The next day Charlie drops me off at the hospital,
"You want to go alone?" He asks.
"Yeah, see you later." I mutter and get out of the car to face my doom.
"Hello Bella," Dr. Cullen says at the front desk.
"Hey." I say dully.
"If you could follow me." He says with a smile.
Don't think I will be smiling anytime soon. He brings me to a big room with comfy chairs in a line.
"Please take a seat." He gestures to the closest one.
"Bella, do you know what we are going to do today?" He asks.
"Not really." I say.
"We are just killing the cells in your body. There are some side effects but we can deal with those. Are you ready?" He asks after explaining everything. (I don't know it all so I summed it up and let it drift off.)
"Yeah." I say suddenly scared.
He sets up the IV and I wince as it pokes.
"It should take about a half hour. I'll be in to check on you in a little bit. Are you comfortable?" He asks.
"Just fine." I say.
He smiles, nods and leaves. Soon the poison burns my veins but I know what venom feels like and this is nothing compared to that. After a couple deep breathes I go numb and let my mind wander.
What is Jake doing, my dad? Where is my mom. At that I stop. Does she know? I don't know if I can deal with all this.
"How you doing Bella?" Dr. Cullen comes back.
I didn't realize I closed my eyes till I open them.
"Just fine." I say
"Good." Carlise says.
"Does he know?" I whisper.
He knows what I mean. "No." He says.
"Are you going to tell him?" I ask.
"Not if you don't want me to. I can't stop Alice from seeing what will happen but I can stop her from telling him." He says on a soft voice.
"Please. Just for now. Till I can figure it all out." I say,
"Of course. If there is anything I can do, just let me know," He says and I have a new respect for him.
"Can I have I hug?" I say, my throat is feeling funny.
"Of course." He replies smiling.
I get up, careful of the lines and hug him.
"I think we are done for today." He says, gently pulling away, looking at the tubes and IV bag.
He takes everything off and puts a band aid on the tiny IV hole.
"Great, thanks so much Carlise." I say, feeling better than I thought.
"You are very welcome Bella, see again next week." He says and I walk to the check out desk and out to Charlies car.
"How did it go?" He asks.
"Good. Could you drop me at Jakes?" I ask and he smiles at me.
"Sure thing kid. Want to get some food first?"
"No, not really, I might just get sick later." I say, truthfully my stomach is starting to feel a little off.
"Jakes house we go." Charlie says pulling away.
He drops me off and I run to the door and wait for him to answer, which isn't long.
"Hey Bella, how are you?" he asks when he opens the door.
"Good, just got done at the doctors." I say.
"How did that go?" He asks.
"Just fine. Good even. What have you been doing?" I ask.
"Nothing. Want some coke and pizza?" He asks as we walk into his tiny little cozy house.
"Sure thanks." I say, sitting on the couch, I hope it will make my tummy feel better.
He comes back and looks me over and smiles.
"How do you feel?" He asks.
"Ok. My stomach is a little weird but other than that I feel ok." I say, taking a bite out of a hot piece of cheese.
"Good, hey dad Bella is here." He says as Billie Black rolls in.
"Hello Bella, nice to see you again." He says smiling.
"You too." I say.
"Be nice to her Jacob." He says and winks at me before rolling to the kitchen.
"He's glade you're hanging out with me again." Jake notes at me.
I nod and smile. I am suddenly really tired.
"You ok Bella?" Jake asks me, looking at me funny.
"I'm just tired," I say.
"Looks like there's going to be a big storm." Billie observes at the dark clouds outside.
"Yeah, don't go all wolfy in this weather please." I joke at Jake.
"No ma'am. I'm all yours." He says and I have a side thought about Jasper,
"I'm going to Sue's, see you later." Billie tells us.
"Bella, I don't think you should leave in this storm, want to call your dad?" Jake suddenly asks.
"Sure and Jake?" I say.
"Yeah?"
Thanks." I say smiling.
After calling Charlie I fall on the couch next Jacob, grinning.
"What's going on Bella?" Jacob asks.
"We are alone. Will you kiss me Jake?" I ask and he does.
We are totally comfy till my stomach has had enough and I run the bathroom, Jake holds my hair as I lose the piece of pizza and coke I had for lunch/dinner. When I'm done I slump against the wall, taking deep breathes, trying not to throw up again, not that I have anything to throw up. Jacob hands me a glass of water and waits.
"I'm ok, I think." I say when my mouth is puke free.
"Let's just chill today." Jacob suggests
"Good idea." I say, hulling up against the sink to stand.
When we are back on the couch I feel normal again. After a hour I try some crackers then a peanut butter sandwich and a tall glass of coke. (I hate milk, it makes me puke!)
We are watching TV and he is kissing my neck when I get that feeling again and run back to the bathroom, Jake is ready this time and put my hair in a bun before hand.
"My sisters made me play with them all the time." He said when I gave him a look for knowing anything about hair.
When I'm done I groan.
"This is going to suck." I mutter, leaning my head against the wall.
"I know honey." He moves to pick me up but I slowly open my eyes.
"Can I just stay here?" I groan and he laughs
"No, it's not very comfortable here." He says.
"I won't be comfortable anywhere. I'm to tired to move." I mutter.
He picks me up and slowly lowers me to the couch like I'm made of glass.
I must have fallen asleep because rain is pounding the small house and Jake is stroking my hair and wiping my head with a cool cloth. I didn't realize how hot I was still now.
"You have a fever of 103. I bet you want some ice cold water." He says looking down at me, my head is like in his lap.
"Yes please, I croak and almost drink the whole thing till he takes it back.
"Small sips or you will get sick agin." He instructs.
After many small sips I hand him the glass and he kisses me and then my hair and I get comfy against him and he talks to me. I'm totally blissed out, I guess I was wrong about being comfy. Maybe I could get used to this soft warm body, lips, hands everything. I have never been happier.
I know its kinda gross but not to bad right? Rate it 1 to 10 on gross scale. I gave it a 2. REVEIWS!