A/N Yet another plotline I copied from triology, I know it sounds fucked but oh well, its my story. LOL Reviews are greatly accepted and the first five will get 10 extra star points!

Chapter 7 Secrets and Medication

Raven's POV

The more I thought about it the more I realised Randy was right, John had been acting really weird, I guess I didn't see it because I pegged it down to spending too much time with me. I sent a message to John in hopes he would tell me something because I was starting to get paranoid again, at this point in time it wasn't something I needed.

R u ok?

y is every1 askin me that?

becuz ur actin weird, just worried bout u

aww, me is fine Raven

if there was something wrong would u tel me?

u kno i wood

so r u gona tel me y ur actin weird?

define weird?

randy said that u went out last night & didnt return til real late said u met up wiv an old friend

am i not aloud other friends?

lol no! your only aloud to hav me and randy

oh ok my mistake

john i was joking! he and me r just worried becuz your not acting like you

i kno & im sory but i asure u i am fine & im not being weird, its ur imagination

ok i believe u...for now

thanks for that now I must train & rememba to take ur pilz! LOL JK

yes mother, on my way to do it now

good gurl

I hated my medication, all it did what was stop me from pleading insane at my next trial for murder. Over the years I learnt to take my freaking pills, having OCD meant they all had to be taken at the same time everyday so as of yet I hadn't taken them. I was quite lucky in a way, out of the entire company I was the only one that got away with failing the drug test, sadly these wern't fun drugs, these were to keep me menatlly able, besides it wasn't like it was fun having them. I got to the main locker room and found Randy reading a magazine about cars.

"Hey wanna help me take my pills?" I grinned at him, he always helped me I think it was because he wanted to make sure I actually took them.

"Sure" He put his magazine down as I set the three bottles in front of him. He looked at his watch for a moment. "It's five past"

I took the first lot and waited for twenty past. "I talked to John before"

"What did he say?"

"That he wasn't acting weird, it was my imagination"

Randy snorted "I didn't think he would play the schizo card against you"

"I don't think he meant too" I shrugged it off, even though thinking about it now, it sounded as if he was using my mental illness against me. It was only Vince, John and Randy (besides my family obviously) that knew about my paranoid schizophrenia and the rest of it.

"So what else did he say?"

"Not much really, I think he's annoyed that we clicked onto him being weird"

"It's twenty past"

I took the second lot, Randy watching like a hawk making sure I swallowed them.

"You know it's weird that you have paranoid schizophrenia, obsessive compulsive disorder and vexation yet your still the smartest one here"

I laughed as I unscrewed the next cap, getting it ready for when half past came. "The smartest ones are always ones with mental issues Orton, you should know that by now"

"I should but I don't"

"I hate to admit this but I'm glad someone is forcing me to take these things. I have no idea what would happen if I didn't"

"You would go completely insane and explode" Randy laughed "I still wonder what John is hiding"

"I guess we will find out when he is ready to share or when we find out by accident"

"It's half past" Randy rolled his shirt sleeve down much to my disappointment, I was enjoying the tattoos. "I can't help but think what if it is a guy he's seeing"

I put the pills back in my bag, "Would that bother you if it was?"

Randy looked at me "My brother is gay remember, if that doesn't bother me why would John being gay bother me?"

"I'm just asking a question Randy"

"No it wouldn't bother me but it makes me wonder how well he knows us if he's keeping his homosexuality in the closet"

"We don't know it's that he's even hiding" I rolled my eyes at him. "Besides if it were John would of told us a very long time ago if he were gay"

"True" Randy laughed "Whoever he's fucking must be a great lay"

"That is just so wrong"

"How is that wrong?"

"The thought of John naked is wrong" I closed my eyes in mock disgust "Thanks Randy now that images is burned into my retinas"

"Just picture a naked welshman riding a unicycle"

"Ok I'm just gonna go now, your making me very uncomfortable"

"Me sorry" Randy pouted playfully.

"I still gotta go anyways. I wanna see Melina before Wade decides that he wants to have another round of lets piss off the psychopath"

"As always he will lose!" Randy called after me,

"Damn straight!"

John's POV

I should of stopped months ago, technically I shouldn't of even started but now that I had I found it hard to stop, mainly because I didn't want too. I made my way down the corrider avoiding every eye that came my way, I was too lost in thought. When I first asked her out shamefully the only thing I wanted was sex but somehow along the way I fell for her now all I wanted was her. Hopefully God could forgive me for every sin I commited from just being with her. I was in love with her and I couldn't even tell my best friends how happy I was because they would both flip out. I got into the locker room reserved for me and instantly locked the door, I just wanted to be alone. I sat on the bench and shut my eyes thinking of last weekend, all we really did was stay in bed, by the time work rolled around I barely had the energy to do anything but some how I managed it.

