haruka."
"Heero..." The raven haired young lady dangerously trailed, with the tone of her voice suddenly taking a serious turn.
"Haruka?"
"Never tell a lady that she is heavy!"
'Sometimes, Duo's nonsense guy talk could prove to be useful... I really should have paid at least some attention to him.'
"My apologies, I stand corrected, it's fine because, you're truly light."
"Hmph!" Haruka uttered as she looked away from him before letting go of his hand and folding both of her arms across her chest.
'Seems like I'm in trouble... What does a guy say on such a situation...' The brown haired boy thought as he desperately grasped for ideas despite his limited knowledge on such scenarios.
"Haruka... It's ok with me as long as you're the one I'll carry for the rest of our lives."
The pretty campus idol raised one eyebrow as she took a careful look at him, seemingly weighing the sincerity of his words.
"Really?"
"It's true and I'm not saying it because I screwed up or something. I'm really not good when it comes to such matters. Everything is still new to me. But if there is one thing I could promise you, I'll do my best to honestly respond and meet your expectations." Heero truthfully told Haruka while gazing at her sky blue irises with deep conviction.
Haruka's orbs softened immediately upon hearing his response, she smiled apologetically at him before closing the gap between them.
"I'm really sorry too, Heero. I forgot that both of us are new to this and also adjusting to our relationship. I'm also inexperienced at this sort of thing, basically we're just the same, you're my first boyfriend and I'm your first girlfriend."
He only nodded at her as she continued, "On my end, if there is anything I'll promise you is that, I'll try my hardest to be understanding and supportive of you always. Hopefully... no, I'm sure of it... because you'll be my first and last and only boyfriend."
"Haruka..."
"I'll prove it to you. We are meant for each other. And I'll never tire of it, even if it takes me a lifetime."
"Hnn." He softly grunted in acknowledgment, earning a knowing smile from Haruka.
"You always kill the mood with that grunt! I can't help but smile and be distracted when you do that!"
"But..."
"I understand. It's who you are. And I will accept everything about you. That's how... important you are to me."
He felt something cold tightly grip his heart sending chills through his spine. The Gundam Pilot was suddenly reminded of his past and present. The two most important things he was still trying to figure out in telling Haruka. 'Would she truly accept me if she knows who I really am? And all the things I have done?'
The Perfect Soldier was distracted from his thoughts as his girlfriend soothingly embraced him prior to resting her head on his chest.
"There will be misunderstandings and challenges, but I'm sure we could make it. I trust in you a lot and your maturity would help me grow as a person too. While me... I'll help you loosen up and learn how to have fun!"
"Yes." He agreed at her while pushing out his worries for the moment. 'You are important to me, Haruka. Very.'
"One last thing..." Haruka gently cooed as she continued leaning her head on his upper body.
"Huh?"
"Women are really sensitive when it comes to age and weight, ok? That would be Haruka Lesson number one for you."
"Dutifully noted, any other lessons I need to learn?"
"Women really appreciate it when their men compliment them. Keep it simple and sincere, the impact will be proportional to the guy's honesty."
"Compliment?"
"Yes. And if I like it and feel you're telling the truth... you might even get lucky." The pretty campus idol advised before winking at him.
"I think, I get it, Haruka." The Gundam Pilot smiled nodding his head in understanding.
"Haruka Lesson number three and our last for today, never ever look at other women whenever you're with your girlfriend."
"Understood."
"If ever I caught you doing that, I'll do something that you'll truly regret."
"And that is?"
"I'll kill you." The cornflower blue eyed young lady said in a deep and serious voice while both brows are furrowed.
Half of him wanted to laugh but the other half was filled with dread. He was entirely sure that Haruka was just joking and the word 'killing' him means she will truly get mad at him. But the words brought back the memories of the time he said the same line to Relena Peacecraft more than 2 years ago when she gave him an invitation to her birthday party.
He could not put himself to kill Relena back then, he only ripped the invitation.
'Would it kill Haruka, knowing who I truly am? Would it rip her heart out knowing all the sins I've committed?'
Heero sadly mused before returning his attention back to beautiful young woman resting her head on his chest.
