Author's Note: So…I can't wait to share this chapter because it was so fun to write and I'm dying to read your reactions, so you're getting it early….that and I have a couple of chapters saved up, so I'm posting early. Hope you enjoy it, my awesome beta AgoodWITCH and my prereader twilightmommyof4girls loved it. Hope you do too.

WARNING: This chapter is one long lemon more or less, so be cautious where you read. Definitely NSFW!

Chapter 13

The annual Cullen Valentine's Party always fell on the weekend before Valentine's Day. This year, it was going to be February 12th, which meant the Cullen/Swan kids were going to drive up as soon as Emmett finished his last class at 3pm Friday afternoon. This is why Edward and I were desperate for our last few minutes together before all hell broke loose. Our desperation to savor the last few hours of peace fed into our desperation for one another's bodies.

It was easy to slide past the waist barrier. Actually, I was the one to initiate it by awkwardly unbuttoning Edward's pants and tugging them down for my very first up close and personal introduction to his, um, penis sounds too clinical, but most of the other nicknames make the blush. I mean, cock? Well hell, for some strange reason that always reminds of a rooster…so NOT sexy. Wang? That one makes me think of a little Asian dude. I know, that's a very racist sounding comment, non PC, whatever, we're talking about male genitalia, so is there really such a thing as PC there? Mancicle? Please! Sausage? Meat Stick? Purple Headed Yogurt Singer? Get my problem? Fine…so I'll go with the newest craze and just call it a peen. At least it doesn't make me think of unsexy things or make me giggle and blush.

Wait, I digress. Back to the topic at hand. This is how I ended up face to face with Edward's…ahem, Peen. Okay, I've read a gazillion stories online about how pretty a guy's peen was, how it made the girl's mouth water with the undeniable urge to suck on it till the creamy center slid down her throat like tasty ice cream while angels sang and unicorns danced on rainbow dance floors. I loved the hell out of Edward, but his manhood (oh, I like that one) inspired none of those reactions in me. It was big, hard, and kind of ugly if you asked me. It was all veiny with this strange sort of collar thing going on. I reached out timidly to touch it, amazed at how even the tiniest touch made Edward hiss like I was blowing him off or something, which made me excited to find out what sounds he would make when I actually did that. Ah…so the mouthwatering aspect came from the anticipation of his reaction, not so much the actual sensation of being choked by his monster manhood. Check.

After a slow and curious investigation, I wrapped my hand around him and began to pump slowly up and down. I couldn't help but smile as Edward about came off the Comfy Sack beanbag chair we had bought for cuddling on the floor. It was the best three hundred dollars we had ever spent. Yeah, it took up a lot of our floor space, but it was oh so comfy, and as long as we let Alice and Jazz use it when they were there, Alice was cool with it too.

After a few languid pumps, I leaned in from where I knelt on the floor in front of him to kiss the top, eliciting the best hissing moan like sound ever. I slid the bulb shaped head just past my lips to suck it lightly, making Edward's hands fly to my hair. Not pushing or pulling, but rather massaging as a string of expletives and a panted out "God, Bella. I love you so fucking much." His head fell against the back of the chair as I took him in, swirling my tongue as I pulled back again, his hand continuing to massage my head. "So good. Ungh, I was so stupid to resist this. You, ung, you're so amazing."

I smiled around him as I picked up the pace. It wasn't long before he was warning me that he was about to come. He got so excited though when I looked up at him through my eyelashes and sucked harder. Well, I should have listened to him, because I certainly hadn't expected what came next, or the subsequent hurling into my trash can under my desk.

Poor Edward felt awful as he knelt beside me in his underwear and rubbed my back, asking me why I did it if I couldn't handle it. Once the last heave left my stomach aching, he walked across the room to grab my toothbrush, tooth paste, and a bottle of water so I could brush my teeth. Once my mouth no longer tasted like death, I let him pull me back on the sack with him and flushed as I spoke.

"I've never actually done that before for a guy, and I've been reading this fanfiction stuff online. They made it sound sooo different! That did NOT taste like candy, ice cream, sunshine, or anything else I find pleasant. Actually, it was more like bleach!"

Edward's eyes grew wide. "Candy? What the hell have you been reading that said cum would taste like candy?"

I shrugged and shook my head. "Doesn't matter, let's just say it was false advertising and leave it at that!"

Edward leaned down to kiss me, his eyes still twinkling, but also full of adoration. "I can't believe that was your first time, because you were amazing, and that you tried to SWALLOW your first time. I'm glad it was me though, even if it made you puke your guts out. I love you, Bella."

He kissed my lips gently. When he pulled back, I smiled at him, lifting my hand to his cheek. "I love you too, Edward. No matter how they take it tomorrow night, don't forget that."

His hands rose to my hair as he stared straight into my eyes. "Never."

He pulled me into another searing kiss, and by the time he pulled away, his eyes had shaded with dark desire. "I think it's about time that I return the favor."

My eyes widened as he slithered down my body, kissing along the way, and spending a great deal longer teasing my naked breasts into arousal. By the time he had my pants off, I could already tell he was going to be pleased with what he found. I wasn't disappointed. He slid his hand over the material of my panties, groaning and mumbling something about how wet I was for him before he kissed me through the thin cotton.

I moaned, my hips moving closer to his mouth of their own accord. Edward looked up at me, his eyes smiling almost dangerously as he hooked the sides of my underwear with his fingers and tugged them down my legs, groaning at the sight of me completely exposed for him. His hands slid back up my legs with slow, reverence, his thumbs sliding to the inside of my thighs and spreading me wider as he reached the apex, drifting his thumbs over me.

