OK So I had some questions asked from the last ch. Carlise is busy studying this 'cure'. The treaty doesn't say anything about Jake going to the Cullens so it's mute. The family knows everything.
The sun wakes me up, Jacob is watching me.
"Hey Beautiful." He whispers
"Stop." I roll over.
"No really, Bella means beautiful." He smiles.
I roll my eyes. "Silly Jacob." I mutter. "What time is it?" I wonder.
"About 11." He sighs,
"Oh wow. Don't the boys need you?" I yawn again.
"No, they understand I'm with my girl." He smiles again.
The house is strangely quiet.
"They went hunting." Jacob answers my unsaid question.
"Ew. We are all alone for the time." I say and he laughs
"I guess we are, how about some food?" He asks, slipping on some sweat pants.
He makes waffles.
"These are really good." I say between mouthfuls
He smiles, grabbing a plate for himself.
We hang out the rest of the day. Around 4 Jacob moves on the couch.
"Bella?" Jacob asks me
"Mh?"
"I love you." He whispers
"Love you to Jake." I tell him, kissing his forehead.
He sighs. "What's wrong?" I ask
"Nothing. Don't worry about a thing." He smiles, getting off the couch.
"Ok, where you going?" I ask, leaning against the back.
"Check some stuff, I'll be back soon." He kisses me once, running for the forest.
I sigh and look around the first floor. I vacuum and mop, the whole house as the sun sets. After finishing dusting the 3rd the front door opens.
"Bella?" Jacob asks.
I run down stairs not slipping once, jumping at him, my mouth on his.
"I missed you too." He laughs when we break for air,
"I cleaned the house." I tell him.
"I can see that, thanks." His smile makes me want to cry so I go for kissing him again,
If he wasn't a wolf we would both be on the floor. He gets where I'm going, pressing me closer.
"Did you have fun?" I ask
"It was hell without you." He says into my neck.
He gives up at the front door, racing me upstairs, our clothes are on the floor in seconds.
LATER ON. (It's going to get Breaking Dawn-ish)
I wake up in the dark, the clock says 3:26, Jacob is gone again and my mouth is drier than the dessert in the middle of July. After my drink, I know I won't be able to sleep. I forgot about Dinner, oops. Edward hasn't fixed his door. Same as I left it except our prom picture is in the trash, I will give him points for that. In Jaspers room, he book marked a page, about the wolves. My stomach flips.
The children of Shapeshifter have a less than 15% chance of carrying on that gene. It is really rare for the gene to be passed on to the baby. Unlike Human pregnancy, shape shifters only last about a month. " If I got pregnant with Jacob's kid, they might be a wolf one day, maybe not. More on the not side. Not relevant to me, I hoped.
Suddenly I am nervous, shaky and hot. Food. A small part of my brain reminds me I need food, I skipped dinner last night. I grab a pan and makes some blue berry pancakes.
After I'm done, shower time. The warm water calms me. I put just my underwear and tank on, the scale says 90. Weird.
I drag the blanket from the couch and watch the 3 Harry Potter on my bed till Jake comes home.
"Hey, sorry I had to leave Babe. Leah had this problem she couldn't figure out, don't know where Seth is." He explains.
I don't really care. I pat the spot next to me. "Come here Superman." I grab his hand.
I lay across his, putting his arms on my stomach.
"I'm sorry I didn't tell you sooner." He mutters in my ear.
"It's fine. I'm didn't really notice." I promise him, kissing him.
It's only like 4:45, we watch the rest of the movie, more making out than watching.
At 7 I fall asleep again. I hear Jacob on the phone.
"She can't figure it out for herself? So go make friends with him, if he hasn't kill us yet we can assume he won't hurt up. Step up Sam!" He sounds mad.
I peek at him, he looks annoyed and totally sexy.
"Jacob?" I sit up on my elbows.
"Hey, don't worry. Jacob's got it coved." He promises, walking over in 3 swift steps.
He leans down to kiss me. I go to fast too soon and he laughs.
"Someone is feisty." He jokes.
"Shut up and kiss me." I growl, pulling him closer, taking his shirt off at the same time.
"Bella." He warns
"I said shut up." I growl again at him.
He laughs and lets me lead till I'm kneeling in front of him, my hands in his hair.
He hikes one of my legs around his hip, groaning as I pull his pants off.
"Bella." He says again.
"Do I need to tape your mouth shut?" I ask him.
"No ma'am." he grins.
The Cullens come home at Noon.
"Hello?" Rose asks.
"Up stairs." I call. Jake is sleeping. I throw on some p.j pants and walk down stairs.
"The house looks good, still standing." She smiles.
"Yeah." It takes me a minute to understand what she is saying. "Rose!" I complain.
"Hey, would you like Emmett to do it?" She asks. I roll my eyes.
"Did you have a good time?" I ask, rubbing my eyes.
"Yeah, you?" She grins.
"Just fine, made some pancakes, watched movies. I lost 5 pounds." I say weary.
"You should gain it back when we start the other treatment." Rose promises.
I sigh, sitting at the bar. "Where is Carlisle." I ask
"Work, he'll be home soon. Want a sandwich?" Jasper asks, walking in the back door.
"Sure." I smile.
He smiles back and starts. I feel kinda of weird, my stomach is churning, I'm all shaky.
"You ok?" Rose asks.
I nod, not trusting my voice, I put my head on the cool granite counter, concentrate on my breathing.
Rose rubs my back and my head starts throbbing. Jasper puts the sandwich in front of me, with a glass of 7 up. Maybe the bubbles will help my stomach. I take a couple sips and a couple of bites of sandwich, testing. After a couple minutes I eat the rest then lay on the couch, scared to move to much.
Jacob comes down, looks at Rose for a explanation and comes and rubs my back. 5 minutes later I'm in front of the toilet, puking up the sandwich, 7 up and and anything else in my stomach.
"Maybe this is from the Chemo." Jake suggests, holding my hair while I wipe my mouth off.
"I haven't had Chemo in days." I remember.
He helps me up, back to my room, I curl in a ball and stare at the door, fighting tears. Jacob rubs my back.
10 minutes I'm back in the bathroom. I don't really have anything to throw up, tell that to my stomach.
"Bella?" Jake looks worried.
I don't say anything, brush my teeth and go back to my dark room. The light hurts my head and I can't stop shaking.
Jakes moves to get up.
"Stay." I whisper.
"You got it." He promises, genitally massaging my back.
I let my mind wander and it hits me. My heart pounds and I try to calm down.
"Jacob, can we go to your house?" I ask him, scared.
"Sure." He smiles a little, helping me up.
We drive and I don't know how to break it to him.
We get there and I walk to his room, sitting on his bed.
"Bella, what's wrong?" Jacob asks,
I shake my head. "Jake, I think I'm pregnant." The words burn.
He doesn't move, show any sign of understanding or even hearing me.
"Pregnant?" He chokes out.
I nod, can't look at him. He doesn't do anything and a sob shakes me.
He snaps out of it, sitting next to me, holding me.
"It's going to be ok." He promises. "Sh Bella, it's all be ok." He just sits there as rain pounds the roof, rocking me.
"I want to keep it." I decide.
"Anything, anything you want." He promises.
I know 3 things. I love Jacob. I want this baby. Edward will be so mad.
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