Chapter 9: The Older I Get
A/N: This was requested by Padfoot2007. I'm not going to update until after the New Year, so my lovely readers have a safe and happy New Year.
Disclaimer: Let's see do I own a laptop to type up fanfics for NCIS….I mean to type reading logs for Sense and Sensibility? Yes. Do I own NCIS? No.
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Will I get over it
It's been way too long for the times we missed
I didn't know then it would hurt like this but I think
The older I get
Maybe I'll get over it
It's been way too long for the times we missed
I can't believe it still hurts like this
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Anthony DiNozzo Senior was sitting in his hotel room, sipping on a glass of whiskey.
He started thinking about everything that went on his life. He remembered when he was young, messing with his younger sister, Casey, meeting the love of his life, and then watching her die. He started to feel guilty, he started thinking about Tony.
"Junior is so much like her to the look on his face when he gets upset or angry, to his love of movies," he thought out loud.
Having to tell a kid his mother died was hard, but not even three months later he had left him in a motel room. Then, he was sending off to boarding school, that way it would not happen again.
Casey always picked up Tony from boarding school with her daughter, Anna. Anna's father left Casey after finding out she was pregnant, so Tony was really all the family Casey and Anna had. He spent so much time with them that Anna began to think Tony was her brother. She called him her brother up to the age of 12, when she finally figured out that Tony was not her brother and started calling him Uncle D.
Senior thought about how it was not fair that Tony did not get a perfect childhood. Sometimes, he didn't know he beat Tony because he was so drunk.
He thought sometimes, "The older I get, I'll get over it, but he never will."
He said to himself, "That's probably why Junior and Anna became agents."
He looks over at the clock and sees it's 10:15 in the morning where he is at, but probably late at night in D.C.
He will wait, then, until he thinks it a decent time to call Tony. Until then, he has plenty of time to think what he will say to him.
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Song: The Older I Get Sung by: Skillet
