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Chapter 44

Jake's POV

Two days after I called Seth, I decided that it would be best if I came home. Emma would really need me right now, with her loosing the baby, and it would be nice if we could cope with it together. I had been staying up in a cabin in the Olympic Mountains, so I left for home. I was worried about Emma's reaction to me leaving.

I was so nervous as I drove to her house. When I got to Emma's house, I knocked on the door. It took a minute, but Charlie answered the door. He looked really surprised by the sight of me standing at his door.

"Jacob? What… When did you get back?"

"Well, I just got back, today. Is Emma home? Because I would really like to talk to her."

"Yeah. She's upstairs in her room with Bella and Seth. They've been a big help taking care of Em while I'm at work."

"Okay. Thanks Charlie."

I headed upstairs and knocked on her door, and heard so shuffling, and then Bella answered.

"Oh my God Jake." She said.

"Hey Bella, Seth. Hello, Emma."

"Hi Jake." Emma said.

"Hey Jake." Seth said.

"Um guys, can I talk to Emma alone?" Seth and Bella left the room.

"Jake?" Emma said, she sounded very weak. There were bags under her eyes, like she hadn't had good sleep in couple days. I wondered what she thought of me now, for leaving her.

"Yes Emma?"

"Jake, I'm really sorry."

"What are you sorry for, Em?"

"I'm sorry for loosing our baby."

"Oh Em," I sat next her on her bed, "it's not your fault. The baby just couldn't take everything. If anything, it's entirely my fault. I wasn't there for you, and you were looking for someone to talk to, for someone for support. Then when you need me the most, I leave. I'm sorry I wasn't there for you."

"I guess so, but I don't blame you."

"Well as long as you don't blame yourself."

"Jacob, I'm really tired. I haven't had a good night's sleep in a while, worrying about you, all by yourself. Will you just lay with me?"

"Of course I will Em."

"Jake, I love you."

"I love you too Emma."