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Chapter 26

Emma's POV

I was dreaming. I hadn't seen Jacob and Renesmee kissing. I had to be a dream. It couldn't have happened. I slowly opened my eyes. I was in the hospital. It wasn't a dream, it all really had happened. I really had seen Jacob kissing Renesmee. I really had gone home and tried to kill myself. I started crying, not knowing Jacob was resting in a chair next to me. He woke up.

"Emma, honey, are you okay? Do you need a nurse? Why are you crying?" he asked.

"No, Jacob I'm not okay. How could you? You said you loved me. I love you so much." I said.

He tried to explain, "Emma, I didn't kiss her, she…"

"Jake I don't want to hear it. You know what? Just get out Jake. Leave. Get the hell out of here. I never want to see you again!" I yelled.

His face turned red, and tears started to run down his face, and I cried even harder.

"Fine. I love you enough to try my best to give you what you want. You will never see me again Emma. It'll be like you never even met me." He said as he ran out.

Why did he do that to me? How could he kiss her? I love him, but that's too much.

Jacob's POV

I ran out of the hospital. Charlie tried to call after me, but I couldn't hear him. She wouldn't even let me explain. I was waiting by her side for two days so I could explain to her when she woke up. I ran into the forest and phased.

I just don't believe this. It couldn't happen, we're meant for each other. I thought.

Jake? Embry asked. What's the matter?

Emma just told me she never wants to see me again. She was serious. So I told her I loved her enough to give her what she wants. I said.

Jake, I'm so sorry. What are you going to do? He asked

I don't know Embry. I think I'll ask Sam for some advice. I love Emma so much. I'm so mad at Renesmee, she kissed me and that's why this whole thing happened. I said.

Why don't you go talk to Sam and Emily, I'm sure they can help. I'll talk to you later. Embry said.

I ran to Sam and Emily's house. I knocked on the door. I realized my face was still red and blotchy from crying. Emily answered the door.

"Jake, what's wrong?" she asked.

"Emily, is Sam here? I need some advice."

"Yeah he's inside. Sam!" we went into the living room.

"Sam, I don't know what to do. Emma told me, she-she told me she-she never wants to see me again. I told her I lo-love her enough to always try to give her want she wants. What do I do?" I said my voice was shaking. I put my head in my hands as the tears started coming.

"Jake, just give her time. She needs to think. She'll approach you when she's ready." Sam said, as Emily nodded in agreement.

"What do I do for now? I always spent my time with Emma or Renesmee, but I can't hang out with the anymore." I said.

Hang out with Quil, Embry, and the rest of the pack. They would love to see more of you." Emily said.

"Thank you so much for your help." I said.

Emma's POV

I was nearing the end of November, and I hadn't seen Jacob in over four months. I was regretting what I had told him. I had been thinking about talking to Jacob, but I hadn't seen him in so long. Every night I sat next to my window and cried. Every night I swore I saw a huge dog shape with deep brown eyes, but I would look back and it would be gone. I wished I hadn't said those things to Jake. I really missed him. I would always hang out with Ana and Jamie. They would always talk about their boyfriends and which guys they thought were cute. I would always be very quiet in these conversations.

"Emma, I think we need a girls night. We could go see a chick flick and maybe go shopping and get some dinner." Said Ana.

"Yeah, we totally should." Jamie said.

"Okay. You guys are right that's just what I need."