Chapter 16
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Edward laughs whilst looking out the window. He lights a cigarette and finishes the entire thing before taking a seat. His hair is slightly un-kept today he wears a white tank top. Not his usual style. But he looks distracted by something. Angry even… He clears his throat. He crosses his arms and kicks out his feet about the table.
"You should know that I maybe quicker to lose my temper. It is wise you watch how you address me from here on. I'm growing more impatient as time progresses. The truths are much darker than anyone ever realized. Also my middle name is with an O not an E. You will fix that as well. I know what the book says but it's wrong. There maybe times in which we are in middle of session I will leave. This is for your own safety do not even attempt to stand in my way. I will return when I see fit and once I've calmed."
The interviewer nods. Her hands slightly unsteady as Edward Cullen's eyes are black with thirst, a thirst that doesn't seem to be going away.
Tanya… Hmmm. He pinches the bridge of his nose. That bitch almost cost me everything. I never knew someone so fucking conniving. Oh but she loved to play. Little was she aware what all I had up my sleeves. The girl was no more than an easy lay. However when I met Bella she wasn't even that to me…
Here's where you begin now…
Edward M Cullen Interview Part 2
"Why Edward you've brought a treat?"
I wrap my arms firmly around Bella.
"Tanya…" I warn in a hissing matter.
She smiles and starts fucking fondling herself. Bella starts laughing and starts to push away from me. But I grip her tighter knowing damn well what Tanya's capable of and expecting. I could read it in her mind. We'd take part in feedings and fucking before and that's exactly what she was ready for.
"No Tanya!" I shove her back as she starts towards Bella.
Tanya assumed I'd merely brought home my prey in order to feed and fuck. She'd not a clue of the truth behind Bella and I's relationship. She saw Bella as no more than a meal.
"Let me fucking go Edward. I swear to GOD!" Bella snaps at me punching the shit out of me.
"You may exit the room now Tanya!" I say behind gritted teeth.
She smiles and reaches out to run her fingers along Bella.
"OUT TANYA YOU'VE NOT A CLUE HOW MUCH YOU'RE PISSING ME OFF." I say as I swing Bella away from her touch.
"Get your god damn clothes on too!"
She rears back but continues to smile.
"Very well we will play when you're done."
Bella laughs again. Once Tanya grabs her clothes and leaves the room I release my hold.
"Who the HELL was that Edward!"
I roll my eyes knowing there is no way around this. I couldn't very well lie to her not if she's to be my bride. She'd find out eventually.
"Tanya and I used to sleep together."
"OH really?!"
I sigh and close my eyes for a moment.
"Used to Bella… that's no more."
"Sure didn't fucking look like it."
"Bella…"
"So what was this relationship?"
"Nothing more than sex I assure you."
"Why is she here Edward?"
"It is accustomed that certain covens visit we often have meetings. They are longtime friends of ours."
She laughs but tears are streaming down her face now. I step towards her.
"Bella it's not…."
"I don't want to fucking hear your… it's not what you think speech."
She exits my room making her way downstairs. She freezes and I wince as all three Denali girls are downstairs talking to my coven. Irina was in Jasper's lap and Kate was kicked back on the sofa. Tanya was playing with Kate's hair but winked at me.
"And them?" Bella whispers harshly.
Shit!… I rub the back of my neck defeated. I'd slept with all three girls at one time or another.
"Oh my God!" Bella snaps and runs out of the house.
Tanya giggles and I cut her a go to hell glance.
The other two however breathe her in like Tanya had. Their eyes grow with blood lust.
"NO!" I growl and block the door.
"She's MINE! No one touches her!"
They rear back at this and Carlisle laughs. He's got Rosalie in his lap feeding from her neck.
"It seems Edward is quite fond of the human." He says as he comes to a stop.
I roll my eyes as Carlisle and Rosalie were ready for the bedroom. Yet they prefer to display their lustful affections for all to see. She's panting against him and grinding her damn hips about him. Tanya narrows her eyes my way.
"He's right."
She laughs and comes to her feet.
"You must be joking."