"We'll just add more lessons as we progress, ok?" Haruka said to him, a smug smile now hanging from her lips.
"Of course." He told her before embracing the raven haired young lady as she hugged him tightly in return.
"I think that's it. We're all set now, Heero!" Haruka excitedly announced as he started picking up the grocery bags.
"Haruka, all the food you're planning to prepare... Isn't it too much for just the two of us?"
"It's ok, we can place the leftovers inside your ref. That way you'll still have food on the days to come." The pretty campus idol told him with a smile full of energy.
"I guess you're right."
"Come on, let's go!" Haruka beckoned as she stepped out of the grocery with her head still turned back at him.
As soon as she took another step past the grocery store's sliding doors, the sky blue eyed young lady accidentally collided with another passing pedestrian.
"Ooppss... I'm sorry. I wasn't looking..." She instinctively apologized as her eyes landed at the other person. "Huh? Maya sensei?"
"It's alright... Of all the people I will run into, it would have to be you, Morishima-san." The kind teacher of Class 2-A greeted back at Haruka upon recognizing her.
"It's good to see you, Maya sensei." The raven haired beauty said before bowing in respect to the older woman.
"No need to be formal. But it's good to see you as well, Morishima-san." Ms Takahashi answered while smiling after nodding slightly in return to Haruka. "Are you with Tsukahara-san?"
"Actually..." Haruka trailed while looking at the grocery entrance.
The mobile suit pilot had been watching the two women with interest from within the grocery store before deciding to make his presence known. He exited the sliding doors and greeted his homeroom teacher.
"Good afternoon, Takahashi-sensei." He opened, his cool and deep baritone voice quickly getting Maya Takahashi's attention.
"Heero? You're with Morishima-san?" The class 2-A's homeroom teacher asked in surprise after seeing him.
He nodded.
"Even if it's currently winter season here in Kibitou, it's already springtime for the both of you." Ms. Takahashi commented while throwing a knowing smile at Heero and Haruka.
Haruka smiled bashfully at Maya with her cheeks already blushing deep red from embarrassment. Heero could only faintly curl his lips up while feeling some heat rise up to his face.
"Alright, considering both of your reactions, I take it that the rumours are indeed true."
"Sensei..." Haruka uttered unable to say anything else while looking at Heero who was shaking his head sideways in apparent resignation.
"I'll stop now, I wouldn't pry anymore. But seeing both of you together... I think makes everything official." Maya completed as she nodded her head in understanding.
"Heero, be good to Morishima-san, she's the prettiest girl in campus, you're one lucky guy to have her." Ms. Takahashi said to him before shifting her gaze to Haruka. "Morishima-san, be kind also to Heero. He might just be a transfer student but from what I heard, there are a lot of girls also pining for him."
"Of course, Maya-sensei. Which reminds me... Aren't you with you're boyfriend?" The cornflower blue eyed young lady asked her while looking around them innocently.
"Err... about that... I haven't had a..." Ms. Takahashi nervously replied before coughing it up and continuing. "I mean I haven't given that matter any thoughts yet..."
"Ohh... so it's true that Maya sensei hasn't been with anybody since she started teaching at our school." Haruka noted, smiling mischievously after realizing she had the young and lovely teacher cornered.
"Uhmm... Morishima-san... Keep such knowledge to yourself, or else..." Heero's homeroom teacher softly warned and pleaded at the raven haired beauty.
"My lips are sealed, sensei. But if you are having problems on finding the right man, I have one tip."
Both Heero and Ms. Takahashi looked at her curiously, obviously waiting for Haruka to finish her sentence.
"Wish it on a shooting star. I had mine granted the following day." The pretty campus idol suggested to her before winking one eye at the unknowing teacher.
'Wait a sec... I met Haruka the day after I arrived here in the past. Does that mean... the shooting star she saw... was me descending with the Wing Gundam?' He pondered after remembering his arrival at Kibitou three month ago.
"Trust me, Maya sensei... It works." Haruka added while smiling contentedly at the purple eyed teacher.
