Authors Notes: The version of this chapter you are reading is the 5th rewrite (each rewrite being anywhere from 3k – 5k words each). This was one of the hardest chapters to write as far as me liking it in so many ways. /sigh But thank you everyone for your encouragements and reviews! I couldn't have gotten this far without you (and only days until my wedding on the 17th lol).
So here is the most important part of the chapter…or is it? I have been working up to this for a while now, it is ONE of the major focuses for this story, but of course – there is always more.
I want to show that there is more than just physical intimacy to love and a relationship…we're just getting started!
P.S. If you don't like detailed…things…I'd suggest not reading this chapter.
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Thoughts by the characters are italicized and between two of these * little guys.
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I don't own any of the characters, I wish I did because they are amazing, but a girl can dream XD
*So…this is it*
Yumi stood outside the door that led to the room her Onee-sama and she now shared. She knew on the other side was Sachiko and one of the final steps to take in making them more than just simply soeurs. After Sachiko left she had hurriedly washed the rest of her body but what took the most time was drying her hair, which was now around her shoulders, and finding a clean towel. The time apart gave her a bit of sense back, which she was thankful for, since this next step was so very important. She knew she had but moments left before reaching the limit her Onee-sama was would wait.
*Don't be nervous, take it slow, and trust yourself…*
Yumi closed her eyes for a moment as she raised her hand to knock…
…
Sachiko all but ran to the bedroom that contained the shower once the other bathroom door was shut. In the most unlady like of fashions she quickly washed her body in cold water, dried off, wrapped herself in a large clean towel, and made it to the shared bedroom within minutes. Her mind was a jumble of thoughts while her body was just as confused in their emotions.
*Do you have any idea what is coming?
Yumi and I…
There is no going back to 'just soeurs' if you do this.
I don't want to be just soeurs with Yumi...*
She didn't want to be something as simple as that with Yumi she wanted everything, forever, she wanted everything with the smaller girl. At realizing that thought her 'jumble' was beginning to clear. She began to 'fix' the bedroom and clear her head a little more.
*Who ever said cold showers helped in situations like this was lying...*
The cold shower had done nothing to curb the desire that felt like it was ravaging her insides but it had managed to put her thoughts in the correct place. Sachiko thought about the bathroom with Yumi once again, her body responding again to the smaller girl…
*Stay in control Sachiko.
You're better then this...seventeen years you've practiced control…
Stay in control…*
The bed was turned back, the curtains were drawn, and the lamp next to the bed was on to cast a soft glow around the room. There was a relaxed feel in the room, something that was very important to Sachiko – she was sure Yumi would be feeling just as nervous as she was - and walked to her suitcase for the final touches, a bit of perfume. For a moment she felt an odd sensation, her eyes immediately drawn to the door, and walked up to it.
Yumi was there standing outside of the door, she could feel it, just as she had known the smaller girl had been the one inside of the panda suit when they had been at Hanadera for their festival that seemed like ages ago. With a soft smile Sachiko opened the door to the bedroom to see Yumi standing there with her eyes closed in thought with a hand raised as if to knock on the door. Sachiko couldn't help but stare at the smaller girl whose hair was now dry but what made the junction between her legs throb even more than it already was, was that Yumi was not wrapped up in her towel – it was merely held up against the front of her by her other hand. Blue eyes scanned up and down the sides of the exposed skin of the smaller girl, drinking in every line and curve available.
Sachiko was about to say something…
…
It was turning out to be the longest five minutes of her life as Yumi continued to boost herself mentally for a few moments more.
*Just knock on the door Yumi*
Her body followed the action her mind set her to do.
*Knock on the door.
Knock on the door…
Knock…on…the…door?*
The oddest of sensations came from her knuckles as she softly knocked on the door. She opened her hand to 'feel' for a better understanding but instead of the cold hard wood all she could feel was something warm and soft. Instinctively her fingers began moving to better understand, a frown on her face, until…
Sachikos' eyes went wide as Yumi began knocking on her chest, not hard, but softly. She had opened her mouth to say something when she felt Yumi's fingers spread themselves and her hand begin to move down over her breast. Her chest had felt tight and aching in the towel since being in the bathroom with Yumi earlier but now she knew that her chest was truly being bound as the smaller girls' hand seemed like it had a mind of its own. She couldn't hold in the deep throaty moan as she could feel her nipples hardening under the towel.
"O…O…Onee-sama!" Yumi all but screamed as her eyes burst open wide at hearing the noise – instantly noticing where her hand was and who it was.