"I do not joke about such things. She is mine and no one will be feeding from her. Also during your stay you will not expect my company. That is now history."
All three girls look to me as if I'd lost my mind.
"Do not be rude Edward. She's not even your bride."
"Not yet…"
"And she may never be."
"Carlisle…" I snarl.
He rolls his eyes.
"The girls have come to visit. If they wish to be entertained…"
I look to Jasper and nod.
"There you go ladies there's your entertainment."
He grins like a kid at Christmas. Tanya still wasn't buying it. IN fact… things were about to get. Much, much worse. Suddenly I'm slammed back and in my room. The door bangs shut.
"You're such a dirty, dirty liar Edward." She says with a grin.
I grit my teeth as she pens me against the wall and bites down on my neck. I shove her off.
"TANYA KNOCK IT OFF!"
She comes at me again ripping my shirt off and rubbing her hand on my crotch. She drops down on her knees and rips my pants.
"You're fucking hard as a rock Edward!" She laughs.
She starts to put her damn mouth around my cock. It twitched in thought fuck… I wanted it damn, the mere idea of being sucked off. But I growl out and slap the shit out of her. Something I've never done.
"You will obey my wishes. Get out!"
"Edward!" She says rubbing her cheek.
"You've just proved why you and I would never be. You didn't concern yourself with my feelings or what was asked of you. That human is my lover! You chose to take matters into your own hands. I will not have this Tanya. All you can accomplish is giving me a hard on, nothing more. That is why I've never chosen you for a bride. Get over it."
Her jaw drops.
"Out! Or I'll slap the other damn cheek to make it even!"
Once she leaves I try to calm myself. I talked down the beast. I wouldn't satisfy myself not at the thoughts of Tanya. Never again… There was only one I truly wanted and she was rightfully pissed with me. I wanted to beat the living shit out of Tanya though. I growl out in frustration as I was still hard as hell. It didn't help I was in full blood lust.
I take off making my way to Bella's. She was bawling into her pillow, that certainly made the beast below disappear. I gently tap at her window. She looks towards me but rolls her eyes. She makes her way over and locks the window and closes the curtain. I roll my eyes.
"Vampire sweetheart." I mutter and force the window open.
"Out…" She hisses in a whisper so Charlie doesn't hear.
"Bella we need to talk just let me have at least that chance."
"Do you have any idea how humiliating this is Edward?"
Bella was so upset the poor girl was gagging in-between sobs. I'd never seen her do that before.
She braces herself against the wall.
"Just go. I can't even stand to look at you right now."
"Bella I'm sorry I…"
"When were you going to tell me Edward? I mean come on." She does that nervous laugh thing again.
"Before or after making me your bride?"
I swallow back on this.
"Just go… I'm sure your company eagerly awaits you."
I grab her as gently as possible and fling her on the bed. I crawl over her and look her in the eyes.
"I only desire your company! There is only one person I want to fuck right now!"
"Edward…" She says struggling beneath me.
I kiss along her neck and her body showing all the signs. She wanted it I could tell but she shoves her hands against me.
"No Edward."
"Why?"
"Oh my God Edward! You honestly think I want you fucking me after all that!" She murmurs angrily.
"You're aroused I can fucking smell it." I hiss.
"My body might want you but I don't! So get the fuck off me!"
I hurriedly rush off her realizing I was pulling what fucking Tanya had with me. Now I really felt like a total and complete DICK!
"Bella I'm so sorry…"
She shakes her head and I head towards the window.
"Please just don't do anything irrational…"
She nods with more tears in her eyes. I feed before heading back to the house. I head to my room but can hear Jasper fucking Irina. The headboard was banging against the wall. Irina was practically screaming. I cover my ears as if that's going to work. I could still read their damn minds. Jasper wanted to fuck Kate next. I half laugh in spite myself that was usually my thing. What the fuck has Bella done to me? Since when does Edward Cullen turn down perfectly good tail?
