I still do not own the characters in this story, Stephanie Meyer does. I did get the idea of not being able to see color and somehow slipping into darkness without your true from Christine Feehan, but that's all, I tweaked it to fit a werewolf. This story is all mine, you can check her books if you want. Her characters are more like vampires, but better. I am not crazy about vampires, but I loved her books. Anyway, I was going to make this one Bella's POV. However, it did not sound right. This chapter is not that great and it's short. I am sorry if I offend anyone. Thanks to everyone who have read and reviewed and even if you don't, I still thank you so very much.

Carpathian Wolf

Chapter Four

(Jacob's POV)

Mine To Take

I couldn't stay in that conference room any longer, knowing my mate was upstairs asleep, in my room, my bed. Her smell was still around me tantalizing my senses. I had to be near her, to hold her, to touch her. the change in her heart beat let's me know she is on the verge of waking. I know she will be angry when she wakes in this unfamiliar territory.

I do feel bad about the way I went about handling this situation, but I did what I had to and would do it again. now that I have found her, I refuse to loose her. I would do anything, battle anyone to keep her safe, even if I have to battle Bella herself. However, the battle I will do with her would be more about pleasure than pain.

To touch her, to learn every inch of her body with my hands, my mouth, my tongue as she learns mine is something I am looking forward to. I want her with a single mindness that consumes me, and I will have her. However, I am willing to wait, but it will happen sooner than I plan if she insists on leaving when I enter that room.

I will have her seduced and withering under me faster than she can blink, if she puts up a fight to leave. Shit, her smell alone has me panting like a dog in heat. I also know the affect I have on her. the scent of her arousal was hot and sweet, mingled with another scent that was hard to describe, it's a scent that says she is mine. I wanted to strip and roll around in it, lap it up with my tongue.

Damn, I need to get my mind off that track, there are other things we need to discuss, her being the mate of a wolf for one. Well, I guess that's the most important.

I am on my way up to her now. Ten minutes in that conference room with Embry and Quill was enough to tell them what I need done and that is for them to call in the rest of our pack and let me know when they get here and to keep a leach on Clarisse, because as they told me, they are responsible for her being here.

I wish I had never agreed to do that favor for her dad, because she now thinks she has some kind of hold on me. She should know better. No woman was ever able to have any hold on me, only my mate could or ever would. That's the reason I stopped dating years ago. I don't want to give them false hopes. I sure as hell didn't promise Clarisse anything; I never even slept with the woman.

Standing at the door of my bedroom, I try to get my mind and emotions under control. Her heartbeat has changed so I know she is fully awake. I take a deep breath, opened the door and walked in.

She was standing by the bed, looking afraid and unsure. She was gorgeous. Plain and simple. My whole body shook with need. it took everything I had not to rush over there and make love to her, hard and deep. I think coming up here was a bad idea and not making love to her out of the question.

She can't seem to decide what move to make, run or stand her ground. As I stand here and watch her, one thought runs through my mind. If I lost this woman, I would surely loose my soul.

"Why have you brought me here?"

She asked me, with head held high, trying to show no fear, though I smelt a tinge of it coming off her. She was really brave and a perfect mate for an Alpha. Most women who found themselves in this position, would be screaming and panicking by now. Maybe that will come later, when I told her what I am and what we are to each other.

"I will explain it to you soon. Would like something to eat or drink before we talk?"

"I don't want anything, I just want to know why I'm here and when can I leave?"

"Okay then, let's sit down and I'll explain everything to you."

I started to walk over and sit on a chair next to the bed, but she stopped me.

"No, I don't want to sit, infact I don't care about why. I want to leave right now!" she shouted.

"I'm sorry Bella, I cannot allow you to do that." I said as gently as I could.

"So, I'm to be kept prisoner here? Is that it?"

"No, I was hoping you would think of this as your home."

"You've got to be kidding me. You molest me in that garage, bit me, brought me here while I was unconscious and unaware and you want me to think of this as my home? You must be crazy."

Realization must have hit her, memory of what happened earlier.

"You bit me! Why the hell did you do that?" she asked touching her shoulders.

I walked right up to her, crowding her space. This was a bad idea. Being this close, the scent of her arousal was more potent and had me fighting to keep my hands to myself. She might be upset, but she wanted me as much as I wanted her. I pointed at the mark on her. my mark.

"I marked you because you belong to me and always will."

"I don't know you and I certainly don't belong to you or anyone." She said defiantly.

"You do belong to me as I do to you. You would be lying if you said you did not feel the connection between us when we met." I said, as I touched her cheek.

"I felt nothing." She said a she tried to push me away from her.

"You're lying Bella, I can smell it, same as I could smell how much you want me, and it's a much as I want you."

"I don't want you, I just want to go home."

"Yes you do sweets. I can smell it. You might be upset about the way you were brought here, but you do want me."

I leant down and whispered in her ear.

"Shall I prove it to you?"

"No, stay away from me!" she replied, backing away from me, but found herself backed against a wall.

Her eyes widened. She licked her lips. I became harder than I already was . I quickly covered the space between us. She didn't move away from me when I reached her. she stood there watching me. When she sucked her bottom lip into her mouth. I felt the last thread of my control slipping.

