Christians POV
Things have been so good with Ana and I. Tonight we have planned a dinner party with the family, then I am going to take her up in Charlie tango and ask her to be my wife. I can't live without her. I realize I also have to come clean with her about my past. I am not to concerned about that because she always tells me she loves me no matter what. I did call Ray her dad and he gave me his blessing to marry his daughter. The ring has been picked up by Taylor and her dress is getting delivered at 3. Mom is the only family member that knows about mu proposal and she is over the moon about it all. I am planning on been married to her as soon as possible after the engagement. I don't see the sense in waiting any longer since we are already living together.
Elliot POV
What the fuck did Christian do now? Ana jut called me to inform me she will not be attending the dinner party tonight. She did not explain why but I could tell she was very upset. I can't call Christian and ask because she asked me not to. She has been such a good investment for the club. Ever since she rearranged the menu the clubs profits have been up by 75%. Its unbelievable. I just emailed Christian the new stats for finance to work on. He is going to be blown away. I wrap up everything here and head home to get dressed for the dinner and to collect the love of my life Kate. I still have the hope Ana will change her mind and be there.
Ana POV
I am sitting here reading over the letters I have written and my heart feels like it has shattered in my chest. I take a deep breath and read through them.
To my dearest Christian
Today my heart is broken into a million pieces when I found out all what we had was all a lie. I have packed up all of the stuff I had moved in with. The food for your dinner party tonight is all cooked and is in the warmers so you will not have to worry about a thing.
It must have been quiet hard for you living a double life like this. A girlfriend to hide behind and a submissive to have fun with. I met your FRIEND Leila today at your home. She came to pay you a visit and is waiting for you naked in your playroom. I do hope you enjoy your time with her. I am so sorry I was never enough for you.
Wow I really got the short end of that stick. Anyway as from today you are official a single man again to do with as you please. So you will not have to worry abut sneaking around anymore.
Our relationship is over. I have left the blackberry and laptop on your bed and all your clothes and jewelry you have bought for me. I want nothing from you and nothing to remind me of what a fool I have been all along. I regret the day I ever gave you my heart because I know I will never get it back. It belongs to you forever. I am walking out this house an empty women.
I will love you till the end. Enjoy the rest of you life and just remember that no matter what, I forgive you for breaking my heart. Please do me a favor and tell your Mistress Elena I said thanks for opening up my eyes to show me the truth. That is one fancy Playroom you have upstairs guess I was the fool all along. She gave me an envelope of proof you are a Dom but I have not had the guts to open it yet.
If you care at all for me please let me go and do not look for me. I will one day get over my love for you but my heart cannot deal with it now. It is to painful.
Love always Anastasia
This was the hardest letter I have ever had to write in my life. I feel as if my chest is going to explode with all the pain. I have to get out of here. But one more letter.
To my dearest friends Taylor and Gail
Thank you for everything you'll have done for me over the last few months. It breaks my heart to have to say goodbye. You'll have become more family to me than my own.
Gail I need a big favorers from you. Please look after Christian for me. Make sure he keeps his health up and lives his life to the fullest. Promise me please. I love him and do not want to see him suffer. I need him healthy and happy it's the only way I am going to heal my broken heart.
Taylor you have become a dear friend and family to me. I love you and will keep in contact with you. Please look after the love of my life for me. I will not be around to make sure he is ok so I am counting on you to help Gail. This is the hardest thing I have ever done in my life. Its breaking my heart to walk out but you have to understand where I am coming from.
Today when I was cooking I got a visit from Elena. She told me all about Christian's lifestyle and even brought one of his subs into his playroom. Yes I saw it and was horrified. I am not sure if this is what she wanted all along but she gave me an envelope and said it is evidence against Christian. She was also fiddling in his bedroom and office. I overheard her talking with a guy called Linc about the bugs and cameras she placed around Escala and GEH. I am only telling you this because I think Christians life is in danger and even though he has broken my heart I will always love him and want him safe. Please promise me you will protect him and keep him safe. Don't worry about me I will be fine. I am going to be staying with a friend, then I am leaving the state. I can not live in this city and be reminded everyday about the love I lost. Please I do not want him to look for me. I need space to think and to sort my life out. I am just very hurt that nobody had the decency to warn me what I was getting myself into. I guess I am the only one to blame for my blindness.
Love always Ana.
Wow that was harder than I thought. I left the on his desk were he could find them and leave. I jumped on my bike and just rode. I was shocked to realized were I ended up. The club. This is perfect because Elliot is not working tonight and I can cook up a storm. This way I can forget all the shit going on in my life. Without even a word the head chef gave me his spot and I got lost in the kitchen.