I pull at my hair in frustration and make my way back out of the house and light a cigarette. This girl was making me entirely too human. I thought of it like this though… Do I want Bella sleeping with other men? HELL FUCKING NO, I'D KILL WHOEVER IT WAS! So it's only right… I mean do unto others as you want done unto you. The truth, I was done with that. That was my past. Bella was my future despite the bullshit that pours out of my Master's mouth, so for now cold showers, lots of cigarettes and feeding. All I knew was when Bella finally forgave me, if at all. I wasn't sure she'd ever be able to walk again when I was done with her. My dick throbbed at the mere thought. Fucking Denali Coven, never did I dream I'd actually detest one of their visits.
With the Denali Coven here it would be nothing but sex, feeding and a few meetings about other covens and such things off and on. They'd be here for a few weeks to a month. How the hell do I manage to keep my relationship?
The next morning I hop into the shower. I'm scrubbing my hair and turn. I roll my eyes.
"Tanya..." Stupid vampire.
She's naked of course presenting herself to me. I couldn't help but to start laughing. She glares at me as if insulted by my sudden humor in this.
"I never figured you one to be so desperate. Do you have any idea what this makes you come off as?"
Tanya squeezes her breast together and I turn away.
"Out!"
I felt like I was dealing with a fucking bitch in heat. Hell when it comes to Tanya I think she was nothing more. I never use the term bitch by the way. Unless, I feel that woman has lost any deeming qualities to cause her warrant as a lady. Tanya was no such thing. She might as well have just stuck her ass in the air and started humping.
I cut off the water and reach for a towel. Tanya runs her hand along my ass and I nearly break it off. I grab it in a snapping position.
"If you cause me to lose what I've worked so hard to build with that girl, I will snap you like a fucking twig. I don't want you! So get the fuck out!"
"Your cock says differently!"
"He's not running the show I AM!" I growl out.
"I'm not messing around Tanya. I'm sorry if you had different expectations. But you knew from the very beginning what my intentions with you were. You agreed wholeheartedly. Now I've moved on. It's time you have as well."
"We were meant to be Edward you know this!"
"If we were my dear I'd be fucking you right now! Wouldn't I?!"
Her jaw drops.
"The little bitch…" She mutters.
I grab her by the throat.
"Call her that one more time. I dare you! I'm older and stronger. It would be wise if you kept that in mind."
"What has she done to you Edward? Since when do you give a rats ass about such things. She's just a fucking human!"
I open the door and shove her out into the hallway. I finish getting dressed. As I make my way out I grab Tanya by the arm.
"If you were ever truly my friend, you will stop this! You will respect my wishes!"
I walk away not even giving her a chance to answer. That was another thing. The dance was tonight. I'd planned to surprise Bella… I wasn't sure how that was going to go now.
I go to pick her up for school but see her truck is already gone. A clear fuck you I'm taking myself to school Edward sign. I cursed Tanya's name the entire way.
I make my way to class and Bella's already sitting there. She doesn't even so much as look at me. I was growing more and more desperate. NO way was that bitch ruining this for me! Not when we've come this far! I take out a piece of paper and do something entirely out of my realm and completely cheesy as hell.
I write down.
Do you still love me? With a little sad face next to it.
And pass it over.
She rears back at this and she blushes a bit.
Yes you ass!
I chuckle a bit.
So will you go to the dance with me tonight?
No
Why?
Tears fall onto the paper as she scribbles down.
It's just not my thing… and you really hurt me Edward.
She wipes her eyes and heads to the bathroom. Alice rushes after her. Something I was thankful for actually.
(I could make out Alice hugging her and Bella crying into her shoulder.
"Why am I acting this way?" She whined against Alice.
Alice smiles.
"Because you love him, it's only natural when you get jealous."
"He's a big fucking JERK! A MANWHORE!"
I laugh in the middle of class and quickly cover my mouth as everyone looks to me. I clear my throat and look back to the board.
"She's really pretty…"
I rear back at this in Alice's mind.
"She's a skank Bella." Alice hisses.
It was no secret Alice detested the Denali coven. However for respect of the coven she kept quiet.
Bella laughs.