Both girls stood frozen in place – Yumi with her hand still on her Onee-sama's breast and Sachiko panting – staring at one another. Neither one of them knew exactly what to do but it was Yumi who moved first. The fingers on her bad hand couldn't hold her towel up any longer as the soft sound of it hitting the floor could attest.
Sei had once explained to Sachiko what a 'nose bleed' moment was when she had been laughing so rudely through a Council meeting before she graduated. A manga was shoved into her face, a boy spying upon a naked girl from a bush, and blood shooting out his nose. Sachiko had found it lewd and not very funny even when she had been told it was to symbolize 'dirty thoughts'…she couldn't have been bothered to continue listening to Sei at that moment either as she had turned from the still laughing girl.
With that thought in mind – she was experiencing the biggest 'nose bleed' moment of her life.
Sachiko couldn't take in what she saw fast enough nor could she help the reaction she had. Within moments of the towel hitting the floor and the reddest of blushes coming to Yumi's face, she had the smaller girl in her arms kissing her deeply, while moving them into the room to shut the door.
She was naked, completely exposed, in front of her Onee-sama. The blush that she could feel forming on her face was nothing for heat that she suddenly experienced as Sachiko pulled her close and began to kiss her…hard. Nakedness forgotten Yumi was swept away by the kiss she was sharing with Sachiko, it was so different then previous kisses, but still so wonderful. She could taste the older girl, feel how soft her tongue was, and how quickly the saliva that trickled from their mouths began to cool. Her lungs were almost burning with a lack of breath but it didn't matter – Sachiko was there in her arms. The towel her Onee-sama was still wrapped in felt almost rough against her already hardening nipples.
"Y…Yu…Yumi…" Sachiko stuttered as she suddenly broke the kiss, breathless, her eyes gazing deeply into her petite soeurs.
"Onee-sama…I didn't mean…I thought the door…" Yumi tried to explain but a long finger was placed against her lips to quiet her.
Sachiko knew that Yumi hadn't meant any harm to her or offense; such things were not in the girls' nature for as long as she had known her, and it was a trait she loved. There wasn't any part of Yumi she didn't care for and from the brief moment of the towel dropping she was in to see a lot more. That thought sent a thrill down Sachiko's spine. Since admitting her feelings to Yumi – and herself – a sense of possessiveness had filled her heart. She wanted to share and experience so many things with Yumi from every day to the more loving, intimate, parts of a deeper relationship. The idea of another person doing so was unfathomable to Sachiko.
Yumi could see so many emotions and thoughts storming in the sea of her Onee-sama's eyes. Was she having second thoughts? No, if that kiss was any indication of her feelings then she definitely wasn't. Still pressed tightly against Sachiko she reached up to caress the soft skin of her cheek with her fingers.
"Onee-sama, are you okay? Is this…I mean…"
"I love you, Yumi; I love you so very much. I…," Sachiko's cheeks turned a dark shade of red, "…I have never…from feelings to…well…I've just never…"
It was Yumi's turn to gently silence her Onee-sama but instead of a finger she used her lips in a gentle kiss.
"Neither have I…but…I will…with you…"
…
It took the girls some time to make it to the bed between kisses and soft whispers spoken on shared breaths. They were so oblivious to their surroundings that it wasn't until Yumi 'EEP!ed" and they fell onto the bed did they truly realize they had even been moving.
Sachiko had fallen on top of Yumi, their millionth and one kiss broken in the tumble, and after a short chuckle she pushed herself up. Yumi splayed out on the bed naked was one of the most beautiful and intimidating sights Sachiko had ever seen. The light from the lamp illuminated the femininity Yumi possessed, the shape of her breasts – the shape of her hips, while the shadows accentuated the lines and curves of the strength her body held. She wanted to touch every part of the girl below her…
Yumi blushed for the hundredth time at her Onee-samas' intense gaze to the point of wanting to cover herself up but the idea of the person she loved most seeing HER sent tingles all throughout her body. She wanted Sachiko to see her, to…have her. Another wave of blushes hit Yumi.
"Your blush has gotten darker Yumi, does me looking…"
"No, Onee-sama, I was just thinking." Yumi said as she sat up a little to move further up onto the bed.
Sachiko raised an eyebrow and followed Yumi, straddling the smaller girls' legs. Thinking? What could she be thinking about? Did she not want to do this? No, if that was true Yumi would tell her or she would be able to feel it. All Sachiko could feel was heat and an ever increasing desire to rip off her own towel. Why had she tied it so tight?
"Onee-sama…"
Sachiko leaned down with her hands on either side of Yumis' head and looked deeply into the endless dark pools.
