This part is for her
Chapter 6: Who do you think you are?
***Sorry for the long update…
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Disclaimer: I do not own the Vampire Diaries…Well if did Elena would die and the Salvatores would find someone else. Anyways Anna isn't the original character but a fanfictional one and Emma Stone (Brunette) portrays her.
Now let's head to the story and I hope I will not disappoint you in this chapter.ツ
Previously
"Come on Damon. I am not Elena…and I know you hurt Anna."
"You always were selfish Stefan. You are one fault. Not willing to share anything, are you?" Suddenly Damon's lips curved up in a singularly beautiful smile. "Didn't Anna tell you about our little liaisons? Why? The first time we met she almost gave herself to me on the spot."
"That's a lie!"
"Oh, no, dear brother, I never lie about anything important. Or do I mean unimportant? Anyway, your beauteous damsel nearly swooned into my arms. I think she likes men in black and she was so cute and pure in that short little pink dress." As Stefan stared at him, trying to control his breathing, Damon added, almost gently, "You're right about her, you know, her blood it's virgin blood and it is more than delicious."
With that I pressed him against the wall and stared at him with anger.
"Are you mad at me because of what I did or because I didn't let you join me?"
I let him down and his words crossed my mind. That was the question that I was avoiding. Did I want her blood? Yes. Did I want to hurt her? No. But unfortunately these things go together.
"Little bro, you have to admit that it's not my complete fault. Virgin blood attracts vampires and they can easily become addicted to it."
"And you would, I suppose."
Damon uncrossed his arms and slowly smiled again. "Oh, yes."
I couldn't keep listening to him so I left the room and I headed to Anna's house, after all now that I knew that Damon drank from her I had to help her.
Stefan's POV:
I was walking in the pavement a few metres away from Anna's house and then it hit me. Where was I going? What was I going to do? What was I supposed to say? She was hurt and it was my fault but I couldn't let Damon ruin this…Not this time! I had to see her and yeah, maybe I didn't know what to say or how to react but I will never learn if I don't go and moreover I can't leave her alone, wondering why..? I had to explain and maybe saying goodbye. The only thing that hadn't even crossed my mind was compelling. I had promised myself that I wouldn't use it, I wouldn't mess up with her mind.
I know I can't take one more step towards you
Cause all that's waiting is regret
And don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore
You lost the love I loved the most
While thinking all these, I made it outside her door. Was I ready? No. It didn't matter, I took a deep a breath and soon enough my finger was pressing the doorbell. Of course and I was dump because if Damon had hurt her, she wouldn't open the door, she would scream and cry and run and hide. But instead of that, there she was, smiling at me while she was trying not to fell asleep. Obviously I had woken her up but that would mean that Damon hadn't been there. But then I noticed something not so hopeful.
I learned to live half alive
And now you want me one more time
The bracelet with the vervain wasn't in her wrist. Anyway I had to say something before asking her where it was.
"Hey sorry for waking you up, I just wanted to see if you were ok."
"Yeah, I am fine just a bit of tired." She gave me one of her warm smiles as I glanced at her wrist one more.
"Sorry for asking but the bracelet?" Come on Anna, give me a good answer or I will tear Damon apart.
"What about it?" What? That wasn't the answer that I was hoping for but maybe she just hadn't understood my question.
"Where is it?" Come on….
"Oh…I don't remember taking it off last night but I think it's in my room." She could always take it off before going to bed but why tonight?
Who am I kidding? Damon almost admitted that he was there and now with her smiling at me and her bracelet away, I realised the only thing that hadn't came in my mind. Damon had compelled her.
And who do you think you are
Running 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are?
"Ok…anything else? Because I really need to sleep…Sorry but tomorrow is the dancing tournament and Mrs. Poplin put me in the judges" she softly said
"No just wear your bracelet and have nice dreams. Goodnight Anna."
"Goodnight Stefan." And with she closed the door, leaving me feeling sorry for her. Damon was for sure a disaster and for once more he hurt a person that I love. Yeah, maybe it sounds weird but I love someone and it isn't Elena. I barely even think about Elena, right? Right. Now all I was thinking was how I was going to keep Anna safe and the only way was to get rid off Damon.
I hear you're asking all around
If I am anywhere to be found
But I have grown too strong
To ever fall back in your arms
Who do I think I am? I have tried this a hundred times and nothing but now it seems so important and if it is about keeping Anna safe then I want this to be the one hundred and one. After all she is just an innocent girl who is trying to find happiness and with Damon around this will not end up well for sure.
And learn to live half alive
And now you want me one more time
I continue walking to the boarding house and until then I didn't think about anything else. I had to stay calm and focus on what I had to do and how I had to do it. To be honest I didn't know how I would keep Anna safe and make Damon leave her alone but I knew it was different than all these times that I was trying to keep Elena safe. Anna didn't know that she had to be careful and especially she didn't know from whom. However if I had to answer this I wouldn't only answer with Damon but with all of us. Damon, Elena, Tyler, Bonnie, Jeremy and even ME. Because maybe I knew that I would never hurt her but deep inside I was kind of jealous for Damon. He had tasted her blood, her virgin blood and all I had manage to do was to wake her up and say goodnight, At least I hoped that she would listened to me and wear her bracelet like I told her to do and no, I didn't compel her. That was the only thing I would never do, even if it was for her own good. I wasn't going to be Damon even if I had to. Because becoming who you are afraid to be is the worst nightmare and I have already feel this one but not now, not this time.
And who do you think you are
Running 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are?
Dear, it took so long just to feel alright
Remember how to put back the light in my eyes
I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed
Cause you broke all your promises
And now you're back
You don't get to get me back
But as I entered the house this went away. I was about to enter Damon's room and punch him for compelling Anna but something that I heard stopped me. I could clearly hear Elena's and Damon's moans but for the first time I didn't mind it. And yeah some months ago this would be a nightmare but right now I didn't care if Elena was never going to come back for me.
And who do you think you are
Running 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Don't come back at all
And who do you think you are
Running 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me
Don't come back at all
All that I cared about was Anna and her safety and definitely, definitely not her blood... (?)
Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?
AN: Many of you love Stefan and I can say that I am a bit surprised about that but anyway, I think I gave you more Stefan/Stanna moments. So, it seems that that was one my favourite chapters so far because I love the two sides of Stefan's character?! What did you think about his thoughts? Do you think he wants Anna for her blood? Come on I want to hear your opinions in reviews! They motivate me to update. So, while reading I recommend listening to Jar of Hearts by Christina Perri-as you can clearly understand from the text-.Anyway if you want to help with some of the chapters or give me some ideas/feedback you can PM me.
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