A/N: Sneak Peek alert! Chapter Nine is on the way!

This is Sonny's journal entry which is within Chapter Nine.

This was written a day before Sonny got kidnapped. :)


August 2nd, 2010

I hate my life.

Just a few weeks ago, Chad Dylan Cooper, the devil spawn himself, leaked all my deepest darkest secrets to the press. And now, he just treats me like a piece of shit, like nothing ever happened between us. I don't know what he's doing it for- maybe the ratings or something? Probably, since the cast of Mackenzie Falls is desperate for their show to be number one. Insecure freaks.

Sure, it's only three fucking secrets. But you never know- maybe my dad or Hal would hunt me down and kidnap me because of him. And the secrets that he had leaked had driven my mother out of the house. She's probably back in that mental health facility- Maybe the Reserve in Hollywood? I don't care. It's not my buisness anymore.

See what you did, Chad? You-you Son of a bitch- had ruined my life. I can't even consider my real family family anymore. And I wonder: where's that heart, Chad? Because I highly doubt there's one, considering what you had done to me.

What kind of person would look at how he's destroyed someone and be proud of it?

Remember all those moments Chad? The prom? The fake date? Musical chairs? But what sticks out to me is all the bad moments- when you conned me for that interview with Santiago, when you pulled me away from So Random! for your personal gain, when you- well, when you did everything.

I don't want to stay here. But I have to for my friends. They are the only reason I'm staying here. And even if I try something, I know they'll stop me. They're the reason I believe in life.

And it would hurt them too much if they knew what I do everyday.

And what I'm about to do right now.

Cut.

-Alison Monroe


A/N: Chapter will be up tommorrow if I get the chance :)