A/N: ok so here's the next chapter of Last Resort! Please R&R!
Why does my arm hurt? I frowned, aren't you supposed to be unable to feel pain when you're dead? That's when I smelled that god awful smell that could only belong to one place and brings up so many terrible memories…
My eyes snapped open and I looked around. No, just no. Why? Why am I still alive? I shook my head from side to side, this can't be happening! I notice a raven haired male sitting beside my bed and looking over what I assume is a file about me. I open my mouth to ask just who the fuck he is but I'm cut off when the door slams open and Alois runs towards me so fast he's practically a blur.
"Ciel! Oh thank god, you're alive!" he says so fast I can barely make out the words as he reaches my bedside.
"I disagree," I mumble. He looks at me with such sadness in his icy blue eyes and I look away. I notice the raven haired male looking at me and see that he has red eyes which seem to be staring at my soul so I stare up at the ceiling.
"Oh, Ciel, don't say that…" Alois says with such sadness in his voice. "I thought you were doing better, why didn't you say anything to me?" he says as he leans down and hugs me a bit too tight.
"Alois, you're squeezing me too tight," I say and he loosens his grip a bit. "I didn't tell you because it isn't your problem," I say simply and he looks up at me with tears in his eyes.
"Don't you dare say that, Ciel. Of course it is, I love you like a brother! I can't lose you like I lost Luka." A tear slips down his cheek and he quickly wipes it away. Luka was Alois' little brother who died a few years ago. I rack my brain for something to say but thankfully Claude comes through the door.
"Damn you're fast, Alois." I hear him mutter under his breath. "How are you, Ciel?" he asks me.
"I could be better…" …if I was dead, I finish in my head. I hear someone clear their throat and I turn and look at the red eyed man.
"Visiting hours are over, you will have to come back tomorrow." He says in a surprisingly deep voice and Alois reluctantly lets me go.
"I'll see you tomorrow, Ciel. I love you." He says as he looks down at me.
"Goodbye," Claude says simply before walking out the door with Alois and closing the door behind them. I let out a sigh and turn to the raven-haired man.
"Who are you?" I ask.
"Sebastian Michaelis, I'm your Psychologist." I groan at this.
"And what if I don't want a Psychologist?"
"I'm sorry but you have no choice in the matter, Mr. Phantomhive." He says all matter of fact and shit.
"Ugh, don't call me that. My name is Ciel."
"Alright, Ciel, why did you attempt to end your life?"
"Because it's fucked up. Because there's no one left to care other than Alois who would probably be better off."
"And what makes you say that?" he asks and I roll my eyes.
"Because it's true." I reply and roll over, turning my back on the man. "I don't want to talk anymore."
"Very well but you will have to talk to me eventually." He says and leaves the room.
Why did all of this have to happen? Why did you have to be taken away from me, Mom? Why did the only person who's truly been there for me all my life have to die? The tears start coming and I can't stop them. A few minutes later I slip into the blissful darkness.
A/N: alright this is way over do and I am truly sorry… My computer sucks and I have been quite sure what to write… I apologize for any mistakes…. And for the suckishness… Thank you to those who have favorite and alerted and reviewed! Please leave me a review and tell me what you think! And once again I'm sorry his is so late and suckish and short...