He started off gentle, pushing past the lips to tease at my bundle there while the other teased at my entrance and I was already nearly lost. Edward hummed in appreciation as I moaned before slowly sliding one of his long tapered fingers inside me with a hiss.

"Ugh, Bella, you are so tight. God I can't wait to get to be inside you."

I whimpered as he continued to stroke me to the edge. Then he surprised me by nearly falling into my lower lips, his tongue and teeth replacing his thumb as he slid a second finger into me stretching me as he stroked skillfully. Within seconds, my hands gripped his hair as I arched and came violently against his humming mouth. I thought I'd died and gone to heaven, using the last of my energy to tug Edward's head up to mine, attacking his lips not even feeling squeed out by the fact that I could taste myself on his lips. If I dwelled on it, I'd probably gag into the trash can again.

I could feel him against my thigh behind his underwear, which he had pulled back up during my gastrological pyrotechnics. I slid my hand slowly down to massage him as I arched against him.

"I want you, Edward. I need to feel you."

His eyes popped wide as he shifted against my hand. "Bella, are you…I mean…it should be more…ung God I want to feel you so much, but, you deserve better than…" I slid my hand inside of his underwear gripping him harder and making him groan.

"I don't want fairytale bullshit. I want you and me, right now. I want to be with you in every way and we won't have alone time again until next week at the earliest. I can't wait that long for you. I love you and I want you to make love to me. Please make love to me, Edward."

Edward whimpered as he moved himself to rest above me, his clothed hardness resting against my bare core, grinding instinctually. "This is a first for me too, you know," he whispered as he kissed me sweetly. "I've fucked before, but I've never made love to anybody."

I sighed into his mouth as he kissed me more deeply, the coil rebuilding in my abdomen as we moved together in a dance as old as time. Finally he broke away again, his breath feathering across my face as he panted down at me. "I have a condom in my pocket if you're sure. I want you to be certain, Bella."

I lifted my hands to his face, brushing my thumbs across his cheekbones as he cradled his face into my right hand. "I've never been more certain of anything, Edward. Make love to me."

He shifted to kiss me again as he fumbled with his pants to retrieve the condom, never stopping as he took care of business. When he broke away, I glanced down to see him sheathed in uncomfortable looking latex. I looked down before looking back up with a smirk. We stared into one another's eyes for a long time before I reached out to him, our eyes saying all the things we needed to when words failed us.

Edward cradled my face in his hands, his lips kissing gently as I felt his confined hardness against my inner thigh. It didn't feel as nice as the satiny skin of him would have felt, but it still surprised me how much I wanted it THERE. He kissed across my body, teasing me back into full arousal before positioning himself at my entrance and looking up at me one last time for confirmation with lidded eyes.

"I love you, Edward. Love me."

The pressure at my entrance increased greatly as he pushed into me, the stretching uncomfortable, but not really painful. Edward hissed, mumbling about hot and good before pausing and looking at me. "Are you okay, my love?"

I nodded, my brows pulling into a small furrow. He reached up to smooth it away, his voice strained with his effort to control himself. "I still have a bit to go and I can feel the barrier. This next part is going to hurt worse."

I nodded, reaching to put my hands on his lower back and encourage him. "Please, Edward."

He pushed in, a sharp burning pain making me whimper and a tear fall for my eye. Edward froze above me, waiting for me to open my eyes and let him know I was okay while mumbling apologies.

"I love you, Bella. Oh God, I love you. Look at me, Baby. I'm so sorry it hurts. I'm so, so sorry."

I slowly opened my eyes, my heart aching as I stared into the glassy green eyes that shone love for me as he stared down. My reaction caught us both off guard as I grabbed his face, pulling it down to mine as I attacked his mouth, breaking only fast enough to assure him I loved him before kissing him again. After a couple of seconds, I shifted my hips under him experimentally, thankful the pain was almost gone, and also loving the groan from Edward's chest.

He looked up at me with kind, caring eyes as I smiled. "Make love to me, Edward. Make me feel good."

The smile that broke out on his face nearly broke my heart with the burst of joy I felt. I sighed as he shifted his hips back and then forward again, slowly, lovingly, as the sting slowly faded, for moments disappearing completely before twinging lightly again. It wasn't unbearable, but it did keep me from finding my release.

We stared into one another's eyes as he moved above me, whimpering and moaning. He talked about the right time, the perfect place, but I had been right. Location didn't matter, time didn't matter, being with him was the only important factor.

Just as I'd given up on finding my peak and begging Edward to cum for me so I could see him and feel him, he reached between us, pushing a thumb against the bundle of nerves and soon I was tensing up all over, my toes curling and my back arching as I came hard around him. With a roll of his eyes, his neck straining with his head thrown back, Edward came hard calling my name before falling back against me again with his forehead resting on my shoulder, his lips kissing my chest softly before he shifted back to my lips.

The kiss was beautiful as we both panted, sweaty and all kinds of glowing as we smiled at each other. I couldn't have asked for a more perfect first time, which is what made what came next that much harder to accept. Edward had barely whispered, "I Love you," before the pounding started on my dorm room door, Emmett's voice echoing through the hallway.

"Open this door, Bella. We need to talk, and I want to meet whatever fucker is in there with you!"

My eyes flew to Edward's both of us panicked as we began to hurriedly throw on our clothes. Not only was this the worst timing ever, but now Emmett was going to have to face the double whammy. Not only were we together, but we were now lovers. This was not going to go well!