What if Bella had gotten tired of Edward, and wanted a new lover?
So little to say but so much time
What can I possibly say to convey my feelings?
Despite my empty mouth the words are in my mind
I know what I have to say now.
Please wear the face the one where you smile
Please look happy, I can't bear to see you sad.
Because you lighten up my heart when I start to cry
You were always there for me.
Forgive me first love but I'm tired
Our love is growing stale.
I need to get away to feel again
I need to find someone different.
Try to understand why
You get it, don't you?
Don't get so close to change my mind
Please don't try to convince me to stay.
Please wipe that look out of your eyes
You feel like us together is right
It's bribing me to doubt myself
You're making me feel like I'm making the wrong choice...
Simply it's tiring
Because I KNOW this is what's right.
This love has dried up and stayed behind
Nothing is new; I don't even know my feelings
And if I stay I'll be a lie
It wouldn't be my true feelings.
Then choke on words I'd always hide
I'd always want to say goodbye, but not know how.
Excuse me first love but we're through
I'm sorry to do this, but it needs to be done.
I need to taste the kiss from someone new
It's time for me to find a new man.
Forgive me first love but I'm too tired
I can't do this anymore; it's exhausting living a lie.
I'm bored to say the least and I lack desire
There's no more passion, it's all the same.
Forgive me first love forgive me first love
Please forgive me.
Forgive me first love forgive me first love forgive me
I know it's what's right hopefully some day you will see, and be able to thank me.
All credit goes to Adele, for First Love.