Chapter 8 You can't be sedated

Raven's POV

This couldn't be happening, in a rush I went through my bag again. I was sure I had put my medication back in my bag. It wasn't there, I kept checking. I was freaking out to the days, this was bad (mainly for me), this couldn't be happening. That afternoon I went to get my pills only to find they were gone. I really hated today, yesterday was so good and now I was going through this crap.

"You ok?" Randy asked as he came in.

"I can't find my medication, please tell me you have it"

"No, I don't have it" He kept calm unlike me, already I was beginning to shake.

"Raven calm down. I know it's hard but you have to breathe. We will find it" Randy soothed me. I took a deep breath and had a look through my locker again. I hoped that it had fallen out of my bag and was at the back. It wasn't. "Oh God what if someone has taken it?" I freaked out as more paranoid thoughts flew into my head.

"I'll go and see if John know's anything, in the meantime check the showers, check everywhere you have been." He gave me short hug "We will find it"

I kept looking for those precious bottles, that deep feeling of dread rooting inside me like none other. I had been without my medication before and I hated it, it was my own swirling nightmare of pain and misery along with everyone else's.

"You look like you've lost something" Wade cut in smirking broadly. I spun around so fast I got dizzy.

"What?"

"Looking for these?" Wade held up my precious bottles, "You must really want these back huh?"

Nexus surrounded me, holding me so I couldn't move and all I could think of was my precious pills. "Give me my medication"

"No not until we agree on a little deal"

"Excuse me?" I was flipping fast from dread to anger, this wasn't good for anybody. I tried to struggle but with six strong men holding me it was hard.

"Here's the deal, you will be our personal play toy. You'll start by pleasing Justin Gabriel after what you did to him and you will work your way around until you get to me or you'll never get these back. Understand?" He stood right in front of me eyeing me up like I was peice of meat.

I spat in his face defiantly "Give me my pills!"

Wade wiped the saliva off his face, "Bring her" He commanded at them, they pulled me into the showers despite all struggling.

I screamed for Randy or for anybody hoping that someone would hear me. They just laughed at me knowing that no-one would hear me.

"Are you sure you don't wanna reconsider?" He asked, opening the caps. I had a feeling what was coming.

"Wade don't do this" I pleaded at him, he hovered my meds over the sink in the showers. He turned the cold tap on, that smirk not leaving his face for a second "I'm begging you, don't do this"

"Agree to the deal and I won't"

"Fuck you, you slimy pathetic annoying pityful excuse for an englishman"

Wade's smile turned into that familiar scowl "You had your chance bitch"

Right in front of me he tipped every single pill down the sink. I could do nothing as I watched my lifeline for the next three days float down the drain.

"Oops my mistake" Wade grinned as the others finally let me go.

I looked at them before I began to laugh, it got louder and louder as it struck me. "You have no idea what you have just done Wade"

For the next three days I was going to welcome them to the dark world that I tried so hard to escape. Welcome to Hell Wade