I love bones, I just do. They are interesting to me. Little fact there because of how skinny Bella is going to get. SPOLIER! LET'S READ ON! EMINEM IS BEAST!

I roll over and smile. Jacob Black loves me, he kissed me in front of ex boyfriend vampire. Why do I feel like crap? Oh yeah, I have cancer and am scheduled to die in a couple months.

I hear voices down stairs.

"Edward, you are just killing her faster. She told me she was scared you would do this. Why won't you understand?" Alice's voice floats up.

"You don't understand, I lied. Both times. I still love her." Edward tries to explain and my chest explodes.

Jacob's arms around me, trying to get me to relax.

"It's ok Bella. I'm here." He repeats, pain in his voice.

I just keep screaming and crying and trashing around. My bones hurt and I'm hot and just want it to stop.

Alice, Esme, Carlise and Emmett and Jasper rush in, ready to kill me.

"No! I DON'T WANT IT. IF I HAVE TO DIE, LET ME. THAT LIAR WILL LOVE IT." I scream at them.

"Bella, it's ok. We just want to cool you down, no one is killing anyone." Carlise says in a calm voice

"THAT'S WHAT HE SAID THEN GOES AND LEAVES, LIES, I SAVE HIS SORRY A** AND LIES AGAIN, I HATE THIS, LET ME OUT. MAKE IT STOP. PLEASE MAKE IT GO AWAY!" I scream again.

"No one is killing anyone."Jacob says,

I don't believe them, Rose looks me straight in the eyes,

"Bella, trust me. I won't let them. I promise, I will kill them if they try. I love you Bella." She says in a deadly calm whisper.

I stop struggling, holding her hand for my life.

"Don't leave. Please don't leave." I mutter to Jake and Rose.

"We won't. We are right here Bella." They keep saying.

I lay there, silently crying, praying to just die then the pain changes and I feel like I'm floating.

Jacob is look at me, playing with my hair. Saying sweet things that I can't understand.

"What happened?" My voice is uncontrolled and sounds like underwater.

"We had to sedate you. You tried to go at Edward with a metal baseball bat." He explains.

I laugh, giggle more.

"This is so weird." I can imagine bubbles coming out if we were underwater.

"We know." I didn't see Rose until she said that.

"You look like a angle Rosie." I giggle.

"Thank you Bella." She smiles and I grin at her.

"Nice dent that kid made?" I hear Jasper and Emmett outside and move to go say hi.

"Hold on there. You have to stay here." Jake pulls me back down,

"Why?" I frown.

"So you don't go at my brother with that bat again." Rose snorts

I guess I forgot he was a brother. "I'm sorry." I tell her.

"It's fine." she smiles.

He was a brother, a son and a husband!

"NO!" I yell, making to get up again.

"Not again." Rose whispers

He married that bi**h.

"Why?" I calmly sit back down.

"Why what?" Jake asks.

"Why did he lie?" I wonder.

"I don't know." He kisses me and I giggles and fall back and sigh,

I fall in and out of sleep till I'm not tired.

I slowly walk down stairs, feeling weak and shaky like when you have a high fever.

Jacob, Rose, Emmett, Carlise, Jasper and Edward are sitting at the table. Oh uh.

"How long?" Jacob asks in a small voice.

"Weeks." Carlise says.

"I thought you said months." He sounds like someone is choking him

"That's what we thought. We can fight but I doubt we can get rid of it all. She doesn't want to be a vampire so I think we should not tell her." Carlise says

They can't tell I'm on the stairs. I'm going to die in weeks? Poor Jacob. I listen more.

"Isn't there something we can do?" Jake asks

"I think you know the answer to that." Carlise replies

"But I just got her back. There has to be something." He almost yells.

"I'm sorry Jacob." Carlise sounds sorry.

I sit on the step. I. Am. Going. To. Die. Leave Jacob and Charlie forever. My heart speeds but still no one finds me.

It's quiet.

"What should we tell her?" Rose asks in the same strangled voice as Jacob.

"Nothing. That she is getting better." The answer is simple, lie.

I should be used to it. Something in my head must have just changed. I will believe there lies and die without telling them I know.

"I don't know if I can lie to her. I love her. I was going to ask her to marry me next year, if she got better." Jacob surprises me.

He was going to marry me? Wasn't going to risk imprinting? He would give up soul mates for me?

Suddenly to room is spinning and I can't get air in my lungs. I fall forward off the steps and just before I hit the ground two strong, cold, hard arms catch me.

Edward, same gold eyes, same crooked smile. My hear sounds weird and he won't stop looking away from me.

"Isabella Marie Swan, I'm sorry. Please forgive me." His voice melts and my head explodes.

"AH" I hold my head.

People get up from the table but don't move.

Edward puts his hand on my forehead and the pan slowly goes away and I slip away.

"I..love..you to" I barley get out before I'm sleeping in his arms once again.

All alone he turns to stone. Holding his breathe have to death, terrified of whats inside to save his life. He crawls like a worm. Crawls like a worm form a bird.

I didn't know how to end this so I ended with some music. It's kinda short but o well. REVIEW.