Sorry I haven't written in forever! Don't kill me! It's been really hard because I'm always really busy during the summer and not having my laptop didn't help! But I promise I'll write all the time now!
Chapter 42
Emma's POV
I woke not remembering what had happened, but I felt an odd empty feeling. I looked around to see Charlie, Emily, Embry, Quil, Billy, and Bella. I realized that Jake wasn't there.
"Where's Jake?" I asked, but no one replied.
I could tell Emily was really upset, and saw her belly. Then I remembered what had happened. And that I was also pregnant. I looked down, and that stomach I was just getting to know, was gone.
"What… What happened?"
"Emma, there's something we need to tell you. I'd rather tell her alone." Bella said. And everyone else left the room.
"Bella, what is it?"
"Emma, you, well when you were in the accident, well you, you lost the baby." She said and if she were able to, she would have been crying.
It wasn't possible. I had lost the baby? I had only beginning to know it, and I was so excited to finally meet it. I was crying, sobbing. It was gone, and there was nothing I could do about it. My baby was gone. I really needed someone to comfort me, but the one person I really needed wasn't here.
"Bella, where's Jake?" I asked her trying to control myself.
"No one's seen him since the accident. The pack has looked everywhere for him, but no one can find him. I'm so sorry Em."
All I could do was cry, and eventually I cried myself to sleep.
I was in the middle of a field. All these thoughts ran through my head. Was it my fault that Jake had left? What would happen when he found out I lost the baby? Would he blame me? Then I saw Renesmee and she walked towards me. She touched me face.
"I don't get what Jake ever saw in you. You're not very pretty and you're weak. You can't protect yourself, let alone a baby." She said. "No wonder he left you. He must have finally realized that he doesn't love you."
"No! You're wrong! Jake loves me. He told me so."
"Then why would he leave? Why would he leave you alone, unprotected and come away with me?"
"What? Jake would never leave me for you!"
Then Jake came from the shadows.
"Jake! Tell Renesmee that she's crazy and that you would never leave me for her. Tell her the truth! Tell her that you love me still!"
"I'm sorry Emma, but I love Renesmee now. I can't love you anymore."