A/n sorry sorry sorry it took so long, but I've had tons of homework, not to mention writers block.

Disclaimer: I don't own BTR, I only wish I did.

Not so mistle toe kisses

Michelle's PO

I cast a glance over at Kendall and Carlos. I can read lips pretty well, so when Carlos said something like "tell her, man. She's gotta know at some point." I instantly thought oh, crud, Ken Dolls gone and got a girlfriend. Then Carlos patted Kendall on the shoulder, walked away, and the blonde just looked down at his shoes and muttered, loud enough for me to hear.

"Oh sure, like I can just march up to the girl I've had a crush on for ages and say I love you!" That made me raise an eyebrow. I sighed heavily. You lot have no idea what it was like when you left, I thought bitterly, looking over at James, then slowly moving my gaze over Carlos, Logan and Kendall. No idea whatsoever.

Flash Back!

"Goodbye Darce. I'll miss you, and I promise to write everyday, okay?" Kendall told her, and gave her a hug. I swallowed. He walked over to me, and I warned him: "Hollywood changes people. You'll forget about us, and we'll just end up forgetting you." And I meant it. I refused to miss someone who had just broken my best friend's heart in a single sentence. I turned and walked away, with Darcy, Elliot and Marcella, my cousin, who had known the boys almost as us, on my heels. I could barely hold back my tears. I heard Logan call out to me, but I just kept walking. No use crying over lost friends, I reminded myself, and when we reached my house, I ran straight up to my room and burst into tears.

End Flashback

It had taken months for us to get over them leaving, but every time a BTR song came on the radio, it all came back. It was my ingenious idea to take Darcy to the audition. She declined at first but I as soon as I said Kendall, she whizzed off and changed into her old hockey gear. She forced me and Elliot to wear ours, too, and on instinct I had shoved the helmet Carlos gave me on my 12th birthday on my head. James, here, in the present, was standing up and death glaring Darcy, then noticed me looking coldly in their direction.

"What's up Chelle?" He asked, and I exploded. Not on purpose, it was just the whole meeting them again, and then the guys behaving like they'd been in Minnesota the whole freaking time.

"I'll tell you what's up James Lucas Diamond! After you guys left, we all fell apart. I gave up everything because of you. Choir- yep, I was reminded of you. Gymnastics? That reminded me of Logan. And do you know the worst bit?"

"Nope."He said, looking fragile. Well, I was just about to stamp on him.

"YOU DIDN'T EVEN WRITE TO US!" I screamed, and just fell down on my knees, crying. I couldn't take it. Carlos walked over to me, and shoved James out of the way. Carlos grabbed my arm and pulled me up and did the last thing I thought he would do.

He kissed me.

Carlos POV

Oh my god. That was weird. But when she just broke down like that, I couldn't help myself. She looked so… vulnerable, and when she looked up at me, with tears in her eyes I did it. It was soft, sweet and short, but when I pulled away, it was like my illegal fireworks had just been launched in my mind. Michelle looked flustered, and I turned around to see Logan, Kendall, James and the girls staring at me.

"What!" I said, and Darcy held her hands out to Logan and Elliot. They rolled their eyes but coughed up 10 dollars each.

"Well, apparently, Elliot set this whole thing up with Logan, and we had a bet that either you or James would just give in and kiss Michelle, and these two idiots said that it would be James. I won!" Darcy announced and Kendall did the eyebrow raising thing he does when he gets confused. Darcy walked up to him and raised an eyebrow too, and opened the soda that she had been holding in her hand. WHOOSH. The fizzy drink, which Darcy had apparently been shaking shot up and hit Kendall in the face. He looked shocked for a second, but then he did the same thing that I had done, but he smirked first, before leaning down and kissing Darcy, long and hard.

Kendall POV

Whoa. That went a whole lot better than I thought it would. Because A) I had just kissed the girl of my dreams, and B) she had kissed me back.

"So, Darcy, wanna go to the movies? I asked her and she just kissed me lightly on the cheek and said cheekily; "That answer your question Soda Face." And then blushed deeply. James and Logan looked ticked off that me and Carlos had got

A kiss, James especially, because it was normally him that got the girl. But oh well, their just gonna have to live with it.