"Yeah she is…"
That's my girl. She's got nothing on you sweetheart. I think as I lean back in my chair.
"Bella I promise you Edward's not going to do anything. He loves you. Besides I happen to be able to see and know certain things. Edward would never cheat on you."
Bella nods but paces around the bathroom wiping her eyes. She's grabbing at her gut.
"That little bitch! I wished I was vampire at that point. I would have ripped her a new one Alice."
Alice laughs.
"OH I'd love that! I think you and I are going to get along just fine Bella."
She hugs her again.
"By the way. You're going to that dance." Alice scolds.
"Alice!"
"Yep and that's final."
"But all I want to do is slap the shit out of him! I keep seeing that bitch naked on his bed."
"Then you'll spend all night slapping him. He'll just find it kinky."
"Alice!"
Alice giggles.
"I've a feeling about anything you do turns him on."
"I doubt that.")
You've not a clue Bella. She's right. They come back after too long. Bella's eyes were still red from crying. I take her hand and kiss it as she sits down. She smiles a bit but still looks hurt. I wanted to be mad at her for being so sensitive about this. I mean doesn't she know how I feel by now? Yet I think of it the other way around. Hell the guy in her bed wouldn't have lived to see another day.
Once the bell rings I grab hold of her hand and pull her into a corner.
"Bella…" I say softly.
"Look at me please."
Her deep brown eyes lock into mine. I lean into her lips and kiss her. She takes in a deep quivery breath and leans into my shoulder.
"No more secrets Edward. I love you but that was fucked up! I still want to hit you! WITH A BIG BAT!"
I chuckle.
"I'd let you. And you're right I should have told you. In fact after school, we need to talk."
She nods and we head to our lockers. Before we head to our next class I wrap my arms around her waist. I kiss along her shoulders.
"I might be staying with you more at night, until they leave." I hint.
She nods again.
During lunch I pull her into my lap and wrap my arms around her. I was determined to win her over. That and I rather liked having her in my lap for obvious reasons. Her scent however was calling to me like a drug. I had to hold my breath at one point to keep from feeding from her in the cafeteria.
Emmett's building his usual fort and peers over at Bella.
"So…"
"So?"
He grins.
"Yep…"
She rears back.
"Huh?"
"Could I borrow those fries?"
She shrugs and slides her tray over.
"Awesome! Thanks!"
She laughs as he starts to make this swing out of them with toothpicks. He flicks it back and forth with his fingers. Jasper cocks a brow though and smashes his history book against Emmett's tray destroying everything.
"Why! Why would you do that you ass! Weren't you a Major? You just destroyed a settlement! All those people without homes! That's right you dick! Bow to British Rule!"
"Racist bastard…" Jasper mutters.
Bella's dying with laughter and Emmett winks at me. I nod in gratitude.
After school I pull Bella aside and explain everything. I knew I sounded like a complete bastard after I was done but I wanted it all in the clear. I even told her how pushy they were especially Tanya. She wasn't too thrilled with me naturally but at least the truth was out there. She also knew what to expect when it came to the bitch. I told her how that part of my life was no more and has been since she's come into my life. Surprisingly, she took it better than I'd imagined.
Then came time for the dance…
We had the limo stop by the house to pick her up. Carlisle let the Denali coven know they were not invited to the function. He was more concerned about exposure than anything else.
I make my way to the door and Bella answers before I can even ring the bell. She's fixing her white Mary Jane's looking back to her father. Jesus! I couldn't even think. She was in this white dress with black lace that looked like spider webs, it draped down nearly to the floor. Bella was freaking SEXY AS HELL! It was supposed to be some sort of Halloween dress for the festival. Other than the webs on it there was nothing remotely Halloween about it.
She turns and looks to me.
"What?"
"Eh…" I clear my throat.
Charlie peers over at me.
You better not even think about it buddy. I see the way you're looking at her! I'll hunt you down. He rolls his eyes and plops down on the couch.
I try my hardest not to chuckle at Charlie's thoughts. I offer her my arm and lead her to the white limo.
"A limo?!"
She stops and freezes.