"Morishima-san, it is very obvious that you are happy with Heero right now. But don't worry about me, if it comes, I will be sure to claim it."
"Good luck and Happy Holidays, Maya sensei."
"Happy Holidays to both of you. Now I think I should get going, instead of disturbing you two on your date." Ms. Takahashi replied at the sky blue eyed young lady then moved her focus to the Perfect Soldier.
"Knowing how much you value your privacy, you could be assured that the knowledge between your relationship with Morishima-san is safe with me. If ever it spreads out, it would only be due to Morishima-san's high profile and popularity." She thoughtfully advised at the brown haired boy.
"Thank you, Takahashi sensei." Heero only smiled a little as Maya Takahashi waved her hand at them before turning to leave.
"Five years have passed, since then every day has been filled with joy and happiness. Eventually Heero married Haruka in a simple yet private ceremony only witnessed by very close friends and family members."
"After earning a degree on Engineering once he finished college, Heero Yuy eventually was promoted as one of the Project Engineers in GDT Builders. While his wife, Haruka Yuy decided to stay home and instead become a devoted housewife. Every night she patiently waits for her husband to come home after a tiring day from work."
The raven haired beauty had just finished cooking the fourth and last dish of their dinner when she heard the doorbell rang. Instinctively she went towards the door and opened it to find Heero waiting on the other side.
"Honey... I'm home." He simply announced upon seeing Haruka open the door.
"Welcome home... anata (dear)..." Haruka sweetly greeted before ushering him inside.
"Your dinner is almost ready. But after that what would you like? Is it coffee? Tea? or... me?" The pretty campus idol offered in a very sexy and enticing voice while softly batting her eyelashes at him.
"Uhhmm... Y-you of course... a-anata..."
"Wow! You're really good, Heero! I've always wanted to say something like that once we get married! You just need a little more conviction, ok?" The cornflower blue eyed young woman stated while looking at him with a very pleased expression.
He only smiled subtly at his girlfriend before nodding in understanding, since they arrived at the room he was renting, Haruka had been very insistent on doing some role-playing with him. Pretending they were already married, with Heero as her husband and she was his wife. The place Heero was currently staying at is the very same room that he had inquired inside the gift shop more than a week ago in Kibitou's commercial district.
The raven haired beauty was amazed however, upon seeing the state or witnessing first hand his actual living conditions. It was Spartan-like to say the least. True, the room was furnished with all the basic necessities needed for living, but aside from his personal belongings which included a medium-sized backpack, school bag, uniform and some clothing, there were no other things or objects that adorn the simple room.
"Maybe we should place a few ornaments or decors to liven up your room." Haruka suggested as she went to the room's small kitchen which was situated at the rightmost corner adjacent the bathroom door.
"It's OK, personally I'm fine keeping everything neat and simple. But I'm all good with what you have in mind." He replied as Haruka spared a questioning glance at him before lifting the lid off the casserole where she had been cooking one of the dishes for their dinner.
"Alright, but at least let me place something to bring some colour on your place. Ok?"
Heero nodded at the pretty campus idol as she turned her attention back to the casserole and began stirring the contents inside it while humming a soft tune that was vaguely familiar to him.
'I... seem to have heard that from somewhere...' He thought before his cobalt blue eyes followed Haruka's form and landed at the young woman's exposed nape. His girlfriend had tied up her hair into a ponytail using a ribbon allowing him to see the bare flesh of her neck. It was creamy white which blended evenly to her natural complexion. The way Haruka had also raised her tied up hair gave a... matured appeal that was sometimes overlooked with the carefree manner she usually displays.
With such a sight before, the mobile suit pilot was reminded by his memories of that very special evening when he and Haruka finally became one. There was a small and hidden urge on his part to pounce at the unknowing young lady. Express whatever emotions he feels building inside him and claim her as his once more. But he is a LOT calmer now and the Perfect Soldier also knew that Haruka was still reeling from their episode with the way she moves and carries herself.
