Haruka's Wings

by EpyonZero23

Gundam Pilot Heero Yuy is strewn across time and space, only drawn to the image of a woman the ZERO System conjured during a desperate trial run. Will time prove to be a space that would keep them apart? Or will he defy the odds that separate them?

12. Chapter 12 Monopoly

Disclaimer: I do not own Gundam Wing, Amagami SS or any of its characters. I wrote this fanfic for my own pleasure and purely entertainment.

Author's Bit: In tribute to a story and author very instrumental on HW12's release, kindly try (for those interested) listening to "Demo, Suki" (Onegai! Teacher OST). This will be utilized on the scene where Haruka says the first word (in bold italic) as queue to start the background music and also ends with her saying the second and last word (in bold italic too, as queue to stop).

Chapter 12 – (Romance) Monopoly

To say that Chizuru Hotaru is a whistleblower was by all means one way of asking a guaranteed nod from any male employee under GDT Builders.

The woman is only 23 years old, stands about 5 feet 6 inches in height, expressive brown irises, fair complexion, straight short purplish hair that lands a couple of inches past her chin and has a beauty mark found directly under the edge of her right eye. Possessing an hourglass figure accentuated by her small waist which acts as the borderline between her upper body and hips, her position as the executive assistant to Minoru Takeda, one of the three major players in Kibitou's largest construction firm has proven to be a very good defense mechanism preventing the mostly hot-blooded male population of the company from making any move or let alone drop a line on her. Proving herself as a highly competent and very capable employee, she was rewarded by being rapidly elevated from a simple front desk receptionist to becoming Minoru Takeda's executive secretary within six months of her hiring, surpassing many of the more tenured employees. Sadly, her success and promotion was met by a lot of raised eyebrows, unjust suspicions and malicious assumptions from her coworkers. Though such rumors and speculations have been only spoken in hushed tones between trusted peers, word has it that she and Mr. Takeda are involved in an illicit affair which resulted to her swift rise within the ranks of the company ladder.

It was the 29th of December 2011, despite the ongoing holidays, the young woman was required by her boss to personally deliver a folder containing important documents for the construction site's chief engineer. She has already finished the said task and was on her way towards the motor pool to hitch a ride at the company service pickup truck. A lot of the men have been stealing discreet looks at the executive assistant as she strode past them. No one could blame or fault them, especially with the way Ms. Hotaru carries herself, though the woman was covered by a dark grey winter coat, the manner on how she moved while wearing a red blouse and matching tight red skirt that showed off her nice figure is nothing short of a spectacle as her hips softly sway with every step that she made. Pairing her ensemble with thigh high black boots to move appropriately on the construction site's snow laden ground, Ms. Hotaru could be likened to a Persian cat threading carefully over a building ledge, moving gracefully and at the same time unavoidably seductive to all the men's eyes.

'Man... She truly is a beauty...' The driver of a roving forklift dreamily gushed as his eyes trailed Ms. Hotaru who was walking ahead of his vehicle just below the scaffoldings.

'Now that's one fine piece of...' He trailed while focusing his stare on the unaware and unknowing young woman's rear.

The forklift was partially loaded, its driver still had a clear vision of his path as he was carrying a stack of galvanized steel I-beams en route towards the half-finished generator and power plant facility. He made a quick turn after throwing a glance at his supposed path before returning to check or more appropriately, ogle the executive assistant's rather... full behind. He craned his neck backwards to take in more of the woman's figure as she continued her stride while his forklift completed the turn towards the structure's entrance.

"Hey! Look out! You're going to hit the railings!" Someone shouted at him, which caused the forklift driver to immediately shift his focus back to the forklift's direction.

Seeing he has strayed from the forklift's supposed path, the driver desperately veered the steering wheel towards the opposite direction to avoid collision with the yet unfinished facility lying squarely in front of him.

Fear and panic seized control of the man. It was evident as he stepped on the accelerator pedal instead of the breaks.

'Good Lord...' He uttered before his vehicle rammed the power plant facility's corner column support after picking up speed.

"Get out of there! It's going to collapse!" A mason cried at the others before chaos erupted on construction site.

Like an array of domino tiles, the scaffoldings still in place alongside the other supporting columns of the half completed structure began falling one after another. Construction workers, including engineers, masons and support staff rushed to flee the scene but unfortunately, some were unable to get out in time and instead were instantaneously killed by the fallen debris.

Chizuru Hotaru should have died that day.

If the original course of events were allowed to transpire.

---

"My, oh my... you really have outdone yourself on this one, Haruka." Hibiki stated while giving Haruka her approval. "Yuy-san would truly like it."

"Really, Hibiki? I'm glad I chose to follow my instincts when I was still deciding my present for him." Haruka replied, fully satisfied with her friend's response.

"The tune though... seems rather sad and gives a somewhat melancholic feel."

"Don't worry Hibiki... the music is special to both of us. He'll like it more because of that tune." She answered as the shop owner placed the present inside a box before returning to his counter and started wrapping it with the deep blue paper she has chosen.

'Really reminds me of his eyes...' The pretty campus idol mused referring to the gift wrapper she had chosen, while smiling softly upon remembering her boyfriend.

'I can't wait to see his reaction once he sees my gift for him.' She wondered as her thoughts brought back memories of the previous evening.

-oxo-

"This is so cute!" Haruka excitedly stated as she lovingly held the present that Heero had just given her. A sudden gush of tingling emotions swelled within her before she turned and enclosed both arms around him. The raven haired beauty was truly happy, the Perfect Soldier had never failed to surprise her not to mention the fact that he gave something she would definitely like.

"I like it a lot! Thank you so much, Heero!"

Others might think she was childish and foolish to be overjoyed on such a simple gift. But the notion itself of him giving something to her already meant the whole world for the pretty campus idol.

His present was a cute, white puppy stuff toy.

She had long wanted to have a puppy again, a live one actually. However, her mother was against the thought of having another dog inside their house. The Gundam Pilot giving even just a stuff toy was more than enough for her. She had already decided on placing his gift by her bedside as a reminder of him before going to sleep and upon waking up.

'I'm really so silly at times... But I'll probably hug it too whenever I miss you, Heero.'

"You're welcome Haruka, I'm glad you like it."

"No... I don't just like it. I love it, really!"

She gently rested her head on his shoulder, the pretty campus idol was all the more satisfied after feeling his arms tenderly enclose around her.

"I love you, Heero."

They looked deeply into each other's eyes, her sky blue orbs into his Prussian blue irises. Haruka placed her arms around his neck as she pulled him towards her. They started by trading light and soft kisses at one another, before moving on to a series of smooth and delicate caresses between their lips. She decided to be more aggressive by being the one to invade his mouth with her tongue. The pretty campus idol wanted more as she tempted him by smoothing the locks of his chocolate brown hair while tugging him even closer to her. She felt him kiss her back with fiery passion as their lips and tongues began seeking each other vigorously. Haruka already felt his hot breathe by her cheek as he broke the kiss and continued with his lips trailing kisses on her neck.

"Heero..." She tenderly whispered, feeling him becoming more passionate before he abruptly stopped.

Her cornflower blue eyes slowly opened and stared at him questioningly, wondering why he suddenly ceased his actions.

The Perfect Soldier must have understood her bewildered look as he wasted no time in explaining himself.

"No... Haruka." He softly said to her while shaking his head sideways.

"You still need to recuperate. Until then, I will patiently wait."

'My God... His control of such desires just makes me...'

"I understand... but I'm fine now... really... we could..." She reasoned to him before he placed his index finger gently at the top of her lips.

"Get well first. It won't take long for us to build lots of memories together. Your welfare is more important to me than my personal desires." He honestly told her, assuring the raven haired beauty that her well-being stands at the foremost of his concerns.

She felt something warm tugging inside her chest while her face began heating up. His unselfishness and maturity even at such situations was proof of his love and respect for her. She realized then that he has again unknowingly sealed himself deeply inside her heart.

'I could really love no one else but you, Heero.'

"It's your fault for making me fall for you even more." Haruka tenderly said to him, as she hugged the mobile suit pilot contentedly.

Heero smirked ever so slightly while nodding his head in acknowledgment, she then felt herself being wrapped protectively inside the confines of his lean yet strong arms.

-oxo-

Haruka smiled happily after recalling how delighted she was with his gift and the events that transpired between them. However, she was distracted from her recollection after hearing an urgent announcement from Kibitou's local channel. The regular afternoon soap being shown on the store's TV was cut abruptly to give way for an emergency news broadcast.

'What could have possibly happened? Emergency news reports in Kibitou are very rare, except during calamities and... major accidents.' The raven haired beauty wondered as she strained her ears to listen at the news anchor.

"The construction on TCC Telecoms Building was rocked by a loud explosion barely half an hour ago. According to witnesses the incident was caused by a wayward forklift accidentally crashing into one of the support columns of the auxiliary power and generator building. Emergency and rescue teams have confirmed 8 construction workers died on the spot while 15 more are being treated from various injuries. However, there are reports of a yet unconfirmed number of people still declared missing or buried within the collapsed facility. All efforts are currently being exhausted to rescue and excavate any possible survivors from the incident..."

The words drifted further and further...

As if taken somewhere far away while everything else was silenced.

Haruka could feel and hear the beating of her heart as the world seemingly paused from its revolution suspending everyone in motion. Time stood still as her memories replayed the events earlier that day, the last time they were together...

-oxo-

Heero had just taken her back home after they spent the night together in his room. There was no worry on Haruka's part as her parents were staying over at one of her father's relatives after attending their annual family reunion during the holidays. Save for some maids, Haruka was practically alone inside their house till her family returns on New Year's Eve.

She still wanted to be with him, as the raven haired beauty had immensely enjoyed the company of her boyfriend. Sadly though, Heero still has to report for work despite the holidays, but if Haruka only had it her way - she'll make sure he would be showered by her unwavering attention being the sole object of her affections. She'll take care of him and in return, make sure he'd never forget to spoil her... which she recently discovered and would only admit to herself was really very addictive.

The mobile suit pilot had a certain way with her, he has an inherent skill that knows how to please and make her happy. A proof of that was the present he gave last night. His keen attention to details of what she likes was endearing him more to her. Making her all the more eager in anticipation of the next opportunity they would go out on a date together.

"I'll see you on New Year's Eve, don't forget, ok?"

"5:00pm by the Temple Shrine entrance."

"That's right and please... take care, Heero."

He grunted to her before simply saying, "You too, Haruka."

The Gundam Pilot had a soft twinkle glowing within the depths of his piercing cobalt blue orbs, Haruka had noticed them as he smirked ever so subtly at her before going on his way. She blush a light shade of pink on both cheeks while watching the brown haired boy's slowly diminishing form as he moved further away.

'I can't wait to be with you again this coming New Year's Eve.'

-oxo-

"Heero..." Haruka weakly uttered as her knees buckled, she placed both palms on top of the shop's counter to support herself. The raven haired beauty felt all the strength being sapped out from her while tears were slowly making their way down her eyes. The sky blue eyed young woman attempted to calm her composure, but was unable to keep her shoulders from shaking as her worries began surmounting all considered rational.

It was followed by the feeling of fear and dread, taking a firm grip inside Haruka's heart and mind with the knowledge that Heero was currently on duty at the construction site.

'N-nothing's happened to him, right?'

The raven haired beauty had never been so much happier and fulfilled till Heero admitted that he also loves her. She had fallen so hard with the man who possesses everything she could ask for and his complete acceptance on all aspects of her personality caused Haruka to love him even more. She had never given any thoughts on committing to someone or even considers the possibility of being in a relationship with another person until she realized and accepted her feelings for him. Never had there been anyone who has managed to catch her attention long enough with the way he had. The young man had always lingered inside her thoughts even causing the pretty campus idol to lose sleep at nights while thinking only of him. Life has never been so perfect for Haruka and just when she finally had the source of her joy and happiness, the cruelty it also brings now threatens to take this person away from her.

Haruka is certain of one thing - she could never love anyone else but him.

Only him.

Only her Heero.

The one young man, she vowed to love for the rest of her life.

Yet despite the fact she was still uncertain about anything else... The mere thought of losing him...

The idea of it... was killing her.

It was something, Haruka knew she would never allow or accept.

Right now... it was already tearing her heart, mind and soul asunder.

"Haruka? Are you alright?" Hibiki worriedly asked while holding the campus idol's right arm to support her.

"Heero... We... we're supposed to see each other again on New Year's Eve..." Haruka uttered seemingly in trance, looking at Hibiki with glazed eyes.

"Don't worry, we don't know yet if something happened to him..." Hibiki trailed but was stopped in mid-sentence upon seeing the turmoil inside Haruka's cornflower blue orbs.

"I have to go, Hibiki... I need to see him! I want to be by his side!" Haruka cried in distraught, before storming out of the shop leaving Hibiki stunned along with the owner.

The swim team captain knew that her best friend was wracked with worry and frustration, she immediately resolved to follow Haruka but not before taking care of their original purpose.