"Yes what's wrong with that?"
"A bit much don't you think Edward?"
"No actually I don't think it is."
Alice opens the door and Bella smiles seeing the others inside.
"Wow you look hot Bella!" Alice says.
Jasper cuts me an apologetic look knowing I'd read his thoughts. I sigh agitated as he checks her out. Being a mind reader sucks! I couldn't blame him either for staring. Nonetheless it was pissing me off. She also had her hair up which didn't help I wanted to sink my fangs into that sweet neck.
"You all look hot." Bella fires back but looks to me shyly.
She bites her bottom lip before leaning into my ear.
"And you… pretty sexy Mr. Edward Cullen." I was in just in a typical black and white bow tie tux.
I grin.
"Sexy huh?"
"Definitely."
Jasper clears his throat and pops open a bottle of white champagne.
"Breaking the rules again?"
"Always."
We each toast our glasses together and drink. Once we get to the gym where the dance was being held. I take her hand leading her in. Apparently Jasper wasn't the only one with certain thoughts about Bella. They took one look at her and the little fantasies begin to play out.
The most awkward one though was this cheerleader. I couldn't help but to cock a brow her way. This girl wanted Bella in a bad way. Damn… I couldn't help but to laugh a bit.
"What?" Bella questions as she turns to me.
"Oh nothing sweetheart."
I twirl her around as I lead her to the dance floor. She leans into my shoulder and I ran my hand along her back. Honestly, I was just enjoying the moment. I didn't even pay attention to what songs were playing. For all I know we could have been dancing to fast paced songs. Considering everything that had been going on between Jacob, James and now freaking Tanya. It's like we just needed just to be us. Forget everything else around us. I'd kiss along her shoulders and neck. Which was damn near torturous. I wanted to taste her badly. We'd kiss every now and then. The only time I broke away was for Jasper.
I handed her off as he bowed before her and took her hand. I know he finds her attractive and I know. Oh why would you let her dance with him? This was my bride to be. I want her to become attached to the coven just as much as I am and just as much as I am her. I want her to feel a bond. To feel at home around each one, which means yes I handed her off to Jasper. I didn't even look on or attempt to read his mind. I gave them their privacy. There's never a need for me to question Bella's loyalty. I also knew that Jasper would never do anything to jeopardize us as a coven. Like I've said before we might not agree and we're totally two different vampires. But we'd gladly die for one another. That's how it is in a coven. In fact I rather smiled on this thought as they danced. My coven was beginning to see Bella as one of their own as well. Even if they wouldn't admit it right away. I myself, could see it.
The night for once went rather perfect. In fact we dropped off the others at the house. I had the limo driver drive Bella and I around a bit longer. I rolled up the privacy windows. I took down her hair and laid her down. She blushed a bit, that heart rate of hers picked up. We don't talk. We don't think.
I reach up her dress and take of her white silk bikini underwear. I lower her shoulders from the dress she was wearing exposing her breast. Take off my bow tie and unbutton my shirt as I kiss along her neck. She works to get my coat and shirt off. I undo my pants and lift up her dress as I crawl over her.
I bite down just I dive inside. She was so warm and inviting. The warmth escaped from her neck into my mouth as well as down below.
This right here was what I wanted. Not Kate, not Irina, not fucking Tanya. I wanted Bella. There is a difference when it comes to women. Women like Tanya are not the ones we want to spend our lifetimes with. They are not the ones taken seriously. It's sad but they create this mess themselves. It's the ones like Bella that mean something. The ones that we wish to spend the rest of our lives with.
We weren't fucking, screwing or whatever you call it. Bella and I were making love. We were taking our time enjoying one another. Considering how backed up I was we went for what seemed like forever.
If only I had none what we'd be walking into. I'd have never taken her home…
I kissed her lips as she put her panties back on. She helped me fix my tie as the limo pulled up in front of her house. I get out first and offer my hand as I walk Bella to the door. She grabs her hidden key and makes her way inside.
The both of us freeze as Bella cuts on the light.
"Charlie?!"
"Tanya?!"
