Disclaimer: I do not own Twilight
Chapter 15:
BPOV:
I see my parents still sitting in their seats talking to each other seriously. I smile and walk up to them.
"Hey mom, dad." They look up and turn to face me.
"Hey Bells." "Hello sweetie." They say.
"Did you guys like the song?" Sadness flashes in their eyes.
"Yeah….." They say together. I sit down next to them.
"What are you guys talking about?" I ask.
"Just….the past." My dad says. "Bells…maybe we should talk about this at home. You know…in private…"
"Uh. Sure dad, let's go."
…
We sit on the couch starring at each other. "Sweetie…" My mom starts, "that song… what did it mean?" I looked at her with an 'are-you-seriously-asking-that-question' look.
"Mom. Did you even listen to the lyrics?" I say, my blood boiling.
She looked taken aback. "Yes I did. But what does that have to do with anything?"
She can't be serious… "Are you kidding me? Are FREAKING KIDDING ME?"
"Sweetheart calm down…" "Bells relax and lower your voice…" Renee and Charlie say simultaneously. With those to comments embedded in my brain I lose it.
"You know what….. I am sick and tired of being scared to speak my mind. I don't give a rat's ass anymore, so NO I will not calm down, lower my voice, or relax!" I say in one huge breath, "Do you remember when I said that I didn't want to make the same mistakes that you did, and that I didn't want to cause my heart so much misery?... I was talking about you… YOU did this to me. YOU made it unable to trust anyone. YOU made me cry all these years. YOU RUINED MY LIFE!"
~I ran. I ran away from my home. My family. My friends. My love. I just ran into nothing…. into darkness….