"I…I don't think it's fair…me being…and you…in a towel…"
"The towel is…"
Her words were cut off as she felt delicate fingers slip themselves under her towel around her breasts, those fingers feeling like hot lances on her skin, as they pulled apart the towel and pull it off. The bound feeling she had been experiencing since the bathroom with Yumi was suddenly gone, a fact she was extremely thankful for, but she suddenly felt shy. She moved so that she was standing on her knees still straddling Yumi.
"Y…Yumi…"
The beauty of her porcelain skinned Onee-sama sent intense feelings throughout her body and mind, would the throbbing between her legs ever go away? She didn't know but she knew she didn't deserve to see such a beautiful woman naked and to touch something so amazing wasn't within her power. Yumi felt so unworthy as she watched Sachiko straighten up, her breasts laying perfectly against her chest, the flatness of her stomach, the feminine curve of her hips, down to the…
*K…K…Kami-sama!
She even keeps 'down there' perfect!*
Yumi's eyes travel from the top to the bottom of the blue-black 'line' of her Onee-sama. A gasp came from her lips as a strong emotion gripped her - Desire, intense and burning Desire – to bury her face…there. To use her tongue, her mouth, her fingers…every part of her she could and that desire only shifted into overdrive as her nose flared in catching a familiar scent again.
*Control, control, control, control, control, control, control, control, control!
Move…move away…*
Yumi quickly moved out from under Sachiko and mimicked the position of the older girl. With a shaking hand she reached out to caress Sachiko's face gently turning it to look at her.
"You are…so beautiful, Onee-sama." She said with an emotional voice, feeling her throat beginning to tighten and her eyes prickling with liquid.
"I don't feel worthy to touch you, I feel like…I…I just don't think…I am good enough." She whispered, tears beginning to fall.
Sachiko's eyes widened. No one had ever said such a thing to her, not even Suguru in all of his teasing, nor had anyone said it with such emotion either. Her heart almost broke at hearing how Yumi felt. Of course she was worthy! Sachiko had chosen her, Yumi, to see and be with her like this. She was the only one she wanted to be with… Sachiko lowered herself into a sitting position and wrapped her arms around Yumi, her head resting on the smaller girls' breasts.
"I love you. I want us to…to be together like this…if you'll have me, Yumi." Sachiko said, her heart stopping at where her head was and for the fact she knew she could still be rejected.
"Of course! I love you so much, Onee-sama, you're so beautiful and s…s…s…sexy."
Sachiko gave a soft chuckle, no one had ever called her sexy before, but she was happy that Yumi wasn't having second thoughts – she didn't think she could take not being able to be with her like this. Her right hand moved down Yumi's back and over her hip only to travel up her side to have the smaller girls' breast fit perfectly in her hand.
Yumi's breast felt soft and full in her hand as she continued to caress and touch the smaller girl. She watched in fascination as Yumi's nipple hardened under her touch, how she could hear the soft pants and moans coming from Yumi, and a hand now on her shoulder. Yumi's nipple was so close to her face so close she could almost…
*Give in…
You've already given in so many times before.
Give in…*
Yumi arched her back instinctively as she felt something warm and wet surround her hardening nipple and begin sucking on it. The ever growing fire between her legs surged into a rolling inferno as Sachiko touched her in such intimate ways. A part of her should feel embarrassed but she couldn't, not honestly, because it felt so good…so right. Her fingers tightened their hold on Sachikos' shoulder but she couldn't help herself, just like she couldn't help how her other hand found its way to Sachiko's breast. The moan she felt against her nipple made her fingers reflexively squeeze the already hard nipple between them. Again and again moans came from her Onee-sama as she teased and even dared to pull…
"Y…Y…Yumi!" Sachiko exclaimed as Yumi's breast was released, the sensations coming from her own body were beginning to be too much.
Yumi instantly released Sachiko's nipple and lowered herself to the bed to see if she had hurt or done something wrong. It was true she has been beginning to lose herself in the beautiful woman in front of her but to hurt her was unforgivable.
"Gomen, Onee-sama, I didn't mean…"
Her sentence caught in her throat as she caught the look in Sachiko's eyes. Desire, Lust, and a sense of something feral - they were all there boiling furiously in those blue eyes. For a moment she was almost frightened to see such passion but she did the only thing she knew to do – shut down her mind and open her heart. She was Sachiko's, she had known that fact for nearly a year, and she knew now was the moment to prove it.
Something inside of her was beginning to unravel, she could feel it the minute Yumi had pulled on her nipple, it's what caused her to exclaim. Heat began to sear its way from her nipple down to her stomach until reaching its destination between her legs. She could feel that the junction between her legs was beginning to feel like she had just woken up from a million of the most intimate of dreams about the girl in front of her. Sachiko could hear Yumi speaking to her and she moved her head to look at the girl who was moving to check on her but as the girl moved a scent ravaged Sachiko's sense of smell.