"I'm terribly sorry, but could we just pick it up later? Her boyfriend works at the construction site... she's worried and upset..." Hibiki explained while bowing deeply in apology to the shopkeeper.

"It's ok, but you have to follow your friend at once, she looks really bothered and out of it." The old man answered, clearly understanding Haruka's predicament.

---

He did not think twice when the events unfolded in front of his eyes. His instincts drove him to take action, and the course he decided was enough to save the life of another person. The Gundam Pilot ran as fast as he could before leaping towards the woman and tackling her inside the yet unfinished auxiliary power facility before its foundations eventually collapsed. Within the flash of an instant everything went down as they rolled on the surface due to the sheer momentum brought by his initial motion. The Gundam Pilot held the woman tightly who also clung to him closely in return. Both of them tumbled above the ground as the building and everything else supporting it fell around them.

It was a miracle that they were not struck by any of the huge concrete slabs among the fallen debris. When the dust began to settle and silence took over, Heero summed up his strength and pushed away the ruined pillar that fell on top of them. They were quite fortunate that the column broke down into many other pieces when the foundation it was supporting gave way, the part that remains was just heavy enough for the Perfect Soldier to endure.

"Are you alright?" The brown haired boy asked after lifting himself from the woman. He had covered her with his body to shield the lady from most of the rubble. Without waiting for her to respond, he began removing some of the larger stones and chunks of broken cement that partially buried them.

Admittedly, Heero was thankful that he had managed to weather the situation better than he normal does. The Prussian eyed young man knew he had not sustained any serious injuries like broken bones from the mishap. However, he was not left unscathed as blood was slowly dripping from a long deep gash on his right arm.

"I-I t-think so..." The woman finally answered, obviously shaken from their ordeal but the Gundam Pilot took her response as an indication that she was not traumatized or in a state of shock.

"What... happened?"

"While you were walking by the scaffolding, one of the forklifts miscalculated and rammed the support column of this facility. The ceilings and secondary foundations collapsed since the building is yet to be completed." Heero replied as he finally cleared the rubble that congested their immediate space earlier.

The mobile suit pilot strained his eyes in the darkness to check their surrounding vicinity for a more suitable resting place. As his pupils slowly adjusted to the lack of luminosity within the collapsed building he was able to spot a large slab of column untouched by damage, with the area around it free from other debris.

"Could you move by yourself?"

"I... I'm not sure..." The woman struggled to say before slowly standing up.

She attempted to take one step however a stinging pain surged out from the nerves of her left foot. The woman winced before lurching forward, Heero was just in time to support and prevent her from falling face down on the surface.

"Ouch... I think my left foot is broken..." She uttered while tightly clutching her leg.

"I see... I'll have to carry you then. Avoid moving that foot." Heero decided before lifting the woman off the ground and carrying her towards the large slab. He felt blood trickle down from his wound as his muscles strained from carrying the woman. He gently leaned her back at the massive column and was about to examine her foot when the woman uttered his name.

"Heero Yuy? It is you, right?"

The cobalt eyed young man was about to reply when he finally recognized the woman or more appropriately young lady in front of him.

"Ms. Hotaru, I didn't know it was you. All I thought of was to get you out of harm's way."

"I truly am in your debt, Mr. Yuy. Thank you."

"It's ok."

"So... how bad is it?" She tentatively asked while the brown haired boy gently inspected her left foot.

"It is swollen. I'm not sure if it is fractured, you would need to have a doctor examine it." He replied, before gently laying her foot back on the ground the brown haired boy then moved to rest on the slab with the young lady beside him.

"I see... I'll probably do that if we DO get out of here." Ms. Hotaru suddenly snorted, laughing a little at their situation.

"I think it is safe to assume we'll eventually get rescued. This is but a small facility. Excavation would only take a couple of hours." Heero nonchalantly responded as his eyes began to slowly adjust from the darkness.

"How long do you think it will take them to get us out of here?"

"Considering the amount of rubble and debris along with our location which is probably at the farthest end of the ruin, maybe 2 to 3 hours."

"Thanks... My apologies if I sounded sarcastic earlier."

"No worries. We are in a drastic situation, everything else considered, Ms. Hotaru."

The Perfect Soldier was surprised to hear the young lady softly chuckle, however, this time there was no hint of sarcasm.

"The way you calmly handle and accept our situation makes it sound like you have experienced something worse than our current scenario. Yet despite that... I could detect the honesty on each word you've spoken." Ms. Hotaru admitted to him, making the stoic young man feel a bit uneasy from being reminded of his past circumstances.

'You're right Ms. Hotaru, I've been on a lot of situations far worst than the one we have right now.'

"Don't you think we should at least shout or cry for help so we could get their attention?"

"Most of the materials used in the auxiliary power facility were sound proof to conceal the noise produced by the massive backup generators planned to be installed in this building. I wouldn't bet they'll hear us even if we shout at the top of our lungs. Plus the heavy equipment is probably now working to clear off the debris while searching for survivors like us, the noise created by such machinery would just drown any sound we try to make."

"I understand, thank you... Mr. Yuy. Or do you mind if I call you, Heero?"

"It's fine. Please, call me Heero." The Gundam Pilot acceded as he scanned the darkness for any sign that their coworkers and the heavy machinery are near to rescuing them.

"Chizuru." She softly mentioned while staring into his Prussian eyes, "Call me... Chizuru. I really appreciate you being with me right now." Ms. Hotaru finished before offering her right hand to him in a friendly gesture.

"Ok, Chizuru." Heero coolly replied as he gently held and shook the hand extended by the young lady beside him.

They became silent for a while, listening quietly at the sound of heavy machinery and workers that were moving tirelessly to excavate the ruined facility. All of it still sounded muffled though, giving them the idea that though help is surely approaching, it would still take some time before it reaches them.

"What is the first thing that you would do once we get out of here, Heero?"

It was not very difficult for him to answer her as he was instantly reminded of the one person who meant everything to him.

'I... wish to be with her... see that smile she only has for me.'

He wanted to tell the young lady beside him that all he wanted was to be with the most important person in his life. To be next to Haruka, his Haruka, the one woman he cherishes and values more than everything.

Through the dimness of the collapsed facility, Heero clearly recalled her lips painting that ever mischievous smile, sparkling sky blue eyes full of life and the fragrance of her flowing curly tipped raven hair.

"Well, it seems you're still thinking of what to do. I'll go first." Ms. Hotaru volunteered, sensing some hesitancy on his part.

"I'll go meet someone very important to me. Tell him, all the things I never said. Things I took for granted." The young lady started throwing a melancholic gaze somewhere at the darkness surrounding them before continuing, "I'll also apologize and seek his forgiveness as well... for everything I've said."

Ms. Hotaru paused for a while then proceeded to finish her rather cryptic tale. "Lastly, forgive him for all the things he has done."

The Perfect Soldier gave her words some thought as his suspicions was slightly aroused after hearing what Ms. Hotaru had to say. His mind strayed on the rumors that abound the seductive young woman which he had unwillingly overheard from the other workers while taking his break at the site's pantry.

'Is she... referring to that... affair with Mr. Takeda?' He pondered as the executive secretary smiled wryly at him.

"I honestly don't get your reaction, but if you're thinking about the supposed illicit affair with Minoru Takeda, you are partly right."

'Huh?'

"No one in the company knows our true relationship. I'm sure you've heard of that, but it isn't true. We are related however... but not in THAT way."

"You don't have to tell me, if it is a secret between you and Mr. Takeda."

"It's ok. What happened here to us, opened my eyes to a lot of things." Ms. Hotaru replied, deeply pleased upon hearing what his words. "Now where was I... you see, it's really not possible for me and Mr. Takeda, because he's my father."

"I see."

"He had an affair with my mother even when he was already engaged to marry his wife. My mother, never blamed him for what happened. I eventually learned though that he truly loved my mom despite being a poor woman, but still had to marry his wife as it was arranged for the benefit of their family businesses. My mother died from illness when I finished high school, upon learning it... Mr. Takeda, my father... began supporting me and paid for my university expenses till I got my degree."

"He eventually got me to work here at GDT Builders and has been trying to reconnect whenever we get some chances. I... still hold feelings of neglect for what he did. If he truly loved my mother, why didn't he choose her instead? My mom would still be alive and I might be living a happy life. But instead his family reaped everything while me and my mom had nothing."

"I initially wanted to get back at him. Make him pay for all he has done. Ruin his life, career, business and family. He could only acknowledge me as his own blood privately and even begged for my forgiveness being unable to publicly recognize me as his daughter. It was miserable. I... hated him a lot for it. But from what happened to us... It made me realize there are precious few things we could do in this life. Especially since we do not know how much time we have left."

"As my life flashed before me, my eyes were finally opened... we need to make the most of the time we have. So that in the end, when we look back to what we have done or accomplished... we... won't have any regrets." Chizuru Hotaru completed before shifting her gaze back to him and smiling bravely.

"You're a strong woman, Chizuru."

"The Chizuru that everyone sees and knows is efficient, hardworking, quiet, well bred and formal. But the true me... is someone who uses that strong and perfect front to conceal my rather hideous personality. I have a sharp tongue, sarcastic nature and a pessimistic outlook in life. My life... now that you know it... made me this way." She truthfully told Heero while gazing at him with meaningful eyes.

The cobalt blue eyed young man grunted in acknowledgment, Ms. Hotaru had unknowingly earned his respect based from her life's harrowing experience. "Why do you have to tell me, all of this?"

"I have a good intuition when it comes to reading people, and I feel that you are honest and trustworthy. Aside from the fact that I am quite accurate when it comes to understanding personalities. Also, isn't it natural and fairly obvious? It's because I owe you my life... you've given me a second chance. I truly am grateful, Heero." The alluring woman explained to him, smiling in appreciation.

"Think nothing of it, Chizuru."

"If it weren't for you... I would have died out there."

It struck him.

Right there at that very moment.

Exactly, that same instant.

'I could have died out there.'

'If it weren't for you...'

The words continuously echoed inside the depths of his mind as it dawned to him. Realization could not have come at such a better time for him.

'I've... I've unwittingly... altered the events of the past... Maybe, Chizuru was fated to die if not for my... intervention...'

He felt his heart thumping uncontrollably as the repercussions of his actions slowly crept in and began eating at the conscience of the brown haired boy.

'What have I done... and... Haruka... I... I ruined her... the natural course of her life...'

'Is it truly fated or destined for us to meet? What would she have been if not for my arrival here in the past? Now that we're together... I've basically destroyed whatever plans life or fate or destiny has in store for her.'

The Perfect Soldier pondered seriously on such thoughts and the more he delved, it only served to increase the torment and confusion raging in his heart. The guilt of denying Haruka the true destiny that life has fated on her... was a sin he could never forgive himself.

"You suddenly became silent, anything bothering you, Heero?" Chizuru inquired turning to face him, looking curiously into his Prussian blue eyes with her rich brown irises.

The mobile suit pilot was distracted from his thoughts at the feel of Chizuru's warm breathe which landed on his cheek. He realized that they were in close proximity to each other. Heero also noticed that her maple brown eyes were seriously fixed into his own ones. He was fairly surprised from the heat that was slowly rising on his face while the executive assistant steadied her gaze at him. The Perfect Soldier was keenly aware at the soft touch of her hand that landed on his right shoulder. Chizuru now had a different smile from her lips compared to earlier, one that seems persuasive while subtly enticing him. With the rapidly changing mood, Heero vaguely knew he was being drawn into a situation that was sure to have implications on his relationship with the raven haired beauty that he had fallen deeply in love with.

'I need to put an end to this.'

He decided to stop Chizuru from going any further but the young lady beat him into it as she unexpectedly removed her hand that was lightly supporting his right shoulder. Something was obviously wrong as she took a serious look at her palm before the alluring woman shifted her gaze back to his shoulder.

"Y-you're bleeding, Heero!" The seductive executive assistant declared. Her voice filled with worry as she laid her blood stained hand for him to see.

"It's just a flesh wound, we could wait for..." He reasoned as he tried to shrug off the gravity of his wound.

Heero was cut in mid-sentence as he heard the sound of fabric being ripped. Even in the dimness of their location he could see the fair skin from Chizuru's now exposed thigh as she shredded the side of her skirt. He easily understood her intention as she was soon able to tear out a long rectangular strip of cloth from her skirt.

The young woman then tore a small part of her blouse before she started working on his wound. She cleansed the injury by lightly blowing some air coming through her lips while removing the dust and other particles around it using the material of her torn blouse.

"This side is the clean one... it should at least... stop the bleeding." Chizuru said in between pauses as she wrapped the long strip of cloth around his right arm. She secured the torn fabric by binding it tightly to suppress the bleeding.

"Thanks, Chizuru."

"You're welcome..." She softly replied, breathing heavily after getting all worked up from covering his gash.

No words were spoken between them for a while as the increasing noise from the heavy equipment working its way to their location made it difficult for Heero and Chizuru to hear each other. The Gundam Pilot however, felt the alluring young lady gently placed her hand on top of his.

