A/N Same universe as the other song, except this is 9 crimes by Damien Rice. Once again Bella's P.O.V. to Edward about their 'affair'.
Leave me out with the waste, this is not what I do
It's the wrong kind of place to be thinking of you
As I sit here with Jacob, curled on the sofa I know you should be the last thing on my mind.
It's the wrong time for somebody knew
It's a small crime and I got no excuse
Jacob gives me a weird look, as if he knows I'm doing something, but he doesn't want to ruin his false lull of security
And is that all right, yeah?
I give my gun away when it's loaded
Just act all casual, nothing wrong here, pretend everything is okay.
Is that all right, yeah?
If you don't shoot it how am I supposed to hold it?
I can't get caught, it would ruin everything.
Is that all right, yeah?
I give my gun away when it's loaded
Is that all right, yeah, with you?
Edward please be okay with it, I know it's hard...
Leave me out with the waste, this is not what I do
What am I doing, lying here in the meadow with you?
It's the wrong kind of place to be cheating on you
I know it's wrong to be here when I have another lover, but I can't help it.
It's the wrong time he's pulling me through
He smiles crookedly at me and I feel all my arguments melt away, it's just him and me.
It's a small crime and I got no excuse
I know it's wrong, but what can I do? He has power over me...
And is that all right, yeah?
If I give my gun away when it's loaded
Is that all right, yeah?
If you don't shoot it, how am I supposed to hold it?
Please Edward, how do I keep doing this?
Is that all right, yeah?
I give my gun away when it's loaded
I don't know if I can keep it up.
Is that all right?
Is that all right with you?
Will you try and understand?
No?