The unraveling was beginning to go faster.
She had smelt that scent before when they had deepened their kiss on the bed days before, and as it had then, it now made a change in her. She wanted Yumi – she had admitted it openly – but the strength of that want frightened her.
*Control…
…No…
Control YOURSELF Sachiko!
…NO…
CON-TROL!*
How the war waged in her mind.
Yumi continued to hold the gaze with Sachiko as she continued to see that feral look in her eyes but she was beginning to see traces of doubt. She wanted to experience all that there was to the woman known as Sachiko and if this was a part of her then so be it. The whole holiday after admitting her feelings for Sachiko she had made herself go slow, pick the 'right' time, and try to set a good pace but she could see that perhaps the ebb and flow she had been trying to follow wasn't the correct one. In her dreams the love making between herself and Sachiko had never been like the movies – slow and delicate. True there had been a few dreams where that had happened but a majority of them were impassioned, sweaty, and…loud.
"I want you…all of you." Yumi spoke softly trying so hard to not stutter on something so important.
She could see Sachiko breathing deeply, afraid to speak, as her eyes did it all for her – more doubt…more wanting to stay in control.
*No, she looked at me like that once before and I want it back.
You don't know what will happen…
Does it matter? She's the woman I love.
But…
No!*
No matter what pace Sachiko set she would follow.
Without a thought Yumi moved a hand down her own body trying to tempt blue eyes to follow, which they did, only to see them darken visibly as her fingers found the junction between her legs. Yumi had never touched herself there short of necessary and at this moment she could deem it necessary – as two of her fingers soaked themselves in her visible desire for the woman in front of her. After a moment she moved her hand away, her fingers glistened in the lamp light, until they reached her mouth. Brown eyes never broke contact with blue as she used her tongue and lips to clean her fingers.
*What are you doing? Do you know that was…
I don't know, it feels right…
But it's your own…!*
The reaction from Sachiko was instantaneous…
…
It was taking everything Sachiko had to stay in control. She had been in control of herself for as long as she could remember and it wasn't until this holiday with Yumi that she began to feel herself slipping. Slipping at times was permissible if at all excusable when it came to the girl in front of her but when they were about to take such a step together…complete and utter control was needed. Wasn't it? She couldn't risk it; she didn't know what would happen – what kind of a person she was, and what if it would hurt Yumi? No, control…always control…she needed to be in control.
She couldn't trust herself to speak when Yumi began talking to her but when she caught sight of her hand moving it was curiosity that made her eyes follow. Where was it going? What was it…? She had not expected such a scene to be played out before her eyes. Sachiko had never touched herself like she had heard from classmates that they had and why, she didn't have the need for it. Then she had started to dream of Yumi, the things they had done together, she knew upon waking why her classmates had done such a thing – but she couldn't bring herself to do it. Every time her fingers had made it to her 'fur' – as she recalled Yoshino and Yumi referring to that area before a Council meeting when they thought no one was there – all she could think about was Yumi. She wanted it to be Yumi touching her.
Now she saw the smaller girl touch herself for a moment before moving her fingers away. Sachiko inhaled deeply as her nose was once again filled with one of her causes to the lack of her control and her mind was suddenly filled with wanting to have those fingers in her mouth. A deep blush came to her cheeks at such a thought as she remembered many of the things in the book given to her but she couldn't help it – she wanted…no needed…to know what every part of Yumi tasted like. The older girl could feel herself beginning to lean closer when what she sought went into Yumi's mouth.
Within moments she was on top of Yumi, arms and legs tangled together, as she kissed her deeply. An almost feral growl rumbled in Sachiko's throat as she could taste the desire in Yumi's mouth, it was almost sweet in flavor, and she already knew she couldn't get enough of it.
Yumi wasn't entirely sure why she put her desire covered fingers to her mouth but she knew the reaction from her Onee-sama was completely worth it. In a flurry of movements she was on her back, tangled up, and kissing Sachiko passionately. Yumi's mind was on fire feeling the older girl naked on top of her. Feeling her Onee-sama's breasts against her own and the weight of the older girl made the muscles in the junction between her legs clench tightly.
*Give in, just like your dreams with her…
Give in to the Passion…
Give in to her, Yumi…
…yes…*
Sachiko's mind was on the verge of shutting down, her instinct and Desire fueling every thought and movement with the girl underneath her. Her hips suddenly felt a pressure around them and she broke the kiss with Yumi to turn her head to look. Lithe legs had wrapped themselves around her.
