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sick of crying, tired of trying, yes I'm smiling but inside I'm dying-

~piper pov~

We're slowing down once again, we spent about four, seven days travel by train? I have no idea. But I can't hold in my excitement, and I can tell neither can thresh.

This will be vulpix first time ever seeing our district, and possibly the only time.

The train once again screeched to a halt, and the normal thrust made us lurch forward. And as before in district five we snick out, as we come outside. It's completely dark, but this is our district and we could easily manager, and as I say we, I meant thresh. He was at the led guiding vulpix and me, and we stuck close.

Tripping, stumbling over our own feet, and unseen objects. At one time I tripped on a…rock? and fell forward into thresh's back, and clutched his shirt so my face wouldn't connect with the ground. And I was very embarrass I can assure you.

Time, past as we made our way around in the dark, thresh would lead vulpix and me to the star family home, while he goes to see his sister and grandmother.

As our feet made a pitter patter noise, I became itchy to see my extended family. And a since of dread came over me, as I thought about the peacekeepers having done something to them, like finnick and Annie or Haymitch.

But it was put to rest, as we came to the shack and a single lit candle was sitting on the window seal. Thresh came to a stop just a few feet from the home, and signaled for me to go ahead. And as I headed towards the door, I looked once more at my companions as thresh and vulpix stood side by side. Encouraging me on, like the friends they are.

I touched the door, hesitating before going in. and as I did, I came to realize that not only was fizz awake, so was the whole lot of them.

"I'm home" I whispered silently, and watched as they turned to me. And all at once I was being engulf by the shear force of them holding onto me, and I cried happy tears same as they did the same, even Mr. fizz shed an unseen tear or two. All the while thresh and vulpix watched from afar.

"I can see why you like her, and good choice!" vulpix whispered to thresh. And thresh with out turning his head from the family scene, gave a nod of acknowledgment.

"But you know the price if you hurt her, and I wont be the only one." Vulpix carried on nodding towards Mr. Star. A small grin spread onto thresh's face, but couldn't be seen in the dark of the night.

~katniss pov~

Light feet moving swiftly through the brush of the forest floor. The one place where she could get away from the prying eyes of her district, for at least a day.

The past is in the past, but you could never escape the memories. This she knew from long ago when her father died in a mining explosion.

She never forgot, and she can't forget now either, the haunting nightmares that seem to follower her in her sleep. Or when she's awake as well, she tried haymitches way to forget by drinking that is, but it never lasts.

"How can I live through this!" katniss thought, as she came to a halt and crotched on the bank of her secret place. And watched as the light danced on the waters surface, even here her fears and terror follow her.

Her mined seemed to wonder back to replay the whole ordeal, when primes name was called, when she was given the mockingjay as a token, or the train ride, when she meet Diana and cinna (the only good part of being in the capitol) the training for slaughter, the interview where peeta announced his love to her, the scores, going into the arena and being chased by the carriers, killing glimmer and district four tribute thanks to piper and her taking a huge blow just for katniss to have her bow. And them teaming up as allies and piper leaving.

How she went to get peeta, when it was announced that there was going to be two tributes this year, or how the bearer broke startling her, or how she pretended to love peeta, killing Cato. And coming back thanks to nightlock berries. And the interview and talk with cinna, victory tour where I saw pipers family and gave my condolences and the riot, then coming home, now the stares, whispers, and the looks, gale and peeta keeping there distance, its to much.

But I have hope as well, for prim, for peeta, Diana, cinna, and piper, Haymitch even.

"But what did they mean?" katniss thought. "What did Diana and piper mean by: the sparks been lit and its spreading?"

"I might never know, till next year, till I see Diana and ask her." thought katniss heading back home, due to the lack of light.

But unionist to her, she would understand it far to well later in life.

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