This is my very first fan fiction ever so please don't be toooo hard on me
Maka was sitting in her room just listening to her iPod thinking about all of the things that she was confused about. Then the song You Don't Love Me by Stephanie McIntosh cane on, its words eerily sounding like how she was feeling at the moment.
I see the blue in your eyes
Baby what are you hiding?
Maka wondered why Soul seemed so withdrawn, the two of them had been a together for a couple of weeks now and he yet seemed so... so depressed.
I catch a glimpse of the truth
And it don't look good, no
Then she saw it, why he was being so secretive, so distant. Blair was holding him to her chest a normally a usual occurrence but... he had a nosebleed and he wasn't pushing her away...
I feel the ground fall away
As you fight back the tears
And choke the words
*Flashback*
"Do you love me soul?" Maka asked her face and voice showing no emotion.
"Wha? Of course I do Maka what are you talking a-" Soul started
"Then why have you never said it?"
"I-I do" Soul stuttered
"Say it" Maka stared into soul's eyes. Forest searching red for something anything that would reassure her but she couldn't find anything but shock and fear.
*Flashback*
You don't love me
You can't say it
After all this time
You don't want me
You can't mean it
She cringed as the words that were being sung were sounding a lot similar to the ones she had been saying to Soul only a few minutes previous.
*Flashback*
"You don't love me do you..." she murmured her voice sounding small.
"I do." Soul stated his voice stronger yet still shaky.
"But you can't say it so you don't love me; hell I doubt you even want me" Suddenly Maka felt the urge to look anywhere but Soul as her eyes traveled around the room.
"I want you!" Soul exclaimed
"You can't mean that" Maka said a small, sad smile slowly spreading across her face.
*Flashback*
With that she had run to her room where she was now sitting huddled under a blanket with her headphones in full blast.
She let out a sigh as she took out her headphones when she heard banging on her bedroom door.
"What do you want Soul?" she called trying to sound annoyed but it didn't really work as her voice broke when she said his name.
"I'm coming in...'' He said as he opened the door.
She didn't reply just put her earphones back in but she felt the bed shift as he sat beside her on it.
"Maka I-" Soul started.
"I get it." Maka interrupted for the thousandth time that night.
"Get what?"
"Why you don't want me or love me. I mean really who would want a violent, flat-chested, boring, temperamental, stubborn, insecure, little bookworm like me anyway..." she trailed off as a new batch of tears rolled down her cheeks. 'Funny, I hadn't even noticed I was crying in the first place' she thought.
"I love you"
"What?" her head sprung up looking from her lap to him her mouth hanging open tears still making their way steadily down her face. She couldn't have heard him right could she?
Inside Soul laughed at her bewildered face. "You heard me. I love you Maka Albarn every little thing about you, even your tiny tits." He said the last part with his signature smirk on lighting up his whole face.
"Really?"
"What I don't understand it why you love me, I'm so obsessed with being cool, and a jerk, and I can never protect you and-"
Soul?"
"What?"
"Shut the hell up"
"Ok"
Maka laughed "I love you Soul Eater Evans." She smiled as she brought her face closer to his.
"I love you Maka Albarn."
And then he kissed her.
So what did you all think? Good? Bad? Amazing? Horrible? Should I delete it or rewrite it? Any form of criticism would be helpful although please give me a reason and don't just say "I don't like it, and leave it at that."
Pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeee review I really want to become better!