"I want you."
The sentence had been barely a whisper but it was to Sachiko as if someone had screamed it in her ear. She turned her head back to look at the source of the soft voice.
"I want you, all of you." Yumi repeated tenderly as she gently tucked some of Sachiko's hair behind her ear, the ebon-blue sea hiding the blushing face of the older girl.
"I've never…done this…or even lost control…" Sachiko whispered just as softly, her mind trying so furiously to grasp at any sense of control.
Yumi released the hold on Sachiko's hips with her legs and shifted under the taller girl so that her head had the easiest of access to a pair of perfect breasts. She slipped her tongue from between her lips to touch the hard nipple before her. Her heart raced as the gasp from Sachiko sounded so good to her. Again and again she licked until finally taking the wet nipple in her mouth, her good hand filling itself with her Onee-sama's breasts while her bad hands' fingers softly caressed the older girls' hip.
She had no idea her breasts could feel this good, that she could feel so good from her breasts. Her breath was coming out in hard pants as heat and electricity flooded through her body over and over again. If what Yumi was doing to her went on any longer she was going to lose her mind!
The junction between Yumi's legs was killing her, the ache and need was so intense, and she could feel its ever present heart beat. The brown haired girl knew that when things had gotten so intense between Sachiko and herself before her body had acted naturally – something that had embarrassed her – but now she could feel that natural reaction near overflowing between her legs.
She released Sachiko's breast from her mouth, panting, and pressed her fingers harder against her Onee-sama's hip to let her know she wished to move. Carefully she moved out from underneath the beautiful woman on top of her, paying special attention to not let her 'cup runneth over', and got back on the bed once her Onee-sama was laying on her back – a bit breathless. Yumi was once again so lost in Sachiko's beauty.
She was amazed that she could be in her Onee-sama's life in any respect but to be able to be with her intimately, to have her heart, was a privilege Yumi hoped with all of her heart she would never take for granted or hurt. No matter how others saw Ogasawara Sachiko Yumi knew that her heart was delicate, a trait she loved so very much. A soft smile came to her lips as she noticed blue eyes looking at her while she rested up against long lithe legs, her Onee-sama's knees against her chest.
Sachiko flopped on her back as she felt Yumi moving around on the bed, getting her breath to even out and trying to calm the flurry of emotions within herself. A part of her felt like things were happening so fast and yet they weren't, being with Yumi like this was something she had been longing for – her dreams were proof of that, and yet at the same time it was almost unbelievable. The older girl knew of the growing popularity of her petite soeur, she wasn't completely oblivious to the whispered words of first years, and while she knew Yumi taking on a petite soeur of her own was required for so many reasons – a part of her didn't want to share the girl before her. Sachiko opened her eyes to find Yumi resting against her legs, staring at her, and she couldn't help but blush. Yumi's face was so open and honest, how she was looking at her right now, the love and passion in those eyes were almost intimidating.
"I love you…"
Both girls looked at one another and began to softly chuckle as they realized they had chosen the exact moment to say the same thing. Yumi took advantage of her Onee-sama's relaxed state to, in a rather quick motion, push her knees apart and slip between them so she was lying on top of the taller girl.
Sachiko's eyes went wide in surprise but when she felt the smaller girl nestle on top of her, the weight and warmth of Yumi, her surprise quickly turned into Need. Yumi's hips were between her legs and her head under her chin, she was acutely aware of the lower half, and mimicked her petite soeurs earlier motions – legs wrapped around hips. It surprised her that she could need another person like how she Needed Yumi, how much the smaller girl had changed her, but being with Yumi like this was something she never wanted to lose. Idly she moved her hands up and down Yumi's back until the smaller girl almost purred with delight.
Yumi loved it when Sachiko touched her and every time those long fingers nearly touched her bottom she couldn't control her body's reaction to move her hips ever so slightly.
Sachiko loved feeling Yumi on her like this and she loved it all the more with the gentle movement of the smaller girls hips that she didn't even realize she was doing. Every time her fingers began to reach further and further down the small of Yumi's back she would lift herself as if to help her reach a certain area and then when her fingers would move back up her hips would press down. Sachiko felt as if she were finally getting a bit of contr…!
"Ooohhhh…!"
The moan that came from Sachiko's mouth would have come as a surprise to Yumi had she not already been in her own form of ecstasy. The slow but firm caressing from her Onee-sama had taken its toll on Yumi. When she pressed her hips down for what seemed like the hundredth time the heat from Sachiko's most intimate areas drew her in. She had pressed down harder, arching her hips up more, to make her own intimate area come into contact with Sachiko's.