I yanked her to me and took control of her mouth. She didn't fight me, but opened immediately. I plunged my tongue inside. Dominating the kiss. Her low moan only drove me on farther. Harder. With one hand wrapped into her hair, holding her head still. I used the other to bring our bodies closer.

Her lips moved against mine. Her hands clawed at the shirt on my back. Knowing she was as out of control as I, was amazing.

I brought the hand that was holding her to me, down to cup a globe of her behind. She whimpered when I did this. Letting go of her hair, I brought that hand to join the first.

I picked her up with ease to wrap both her legs around my waist as I pushed her closer to the wall. My body flush against hers.

Holding her up with the help of the wall, not breaking the kiss until the last minute, while I pulled my shirt up and over my head. I never gave her a chance to come to her senses. I ripped her shirt wide open, then off her, and groaned when my chest came into contact with hers. Soft flesh met hard muscle as I rubbed my upper body against hers, feeling my arousal growing larger by the second.

One of my hands went under her skirt, roamed her backside to her front under her panties to feel the soft flesh there. My animal was crying to claim her. my hand went to the slit at her center, two fingers entered her. breaking the kiss to trail my lips down her neck as my fingers made love to her, I slipped out of my pants, standing with her wrapped around me, naked as the day I was born.

Her hands went to my shoulders, trying to push me away or hold me closer, I was not sure. All I knew is, I loved the feel of her skin, her body wrapped around mine.

Ripping her skirt and panties from her, I continue to love her with my fingers. Faster and faster, I moved my hand, bumping my palm on her sensitive bud. When I curl my fingers to touch her g-spot, it was all over for her. she cried out as her first climax hit her, holding on to my shoulders, her hips moved on their own to grind against my hand as she rode out her climax.

Moving off the wall, I carried her over to the bed and laid her in the center and I followed. fingers still embedded within her. My lips sought hers as my hands roamed every peak and valley of her flesh. Leaving her mouth my lips trailed down to her neck, shoulders, and down to her chest, nipping and kissing as I go. Leaving fiery trails up her body, stopping only to suck on a hard nipple.

She was still in daze from her orgasm, I decided to use that to my own advantage. Everything in me screamed that this was right. She was mine to take. there was a small voice saying, this was wrong and I should not take what did not belong to me. I growled at that thought. this was my woman. I would not be loving and leaving her, we will be together forever, for an eternity. I will not feel guilty about how or when I took her.

"Mine." I moaned softly against her ear.

I removed my fingers quickly and replaced it with my arousal. Sweet heat poured over me, making me want to hiss at the pleasure. I pushed gentle into the tightest woman I have ever been with. I stopped to catch my breath and gain some control.

I took hold of her legs wrapping them around my waist, and held onto her but. I looked down and watched as I slowly worked my arousal into her heat. I growled at the tight blazing heat that greeted me.

My eyes wide, I pulled out a little when I touched the evidence of her virginity. Closing them when I entered and touched her virgin walls again. Reaching my hand between us, I played with her sensitive bud. It excited me to hear her moan when I put pressure to it.

Her legs tightened around my hips and another orgasm hit. I used that distraction and surged into her. I tore past her innocence, bringing a cry to both our lips. I stayed still, waiting for her to get use to my invasion. When I felt her relax and squirmed under me, I began to move.

My hips moved like a man possessed, bringing her hips to match mine by the hold I had on her behind. Over and over again, I entered her, each time bringing me closer to my goal

"Oh shit, I have never….."

I could not finish what I wanted to say, I felt my release approaching. One of my hands seeked out her sensitive bud. When I gave it a hard pinch. Bella cried out with a sudden orgasm. When her heat contracted hard on my arousal, I unloaded deep inside her. over and over again, I came, thinking it would never end.

I fell exhausted on her, but had the sense of mind not to put my weight fully on her. when I felt I could move again and got my breathing under control, I moved over and kissed her from her navel to her breast. She was fast asleep by the time I got to her lips.

I smiled. I have never felt the way I felt, making to love to this woman, with any other. It was like I had never made love before. I guess I never really did. I've had sex, but never made love.

Still smiling, I slowly moved out of her and went to get something to clean us both up, after doing that I dressed her in one of my shirts, then slipping in behind her, covering us both, I pulled her to me, spoon style, resting my chin on her head. She was really in a deep sleep.

Guilt hit me as I lay here holding her. I never meant for our first time to be like that. I had hoped to woo her with flowers and candy, maybe even candle light. I definitely never meant for this to happen before I told her the truth about what I am.

I know she wanted me too, I felt her sensual emotions reaching out to me. However, I should have waited until we talked, had everything out in the open, but to not make love to her tonight, would be like asking me to stop breathing. An impossibility.

I hope that she still wants me after this.

The way she stood her ground with me showed me how fearless, she is, but that simple act had my animal side raging with the need to take, claim , posses and dominate.

As I fall asleep with my mate in my arms, I think of tomorrow and how angry she will be with me. It's a good thing I am an immortal wolf, because I am very sure, come tomorrow she will try to kill me.