"I didn't think you would be this tired John"

My eyes flew open at her voice and in the flesh there she was standing right in front of me. Those beautiful blue eyes glowing with delight. Gently she straddled over me, her hips rocking against me.

"Why are you here? I'm not complaining by way" I pulled her against me, a tiny moan escaping her lips.

"I'm visiting, and I thought to myself, why not drop in on my old buddy John unless of course he wants me to leave" She smiled at me forcing my hand up her bright blue skirt.

"Oh no you don't" I held onto her tight as I kissed her deeply, her tongue swept my bottom lip begging for entry. Her lips left mine too soon as she made her way down my neck, nipping gently at the scar. "How much time do we have?" She whispered as her hands travelled lower to my belt.

Grudgenly I looked at my watch "Not much" I groaned.

"Well I'll make it fast and sexy" She said wickedly undoing my shorts. I was already hard and waiting for her mouth. Holding me by the base she flicked her tongue over the head, precum already dripping. Like a bizzare sword swallower she took me all the way into her mouth, her tongue licking and sucking as she began to bob her head. I ran my hands through her blonde hair closing my eyes and losing myself to this forbidden pleasure. I had to resist the urge to keep her still and ram the entire lenth repeatedly into her mouth, I didn't want to hurt her.

"Oh baby" I moaned deeply as she began to suck to her hearts content, my breathing coming in gasps. I moaned louder as her soft palm massaged my balls, her mouth driving me to the edge. I started to shake against my will, "Baby!" Cum shot down her throat before I could even warn her, she swallowed it all not spilling a drop. Honestly I didn't think I would have much left. I came down from the high as she cleaned up any evidence that I had just received the best blow-job ever and zipped up my shorts.

I pulled her down to me again, I missed those lips already. "That was very sexy, thank you"

"Well I have a very good teacher"

I stroked the blonde strands from her face, her soft skin brushing under my fingertips. "Your feeling guilty again aren't you?" She whispered at me.

"A little" I admitted. Right now she didn't feel like my girlfriend she felt like my dirty little secret.

"Why?"

"I hate this, having to hide"

"I hate it too but the other option is your taken away from me and I don't want that. Do you?"

"No"

"John! Are you in there!" Randy shouted suddenly, figures someone would come and ruin this. Quickly I put my hand over her mouth so she wouldn't call out to him.

"I'll be out in a moment!" I called to him. She got off me and for a moment I just held her. Before I went out to see what the fuck Randy wanted I whispered in her ear "I give you my word, you won't be my dirty little secret forever"

Raven's POV

Another day over with and another sucessful wrestling show. After a very annoying six person tag match pitting me, Wade and Heath Slater against Melina, John and Randy I was more than glad to get changed and have a large bourbon. Thanks to the pills I was only allowed one drink and tonight it was going to be a very large one.

"Hey ladies" I cheered happily going into the Diva's locker room.

"Hey Raven" Most of them answered.

"I am so glad this night is over" I wiped my face taking a seat on the bench.

"Me too" Melina sighed, "Am I the only one that thinks that Wade needs to be murdered in his sleep"

"Nah I think that too, or at least a lightening bolt to the face"

They all giggled "What is it with you and lightening bolts to the face" Beth laughed slipping off her gear. With so many women in a very small space there was no room for shyness, luckily us girls were used to us staring at each other.

"A lightening bolt to the face would be awesome, admit it" I slipped off my shirt and stuffed it in my bag. "By the way Beth your fake boobs are great"

Beth laughed "What?"

"Nothing, I wasn't staring"

Beth flicked her nipples playfully "You can stare all you want baby"

It was always like this in the locker room, we were all comfortable with each other. My phone started to vibrate making us girls laugh harder at what else that vibrations could be used for. "Well this night is getting a little better"

"Why's that? Got a call from your secret boyfriend?" Alicia Fox teased.

"Nah my sister Jamie is in town, she's staying with my grandparents while she's finishing her exams"

"Is she the sister with a strand of being a sociapath?" Brie asked

"Nah she is my younger sister, she has the brain inpediement"

"So does that mean she's easy?" Wade cut in from the doorway, luckily by that point we were all dressed.

"You go anywhere near my sister I'll kill you with my bare hands" I growled grabbing my stuff and barging past him. I was a little over-protective of Jamie. With her brain injury it would be way too easy for Wade or any man for that matter to use her for their own sick pleasure. Anyone that went near her had better be prepared to pay with blood.