*Ooohhhhh….
It's so warm and wet feeling…
I don't want to move away…*
She didn't want to, she wanted to be pressed against Sachiko more, she wanted to be covered in her Onee-sama. Yumi got her wish as she suddenly felt the legs wrapped around her drop from her hips and hands holding firmly onto each of her bottoms' cheeks – pushing them. Yumi moved her head to look up at Sachiko, panting, and was rewarded with that 'wild' look in those dark blue eyes. She was so close to making her Onee-sama truly relinquish her hold on Control.
Yumi began kissing every bit of skin she could find as she began to grind her hips against Sachiko. The hands on her backside never left, even as Yumi moved to her knees – pulling at her Onee-samas' hips to follow her, and be over top of the taller girl in a very intimate position.
More, Sachiko wanted more! At feeling Yumi against the junction between her legs she couldn't help the reaction of her hands and the placement of her hands sent thrill after thrill through her body. For a split second she couldn't decide whether she enjoyed touching her petite soeurs breasts or backside but that thought was shoved aside when Yumi began to move over her. Sachiko knew this position they were in, she had seen it in movies, heard her classmates talk about it from their romps with boys, and she had seen it in the book Suguru gave her. She knew what was coming, she wanted it, but she had to fight the urges that threatened to consume her.
Yumi could see the war being waged in Sachiko's eyes and while she wanted the taller girl to be comfortable she had her own selfish reasons for wanting the ever famous "Ogasawara Control" to be gone. She wanted Sachiko for everything that she was and while this might not be the last time they were intimate with one another, she hoped, she didn't want her Grande Soeur to hold back. Sachiko had always been strong for her, had always been her rock, but now it was time that SHE was the confident one. Yumi steeled her resolve.
"Make love with me, Sachiko."
*SSSSNNNAAAAAAAAAAAAPPPPPPPP!*
Sachiko could audibly hear 17 years of control shatter and fall around her as she heard Yumi's words. There had never been a moment since knowing Yumi that she had ever called her by her given name without some sort of honorific or Onee-sama.
Yumi watched as Sachiko's eyes darkened, her pupils seeming to dilate, and the last of her control vanish. She had wanted to call her Onee-sama by her name for so long like she had in her dreams, but this wasn't a dream any longer – this was real – and far better. With the position they were in it did remind her of a dream she'd had…she could use her dreams for reference right?
Desire, all she had was Desire flowing through her like fire in her veins. She wanted the girl who was over top of her and she gave in to that Desire, she gave in to Yumi beginning to move her. After a few moments she was straddling the smaller girls lap in the bed, she could feel Yumi's knees against her bottom, as she mimicked Yumi's position. Her arms were wrapped around Yumi's shoulders while Yumi's were wrapped around her waist and she looked into brown orbs burning as intensely as her own. She continued to hold Yumi's gaze until she felt the smaller girl move her good arm away from her and then could feel it in-between her…
Yumi closed her eyes and passionately groaned as her good hand pressed itself against Sachiko's most intimate of places. The warmth and wetness she could feel over her fingers, the scent that suddenly overpowered her senses, and the tightening of Sachiko's hold on her made a tightening in her stomach. She began to kiss on Sachiko's shoulder before focusing to the part of her Onee-sama that demanded her attention – the hardening bud pressing itself against her fingers. Experimentally she began to rub her fingers against Sachiko slowly but firmly.
Sachiko didn't know what to think or if she could even breathe, she had never felt anything like what Yumi was doing to her right now, the pleasure that was surging through her body was beyond anything she had ever 'felt' in a dream. She clutched to Yumi tightly and couldn't help the way her hips were beginning to move or the constant stream of noises coming from her lips. She didn't want it to stop; she didn't want Yumi to stop.
"Yumi…Yumi…Yumi…" she gasped out between moans she couldn't control, the things she was making her feel!
Yumi loved how Sachiko's voice had changed becoming huskier, thicker, the more she touched her down there. The way she clung to her, the way her body was moving, and the fact that it was becoming wetter where her hand was… Kami-sama she could do this all day. Bringing pleasure to the woman in her arms fueled the passion inside of her.
There was a tightness growing in Sachiko's stomach. The more Yumi touched her the tighter it seemed to get. This feeling was beginning to consume her thoughts to the point it seemed her pleasure was directly responsible for it. Every stroke from Yumi seemed to stroke this feeling, building, making her seem like she was climbing higher and higher. She loved this feeling and that it was Yumi who was giving it to her.