"Say Heero, once we get out of here... don't you think we could..."

A loud crashing sound distracted the both of them. Heero instinctively turned to its direction and found light beginning to illuminate the previously darkened area. The excavation team managed to punch a hole strategically between the known locations of two primary foundations. The opening was wide enough to allow a single person through it. Soon enough the rays from a pair of flashlights hovered before them followed by two men from the rescue team.

"We have survivors here!" The lead guy shouted upon seeing them.

---

The scene at the construction site was enough to bring fear and terror inside Haruka's heart. The raven haired beauty counted 14 corpses encased in body bags placed neatly in one row which was still visible even from a good distance as she made her way towards the construction grounds. The main entrance has been barricaded by the city police to keep the reporters at bay while emergency response teams composed of the fire brigade department and paramedics from the local hospital could be seen rushing in and out of the construction area.

'Heero... I have to see him... I need to be sure he's alright...'

She pushed her way through the crowd, determined to see if the young man she loves is safe from harm. The cornflower blue eyed young lady slowly inched herself towards the entrance amidst the stream of people who like her, were attempting to gain access inside the construction site. There were a lot of pushing and shoving as similar to Haruka, the throng around her was desperate to know the condition of the site worker related to them. Yet despite of all the obstacles and challenges that stood in her path, Haruka persevered as she finally reached the entrance.

"We know everyone is worried and upset but please understand that we could only allow a few people inside. We require everyone's full cooperation so as not to hamper or impede the ongoing rescue operations." A female voice announced over the speakers.

Haruka shifted her attention to the police officer in front upon hearing his ill-conceived assumption at the young woman.

"We were already informed not to allow any reporters inside. So move along now, only a single family member or relative from the site workers could gain access."

Unknown to the Haruka, her physical appearance and natural beauty caused the officer to assume that she was a field reporter possibly from one of the local TV networks. She immediately wracked her brain for possible choices on a good reason, the raven haired beauty could only think of one.

'I want to know if he's ok... But what do I say...?'

"I'm not a reporter! I need to see Heero Yuy, he's one of the heavy equipment operators assigned here."

The man gave Haruka a long and steady look, critically sizing up her true motives before checking the employee list at hand. It only took him a moment to check the list and locate the inquired person before asking what would probably his first and last question to her.

"What's your relationship to him?"

'I guess there's no other option.'

"I'm his fiancée. I want to see him, please!" The pretty campus pleaded with a fierce and determined look reflected on her cornflower blue irises.

Seeing the serious and agitated state of the young woman in front of him finally convinced the officer, "Alright, alright... you may go in."

"How is he? Is he doing well? I need to know!"

"Calm down Miss. Only thing we are given here is a list of the injured and deceased which gets updated every time someone is found. Let's see... according to the report, he was rescued along with another survivor just an hour ago."

'Thank goodness... he's alive... Heero is alive...'

"Where can I find him? Please tell me!"

"Try to check for him at the emergency installation temporarily set up around that corner. All survivors are examined there before transferred to the hospital depending on the gravity of their injuries." The trooper pointed to one side of the construction area after giving her instructions.

---

Everyone who saw Heero and Chizuru come out of the collapsed facility had one question in mind upon seeing their current state.

'Did something else happen between them?'

Chizuru Hotaru's clothing was in tatters and more particularly her skirt had been shredded on one side exposing her long fair white thigh in full view. The attractive executive assistant had used a considerably good portion of her skirt to bandage the long gash on Heero's right shoulder. Coupled with her disheveled hair, beaming brown eyes and somewhat satisfied smile which painted her lips, the rescuers and other GDT employees present were left wondering if she was relieved at being rescued or in a twisted sense - was delighted from her experience inside the collapsed building with the young man beside her.

Heero Yuy on the other hand was a different matter. The Gundam Pilot had a seriously grim and dark outlook on his stoic face. He was in no way traumatized at the recent events which he has again successfully endured. It doesn't even hold a flame to the previous life and death situations that he has managed to weather. His mind and heart were conflicted or more appropriately troubled at the undeniable truths he has just realized while still inside the ruined facility.

It deeply bothered him to learn that despite the nobility and selflessness of his deeds, such actions have meddled with the natural course of Ms. Hotaru's destiny. Heero surmised that his continued existence in the past, was now affecting the original course of history. He mulled over the truth that no matter how small or insignificant his actions were, the implications it might bring to the future could result to staggering consequences.

The brown haired boy was also distraught from the fact that being in a relationship with the woman he undeniably loves potentially eradicates the intended future fated for her. He was now contemplating the repercussions of everything that has transpired between and could not stop himself for questioning if they were indeed destined for each other. Because if that was the case, if Haruka was fated to meet and fall for someone like him who was just accidentally thrown back from the future, then life was nothing but a blatantly cruel existence for raven haired beauty.

He pondered the intricacies of the conspiracy that fate and destiny bestowed upon them. His logic tried to process every detail of the circumstances between him and the young lady he cherishes. What would have been Haruka's life if the Fold Generator accident did not come to pass? What would have been Haruka's destiny if the ZERO System did not predict that they would eventually meet? And what would have been Haruka's fate if they did not fall in love with each other?

It pierced him deep within, to know and accept the fact that his very existence right now has removed everything intended for Haruka. His own life already was too difficult, could he drag the raven haired woman down with him? He is absolutely certain of his feelings, his emotions, his love for her were honest and true. But if that is love, would he not ruin the future of the woman he deeply cares for if he continues their relationship? Never mind the yet unresolved matter of Haruka learning the whole truth about him... But if that were the case, would she accept him for what he truly was? What he currently is? And what he will eventually cause?

'I will only cause Haruka to lose everything because of me...'

The guilt of his previous sins now seemed nothing compared to the pain he is currently experiencing with the knowledge of depriving Haruka the right to live a normal and simple life. It was scathing him at the deepest parts of his soul.

'So... this means that I now really know how to love...'

Many more questions continue to hound the mobile suit pilot. Questions that was too hard to ignore after reality has stepped in and was all too eager to show him the consequences of his actions. A part of him cries out to man up and take responsibility for everything that he did. Face and charge head on against all the hardships and difficulties that life was most certain to throw at them. But there is a side of him that shouts defiantly to think clearly and act while considering Haruka's best interests ahead of his. Ensure that the pretty campus idol is treated fairly and rightfully, place her well being and emotions to the foremost.

'It's time for her to know who I... truly am. I will let Haruka decide if she really wants me to be with her. In spite of all my transgressions.'

"Heero? Are you listening?" A female voice broke his trail of thoughts, returning the Perfect Soldier back to the present.

"Chizuru..."

He was sitting on a chair found at the right side of Ms. Hotaru's bed while she had her back leaned on the headboard.

"The doctor said that there's no need for you to stay or be brought to the hospital since your wound has been sanitized and properly treated. While they will need to do some x-rays before giving any diagnosis on my foot, they will bring me to the hospital once the ambulances return."

"I see."

"How are you feeling? You've been so silent and withdrawn since they got us out. The last time you talked was back when we were being checked for possible shock or trauma by the paramedics."

"I'm fine, Chizuru. No worries."

"Hey Heero... there's something I wanted to ask you... back then at the ruins." Ms. Hotaru suddenly opened, in an uncommonly shy and somehow apprehensive tone which seems to require his approval.

The mobile suit pilot grunted, prodding her to continue.

"Look, we're both consenting adults, I think it would be in our best interests if... you know... try going out with each other?" Chizuru attempted to casually say which earned Heero's unwavering attention.

"I thought we could work out a relationship considering how we clicked earlier. I think it's ok to go out with you... And if you don't mind to be seen with a woman five years older than you... I'd certainly like to try."

He was still processing the alluring woman's proposal when the image of his girlfriend appeared instantly within his visage. Curly tipped raven hair held in place by her signature black hair band, cornflower blue eyes full of life and lips painting a smile that always hint of mischief.

'I love you so much, Heero. I really do.' Her words of endearment reminded him, echoing soundly into the deepest parts of his memoirs.

"You don't have to answer now. You could give it some thoughts before deciding on anything. Unless of course... you have someone already?"

The Perfect Soldier smiled wryly at the woman in front of him before gently nodding, "Truth is... you're right, I already have someone very special to me."

He saw the look of disappointment on Chizuru's face before smiling softly in understanding. The seductive executive assistant however, motioned for him to move closer by flicking her index finger to her direction. Heero slowly stood from the chair and went to her side.

"Thank you... for saving me..." Chizuru uttered before swiftly using both hands to pull the back of his neck towards her.

The Gundam Pilot felt Chizuru's soft, moist and full red lips locking into his to share one hot kiss. The attractive woman was skilled as her tongue is able to slither and snake its way inside his mouth despite his best attempts to stop her. Chizuru's kiss coupled with her warm breathe brought a different feel to him, the alluring young woman was definitely experienced and learned on such aspects as he could feel himself being drawn or more appropriately sucked into something similar to a black hole. It was something that is to be expected from a matured, confident and intelligent woman like Chizuru, the kiss was fiery yet controlling and manipulative to a degree, driving and tempting him to go over the edge. While with Haruka it was different, true both he and the pretty campus idol were beginners on the matter but what made theirs special was the fact that both of them share a natural balance on expressing their profound feelings like love, affection, passion and desire whenever they kiss each other.

'This is wrong. I need to put a stop on this.'

Mustering his strength and resolve, he gently place both of his hands on Chizuru's shoulders before gently pulling back thus breaking off their kiss. He could see the glow and sparkle illuminated from Ms. Hotaru's brown irises, the Perfect Soldier softly shook his head sideways to which she nodded in understanding.

However, his actions were too late.

"Heero... how... could you...?" A soft female voice suddenly asked, from someone he was all too familiar with, someone he had promised to cherish with all his heart.

Both of them simultaneously shifted their attention at the newcomer who was standing by the door.

It was Haruka.

---

"Excuse me... I'm sorry to bother you... I'm here to see a Heero Yuy. I was told he was brought here after getting rescued." Haruka said to the head nurse after being referred by the last paramedic she had gotten hold of.

"Judging by the look on your face... it is obvious you're quite anxious to know if he's doing well." The older woman replied to Haruka, easily reading her thoughts and worries.

The raven haired beauty was already inside the temporary emergency station, which was a medium-sized temperature controlled tent installed beside the construction site's own field clinic comprised of three shipping containers converted for medical purposes. The head nurse was a kindly woman already well into her 40s, she had a motherly aura and friendly disposition radiating around her, making it all the more easier for Haruka to inquire the Perfect Soldier's current location and condition.

The head nurse smiled at Haruka and took only a moment to check the metallic binder she was holding.

"Your relationship to the patient?"

'Ohhh... It's quite embarassing... Heero might also get annoyed at me when he finds out, but I can't think of any other reason.'

"I'm... I'm his fiancée." The cornflower blue eyed young lady shyly answered, smiling timidly in return.

"I... see... I mean... I understand. My apologies." The nurse tentatively responded before lightly patting the pretty campus idol at the side of her shoulder while giving words of assurance to calm down the suppressed emotions she had been bearing.

"You may now rest your fears. Your fiancé is just fine. Aside from a few bruises and scratches he only got a long gash at his right arm." She explained at Haruka before giving her a sympathetic nod. "I was the one who stitched him earlier. But your fiancé is truly something. He barely moved or flinched when I was working on him. Even with the presence of an anesthetic, people still tend to budge a little at the thought of a needle driving through their skin."

The pretty campus idol breathe a sigh of relief and could not withhold the soft smile forming on her lips upon hearing the good news that the nurse had just told her.

"He was still lucky though, the gash was rather deep and the woman who was rescued alongside him even tore her skirt to bandage his wound tightly, preventing unnecessary blood loss."

'Woman? T-tore her skirt to bandage his wound?'

The head nurse must have noticed the questioning look on her face as the older woman gently held her palm. Nodding lightly to Haruka in an understanding matter, there was a strange and somewhat tensed feeling coming off from the elder woman that she could not put into words.

"Your fiancé was very brave, we were told by the woman that got rescued with him that his actions saved her life. They're currently situated at the third shipping container, just take a left once you exit here, it's the farthest one."

"Thank you. I appreciate it a lot, you taking care of him." The sky blue eyed young woman said before bowing deeply in gratitude.

She did not miss the worried smile from the head nurse after excusing herself to finally see the young man her heart yearns alone.

---

Women they say generally possess a high degree of awareness whenever it comes on matters unsettling to their emotions. This attribute is triggered by a wide range of stimuli, resulting to a sensitively dangerous state. Often the afflicted woman gets a sudden boost in perception and logical calculation. Such a feat is accomplished through the ability commonly referred as... intuition.

Haruka walked slowly while in deep thoughts after leaving the emergency station, earlier her mind was processing an endless stream of possibilities concerning health and safety of the young man she loves. However, right now was a totally different matter, the cornflower blue eyed young woman has been deeply bothered with the small bit of detail from the update given to her by the head nurse. Plus she was getting more puzzled upon noticing the slight apprehension and subtle change in demeanor from the head nurse after introducing herself as Heero's fiancée.

