Madness
Ricko's POV
Today is Kyoya-senpai's day.
I meet his eyes, unlike the others. I will not allow myself to break down in front of the Shadow King. If I show any sign of weakness I'll regret it for the rest of my days.
"Goodbye, Kyoya-senpai, I hope you surpass your bothers when you get older." I say evenly.
He offers a forced smile, "Thank you, Ricko. My best wishes for you as well." I nod a thank you and Hatori leads him into the room.
I knew it would be short time with him.
I sit on the chair again. 'God, I'm starting to get emotionless with this. I guess it's becoming a practice thing or something. Kyoya's the fourth one. The twins and Tamaki-senpai are definitely going to be hardest, except Haruhi, she was pretty hard too. Damn, I know I'm going to cry on these next ones.'
I sigh dejectedly and bow my head, letting my bangs cover my eyes.
'Bye Kyoya-senpai, I just hope that you won't look into my files when I disappear.'
I laugh bitterly, then turn to full blown cruel laughing. My body shakes each time i suck in another lungful of breath as I rock back and forth into insanity.
I can feel it, the black aura spreading throughout my body, threatening to envelope me in its fear and insanity. I continue laughing loudly, it sounds like I'm dying. I almost don't even recognize it; it's so pain-filled and agonizing to even listen to. So I block it out of my mind, focusing on all the horrible things in life.
"It's just so funny! I am able to live while all of this happens! That we are all able to live! What is the matter with us? How can we continue on like this? Somebody tell me! I need an answer! I AM NOT STRONG ENOUGH TO DO ALL OF THIS, SO HOW IS IT THAT I AM STILL BREATHING?!" I end up screaming to air, tears burning paths down my face. "HOW?! HOW DO WE LIVE WITH ALL OF THIS?! WHAT DID WE DO TO DESERVE THIS TORTURE?!" I cry, filled with pain that threatens to take me deeper into the madness as a relief.
It would be a relief by now.
Suddenly, a feel a prick in my arm and I begin to feel tired. The last thing I see before falling into the wonderful darkness is a flash of white.
I'm really sorry it's short, but I have to have ones like this to build up the story then I promise it'll get longer!
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