Yumi couldn't believe how wet her Onee-sama was getting, it almost made touching her difficult in that her fingers felt like they were sliding everywhere but where she wanted them to. She tried to block out the noises coming from Sachiko, not because she didn't like them, but that it was making it hard to concentrate on what she was doing. All she wanted to do was lose herself in Sachiko's pleasure and she was, to an extent, but right now she wanted it to be about the love she had for the taller girl.
The tightness in her stomach was beyond bearable! It felt like if something didn't 'give' every part of her body was going to explode. Every part of her body felt sensitive especially to the places Yumi was kissing and licking her while her fingers… Kami-sama what her fingers were doing! They made her hips move like they had a mind of their own.
"Yumi…building…Kami-sama…" Sachiko pressed herself closer to Yumi as she possibly could, gasping suddenly as her body froze in place.
Both girls froze in their movements for what seemed like hours until Sachiko leaned back a little to look at Yumi. Both pairs of eyes were lost in each others surprise at what was happening between Sachiko's legs.
"I didn't mean…I wasn't…I…" Yumi stuttered with what seemed like a full body blush, not daring to move an inch, as she looked at a panting Sachiko.
When Sachiko had moved closer to her while moving her hips Yumi's fingers moved farther between her One-sama's legs, two fingers just barely touching…just barely entering…truly the most intimate place on a woman. Yumi had had no intention of touching such a place on Sachiko without her strictest of permissions and only when she was ready. She didn't know what to do! Should she move her fingers away? Would that make things worse?
*Yumi how could you?
I didn't mean to, it was an accident!
You weren't paying attention were you…*
Sachiko could see the mental berating Yumi was giving herself and while she was surprised she found that she wasn't as shocked as she thought she would be. Was she ready for what this could mean? It was true Yumi and herself were taking an incredible step together right now just being in each others arms. Sachiko shook her head softly and with one arm still around Yumi's shoulders she moved one of her hands to stroke the smaller girls' face to try and calm her.
"Is this what you want?" Sachiko asked softly still continuing to stroke Yumi's cheek.
"Me? But what about you? I…I wasn't trying to…I didn't mean…I don't know if you're ready or want…if you want us to be like that." Yumi stammered so badly, so many thoughts in her head and afraid of almost every answer.
"I want to be with you, in every way I can, I know that's what I want now. This holiday with you has been beyond words. I know what when we return to school and home things will be a bit different but not my feelings for you, not what kind of life I want with you." The taller girl said – meaning every word.
Tears pricked the sides of Yumi's eyes, moved by Sachiko's words and once again feeling so unworthy of such an amazing creature. Their relationship had changed, with or without the act they were about to commit to, they had changed. Yumi cherished this change.
"If you're ready and it's what you want then I will continue to still be beside you, always." Yumi whispered softly as she moved her head to kiss Sachiko who met her halfway.
Yumi held Sachiko close to her in a kiss with the arm that had her bad hand while her body tensed all of its muscles in preparation. The smaller girl knew that most girls who were active lost their…barrier…without even knowing it while others still retained theirs. She knew that Sachiko was not an active girl by nature but either way she wanted to be ready, to make it as quick as possible, and she slipped two fingers into Sachiko.
Sachiko felt herself stretch to fit Yumi inside of her, a pleasurable sensation filling her – so different from how she had been previously touched – as she moaned against Yumi's mouth, breaking the kiss. Her heart was racing, beating so hard in her chest that it felt like it would erupt from her, knowing that Yumi was about to become a part of her. She could feel Yumi's fingers going deeper and deeper until they stopped, she could feel something inside of her bend suddenly.
Ogasawara Sachiko was still intact.
Yumi could feel something against her fingers something slick and almost pliable when she applied a bit of pressure, she wanted to make sure one more time.
"Are you ready, Sachiko?" she whispered as she moved her forehead to press against the taller girl.
"Make me yours, Yumi."
Something inside of Yumi shattered at hearing those words, something that had been holding her back, something that had still been treating Sachiko as her Onee-sama instead of what she truly was – her Love.
Sachiko could sense the change in Yumi and she knew what was coming, she welcomed it, as she pressed her lips against Yumi's.
The tension her muscles had built up reached their peak as her two fingers slipped nearly all of the way out of Sachiko to be released in one quick fluid motion. In the next instant she felt the barrier within her love break, her body instantly clamping down around her fingers, and a different fluid make itself known. The kiss they had been sharing was broken by the taller girls' exclamation of pain only to be swallowed by another kiss. Yumi knew what she had done hurt Sachiko, she had wanted to stop the minute she had cried out, but she had remembered what her classmates had said when they had been with their partners. Tenderly Yumi curled the two fingers inside of Sachiko until they touched against her most delicate of flesh and began to stroke, applying pressure every so often to ease the pain.