She had passed the first of the three containers when her thoughts singled out the facts. Heero was retrieved along with another woman whom he had apparently rescued. The head nurse also threw her a barely readable look of doubt upon hearing that she was Heero Yuy's supposed fiancée.

'There's something wrong... My intuition... It's gripping both my heart and mind with fear while a lot of questions seem to spring out from nowhere.'

Briefly giving it consideration before eventually admitting to herself that she was probably feeling more territorial now that they were already in a formal relationship. Haruka tried to shrug off the thoughts of another possible rival in the form of the woman rescued along with Heero.

'I might be jumping the gun quite a bit early. Besides, I promised myself to be the best woman for him, I should be a lot more understanding. He's mine now.'

The sky blue eyed young lady could not help but smile contentedly after being reminded of such thought. She was deeply and utterly in love with Heero Yuy, as Haruka earlier thought that she was going to lose her right mind from fear of losing him. But right now even if the pretty campus idol was relieved with the information that he was alright, she all the more wanted to be by his side no matter what and make sure that everything was doing fine.

'I can't wait to see you, Heero. You got me all up and running here, I have to... no, I must be with you. Especially at a very challenging time and situation like this.'

The second medical container was well behind her back when Haruka realized she had finally arrived at the third where Heero has been said to be recuperating. Despite the cool weather brought about by the winter season, she still felt her cheeks warming a bit at the opportunity of being with her boyfriend. In a few more moments Haruka could put into rest all her fears and worries once she's with the young man who undoubtedly owns her heart. She gently ascended the steps from the five or six plank stairway leading to the one love of her life.

Fearing that Heero and any other occupant of the container room were asleep or resting, Haruka softly turned the knob and peered silently inside.

The raven haired beauty was just in time to witness something that would no doubt, tear apart her loving and fragile heart.

"Thank you... for saving me..." She heard the woman to say, before pulling Heero in one quick and fluid action using her hand that was placed at the back of his neck.

Kissing him deeply and passionately through his lips.

Lips that belonged to her. No else. But to Haruka. Alone.

'Heero...'

She felt the whole world around her seemingly shatter into a million glass shards, falling and breaking even further as it struck the ground. Haruka was pushed back and had to plant her left foot firmly near the container's doorway to support herself upon seeing the woman latch Heero's lips into hers. The sky blue eyed young lady reeled from within due to the sharp, piercing pain that stabbed viciously into her heart. She had no choice but to bear the brunt of such a powerful blow, gutting her deeply and seriously inside the soul.

The wound it created was too much for Haruka, that she never realized that tears had not only formed but were already making their way down her cornflower blue orbs. She heaved a breath off her chest, allowing air to pass as it had constricted to the point of choking the young woman upon seeing Heero being kissed by another woman.

By someone not her.

'Why are you kissing someone else Heero? Am I not enough for you?' Haruka wondered, trying to come into grips at the scene playing right before her eyes.

True, it was not the first time she saw the Perfect Soldier alone with another girl. During the time that Haruka was still competing with Kaoru for his affections, she had witnessed a scene between the obsidian eyed young lady and Heero which was troubling enough to cause her to lose focus. It even resulted to her accident while completing a Physical Education activity at the track and field. Fortunate for her, Heero happened to pass by and was among the spectators. He immediately came to her side and took her to the school clinic.

She knew back then that it was just one among the many things causing her to fall even more for the young man who eventually became her boyfriend. But the events happening right now, unfolding right before her eyes, far exceeds those she had unwittingly seen due to a chance encounter. The cornflower blue eyed young woman had been carrying a plethora of mixed emotions such as worry, nervousness, care, devotion, hope, love and affection, while on her way to see the only man she allowed to enter her heart. And to see him at such a moment doing THAT with a woman not her... was a crushing blow to the heart of the pretty campus idol.

'This pain... It hurts... too much... My heart... please be strong...' Haruka pleaded solemnly as another tear trickled down.

Their relationship was pretty much just into its infancy stages, and from what she had heard, it was the strongest and most blissful point. This should have been among the times they were working to further strengthening the bond of their newly created commitment. A lot of questions were raging inside her mind amidst the storm brewing within her heart caused without any doubt by the emotions she held for the mobile suit pilot.

Through all the time Haruka had been watching, she eventually saw the brown haired boy pull himself back from the other woman and shook his head sideways. The woman who she could now see in full view gave the green eyed monster residing within her the strength to finally come out. The young lady was a few years older than her, however, Haruka was threatened not only from her pretty face but more on the highly seductive figure she has in possession.

It finally gave her the strength and conviction to say something at the one person who solely owns her affections.

"Heero... how... could you...?" Haruka uttered, struggling and failing at the same time on maintaining her rapidly diminishing composure.

The deterioration was evident as Haruka glared at the woman while speaking in a tone which was deadly serious and full of scorn.

"That man is already spoken for!" The raven haired young lady cried in anguish, reeking with wrath and contempt at the woman beside Heero.

"Haruka..." The Gundam Pilot trailed, she noticed the surprised and apologetic look mirrored inside his Prussian blue irises.

Deep inside her, Haruka knew she would falter if they would lock eyes with each other.

Instead she decided to ride on the crest of whatever emotions that were drawn out by this unfavorable situation.

"Heero... I..."

Yet she could not finish, because Haruka knew that in her heart, she could never say it.

That despite what she saw, the pretty campus idol could never put herself to hate him. Her love for the mobile suit pilot was far too great to be moved or changed into something like that of hatred. The purity of her affections, her emotions, her feelings would never allow Haruka to loathe the young man who means everything to her.

But she was human, she was prone not only to error and mistakes, but also susceptible from being hurt and experiencing pain.

It left her a single option.

She took one step back, looking at him one last time as tears fell down freely from her sky blue eyes, before turning and running away.

---

Never in Heero's young life did he felt utterly disgusted and ashamed of himself. Though his guilt and conscience were still shaken whenever being reminded of the actions he had committed in the past, things which are severe and drastic like taking the life of another human or blowing up something, the Gundam Pilot never knew that pain caused by hurting the most important person in your life even unintentionally was far too agonizing for the heart and soul to bear. For reasons unfathomable and unexplainable, he was feeling the excruciating pain repeatedly stabbing him inside his heart. The same pain he undoubtedly had caused Haruka to suffer. It was like a vise whose grip was crushing him deeply from within.

'I've... hurt Haruka yet I'm also feeling the pain I caused her... I...'

"I'm sorry Heero... I did not want to cause any rift or misunderstanding between you and your girlfriend." He heard Chizuru say in apology bringing his consciousness back to the small container room.

"I... have to find her, Chizuru." The mobile suit pilot simply said as he stood up, however, he felt Chizuru's hand hold his palm gently. Heero turned and met the alluring executive assistant's brown eyes.

"Let me go with you, I can help you explain with her, we'll just borrow some crutches for me to use."

The brown haired boy only shook his head sideways, declining Chizuru's offer.

"This is something I have to take responsibility alone. You need to rest, Chizuru."

"I understand... Good luck, Heero."

His powerful cobalt blue eyes stared seriously into her eyes as he stood.

"Chizuru... Live your life accordingly to what your emotions tell you. Remember your resolve back in the ruins."

She smiled and nodded to him before he left the room.

---

"Where could she be?" Heero pondered while making his way out of the construction site, the Perfect Soldier was almost past the temporary emergency station when someone called out his attention.

"Mr. Yuy? You have another visitor here!" He heard a voice call out at him. The Prussian blue eyed young man was slightly surprised to see the head nurse who had earlier stitched his right arm was moving towards his direction along with someone else.

"Your sister has insisted to see you. I told her your fiancée already came to visit you as well. Did you not see her?" The kind head nurse informed him as his supposed sister stepped forward and smiled at him.

"Thank you so much. When you say his fiancée... would that happen to be a young woman same as my age? Has a pretty face with blue eyes and long curly raven hair?"

"Why yes...wait a sec... now that I'm looking at the two of you... are you really related to each other?" The elder woman curiously asked.

"Oh don't worry, he's truly my younger brother while his fiancée is my best friend."

"Well now... I thought this young man was quite a player... having three different girls vying for his attention."

"Three?"

"We're truly grateful for the assistance and thank you for taking care of me earlier." Heero bowed deeply at the head nurse, subtly implying that he wishes to be alone with the newly arrived person. The elder lady took it as her queue to leave before bowing in return and went back towards the emergency medical station.

"Tsukahara sempai." He greeted, nodding slightly at the swim team captain.

"Yuy-san, isn't Haruka with you?"

"She... left earlier, sempai." Heero started before pausing slightly to add, "There has been some misunderstanding."

"According to the head nurse, aside from me and Haruka there was one more girl... Could it be..." Hibiki thoughtfully assumed, giving him a long steady look before finishing, "...infidelity, Yuy-san? Your relationship with Haruka is barely even a week, yet you're already seeing another woman this early."

"No, it is not like that. Haruka however, saw us in a rather compromising scene. She left immediately before I could give my side." Heero calmly said staring coolly in return to Hibiki, showing no guilt or malice within his Prussian blue orbs.

There was a bit of silence between them as Hibiki studied and assessed the young man in front of her. Apparently, her woman's instincts could not detect any trace or even a hint of betrayal or deception from Heero. However she was able to notice that there was a barely noticeable mark of anxiety spilling out from the usually cool and stoic mobile suit pilot.

She sighed and gently nodded her head upon realizing something, "I think I get the picture. Yuy-san by now, you should already have an inkling how Haruka is when it comes to... such things."

"Yes, I am a jealous woman. I could not bear the thought of you being with another woman." Heero remembered Haruka's words clearly as it echoed deeply inside his soul.

"Haruka is... very territorial when it comes to you. As her friend, I would have to implore you that if you're not sure of her, let her go this early."

"I am... serious about her." He adamantly replied, never breaking his gaze at Hibiki.

"Find her. For sure, she is most likely at a place where only the two of you would know."

"Thank you, Tsukahara sempai."

"My apologies for keeping you, Yuy-san. You should have been looking for her yet I have only interrupted you. But there is one last thing I would have to ask you."

"Anything, Tsukahara sempai."

"Take care of Haruka. She has a lot of insecurities and has her own share of limitations, but that girl really loves you. She looks up to you a lot. Nurture and cherish her always." Hibiki seriously told him in a kind and gentle manner.

"She is more important to me than my own life."

"I will hold you that Yuy-san. Thank you." The swim team captain bowed respectfully, feeling the authority and sincerity of his words. She then smiled softly before stating, "Now go after her. I know you can find her."

---

"Demo..." Haruka sighed before throwing a downcast gaze with her cornflower blue irises into the pure white vastness of the horizon. She sat alone on her favorite bench located near the railings at the top of the empty View Deck Park. Tears could be seen trailing down from both of her eyes as she wept silently each time her memories would wander to that particular moment...

The moment she saw Heero technically, almost in the arms of another woman.

And not just any woman - she was older, beautiful, seductive and matured.

'Heero... how could you...' Her thoughts repeated the very same words she had blurted out of shock, seeing her beloved...

She slowly closed her eyes and used the back of her palm to wipe away the tears which had managed to escape from her grasp. The pretty campus idol had attempted to hold it in, grip it firm, clench it tightly, but the more she tries, the burden becomes only heavier... more difficult for her to carry.

'It really hurts...' The raven haired beauty mused, pertaining to the pain she was bearing, paralyzing every part of her body, flooding every piece of her memory and scorching every portion of her soul.

The pain to which she was suffering has been incomparable from anything caused by physical injuries, as those were something that the body alone would be needed to handle. She was tormented in ways far more than that. It required her emotional and mental psyche to be punished severely without any mercy. The possibility that someone else would still stake a claim on Heero despite their relationship was now a reality staring fearlessly at her.

Haruka's anguish and distress would not simply relent or bow down easily.

No medication or treatment could make the cornflower blue eyed woman feel any better from her current ordeal.

Nothing.

Such aches were inherent to a person that is seriously and utterly in love.

It was the pain received from a wounded heart.

The scene was being replayed almost endlessly inside her memories, causing much anguish and sorrow to Haruka's already tortured mind. Her heart was battered and smothered to the point that she wanted to scream and pour out the grief overflowing from within. A part of her wanted to rebel and lash out against those who had wrong her. But most of her would never allow it or even hear of it, because as much as it pains the raven haired beauty, she could never bring herself to hate the man she loves. The greater part of her mind, heart and soul was already opposed even to the very idea of it.

Leaving Haruka with but one choice... cry out her sorrows by her lonesome.

'Isn't love supposed to be about finding joy and happiness with that special someone?' She thought, reflecting on one of the sentiments within her mind.

'Yet why does it bring pain and suffering, instead?'

