Jinx 13

We lost Silver yesterday. I miss my sister, but I know she meant it. She'll come back.

A shiver down my back brought me out of my thoughts.

I heard a scream and ran to the source.

I skidded on a turn, and what I saw Sam. He had a rope and was trying to kill himself.

Mammoth was restraining him. Billy was trying to get the story out of Sam. Seemore was in pure shock and couldn't move. Gizmo was looking at the security tapes and watching them. Kyd was keeping the crowd clam, trying to keep everyone from getting any closer.

Sam was struggling trying to break free or get Mammoth to kill him.

I glared at everyone that was just standing there like an idiot.

"What are you lookin' at!" I snapped.

Everyone snapped out of it.

"Now go on to class!"

No one moved at first, still in shock.

"NOW!" I ordered.

They ran off.

When we finally got Sam under control I heard him whimpering, crying and begging, "…just kill me…"

I finally calmed him down. Kyd stayed with me.

"Why would you do this?"

"… She left…" Sam mumbled barely audible.

"Who is she?"

"…Silvia…" he clutched his heart and cringed in pain

"She left because she's needed"

"She left me behind!" his eyes were fierce, but I saw the pain and feeling of betrayal.

"She didn't leave you behind-"

"Yes she did! She hates me!"

Slap

I looked at Kyd.

He signed something to Sam

"No! She's needed here! I need her!"

"There's a war going on and lives being taken in seconds, and she's the only one that can make the number of casualties go down, are you so selfish that you'll let the people who love and care for her more than life die and lose the only thing they have left? To let them lose their place and homes and lives? To lose their loved ones who have done no wrong? For those that just ask a question or are unsure to be taken down on the spot? Are you willing to let those who saved her life and gave her a reason to live die now because some jack ass says so?"

"…"

"What was that!"

"… but it hurts…"

"What hurts?"

"My heart, it hurts when she's gone. It hurts a lot"

"Look, she left to protect us because there are people after her and because she knows we can take care of ourselves, they need her for a leader, their afraid and don't know what to do, she does. Now calm down, get the ingredients for me and I'll get you back to her."

"…really?"

"Yea, just find it and I'll get you out"

For the first time ever he held onto me, I see why Silver didn't want to go until she couldn't take it anymore. Roy… that jerk made her be so rash before, and he still makes her act so rash. I guess she's still in love with that idiot, and if Kitten didn't tell her about that article, then she wouldn't have run away from here. It's just her way.

Sam gave me all the ingredients and I did the procedure, and let him run back to her. I wish he stayed, but he tried to kill himself about 7 times since, so I guess it's for the better.

I hope she's not too surprised. I smirked.