He was broken off his thoughts upon hearing the sky blue eyed woman sigh deeply by the small table near the kitchen. The meal Haruka prepared had been laid out and just by simply looking at the dishes - it was guaranteed to leave everyone's mouth wide open with... fear. Not because of it's arrangement but because of its visual orientation. Anyone in their right mind would surely think many times before attempting to taste... let alone smell the dishes Haruka had somehow cooked. The Gundam Pilot was both shocked and amused at the sight that welcomed him upon seeing their supposed meal, yet being the gentleman and trained professional that he was... Heero remained expressionless and stoic. The Perfect Soldier tried his earnest to convince himself that his girlfriend's food was at least edible to consume and the most he would suffer would only be multiple trips to the lavatory.
"Uhhmm... I know cooking is not yet among my strong points, but given some practice I'll surely improve..." Haruka meekly said in deep embarrassment, her sky blue orbs unable to look at him.
Heero was briefly reminded of Kaoru Tanamachi's expertise in the culinary arts during the time she was preparing an additional bento box for him as they ate together at the rooftop of their campus building. However, remembering the situation itself was inappropriate now that he was already in a relationship with Haruka, the mobile suit pilot silently chastised himself before preparing himself to probably one of the... biggest challenges on his physical constitution or more specifically... digestive capabilities.
"We could just order something over the phone... I'll just throw them away and buy you something... I'm really sorry Heero." Haruka muttered uneasily, obviously worried at his unchanging reaction as she queasily held the wooden ladle by her apron while moving restlessly.
Feeling sorry and acknowledging the young woman's efforts and honest intentions to impress him, Heero smiled subtly before sitting on his chair. "Don't worry Haruka, we'll never know how it tastes till we try, right? Besides... looks could be deceiving."
Before Haruka could reply from his rather bold statement, the brown haired boy already had a spoonful of what looks like or was meant to be miso soup inside his mouth. The Gundam Pilot felt his mouth, all the way to his oesophagus constricting as the liquid travelled downward. His chest tightened as he gulped Haruka's miso soup while feeling the hairs of his skin rose up as the fluid washed within him.
"H-how w-was i-it... Heero?" Haruka hopefully asked with her expectant blue irises looking at him as she waited for his response.
'Remember... women are sensitive...'
"I-it...was intense, really." He simply said in what he truly wished would sound as a convincing tone.
"Heero... please don't push yourself anymore... I'll practice more before I try cooking for you again..."
'Don't worry Haruka, I've had worst.'
"I should at least give the main course a try."
"B-but... o-okay... if-if y-you say so..."
The Gundam Pilot used his fork to pierce a small portion of dark brown meat which was supposed to be shredded beef or gyudon.
Haruka's cornflower blue eyes were twitching due to anxiety at their current situation. He reassured the raven haired beauty by lightly holding her hand with his free one as he placed the food inside his mouth.
It was the last thing he remembered before being knocked out cold.
"Heero? Please wake up... I'm really sorry, I should've stopped you earlier." Her worry tinged voice called out to the unconscious mobile suit.
Haruka had laid Heero at the sofa situated just beside the small dining area, though it had been very difficult for her to drag him, the raven haired beauty persevered and managed to plop him on the furniture. She shook him forcefully once again after feeding the brown haired boy another spoonful of sugar before flushing it with water. The pretty campus idol had been exceedingly worried since Heero lost consciousness after taking a bite from one of the dishes she had prepared. She earlier contemplated on calling the emergency line but had second thoughts upon noticing that her boyfriend's breathing is fairly normal.
'But it's been 15 minutes already...'
"I didn't mean to screw things up... I'm sorry! Come on, please... wake up now!" She anxiously said while considering her options.
'Maybe I should call the emergency hotline now...'
'Or I should try to resuscitate him... ohhh... but he's breathing normally...'
'What should I do...'
A lone tear was already rolling down her cheek before she heard him cough and scrunched his body instinctively.
"Heero...?" Haruka asked realizing that the Perfect Soldier had finally regained consciousness.
Instead of answering her, the Prussian eyed boy gagged his mouth as he stood and made a mad dash towards the sink. Heero immediately threw up while using the water from the faucet to drain his vomit. The Perfect Soldier then gargled and washed himself to ensure that all residue of whatever it is that he ate was cleansed. The Gundam Pilot suddenly remembered Haruka as he dried himself with a small towel, upon lifting his face off from the fabric he noticed she was very quiet and her eyes were beginning to get red with tears.