There were a lot of questions lingering inside her head, a lot of thoughts and matters asking for clarification, and a whole detail of scenarios waiting their turn to further persecute her. The day has been very trying and difficult for Haruka. It started out in a high note and apparently was ending as one of the worst she had. It was like a rollercoaster ride for the sky blue eyed young lady, being caught up in a swirl of emotions all in the span of roughly one day. At one point, she was soaring high above the skies, as if she was among the clouds and was brought up to the heavens by her emotions. She never thought that at the next moment, she would plummet all the way down where she had come from and experience a living hell on the earth.

"Haruka... I know I'll find you here." A deep and cool voice suddenly said, interrupting the flow of her thoughts.

She did not turn around to confirm the person's identity, there was no need as she would always know and cherish the owner of that voice, even now her emotions, no, more appropriately, her affections were still crying out for him.

"How could you be so calm? Considering all that has happened." Haruka softly asked, pausing slightly before continuing, "What is it that you want, anyway?"

"I went here to... clear things up." Heero gently responded in his usual composed manner.

"Why don't you just go back and fool around more with that other woman instead." The pretty campus idol nonchalantly replied, not even bothering to throw a glance at his direction.

"Please... let me explain."

"There is no need for you to explain!" Haruka answered in a raised tone, revealing the burden she had been carrying before turning to face the Perfect Soldier. "I saw you... you were kissing... no, you were being kissed by another girl!"

"Haruka..." Heero started, but was cut in mid-sentence as the raven haired beauty gained the confidence to speak out the things running inside her mind.

"Tell me... Am I not enough? Am I not good enough for you, Heero?" She strongly inquired, as clear, crystal-like fluid had built up on the corners of her sky blue eyes and were threatening to fall once again.

"Haruka, it's not like that... listen to me." The Gundam Pilot pleaded, meeting her stare where she saw a glimmer of his well kept emotions spill out from the edges of his own Prussian blue orbs. Deep in her heart she could sense that he wanted to tell her something, but Haruka decided to press on, as everything she had kept tightly from within, wanted to burst out after being held back earlier.

"Seeing the man I love being kissed passionately by another woman, what would I think... that probably it was just a friendly kiss or something similar to those between siblings?" The raven haired beauty queried as a tear slowly rolled down her cheek.

"I was really worried at you! I thought I lost you! Just the idea of it was already killing me! But instead I find you in the arms of another woman! What would I feel, Heero?" Haruka angrily shouted, truthfully shedding every facet of her feelings for the mobile suit pilot.

Another tear fell from her cornflower blue eyes.

'I don't want to appear like this... before you.'

It was followed by another.

'Why can't I be strong in front of you?'

And another.

'But tell me, what can I do?'

Soon, tears streamed down freely from her eyes.

'I'm... crying once again. You really have that much effect on me, Heero.'

Haruka desperately struggled to hold on and keep her emotions in check. Yet she was already crumbling under the sheer weight of two clashing forces. Her mind was telling the young woman to stand fast, make him realize that she was hurting and vent out all the frustration which had accumulated upon seeing that disconcerting scene. While her heart was imploring Haruka to listen, hear out his side and clear out the misunderstanding between them.

She decided to lean more towards her mind's favor, but it was no use, her heart was too strong to be ignored. The part of her which would always belong to the Gundam Pilot would not be left unheard. It was evident as she unsuccessfully tried but failed to stifle a sob that broke free from her chest.

'It's no use... I'm so helpless when it comes to you.'

Like a dam filled to the brim, she was left with no choice but allow the excess water to flow, or risk losing its entirety from the rampage of a surging torrent. She sighed deeply and gasped, before reluctantly surrendering to the feelings overwhelming her.

The pretty campus idol turned her head sideways in one final attempt to keep what little composure was left of her.

But it was no use… Haruka could only bit her lower lip in frustration as her shoulders began shaking.

Soon she was trembling uncontrollably, a clear sign that everything inside her was falling apart.

"Haruka..."

She was left with no choice but to ruefully accept the pains and misgivings of her wounded heart.

"It hurts, Heero! It hurts a lot! It's like having my heart pulled out of my chest!" Haruka woefully admitted before finally crying out in sorrow, overtaken by anguish as warm tears streaked down her cornflower blue eyes.

Heero was standing a good distance away from her the last time she checked, but as the raven haired beauty rubbed away the tears off her eyes, she was caught unprepared upon seeing him immediately closing the gap between them. He had moved inhumanly fast for Haruka to keep track and now was only a mere three feet away from her.

'I'll only crumble even further... please Heero... don't.'

Any attempt to resist was obviously futile as the brown haired boy erased the remaining space separating them before she could even react. With a swift and well calculated move, Haruka was left breathless as she felt the Perfect Soldier enclosed her in a firm yet gentle embrace through his lean strong arms. She initially thought to break free and escape from his grasp, but her body was too honest, it would never lie when in close proximity with the one person she dearly cares. The dark icy thoughts gripping her heart and mind were being purged by that warm, tender and resounding feeling she knew could come from no one else but him.

"Please... let go of me, Heero." She struggled to say, her resolve swiftly fading at each passing second.

She felt no trace of deceit coming from Heero, despite the conceivable truth of his alleged cheating. The sky blue eyed young lady was met by only one emotion, which she had been very familiar with since that fateful evening they affirmed their relationship.

It was too powerful.

Overwhelming and imposing.

Consuming all her thoughts, currently being stormed by doubts, uncertainties, fears, worries and insecurities.

Replacing all her emotions with those that she has always cherished. Affection. Devotion. Care. Joy. Happiness.

All of which equate to that feeling binding her to him.

'I'm so hopelessly in love with you... Heero...'

Haruka sobbed as the sentiment washed over her, yielding herself to the tender embrace of the young man she has deeply fallen in love with. She felt his arms wrap themselves tightly around her, bringing back the sense of belonging to him which gently soothed her troubled mind. It was full of affection, shrouding her with warmth and comfort, melting the ice which had previously covered her weary heart.

She wept earnestly above his chest. Sobbing breathlessly as her feelings for the Gundam Pilot took over completely. Heero held Haruka firmly as he gently stroke her hair while she cried out all the remnants of sorrow that previously inhabited her mind, heart and soul. They remained like that for some time till the pretty campus idol became aware of that one very special trait she shares with the Perfect Soldier. Laying her ear to rest on top of his chest, with silence as her sole witness, Haruka intently listened and from there she found her answer.

The beating of his heart was running in the same rhythm and harmony with hers.

In the quiescence surrounding them, even with no words uttered between them, they were sure that their hearts were in symmetry and unison.

Such realization was not limited to her alone as she slowly pulled back and gazed steadily into his cool Prussian blue orbs.

'I know Haruka, I feel your heart too, beating at the same time as mine.'

They were truly one.

The recognition of his feelings moved Haruka into tears once more. But it was the moment to ascertain where they currently stand.

There are matters that need to be sorted out and clarified between them.

"How could you do this to me, Heero?" Haruka managed to ask in between gasps, unclogging all the pent up emotions that almost drowned her earlier.

"Please, let me clear the misunderstanding, Haruka."

"You said you loved me, I thought you belong to me." The raven haired beauty voiced out with her puffed up sky blue eyes looking deeply into Heero's own.

"I do love you."

"Then why are you like that? Aren't you contented with me?" She honestly inquired the two questions that have been troubling her immensely since spotting Heero with another woman.

"Haruka, there is no one else. Only you." Heero determinedly stated before mildly placing his palm on her cheek and began wiping away the tears still rolling down her face.

"I would never have been involved in the accident if I did not save the life of the woman you saw earlier. Together we got trapped under the ruins for a few hours. Eventually when we got rescued, she proposed the idea of forming a... relationship with me. Not because she felt indebted to me for getting her out of harm's way, but there was some attraction on her part." The brown haired boy narrated while never averting his eyes from hers, he then placed his hands atop her shoulders after noticing the twitching on Haruka's brows when the word attraction was mentioned.

"I am telling you all of this because I want to be honest with you. I don't want to hide... anything from you." He carefully explained, pausing slightly, waiting for her to respond.

"If I did not arrive... Nothing would have stopped you both from what you were doing."

Heero shook his head sideways, before giving her a reassuring gaze through his cobalt blue eyes, "I flatly refused her, even before you arrived."

"Not because I am already in a relationship with you, it is far deeper than that... I could only see myself, together with just one person." He partly revealed, allowing her to see a glimpse of his carefully sheltered emotions.

The Gundam Pilot gazed at her intensely through his cobalt blue eyes before finishing, "I... only want to be with you, Haruka. Only you, no one else."

"Heero..." The raven haired beauty could only whisper as her cornflower blue eyes stirred from the meaning of his words.

"She understood my reasons. However, she conveyed her appreciation in a rather bold manner. I am as much to fault or blame being quite unaccustomed at such situations. I broke off the contact upon realizing that the notion itself would give the wrong impression to anyone. Especially to the most important person in my life." The brown haired boy conceded, regret imminent at the tone of voice.

"I'm sorry Haruka. I would understand if you can't forgive me, I just want to be honest with you. Let you know what really happened and clear all the misunderstanding."

'How can I... turn you away? When every part of me cries out to be with you...'

She felt her chest loosen up after hearing all he wanted to say. The young lady knew deep in her heart she could never turn away or give up on him. Even when the idea of turning Heero away briefly presented itself, just for the sake of making it harder, Haruka knew she would only lie and make it more difficult for both of them. The fear of losing or him giving up because of any reluctance on her part due to trivial matters was a certainty she could never accept. Especially, after realizing the respect the brown haired boy regards for her outweighs everything she could possibly thought, with his personal desires considered. This was a lesson she had learned that night she told him not to peek despite the true meaning of her intentions.

The young woman was severely in love with him, any other answer she would give would only be a blatant lie to everything she thinks, feels and believes in.

"I... I forgive you." Haruka weakly uttered, before clasping her arms tightly around the mobile suit pilot.

All she wanted was to claim him. He was hers, he promised, she would trust and believe him. Feeling his heartbeat… Seeing her reflection in his Prussian blue eyes…

"Haruka..." Heero softly trailed as she felt herself being wrapped once again in his protective and loving embrace.

"Promise me. Promise me that you will never ever do that again. Though I may stand my ground next time, but I'm not sure if my heart could take it again." She directly admitted with a tinge of fear and worry discernible from her.

"I promise." He answered, squeezing her gently in assurance. "Please stop crying Haruka, I… belong to you alone. Remember?"

"As I belong to you alone as well, Heero." She replied in return, smiling only for the first time since their argument. But she was now greatly relieved after feeling the heavy air between them had been finally lifted.

Looking profoundly into each others eyes, it was at this moment that an overly familiar sensation reminded Heero and Haruka on what the two of them have, the special bond between them which already existed way back when they first met. In silence and without the need of any words between them, but only through the windows of their soul could they be able to fully impart without any reservation their true feelings for each other.

How much they love one another.

A love that Haruka always felt was limitless and heartrending.

It's beauty, never-ending and unparalleled.

Pure and sacred.

Passionate.

Devoted.

But was still delicate and susceptible like to a newborn child.

Both of them will need to take care and nurture it, as they would only have each other... to face the many adversities looming over the horizon.

In overcoming one of its first challenges, Haruka realized that trust, honesty and communication will play an integral role in strengthening their continuously growing affections for each other. She would have to be true with her claim that she has complete trust and faith in him. She would be honest and hopefully her maturity will develop along the way.

Empathy.

"I'm sorry too Heero, I keep saying that I have complete trust in you yet... my tendencies get the best of me. I promise… I will listen to you first before making any assumptions or judgments. I will do my best and please let me prove to you that my trust and faith in you is without equal."

Sincerity.

"I am so much in love with you, the moment I learned of the tragedy... I want to see you, I have to be at your side, I need to be sure you are safe. I thought I lost you, Heero. I was really worried. You are so precious to me. Losing you to an accident or to another woman... I could never take that."

Honesty.

"If that happens... I don't know if I could live on. No... I'm sure of it... I... I would die if you leave me."

"Haruka..."

"I want you to know how much you mean to me. If we are going to make our relationship stronger, we have to share our thoughts, feelings, worries and fears. I think we have to honest with each other, like you showed me. Our hearts will surely know if the other is telling the truth. I believe in it, because I felt you... there was nothing but sincerity in your admission."

The Perfect Soldier smiled mildly and nodded at her.

"I love you, Heero." She tenderly said, looking at him as her sole reason existing in the world.

"I… love you too, Haruka." He replied caressing her warm cheek, gazing back at her with the gentle poise she has become all too familiar.

'I don't expect much in terms of expressions… because I could feel it. I'm there, residing inside your heart.'

"Now, just... just hold me. I want to stay like this with you for all of time."

She heard his gentle grunt before he took her in his arms once again, tenderly, as if he held something fragile like porcelain, prized and cherished more than all the treasures in the world.

It was strong and unfaltering but also warm and soothing.

Encased in Heero's loving embrace, the raven haired beauty was sure that her place is nowhere else but only with him.

This is where she, no, they, rightfully belong.

Together with each other.

'We will be together Heero. Always... Forever.'

