A/N Yay Raven is normal again!

Chapter 13 Normality or something like it

Raven's POV

When I woke up the next morning I felt normal again. I had my mind back and those annoying voices were quiet. They would always be there trying to cause trouble but now they were mere whispers and I could think for myself. Weight crushed across my stomach and I was afraid to look at it. I hoped to God it wasn't a Nexus member. Taking a chance I looked at it, sighing when I saw those familiar tattoos. That made me feel a little better knowing that it was Randy in bed with me and not anybody else.

Looking at the clock I shook Randy awake, we had time to get our crap together and get going.

"Morning, how you feeling?"

"Like I've been very heavily medicated" I laughed getting up. I was still really tired and I only wanted to sleep.

"It's good to have you back"

"It's good to be back, now get your crap together so we can go. I'm hungry"

Randy laughed getting out of bed "Oh your back alright"

After about twenty minutes of driving we stopped at some diner to get some breakfast, I was starving so bad it was like I hadn't eaten for months. I sat across from Randy as we waited for our meals. He had opted for healthy crap, me I was all about the bad stuff. bring on the chocolate!

"So you wanna tell me?"

"What?" He looked at me confused

"What happened"

"Yeah this is gonna need some explaining Raven"

"I have no idea what has happened in the past three days. I remember Wade taking my pills but everything after that is a blank"

The waitress came and set our food down, instantly I grabbed the syrup and smothered my already smothered pancakes in more syrup. "When I see him today I'm gonna punch him in the back of the head"

"Then you might wanna go to the hospital instead" Randy chuckled.

"Ok that's going to need some explaining"

"You put him in the hospital"

"What? How?" How could I not remember something that freaking cool?

"You choked him out with a chain"

"Ha! bastard deserved it"

"And you smashed David's head against the locker and broke three of his ribs"

"This just gets better"

"And you made Justin cry and you called Lay-cool squealing pigs"

"So nothing really bad?"

Randy shuffled in his seat uncomfortably. "There is something else"

"Now I'm afraid to ask"

"You kissed me last night"

I stopped in mid-air causing my food to fall on my plate with a gentle plop, "I did what now?"

"Last night you kissed me, wanting sex"

"Did we?"

"No" Randy said simply, was that disappointment? I couldn't tell and I wasn't sure if I wanted to know.

"Well thats good, because if something like that ever happens I would actually like to remember it"

Randy laughed "I don't think that wuld ever happen Raven, but hey keep the dream alive."

He was talking mainly about himself not knowing how much he had hurt her with that one sentence.

It felt good to walk down those halls again knowing that there wasn't a voice telling me that everyone that passed me was trying to kill me. Randy told me about the wrists, neither of us knew why I tried to kill myself but apparently it wasn't bad. I kept the bandages on, he hadn't done too badly so at least he had paid attention all the times I had bandaged him up.

"Raven!" John cheered as we went to the main locker room. His huge arms engulfing me. "We are so glad your back"

"Good to be back" He kept hugging me "Ok your smashing me. Get off me!" I laughed pushing him away. "Whoa! nice bruise!"

"Never mind that plothole right now, how are you" John teased as we all sat down. For the first time in three days this was normality.

"I am good, and yourself?"

"Good"

"So Randy says you have a girlfriend" I said innocently, he instantly blushed. This was going to be so much fun.

"Yeah but moving on from that"

"Man she must be really bad in some way if your keeping it a secret"

"Raven just drop it"

"Alright" I put my hands up in defence, before shooting a look at Randy "So onto a new subject, hows about us three go out for dinner tonight, like old times"

"I can't, tonight is Ally's night"

"Man kids ruin everything, look at the stitching on this coat, you cannot trust a ten year old to do a good hidden button"

"Well excuse me princess"

"Just kidding buddy, tell Ally I said hello, and tell Sammy-jo I said hello as well" I quite liked Sam (apart from the fact that she had Randy) she was the first woman in my history that trusted me around her husband, the first one to actually believe that I wasn't a whore.

"Will do cap'n"

"Looks like it's me and you Johnny-boy"

"I'm taking the girlfriend out to dinner"

"What a bucket of chicken then you have sex on the skin?"

Randy laughed while John looked at me disgusted, "Raven that is disgusting, we would eat the skin"

"Before or after?"

"During" John grinned making all three of us burst out laughing. "Seriously I'm taking my girlfriend out"

"And does the girfriend have a name?" Randy asked innocently, he really wanted to know purely because he didn't know. And people say I'm weird.

"No she doesn't"

"So I'm by myself? Man thats just uncool"

Randy laughed wrapping an arm around my neck "You will be fine Raven I'm sure"

"Yeah I might practice the art of seduction"

"So your gonna put on your pj's and play Phantasy Star four?"

"It's gonna get so hot"

"That is just so wrong"

"I'll tell you what after I finish with Ally I'll drop in and we can get a late beer like the old days" Randy piped in before I could on about Phantasy Star. That was my favourite game of all time, had been since I was a little girl. They had both heard so much about it they could tell you the entire game despite the fact that neither of them had played it.

"I'll hold you to that Orton"

I loved this side of my pills, I was normal or at least thats what it felt like. I listened to them talk about crap, picking up my coke I made the promise that Wade would get what was coming to him for trying to take this away from me. All the pain and torture I had been through would all taken out on Wade Barrett and his little boyfriends. He had better pray that he could run very fast.