Sachiko knew it was going to be painful, she had paid attention during her classes and to the ever growing gossip the other girls in her class always talked about, but she had no idea the pleasure that would come afterwards. Whatever Yumi was doing to her was taking the pain away to the point of causing that tightening feeling to return in her stomach. Once again her hips began to move a little clumsily until she found the rhythm Yumi was setting and began to move in time with her.
Yumi was in heaven. There wasn't any other way to describe it; she was in a place that she never could have imagined emotionally she could be. All she wanted was to bring Sachiko pleasure, to show her how much she truly loved her, and how every thought and word spoken to the taller girl was true. This was Love and she wanted this with Sachiko for the rest of her life.
"I love you."
"I…love…y…y…y…you…tt..ttt..tt!"
Sachiko tried to finish the sentence but the tightening in her stomach suddenly lessened for a split second and then released within her a surge of such immense intensity. Her body took over - she wrapped her arms around Yumi tightly as her legs spread themselves wider apart, letting even more of Yumi deeper inside of her, while her hips moved at an almost maddening pace. She was almost side tracked when she felt Yumi's mouth latch onto her neck, taking in the soft flesh and sucking, but that mix of pleasure pain shot her over the stars as wave upon wave filled her body while her voice exclaimed her passions – her first orgasm making itself known.
Yumi felt Sachiko's body begin to tense before she could finish her sentence. Something was coming; the way her body was moving was different, more…intense compared to what it had been. Yumi moved her fingers to match the pace Sachiko was setting and the minute Sachiko clung tightly to her she knew that she was about to orgasm. She reached out with her mouth to Sachiko's neck and began to suck while she stroked her love harder, the sweat they had been giving off acting as a form of glue on their skin when Sachiko arched her back and broke the contact with her mouth. The porcelain skinned woman began to shudder and start to go limp; Yumi only had a few moments to react, as she removed herself from Sachiko completely to hold her tightly against her.
"It's alright my Love." Yumi gently rubbed her back as she began to maneuver Sachiko to lie on her back.
Sachiko barely registered herself being moved but one thing she knew was that she didn't want Yumi from her grasp; she tightened her hold on the smaller girl. When she felt she was against the bed and Yumi on top of her, her emotions began to register as she came back down from the place Yumi had sent her. She felt so good, so wonderful, so ALIVE! She didn't know she could feel like she did in that moment and at the same time her heart beat so passionately and desperately for the girl in her arms. Her throat began to tighten and she could feel her eyes begin to burn with tears.
*Yumi…
I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you…*
Yumi was sharing the glow with Sachiko when she could feel a different type of movement beneath her. She frowned for a moment and propped herself up, her stomach instantly going into her throat as she saw Sachiko crying.
*What have I done…*
"Sachiko?" Yumi reached up to wipe the tears from the flushed face and gently move some of the sweat ladened hair from her eyes.
"Have I…did…did I do something…?"
"No, my Love, no…I am…I am just so…happy…and I love you…so much…" Sachiko choked out between the emotions that gripped her.
Yumi's heart returned to its original place and held Sachiko in her arms, letting her cry as she needed, while giving her tender kisses.
"Rest, sleep, you'll feel better in the morning."
"But…I…what about you…I mean…" Sachiko lifted her head from Yumi's chest to find brown eyes full of nothing but Love and devotion.
"I'm okay. I want to make sure you're okay and when you're ready, I'll be right here." Yumi smiled as she eased Sachiko back down into the bed and pulled the covers over them that had moved down the bed.
"Tomorrow is my birthday, remember that Little One, because you won't be able to have your way." Sachiko smiled as Yumi chuckled softly.
"I will hold you to it, my Love."
0o0o0
The light on the phone flashed for several minutes as it rang silently. The light went solid as the answering machine on it turned on:
"You've reached Yumi; I can't come to the phone so just leave me a message!"
BEEP!
"Yumi…it's Sei. It's about 9p.m. and I was hoping to talk to you. I just made it home and I'm sorry for what happened today – it wasn't how I wanted you to find out. Will you call me? I really want to talk to you about it because I really do care for you…a lot. Call me back."
…click…
The light on the phone blinked every so often, alerting its owner that a message was waiting.
Authors Notes: Dear lord it's finished! This is the version I liked and I am hoping you will too?
If anything in here offended you I'm sorry, but not really, because I did warn you at the beginning.
Thanks to everyone for their patience and support - couldn't have done it without you!
Now...time to go get married :P
Next update in the days/weeks to follow.