Haruka smiled fondly as her cheeks began burning, leaning her body towards his while hugging him tightly in return.

"But no kissing for the meanwhile, that's your punishment. Besides, you haven't brushed your teeth yet and I'm still a little bit mad at you about that."

Heero lightly chuckled upon understanding the meaning of her words accompanied by the smooth pinch she gave at his forearm.

"Zutto... Suki da yo... Heero..." Haruka tenderly whispered into his ear as she felt the Gundam Pilot take her lovingly into his arms.

---

Two days have gone by since their first lovers' quarrel which occurred coincidentally with one of the most tragic accidents in Kibitou's history. Even with GDT Builders admittance of human error and willingness to take responsibility, an investigation committee composed of the nation's leading experts in the field of engineering and architecture was created to probe and provide analysis using all possible avenues that resulted to the unfortunate incident. The panel was also looking into the prospect of unsafe work practices and mismanagement on GDT Builders end. Thus, pending the results of the committee's findings, all work was halted and the construction firm's license was indefinitely suspended.

However, in spite of such misfortune, CEO and one of the major partners in GDT Builders, Minoru Takeda, shocked the whole province with his personal revelation and in the process acknowledging Chizuru Hotaru, one of the rescued employees during the accident as his daughter born out of wedlock. The announcement as expected caused the value of GDT Builders shares to plummet tremendously in the stock market. But despite of all this, the hardworking middle aged man was forgiven and still accepted by his wife and family. Meanwhile, Chizuru was vindicated from most of the bad rumors surrounding her, following her resolution during their ordeal and Heero's advice, she made peace with her father and now plans to work overseas once her broken leg heals. In the end, Mr. Takeda and Ms. Hotaru were able to truly mend their relationship while coming out in the open as father and daughter.

'It all worked out fine for them.' Heero noted as his thoughts strayed to a more important matter.

"If it weren't for you... I would have died out there." Chizuru's words echoed back inside his mind.

'She was fated to die that day... I rescued her and in effect... meddled with her destiny. But even if my actions were for the greater good... it doesn't justify the fact that I've intervened with the events of the past.'

Since the incident, Heero had seriously contemplated the ramifications of his actions, and the more he ponders, leaves him with a greater foreboding on the current status with the love of his life.

'What I'm continuously doing... is no different from playing with her destiny like some sort of deity. I can't fully accept that her future lies with someone like me, a killer and time traveler brought to the past by a mishap. Is this what they really call fate? We were destined to be with each other because of an accident? I don't believe that accidents or coincidences would bring people together.'

'I'm... depriving Haruka of what she rightfully deserves. A simple and normal life... one that is full of joy and happiness.'

He looked upwards the blue skies, clouds were scattered, and its pattern similar to dried leaves raked evenly forming a carpet. The mobile suit pilot shook his head sadly as a bitter feeling encroached itself within his chest. He had truly fallen for the raven haired beauty. His initial thoughts on the matter even took a backseat as he searched for her two days ago. He was wracked with shame, worry and fear during that time, he would not get any appease till he ensures she is safe and her feelings serene. His heart and soul no doubt now belongs to Haruka, as he was certain they would not let him rest till the issue between them was resolve. His worry for her safety and well being ultimately takes priority above all else.

He cares for her intimately, cherishes her absolutely, and loves her dearly.

'Fate and destiny... are two cruel aspects in our existence.'

But the deeper or more intricate issues between them, particularly on his end were beginning to take a toll. It has been slowly gnawing at his conscience and haunting him at various opportunities, reminding the Gundam Pilot that resistance only delays the inevitable.

Resulting for him to gravely ponder the thought of coming out and revealing everything about himself to Haruka.

'Haruka... tell me, could you ever accept me? For what I truly was, currently am and will always be?'

The mobile suit pilot took another glance at his wristwatch and noticed that the time was now 4:30 in the afternoon. He had been there since 4 o'clock knowing that Haruka will arrive earlier than their planned meeting time, which was supposed to be later at 5:00pm. Waiting has never been an issue for the brown haired boy being a trained professional soldier. It was something which Heero became accustomed with during the many stakeouts and surveillance operations he had participated back in the Eve Wars. He did not want the pretty campus idol to wait for him similar to their first two outings. Though the young woman has always assured him that it was nothing to worry about, his sense of honor and feelings for her will surely make him suffer with the incessant pangs of nagging guilt. Kicking the snow off his brown shoes, he tugged at the collars of his dark green winter jacket to ensure that the cold atmosphere would not breach through his inner clothing which was a plain white round neck shirt and black denim pants. It was the 31st of December, New Year's Eve, they have promised to be with each other on this day and Haruka wanted no less than face the incoming year by spending every remaining moment of the current one with him. Plus, as the cornflower eyed young woman connoted, it was also his way of... redeeming himself from the misunderstanding that resulted to their first quarrel as lovers.

"A penny for your thoughts... stranger?" He heard a soft voice suddenly intrude his musings.

'Huh?'

A tall, statuesque and beautiful woman wearing a pure white kimono with her hair raised and tied neatly into a bun gently smiled as she stood beside him. The woman's fair complexion all the more enhanced the beauty of her exposed nape where a few strands of raven hair lightly brush the skin's smooth surface.

"My apologies if I'm in your way." Heero casually replied, sparing one last glance at the woman before nodding subtly and moving out of her path.

"Ohhh... someone doesn't recognize his girlfriend." The woman smiled in smug satisfaction at him with a mischievous twinkle emblazoned on her... blue eyes.

'My God... Haruka... you're...' He trailed, breathless upon fully recognizing the lady in front of him.

"Hmmm... Maybe I should do this more often, so I would know if you're flirting with another woman again when I'm not with you." The raven haired beauty teased, but he was able to note the undertone of jealousy carefully hidden within her words.

"... so... beautiful." Heero spoke in admission, his cobalt blue eyes piercing through Haruka's own.

His confession seemed to have a great effect on the pretty campus idol as her face flushed instantaneously.

"T-thanks... y-you're getting better when it comes to giving those compliments." Haruka shyly replied before adding, "But the way you say it... always has that certain feel like you'll never see me again."

'How do you... know what I am thinking?'

"I'm glad you're here safe." He responded, attempting to divert the attention from the subject but the young woman already beat him to it.

"You're changing the topic again! Well... I always knew I have that much effect on you, Heero!" The raven haired beauty slyly commented while nodding in pleasure.

Heero could only shake his head in resignation, smiling subtly at Haruka. The young woman was further delighted as he gently took her hand and led her smoothly through the crowd on the way to their destination.

---

It took Haruka a considerable amount of time to prepare and properly clothe herself in the white kimono she was wearing. Nonetheless, the young woman was quite proud of her garments deeming it an achievement, as normally fitting a kimono would require the assistance of another person and she had been able to accomplish it without help from anyone. She was also very pleased upon seeing Heero's initial reaction and subsequent response when he first saw her. A warm feeling of contentment and happiness surged through Haruka, seeing her normally composed boyfriend desperately grasped for words to say as he recognized her.

His compliment was very simple, but those two words contain the honesty and admiration her boyfriend felt for her.

A part of Haruka would never admit it but there was gratification on her end upon witnessing the effect she had on the Perfect Soldier. For her to draw a reaction even just a little on the usually calm and stoic cobalt blue eyed young man was something she was secretly proud of.

It also only endeared Heero more and more to the raven haired beauty.

'I'm happy you liked it, Heero.' She thought after stealing a quick glance on his face.

The cornflower eyed young woman have recently learned that love and relationships is not something simple and handed easily to just anyone. True, it had been very difficult for her at first to realize and accept her feelings for the Perfect Soldier. It became all the more problematic for her after seeing him with Kaoru Tanamachi, by then she began paying the price of her dishonesty and only admitted her affection for the brown haired boy after succumbing to the unrelenting fit of jealousy burning inside her heart. Eventually, Heero turned down her most serious competition for his attention and they became even closer. Haruka was extremely nervous despite the well conceived plan she had carefully and deliberately carried out in order to confess her feelings for the Gundam Pilot. She reckoned that it was the final obstacle separating them and once she gets past it, everything will be nothing but a bed of roses from there onwards.

Clumsily she made her boldest move, Heero did not take the bait but in desperation Haruka broke through everything by fully admitting the entirety of her love for him.

The Prussian blue eyed young man accepted her confession and in return affirmed his true emotions for her.

She was filled with joy and overwhelmed with happiness.

She thought that it was 'happily ever after' since that night they declared in both words and deeds all the overpowering feelings residing inside their hearts.

Yet she was proven wrong. Just recently, the sky blue eyed young lady was tested thoroughly by the harshness of reality. The possibility of losing him, whether by natural means, or by accident or to another woman was smacked right on her face. She could never accept that. She would never even hear any of it. Haruka always believed that they were meant for each other.

Their first meeting was destined. They were fated to fall in love with one another.

He was her destiny.

He was her fate.

They have just weathered the first test in their very young relationship and it taught both of them a lot of lessons. Relationships and commitments require not one but both parties to make it possible. They would need the effort of each other to make their relationship work and in the process, work hand in hand while supporting one another. She will do anything, no, she will do nothing less than everything for him. This is where her joy and happiness lies.

Where her troubled mind could find peace.

Where her weary heart could find rest.

And where her lonely soul could find comfort.

That place is only found in the tender and loving arms of the man she has promised to cherish for the rest of her life.

Heero Yuy.

"Let's go Haruka, it's our turn now." The Gundam Pilot gently said as he led her towards the temple.

"Yes." She answered, smiling back at him as her train of thoughts slowly dissipated in thin air.

The biggest reason Haruka wore a yukata was due in part to her explicit request that they visit the Temple in Kibitou specifically on this day. Every year apart from tradition, the Shrine in Kibitou celebrates its annual festivities which occur on the last day of the current year until the first day of the succeeding year. Knowing and sharing Heero's apparent discomfort when it comes to large crowds, the pretty campus idol decided they should go to the shrine during New Year's Eve as it would be their only opportunity in avoiding the large number of expected visitors the festival brings forth. It also makes the simple truth of getting the chance to experience the yearly celebration with her special someone for the first time a reality.

The temple existed way back during the days of Edo as evidenced through the architecture found from the various structures within its hallowed grounds. The altar and corresponding portmanteau were made entirely of mahogany wood. The portmanteau in particular was rectangular with its dimensions similar to a high ranking executive's office table. It was plain and unadorned on all borders save for the top where an array of grills is placed for the temple visitors to slid down monetary donation.

Haruka slid down a good amount of bills and coins through these grills and clasped both hands to pray. She closed her eyes and even though her own religious upbringing was way different from the Shrine's alignment, the young woman prayed intently addressing it towards her true faith alongside the tradition she grew up with.

'I'm very thankful this year to have met and fallen in love with the boy standing beside me right now. I'm also really thankful that he accepted my confession and admitted that he loves me too. He's all I've ever wanted in my life, so please... help us make it through. Please watch over us and take good care of us both, I'm sure I won't be able to move on or handle it if I ever lost him. I really love him a lot. Also, make sure his heart would always belong to me, that he won't be swayed away by other women. More importantly, I wish to get married and have kids with him, I hope we'll stay and grow old together. I think that's about it... what else... oh wait! I almost forgot! I want to be lovey-dovey with him all the time too!'

Sighing contentedly, Haruka slowly opened her eyes and saw Heero keenly looking at her.

"Ok, we have to clap our hands three times before you pull the rope for the Shrine Bells. Got it?"

The mobile suit pilot nodded and did as he was told after both of them finish clapping their hands.

Soon they left the altar and moved towards their next stop, the raven haired beauty could not help but be curious at her boyfriend's prayer. Though she knew he would never inquire the details of her own prayer, there's a part of her that won't be appeased till its thirst for information is quenched.

"Heero?" Haruka called out as she slowly stopped walking.

"Yes?" He responded after turning his head to look back at her, wondering why she suddenly refrained from moving any further.

"What did you request for earlier? Could... you... tell me." She hopefully inquired, her cornflower blue irises staring widely in anticipation at him.

'Smile in the cutest possible way, Haruka.' The young woman reminded herself as she put her lips into motion.

There was a slight hesitation on his part but she saw him exhale in resignation after seeing what could be her most winsome smile.

"I... just asked that everything you prayed for will be granted." The Perfect Soldier replied, smiling subtly in return at her.

She felt her heart thump unevenly upon hearing his answer accompanied by the usual prickling at the surface of her cheeks. 'You really have a way of making my heart race without exerting any effort but simply just using your plain old honesty. Not that I'm complaining, Heero. I'm happy... please stay that way always.'

'You're so selfless for my sake... yet I'm too greedy when it comes to you.' Haruka ironically thought still feeling her face flushed red from Heero's remarks.

---

Both of them bowed their heads in thanks to the Shrine Maiden upon paying the corresponding fee then being handed two small parchments containing their supposed fortune for the incoming year. This was the second stop of their New Year's Eve date after offering their prayers to the temple altar earlier. Haruka has been too elated since learning the gist of Heero's prayer that she literally, ok, more precisely dragged Wing Gundam's pilot towards the fortune telling booth.

