Author note:
I do not own Twilight if I did I wouldn't be sitting here writing fanfiction about it I'd be out writing more freaking books! Author note: Look I want to apologize to the ones that actually appreciate my work on this story and others. I need to be honest about something. I hadn't written on this story and a couple of others due to the fact that I'm absolutely SICK of being nagged on about my writing style. I get that some ppl on here get over thousands of reviewers and favs and all that such. GREAT! I'm just not one of those and that's not why I started writing fanfic to begin with. Writing to me is an escape from the real world. It means something to me and it's the only thing besides time with my girls that I truly take absolute joy in. So when someone tries to rain on my parade and make me feel bad that I'm not actually writing like frickin' Stephanie Meyer or J.K Rowling it rather puts a damper on my writing mood. Hell I WISH I was that damn good, but I'm not. I wasn't never one of the brightest students in school either. I struggled a lot just to even graduate. I tried to make it through my 3rd semester in college and freaking BOMBED. I know there are ppl way smarter than me. There always will be. But that's not why I write. I don't write for the reviews even though they do make me feel good. I mean who doesn't right? But no… I write and post it for the public in hopes that maybe I can also help someone else escape the real world for just a few moments. That and because I didn't agree or like everything that took place in the Twilight Saga. I will be posting TODAY on this story. It is my first agenda. I just wanted to get this note sent out first. I truly felt terrible for those sending messages and reviews asking me to update soon. I just got in a funk because I allowed ppl to drag me down with this story. Well they can kiss my ass. It's just for fun and no one's sucking it out for me. I only had ONE NICE PERSON… That offered their help as a beta and was truly sweet. Thank you Sandy. But to the others that even threatened to report me if I didn't get a beta and fix the story. That's just really shitty. If you don't like how something is done then move on. I'd never be so conniving and cruel. How dare ppl come on here and merely make someone feel as if they haven't the right to express themselves because they aren't doing it up to par of your expectations. I do not have time for beta's and to perfect everything I do. I work 12 to 14 hour shifts sometimes. I have two girls I'm raising and housework. This is for FUN! Anyway, Now I've said my peace. I will begin the next chapter now. To my loyal fans thank you so much! Once again I apologize for being stupid and listening to others crappy ass messages. Oh and yes I know there are many errors to my author note grammar, run on sentences, punctuation, but it's just a bloody note. I will work harder on the actual story.