Shame and regret.
"Haruka?" He called out to her, closing the distance between them faster than she anticipated.
"Please don't get mad at me... I'm so sorry... I just wanted to try and..."
"I told you before, you can never do anything that will make me mad or angry at you. It's entirely my fault for being persistent despite your warning." Heero told her honestly, taking the blame off her shoulders.
"I'm sorry I worried you." He added smiling subtly yet sincerely at her. She was all the more surprised as he gently laid her head on his chest after putting one arm around her waist.
'My God... You being too kind to me, know how to rest my fears and worries, makes me fall in love with you even more...' Haruka mused as an invisible lump began forming inside her throat causing her to choke a stifled sob.
"Don't be like that... I almost got you killed... yet you're still..." She reasoned out as tears slowly crept out from her two cornflower blue orbs. "I promise, I won't try cooking again anytime soon."
"It's alright, Haruka. Please stop crying, I'm perfectly fine now." He replied while tenderly running his hand down the strands of her hair, giving off a soothing effect that greatly calmed down the raven haired beauty. "I'll still try your food. There's a saying that practice makes perfect. You'll only improve and get better as you gain knowledge and experience."
She softly nodded, feeling greatly relieved and thankful to have such a kind and understanding man in her life.
'I'll truly try my best and hardest. So that by the time we are married, you'll always come home and only eat the food I'll prepare for you and our family.'
In the end, both of them resorted on having Chinese food delivered to his room by ordering over the phone. It took a great deal of convincing and assurance from him before Haruka finally relented on him paying for the delivery instead of her own money. The raven haired beauty had been pretty insistent to shoulder the expenses as a way of compensation after her failed experiment resulted for the groceries he bought earlier only ended up being thrown into the garbage bin.
Soon after they finished with their dinner, Haruka helped him clean up the mess and leftover. The young woman then excused herself to his bathroom once everything has been put aside. Heero took the opportunity to fish out from his backpack the gift wrapped box he had long wanted to give Haruka. It was slightly shorter in length to that of a shoe box, instead of having the holiday's usual green and red trimmings, the Gundam Pilot requested to have it covered with a sky blue wrapper, symbolizing Haruka's kind and lively eyes.
As she came out of the bathroom, he motioned for her to take the seat beside him. Haruka looked at him curiously but smiled and nodded before she made her way to the receiving room. The cornflower blue eyed young woman was about to ask him something when he handed his present to her.
"Merry Christmas, Haruka. I hope you like it."
'Before, I wanted you to have that as a remembrance upon my departure. Now, I'm still giving it to you but for a different reason. And for that reason, I hope would be enough for me to stay always by your side.'
The pretty campus idol was unable to say anything but instead was flushed crimson red as she received his present to her.
"I... was supposed to give it to you back then, during Christmas Eve. I forgot to bring it along with my bag after I had to leave the motorcycle at GDT Towers."
He noticed that her sky blue irises were sparkling while smiling softly at him before she began to tear down the gift wrapper. He carefully observed her reaction and was deeply satisfied upon seeing the sudden twinkle appear in her eyes and tender smile that glowed from her lips immediately after his gift came into her field of vision. Her happy and contented smiling face was something he was sure he would never tire seeing. He knew he would give everything to see that smile she only has for him. The mobile suit pilot had only known recently that one, unique smile that Haruka would only flash to him. He had been certain of it after taking some time to on check her without Haruka being aware of his presence. True, there was always a light curl on her lips showing the easy going, down to earth and happy go lucky disposition Haruka has been known. Her smile when she's walking beside Hibiki or talking with their classmates and teachers was something good and nice to see as it compounds her natural physical beauty.
But the smile Haruka has whenever she is with him was always different. Her light, thin and soft pink lips seemed to have been perfectly and naturally been created to be curled in such a way. Plus, her eyes spoke in conjunction to the emotions she held with that smile, those pair of cornflower blue irises twinkled and sparkled an ethereal and surreal glow that could leave anyone wondering once they saw Haruka if she was truly an angel in disguise here on earth. Heero was certain he had been very fortunate to have her fall in love with someone like him.