She pulled him away from the serendipity shack and decided to settle on an empty stone carved bench lying directly underneath one of the many grown Sakura trees around the temple. The pretty campus idol excitedly ripped the parchment open and wasted no time in poring over what was stated on her fortune prediction for the succeeding year. Her sky blue orbs glow the instant she read it, a clear indication that the young woman was thrilled at its contents.

Haruka proudly held the paper's front towards Heero using her right hand while grinning impishly in delight. She then heard the brown haired boy soft chuckle after seeing her flash a thumb's up sign using her left hand.

"See! See! I told you, next year will be a good one for me!"

Haruka's fortune says:

The bearer is gifted with happiness and tranquility.

Life will be kind, light, full of joy and abundant of blessing.

Fulfillment and opulence are attainable.

Only in affinity does one find significance.

It also includes the highest possible marks for luck, career/studies, health and more importantly to Haruka, romance.

'Uh hum! This coming year will be unforgettable for the two of us, Heero!'

"Now open yours and show it to me too!" The pretty campus idol beckoned, her cornflower blue irises gleaming with excitement.

Heero nodded in understanding and tore the parchment's casing, after unfurling it she saw his brows barely budged as his pupils moved sideways while reading its contents. The Perfect Soldier slowly shifted his gaze back and forth between her and the piece of paper holding his fortune. It was never a surprise on Haruka upon noting there was not even the slightest hint of excitement or much less worry from his phlegmatic aura after reading the details of his fortune. However, his seeming apprehension on whether to show it or not was reason enough at driving the alarm bells ringing wildly within the raven haired beauty's mind.

"Whenever you're like that, I could at least feel there's something wrong. Please show it to me, Heero." Haruka said in an assuring tone, there was some hesitation on Heero's part but he acquiesced and handed over the note to the beautiful young lady.

Heero's fortune says:

The bearer is doomed to failure and misfortune.

Life will be harsh, arduous, nothing but full of storms to weather and crosses to bear.

Persecution and torment waits.

Only in atonement does one find serenity.

The scores for luck, career/studies, health and romance were too abysmal Haruka decided to fold the paper and placed it inside the wrapping without saying another word.

Smiling tenderly at Heero, she then placed the note containing his fortune prediction inside her purse. The cobalt eyed young man was astonished however at her next action. The pretty campus idol slid her prophecy card into the casing before tucking it in his coat's pocket.

"Haruka, what are you..." Heero started but was cut abruptly as she gently placed her index finger on top of his lips.

The pretty campus idol had already noticed him looking at her inquisitively while she interchanged their fortune prophecies. She gazed deeply into his Prussian blue irises and was thoroughly satisfied at seeing her reflection embedded within them.

"You belong to me and I belong to you. What is mine is yours and what is yours is mine."

"I don't understand."

"You can take all my fortune, all my luck and even everything that I have. I'll take all your misfortune, troubles and hardships in return."

She saw his cobalt blue orbs slightly widen and spill out his closely guarded emotions, feelings that he never shows to anyone, no one except her. The young woman felt her heart flutter in joy as she witnessed that fleeting moment of vulnerability on Heero.

She was absolutely certain that he loves her, even if he rarely says it, as the lovely young lady could feel his assurance in varying degrees or situations, similar to the one they have right now.

"It's because I love you, Heero. You mean everything to me. As long as I have you, even if I'm the unluckiest girl in the world... I'll still be the happiest." Haruka earnestly said as she removed her pointer finger atop his lips.

"Even if I have to face all the problems and miseries in this world, I won't be afraid because I know I'm not alone, you will never leave me." She added her cornflower blue eyes brimming with devotion and affection in front of the young man she treasures and cherishes intensely.

His eyes twitched spontaneously, she had triumphed in evoking his feelings and bringing them out in the open. Through Haruka's own sky blue irises, she assured him that it was something only to be shared between them. No more words were needed between them as their hearts communicated in silence, bridged physically by their eyes, mirroring the oneness and profoundness residing within their souls.

Haruka softly closed her eyes and leaned towards him, placing her lips next to his.

His response was immediate and resolute.

She felt a sudden surge similar to electricity course through her veins, surging and exhilarating all vessels as it converged into a sole path en route to her heart.

'I always like it when you kiss me that way... delicately passionate...'

---

"Uh-Hmm! I've just learned another thing I'm better than you at!" Haruka teased while smiling mischievously at Heero.

The raven haired beauty was referring to the activity they were currently doing - gold fish catching. It was still early in the evening but the various stalls, small shops and kiosks participating on the Temple's festivities have already opened. A few clouds lay scattered across the skies with the moon appearing to be on its final crescent provided the perfect background for the Shrine's celebration along with ushering in the New Year. Even the cool December wind could not dampen the lively atmosphere and merriment inside the temple grounds. Paper lanterns accompanied by multi-colored electric bulbs lighted the whole area. Banners and Japanese paper of different hues were draped across the pathways, all of which served to further complement the joyous event. The participating crowd has already grown as Kibitou's local population began flocking into the shrine.

Among the many stalls catering to activities focused on games and amusement, Haruka's favorite since she was a child had been the kiosk that provided challenge by snaring live gold fish as prizes. This was accomplished by dipping plastic strainers through the small aquarium or pool, however the true challenge lies with its filter as instead of a screen produced from metal the surface is made only of paper. As of the moment, Haruka has successfully hauled the Perfect Soldier to the participating booth and was failing miserably on nabbing even just one gold fish.

"This requires familiarity which you have in abundance and not just patience, Haruka." Heero commented after getting his fourth strainer punctured.

"You're horrible in terms of building a snowman, but I never thought you'd be this terrible when it comes to catching gold fish!" Haruka further ribbed at the mobile suit pilot. "Hey look! I caught another one, Heero!"

There were already five gold fish swimming inside the small bowl provided to her. The lovely young woman smiled sweetly at Heero both in pride and happiness as she gently slid the sixth into the bowl.

'I think this is more than enough.' She carefully thought while observing the gold fish with gleaming eyes.

Haruka turned to look back at the Gundam Pilot and was thoroughly surprised upon seeing the unusual countenance emitting from the normally impassive young man. Yes, he would only smile at her, but the one he has on his lips was a mixture of gladness, longing and poignancy. It was similar to that of a person who was relieved at finally seeing someone very important or special after being separated for a long period of time. The perception brought a swirl of two conflicting emotions inside her, the first wanted to soothe and comfort the cobalt blue eyed young man. The second was difficult to comprehend, but it was akin to that of fearing something from the unknown. It was presenting an enigma to her thoughts and intuition.

'Why do you have that look on your face? You're making me feel like you're never going to see me again.'

"Anything wrong, Heero?" She worriedly asked.

He only shook his head sideways and smiled subtly at her.

'I'll just ask him later on. Besides... I'm getting a bit hungry too.'

Haruka shifted her attention back to the bowl and just as she was about to hand it over, the young woman noticed that from the six she had caught a pair of goldfish which happens to be the two biggest always swam together apart from the rest.

'Ohh, how cute! Those two are like me and Heero!'

Pausing for a bit to give it some thought, the pretty campus idol quickly decided as she passed the bowl to the stall owner.

"We'll only take the two big ones, you can throw the rest back to the pool." She said to the owner, a stout man who was probably in his early 40s.

The man gratefully bowed to Haruka in deep appreciation of her consideration before placing the pair of gold fish she had requested on a clear plastic see-thru plastic bag filled with water. After receiving the bag with gold fish Haruka handed it to Heero who was watching her curiously.

"They're like us you know, even if separated from the rest, they could survive as long as they have each other." She mused, her cornflower blue eyes glimmering under the bright lights surrounding the festivities.

"You're... right, Haruka." Heero agreed, nodding to her in acknowledgment.

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"I could live like this forever, Heero." The raven haired beauty impishly suggested, a glint of mischief could easily be discerned from her sky blue eyes.

She was unable to stifle a laugh after hearing him grunt gently in response, the lovely young woman then opened her mouth, a gesture that prompted the Gundam Pilot to accomplish his part of the bargain.

"Are you ready for the next bite?" Heero asked, a small barely noticeable smirk was painted on his lips.

Haruka giddily nodded before the cobalt blue eyed young man daintily fed her another piece of Takoyaki.

Yes, Heero Yuy, the Perfect Soldier, the one man killing machine, the best of the Gundam Pilots... has been relegated to feeding his girlfriend, Haruka Morishima with Takoyaki balls for the past quarter of an hour. Much to the lovely young woman's growing elation, the brown haired boy even took the task on blowing off the steam rising from the hot and spicy local delicacy.

"It's not that I'm complaining... but other people might think we're... overdoing things, Haruka."

"Let them be... you should focus on spoiling me a lot, that's the least you can do for what you did last time." She faintly pouted, obviously taking immense pleasure with their current situation.

"I already told you, it was just a misunderstanding."

"But you still made me cry." The raven haired beauty answered, with both of her brows furrowed before grinning again and adding, "Next please."

"You're clearly enjoying this, Haruka."

"Of course! It's not everyday I get the chance to be pampered by you like this." She reasoned out as a warm, fuzzy feeling shaded her cheeks in rosy pink.

The mobile suit pilot smirked in understanding and was relieved to see that there was only one Takoyaki ball left on the cardboard tray. Unbeknowst to him, Haruka had noticed this as well and was already planning something he will never forget.

'Oh... It's the last one, this has to be truly special.' She gamely thought before scanning their immediate area thoroughly.

The two of them were currently situated at the western fringes of the Temple grounds, seated beside each other on one of the granite benches at the midst of various snow covered shrubs. There were also other people in the surrounding area, most of which were couples similar to them. As her eyes surveyed the different pairs scattered across the expanse, the pretty campus idol quickly deduced that none of them would bother to pay attention or even be interested or at the very least allow themselves to be distracted by the activities of the other couples.

With this knowledge kept in mind, another naughty and playful idea instantly presented itself for their execution.

"I want to eat the last in one, single chomp!" She boldly declared.

Smiling slyly at Heero, the cornflower blue eyed young woman again opened her mouth signaling him to give her the final piece.

Doing as he was told, the unassuming boy from the future readily supplied the last Takoyaki ball into Haruka's mouth.

"Huff! Ungf! Ungf!" The raven haired beauty suddenly puffed while using one hand to fan her mouth, gesturing the food was too hot. Seeing this, the Gundam Pilot wasted no time in handing the bottled water to Haruka. However, instead of reaching for the plastic bottle, the cornflower blue eyed young lady repeatedly shook her head sideways and flailed her hand desperately motioning for him to come near her.

Worried at the current state of his girlfriend, Heero obliged and moved closer to her.

In the blink of an eye, the hand she had been using to hail him over was firmly clasped at the back of his neck, and in one swift motion pulled Heero towards her. Haruka then met him midway and planted her lips on top of his while pushing half of the Takoyaki ball inside his mouth before locking their lips in a deep and passionate kiss.

The mixture of her warm breath, the Takoyaki's soft texture and spicy flavoring, plus the emotions she enveloped and delivered to his lips was more than enough to overwhelm the calm and composed demeanor Heero had kept in vigil since they started their date. Like swords clashing with each other, their tongues darted hungrily for one another and stabbing at one other with strong feelings of expectations. The brown haired boy hungrily claimed hers as the remainder of the Takoyaki ball was crushed into his mouth. Together they savored the unique combination of sweetness and spiciness released from its crushed morsels. Bursting an exceptional flavor that was powerful enough to clog their senses as it flowed through the stream of their everlasting passion.

They didn't care what others might think of them, the only thing that matters was they have each other.

'My love for you is a monopoly... I would always cherish you alone. Keep you solely inside my mind, heart and soul. I am always willing to give you my everything, if ever there is still something you think I have yet to provide then simply claim it. All I would ask is you love me alone in return. Fidelity is but a nice word and excuse to replace the true desires of people in a romantic relationship. A pair of hearts deeply in love would surely require the same thing... a monopoly of each other. Stay true and always be mine, as I will forever be yours.'

Heero's lips lightly brushed her forehead after they broke the kiss before looking at her contentedly with his Prussian blue eyes. Haruka was unable to meet his gaze as she was more than certain that her face was flushed crimson red with all the tingling sensation still lingering from their passionate display of affection.

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The Morishima residence was a very spacious mansion inspired by modern Romanesque with hints of classic Victorian architecture inside Kibitou's most exclusive village. Every year the Morishima's would hold its annual Christmas Party on this residence, however, as New Year approaches, the family were always expected to visit it's relatives outside the province. With Haruka begging off and finding the perfect excuse, this year was different, save for a pair of maids who were initially left behind to stay with her, the young woman have recently allowed them to be with their families just in time to greet the incoming year.

This also gave the charming young lady the opportunity on having the house alone with no one else but Heero.

