What Did I Do To Deserve This?

Ricko's POV

Today is Mori-senpai's day.

We are in that room before the room with open windows that Hatori erases the memories of any unfortunate person whom has come to know of the curse.

I face Mori-senpai; Hatori is giving us a few minutes, less than usual because he has to get back to Akito quickly. "I'm sorry Mori-senpai." I mumble, not meeting his eyes because if I do, I know I'll cry. I wasn't very close to him, but even just having someone entirely forget about you is a terrible experience to go through. Even if it has happened many times before; you can never prepare yourself for it.

I know because I have had countless classmates go through this, especially in my younger years.

I feel a hand on my head and I look up to see Mori-senpai with a small smile. "It's okay." It would seems short, but I know that he doesn't talk much anyway, so it's enough for the both of us.

My eyes fill with tears and I nod quickly, not able to speak, for if I do, it won't be pleasant.

I mange to utter a few words: "Thank you."

Hatori leads him into the room, and I sink down into the same chair that I sat in yesterday during Hunny-senpai's... session.

Now it's Hikaru, Kaoru, Tamaki-senpai, and Kyoya-senpai. I know I'll break on one of them, I just don't know which.

Kyoya-senpai will probably be the least painful out of those four, no offense to him but he wasn't as close as Tamaki-senpai or the twins.

Tamaki-senpai is an idiotic goofball, but there is something to him that I like.

Hikaru and Kaoru. Oh lord. Only when they talk at the same time I can't tell them apart. But when only one is talking or I'm just with one of them, I can tell by the voice or how they act. When Kaoru is by himself, he is calmer and less devious. But when Hikaru is without Kaoru, he becomes more irritating and annoying. Hikaru is less mature; the irony is that he is the eldest out of the two of them. Personally, I think Kaoru is easier to get along with, he's calmer and has a better sense than his twin.

Back to Tamaki-senpai. I don't know what it is, but he has this sort of air around him that radiates happy and joy. Although, he does have his moments of moping and over dramatic crying. I guest I kind of admire Tamaki-senpai. He has that personality that attracts. He can make friends with almost anyone, being so kind.


Suddenly, the white flash jerks me out of my thoughts. My eyes widen and I stifle a cry and drop my head onto my lap, covering my head with my arms.

'Damn. What the hell am I doing? I just lost another one and I'm already thinking about the ones left!' I cry desperately in my head. 'What did I do to deserve this curse? Why must my life be filled with so much unhappiness and pain?'

I would never know...


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