Edward

I have never seen a person have such an uneventful spring break as Renesmee has decided to have this year. It's half over and she has barely left her room. The worst part of it all is that Bella has had her shield up since the Valentines Day incident. I almost killed that kid for taking advantage of my drunken daughter. I don't care what Nessie and Bella say; he shouldn't have even kissed her. Although I will be the first to admit that Nessie is partially responsible. She could have stopped anything at any time.

Since that night Renesmee has become much more how we expected her to be after the breakup. She spends almost all her free time in her room reading and listening to music. At school she barely socializes with Lizzie. I think part of the issue is that Lizzie has Seth. It's not that Nessie is becoming a recluse; she just has nothing to say to people. Her spark has gone out.

I wish I could pick through her mind. I want to understand her pain. But the way things are now, I can't. There's nothing I can do to help. For now, we wait it out.