'The interior is quite impressive and homely, despite having an old European structural design. Reminds me of New Port city back in After Colony…' The Perfect Soldier observed as he followed Haruka who was leading him ahead towards her room.

After watching the brilliant display of fireworks earlier to conclude their date at the Shrine Festival, he was coerced subtly and skillfully by the cornflower blue eyed young woman into not just taking her home but also accompanying her inside it.

"My family left to visit our relatives and they'll just return tomorrow after visiting the Temple. The maids also had to leave for the holidays to spend some time with their family. Leaving me all alone… But I know you won't let your girlfriend spend the night in a big house all by herself right?"

He could only nod in agreement, though a side of him suspects that Haruka was again up to something, the bigger part of him was more worried on leaving her alone inside their residence.

"Here we are. Come on in, Heero." He heard her say after stopping in front of an oak door found at the corner of the hallway.

The raven haired beauty's room was situated at the rightmost edge of the mansion's second floor, as he entered, the young man was again briefly reminded of the architecture utilized at residences and manors located not only in Sanc Kingdom but also to the territories collectively under the Romefeller Foundation.

There was a queen size bed whose frame he surmised is also made from oak and varnished using dark wood shade. A set of large cabinets and drawers could be seen facing the bed from the opposite side, using the same color scheme as her bed. On the surface adjacent to the door was a big classic vanity mirror which he guessed is where the lovely young woman would prepare herself before leaving for school or a day out. Haruka's room was truly spacious as the raven haired beauty even has a personal bathroom in the corner flanking the span where a pair of window sills and a door made from pine led the way towards a small veranda.

And all of this doesn't include the small receiving area which has full a complement of furniture and sofa set that he just went through on the passageway inside her actual bedroom.

'She comes from a well off family.'

She led him gently past the receiving area and asked him to sit on the chair in front of her studying desk. Doing as he was told the Gundam Pilot then carefully studied the young woman who was getting something inside one of the drawers of her massive cabinet, he felt the familiar tingling sensation as his memory recalled the time they were alone in the hotel room during Christmas Eve.

"Hey, close your eyes for just a second."

'I… can't help but worry, whenever you ask me to do that, Haruka…'

"Ehh… Why do you have that look! It doesn't mean I'm going to jump on you because you're inside my room." Haruka replied in closed knitted brows and pouted lips, prompting him to do as requested.

'What is she planning?'

He heard the sound of something being ruffled and movement on Haruka's end. The mobile suit wondered if he'll be dealing with another one of her crazy antics and could only hope he was prepared enough to handle whatever it is that the pretty campus idol is planning.

"Ok, you may now open your eyes." He heard her gently say.

Right in front of him, sitting on her desk was a package half the size of a shoebox that was covered in deep blue wrapper.

'What is this, Haruka?' He thought, which the raven haired beauty seemed to have caught upon seeing the look in his eyes.

"Come on, open it." She softly urged at him, with a tender smile on her lips.

He unlaced the powder blue ribbon before tearing through the wrapper, as the box became uncovered he spared one last glance at Haruka before taking off the lid.

'This is…' His thoughts trailed as he took the gift out from the package.

Haruka's gift was something he was unprepared and unexpected as it finally came into full view. The article was spherical on top with an intricately designed wooden base. He was able to see a spring-wound disc acting as its true pedestal placed at the item's foundation.

It was a snow globe.

Two hand-painted figurines of a boy and a girl served as the main features of the snow dome. Behind them was a molded structure of a winter cabin. The boy statuette was handing what seemed to be a bouquet of flowers to the girl.

"May I?" The lovely young woman asked looking at him inquisitively with her sky blue orbs.

He subtly nodded before Haruka winded the drum mechanism and settled the water globe on the desk. It's built in music box began chiming the soft tune programmed into the pins placed on the revolving cylinder. Heero strained his ears as the familiar soft tune reminded him no doubt of that… particular song he has heard just a week ago.

The melody was melancholic and haunting, memorable and endearing. Haruka had chosen the tune to be patterned from the song being played by the band on that fateful evening they danced with each other inside the Eurasian ballroom during Christmas Eve.

"Do you like it, Heero?" She expectantly inquired, her cornflower blue irises staring intently into his.

A lump of some sort seemed to have formed into his throat preventing him from uttering what he wanted to say. Instead, he smiled slightly at her and grunted before nodding lightly in approval.

His response seemed to be enough for Haruka as her lips formed into that smile he has always sought after. That tender and affectionate smile he knew she would only flash or show to him alone.

"That boy is you, while the girl is me. And the snow cabin is our home." The pretty campus idol started while looking sincerely into his eyes.

"However, I really think that what truly makes the cabin a home is because of the people who dwell inside it. Not the house but the boy and girl in front of it."

"Haruka…" He breathed in as he gazed profoundly into the young woman who means the entire world to him.

"Heero, I love you so much. Where you are is where I will be. They say home is where the heart is. I agree with that saying because your heart is the place my heart considers as home." Haruka truthfully told him as her face gently flushed while her eyes softly glowed.

Her words and the accompanying emotions struck him deeply. Dead center. Right through his heart. His fears and worries all were thrown out of the window as that powerful and intense feeling settled over his mind, heart and soul.

'I promise Haruka, I will tell you… everything. All of it. You deserve nothing less than knowing the whole truth about me. If you're still sure about your feelings for me… Then I will never… No… I will fight destiny and fate, even till the end of time to prove how much you mean to me.'

He could feel his chest thumping uncontrollably.

His heartbeats were banging and rapid, like a loud drum booming inside him.

His cobalt blue irises met her sky blue orbs, and from there he understood. She was gazing back at him, intently… expecting. The sparkle within Haruka's orbs was breathtaking, that he realized his chest was heaving in anticipation.

As their eyes communicated in silence, Haruka leaned down and kissed him softly on his lips.

He returned her kiss tenderly, smoothly before she moved back and quietly held his hand.

The Perfect Soldier stood from the chair as she tugged him towards the opposite side of the room. Haruka was still wearing the pure, white yukata, reminiscent to a bride in Japan's olden days. She was like an angel that has descended from the heavens, a goddess who has landed on this earth.

His feelings for her were nothing but profound and unconditional.

Her words had made him realized that she was his home.

Something he never had in the past, something he never regarded in the future but something he was given a chance in the present.

A home.

He was weary… his past… the battles… his accident… the bloodshed… his sins…

His mind wanted peace, his heart wanted rest and his soul wanted salvation.

She was giving everything to him

His hope… was Haruka.

Heero gazed deeply into her eyes never breaking contact as she led him. They were still half-way towards their destination when he decided to pull the raven haired beauty towards him before crushing his lips on hers.

Their lips met passionately… Longing… Searching…

Needing.

Wanting.

He gently yanked the red obi sash fastening her garments resulting for Haruka to hold him tighter as she felt the yukata slowly drop on the floor. His kisses trailed down to the smooth skin of her neck, leaving the young woman breathless and yearning.

"I love you… Heero…" He heard her moan softly.

'You're the only place I could call… my home, Haruka.'

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Author's Notes:

Ok guys, my deepest apologies for the really long delay, HW12 was actually finished 2 weeks ago, the reason editing and proofreading took more than the usual 1 to 2 weeks was the shift in POV I made on most of the scenes during Heero and Haruka's actual New Year's Eve date. I did not want a rehash something similar to their first lovers' date that's why I placed the POVs using Haruka's perspective instead of Heero (original) on the final update.

Acknowledgments – To a very good friend, Operation Meteor, I deeply appreciate the support and advice he has provided especially on recommending Haruka's Wings in his story, Journey to a New Battlefield. To all the reviewers and recently boarded readers, you guys have been driving me to strive for the best possible release on each succeeding chapter.

Haruka's Golden Moments – Just like I've mentioned the scenes here were shifted originally from Heero's POV to Haruka's to give the reader insights on our main heroine's end.

OC – I never knew that introducing and expanding an OC would take a lot of effort and details, this is a lesson learned on my end. I really aimed for not pushing or shoving but a gradual presentation of details regarding the matters between Chizuru and Heero.

Hope you liked the update and tried reading THAT scene with it's recommended soundtrack (a nod to my next project) for additional dramatic effect. Again I am very thankful for all the reviews and feedback I've received plus the resulting clamor caused by the delay, hopefully, I'll be able to go back to my usual 4-6 weeks norm.

I'd like to hear your thoughts on HW12! Please send your response or review on what you think of it! Your feedback was immensely motivating in driving me on every update.

Now, for those who do not want to see a glimpse of Haruka's Wings next update, please do not read any further. I implore you (in a very serious yet teasing and somehow tempting way).

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"Please leave. The longer you stay... only puts further damage to our already dead relationship. I don't want to hate you anymore than I do now. This is for the best. You need to settle your issues first... no, I take that back, even if you manage to fix everything... It doesn't change the fact that you already have a picture of someone not me inside your chest. Your heart now belongs to another person. But still, thank you for all the good times you have given me. We could never go back to how it was now that you already have someone else in your head."

He remembered her words cutting deeply into his soul, searing into the folds of his heart, cutting and wounding his pride. He could not blame her for saying all those things, acting on such a manner and ending their relationship. He had been the primary instigator of everything that resulted to the conclusion of their commitment with each other. Never in his young life did he think of having strong emotions with a vague picture, an image though unrefined is leaving a mark inside him. He had always thought that he would end up with her, they were very good partners both personal and professional. He also knew that she was very fond of him, his nature, his attitude, his outlook and even to his rather foolish insights.

He sighed deeply, clicking his tongue before shaking his head in disapproval. Those were things that he has get off of his mind for the time being. He flicked a couple of switches and pressed a few buttons as he prepared the start up sequence for the machine. The hangar had been terribly somber in spite of the activity within, on top of the impending launch. And every time he goes into one, he sees a grainy portrait of a person, that of a woman he barely could even recognize. It was like looking into a palette of colors and shades but unable to decipher the message being implied by the painter to his canvas. He has no idea and could not even come up with a valid hypothesis whenever he experiences the phenomenon while in flight.

The images had a great deal of effect on him, visiting his mind in the deepest parts of the night, haunting his dreams and sometimes even to the point when he was intimate with his previously special someone. The unclear portrait of the woman would replace that of his girlfriend, and he only found himself drifting closer to whoever she was. His curiosity was not only aroused but his whole being was crying out for just a chance to see the face of this woman in person. Sleepless nights, talking while in his sleep, being out of self, losing focus and concentration, it was driving him mad.

His relationship sputtered soon after when his girlfriend no longer felt that she owns his attention and emotions. Slowly at first till it all came crashing down between them. Permanently destroying everything they had worked together and leaving no hope to any possible reconciliation in the future. Shrugging the thoughts aside, he exhaled a long breath at the anticipation of seeing this visage, this portrait that no matter how uncertain... was already becoming an addiction to him.

Short length, uneven, layered, straight bob-cut hair, fair skin and he was not sure yet but he believes that they were charcoal black irises. The pictures he sees were grainy at times and the gravity at seeing it clearly took a serious toll to his consciousness. He will see her once again, and even if it would be for but a brief period of time... it made him happy.

He has informed only one of his friends about the phenomena so far, out of fear that he was getting crazier each passing day.

"Are you doing alright?" A voice suddenly inquired, knocking him out of his musings, he smiled sourly at the display seeing it was no other than the friend who knew what has been running through him for the past couple of months.

"I'm... perfectly fine."

"You sure you're still up to the task?"

"I can do this, trust me." He answered in a crisp and relaxed tone.

Turning his attention back to present he was satisfied upon checking that the main console, panel board displays and control systems are now fully online. The machine was lowly purring, raring to go into action, eager to race across stars and once again prove its might which had previously drove fear across the galaxy.

'See you in a few minutes... my sable eyed inspiration.' He thought before shifting his focus to another image that appeared on his front monitor screen.

"Hey… I'm really getting worried at you. We can do this another time."

"Stop worrying, I'm ok, just a little dandy. He's depending on us right now."

"I understand, we're commencing with today's run."

The bay doors of the huge hangar soon opened, a trail of lights soon illuminated the path leading out towards the runway and into the nothingness of space. He carefully placed the helmet over his head and firmly tugged at the cross-strapped seatbelt on his chest. Pleased to learn that the straps were secured in place, he made a final check on the Operating System and a rundown on the flight plan.

"This is command control, we are all set to commence with today's test run. Initiating startup sequence."

'Time to go to work... Good thing is... I'm getting used to the blackouts and resulting headaches.' He sarcastically reminded himself before grinning determinedly and responding to the commlink. "Systems look good... lights are green... everything is lock and loaded."

"Call sign... Oscar Zulu Wun Tree Mike Sierra you're clear to launch. Good luck and bring him back!" Quatre hopefully said after sparing a glance at Trowa who simply nodded, confirming that all was in place.

'Where ever you are right now, Heero... We're coming for you, buddy!'

"This is Duo Maxwell... Fold Generator Mark II run number eight, launching!"

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Ok, don't say I didn't warn you. Again hope to hear your thoughts on 12 (not the bonus scene). – EZ23