Like him...
A killer.
A murderer.
A slayer.
He shook his head subtly to push out all those unwanted memories from his thoughts. As he calmed himself down, the Perfect Soldier was reminded of his ongoing dilemma with Haruka. He had been thinking extensively about it for the past days, and in every occasion he only ends up with more questions, more uncertainties and more worries. That huge looming shadow called fear has been getting stronger as he feels his bond with her becoming even tighter.
He knows it was inevitable. Their emotions towards each other were streaking towards greater heights.
The one thing that gives him the resolve to try finding a way was without any doubt... Love.
Love was his hope.
She was his hope.
The one hope that could give redemption to his otherwise, hollow and tortured existence.
"You've been paying attention to the things I really like." Haruka softly mumbled but was enough to get his attention away from the unpleasant thoughts inside his mind.
"I like it a lot. Thanks, Heero." The raven haired beauty stated before kissing him lightly on the cheek.
He gently nodded at her as she instinctively entwined her arms around him.
"I love you, Heero. More and more each passing day." Haruka sincerely whispered while he embraced the young woman tenderly.
'I will find a way, to tell you everything. My hope rests on your love and compassion, Haruka.' The brown haired boy deeply promised to himself as Haruka hugged him even tighter.
Will the days ahead of them always be full of happiness and joy?
We can only hope.
Love will be their one and only hope.
Author's Notes:
Sorry for the long delay everyone, I wanted to be sure 11 would be completed with high work quality in mind which resulted to the 6-week time span it took me prior to the release. I immediately resumed work on the initial scenes since it was a direct continuation of 10's cliff-hanger. However, I ended up revising those scenes for a couple of times, improving and polishing them to fit that Haruka arc storyline with Heero considered and factored in as main protagonist.
Acknowledgments - Hands down, first and foremost to Operation Meteor for the support and motivation (not to mention the warning). Long time readers like Drake202 (my pioneer reader and reviewer), Amagami x Gundam Wing fans RyujinHaou, Jackofalltrades, Bucio (newly minted Amagami fan) and all others I forgot to mention. Also the hit squad threat I got from Matchstick800 (really got a good laugh after reading that). You guys really inspired me to work hard knowing the expectations of the reviewers and readers.
Love - Ok, the title is very obvious, in fact it is a giveaway to anyone who reads it. The events following 10's cliff-hanger are based from canon events on Haruka's arc on the first anime series. However, the big difference obviously is Heero being the protagonist not Junichi. Of course considering the build up, development, progress and background between Heero and Haruka, it is understandable why both of them were driven way past the point of resolving things calmly with their emotions getting very intense and being pushed to the brink repeatedly resulting to one explosive confrontation.
Rating - Everything (hopefully) was done in good taste and intentions. I have also read other stories here with the notion written in subtle implied actions which was accomplished in a very respectful way in order to avoid offending anyone. I deeply believe I have met this criterion, but do point out if there's a need to raise the bar as I will consider doing the changes if clamour is really that high.
First Date - Yeah, it's their first official date as a couple. All scenes here are original, similar to 10's unofficial Christmas Eve date, every event within their outing was spliced per scene to give a detailed storytelling.
Cooking Incident - A nod to one of the canon scenes on the second anime series sprinkled with original concoctions to further develop character relationships between the main pairing.
Thanks a lot to all the in-depth reviews, comments and inquiries I have received for the past 10 chapters. I am deeply grateful and sincerely thankful for the unwavering support, drive and motivation your words have given me. To all the readers - keep those hits coming! Thank you so much for reading and keeping up with me through all these chapters.
So hang in there and stay with me, let's see this story to its end.
As always, please review! I'd like to hear your thoughts, reactions, comments and inquires about the story, also gives me a gauge if I'm doing well with the story. I make it a point to respond at any inquiry as long as the question would not equate into a spoiler.
Thanks again and see you in 12!
