I was awakened in the early hours of the morning by my phone ringing, luckily it didn't stir Juice. I answered it without looking at the called I.D. It was Gemma and it sounded important. I still had my clothes on... kinda I pulled my jeans up and headed out the door. I made sure not to make a noise as I was leaving, I didn't want to risk waking anyone up. When I got outside the fresh air hit me like a ton of bricks and I doubled over and emptied my stomach contents outside the clubhouse... This was going to be a long day.

I pulled up to Tara's house and headed in I was greeted by the faces of Chief Unser, Tara and oh my god Gemma. I ran to her side.

"What the fuck happened?"

"Use your imagination..." I looked at Tara then at Unser and I knew. Tara wanted to get her to a hospital but Gemma wouldn't have it. She didn't want anyone to know what happened to her, it was to hurt the club. I wanted to kill the dirty bastards who done this to her! I hated them and I know that hate is a strong word to use, but that is why I used it.

We decided to use Abel as an excuse to get Gemma into hospital so no-one would know what happened to her. Gemma and Tara piled into my care while I drove. Tara was tending to her wounds in the car. They headed inside while I waited in the car, they told me that the nanny would follow behind us.

Tara took Gemma into the examination room while I waited in the waiting area for her, thats when I noticed Clay and Tig heading along. Shit! They came into the waiting room and sat down next to me.

"What yous doing here?"

"Unser said Gemma was in an accicent. We're here to see if my Old Lady is alright." Clay replied. "Isn't that why you're here?" I simply nodded not really knowing what to say.

We sat for about 10 minuets before I heard the familiar voices of my dad and a pulley being dragged along the corridors. As the pulley came into view I saw Bobby was unconsious lying on it with my dad on top of him and Juice and Sack at either end obviously guiding it here. Opie followed behind walking.

Tig leaned against the door fram "Hows the homecoming Queen?"

"He's a little green..." They chuckled. My stomach done a flip and I decided to get up and take a walk to where Gemma was being examined. Juice followed.

"Hey!Hey! Wait up! Where did you go to? I woke up this morning and you were gone? Must have left pretty early..." Shit what would I say...

"Well I felt sick so I went a drive to clear my head, then Unser called and told me Gemma had been in an accident and I went to Tara's and took them here..." I smiled slightly.

"Ok, so do you know what happened?"

"Not really... She was in shock when I saw her and didn't say much." I don't know if he could tell that I was lying to him. It didn't seem like he did. That was when Unser appeared and asked to see me. (Thank god!)

"I'll see you later baby, ok?" I kissed him on the cheek and he grabbed my arm.

"Yeah I really want to see you to." He winked at me and I blushed. I walked towards Unser who explained the story he had made up to protect Gemmas secret. Tara came out and explained to Clay and the rest of the guys what had 'happened' and that she didn't want any visitors.

I spent the rest of the day with Gemma, Neeta and Abel. Sitting in the chapel situated in the hospital. The guys had gone to sort out some scumbag who was threatening Luann's girls. As it turns out he attacked one of them and she was here at the hospital with Luann. That was why we were in the Chapel in the first place. Hiding from Luann.

I headed back to clubhouse with Gemma and Tara, Neeta was watching Abel for another while. Tara had a medical emergency. (Please god don't let it be Juice.) When we arrived it turns out it was Bobby was shot.

"Looks like this turned out to be a lovely homecoming for you eh Bobby?" I said to him as I eneterd the club house.

Gemma dissappeared and Jax followed. I headed into my room and into the bathroom. I took my jumper off when I heard footsteps behind me. I turned around and there he was, Juice. He stepped up to me and lifted my top over my head. I undid my trousers and let them fall to the ground. when I looked back he had done the same. I gently slid off his cut and then his top, we both worked away at each others clothes until we had nothing else left. I turned around and put the shower on. Then I turned to him and said...

"So you ready to get dirty while we get clean?" I stepped into the shower and he followed. He lifted me up and I wrapped my legs around his waist. We stayed in this position for a while, locked in a lust that neither of us wanted to break. The hot water rained down on our bodies making our bodies hotter and our breathing deepening. I placed my feet back down to the ground and Juice moved his lips away from mine, to my neck and working slowly down my body. He gave one last kiss to just above my bellybutton (which I have pierced) before he made his way to where his tounge wanted to go. I gasped with pleasure as his tounge worked away, giving me a pleasure I had never felt until I met him. His tounge pumped in and out of my pussy which was getting wetter the longer he was there I had to bite my lip to stop from screaming his name. I finally grabbed his head and lifted it up to meet my eyes.

We stood there panting and staring at each other until he swirled me round so as that my back was faced him and entered me. He started off with a slow movement knowing that it was teasing me and I wanted him to go harder and faster. He did this for about 10 minuets before starting to up the speed and pump inside me faster and rougher. By now I felt my legs were about to collapse and I couldn't help but cry out in pleasure. He finished not long after myself and when he did I couldn't hold myself up anylonger and had to sit down in the shower. He helped me up and we finished of our shower together then headed off to bed.

It wasn't until the next day I found out that SAMCRO was now partners with Luann and CARACARA. Juice and my dad were headed off there to help with the production of Luanns films.

/ A week later /

I hadn't seen alot of Juice since SAMCRO had become partners with CARACARA, I knew it had something to do with the fact that it was a free porn show for them. I basically helped Gemma run the garage now. I was in and out of her office all the time until eventually I got offered a job. I was standing outside having a smoke when Unser arrived and went in to talk to Gemma.

"Hey babygirl is it ok if you watch over the garage while I go out? Clay sent Bobby to handle Luann's books and shes freaking out."

"Yeah of course, anything you need." I smiled at her and she smiled back. She came over and kissed me on the cheek.

"Thanks, sweetheart." and she left. I stood at the door and noticed my dad and Juice pull up in their bikes. I headed over to them.

"Hi dad."

"Alright honey." I turned to Juice and wrapped my arms around his neck.

"Hey baby! I miss you where the you been?"

"At CARACARA sorting shit out!"

"Well does my boyfriend have time to spend with me today?"

"Of course, Although theres a party tonight at CARACARA... Mind if I go?"

"No your going out with the guys, just so long at you don't nail any of those skanks there we're fine." I smiled at him and he smiled at me and kissed me back.

"Well you will be there aswell, right?"

"Sure, I finish at half 7 so I'll be there for about 8ish"

I went back to work for the next couple of hours. The guys headed to CARACARA at about half 6 about 10 minuets after they left Gemma came outside a sparked a joint.

"You can go away early if you want, I'll be ok finishing up here."

"You sure Gemma? Cause its really nobother..."

"Nah, go be with your man." She smiled at me and handed me the rest of the joint which I took. Once I had finished I headed over to CARACARA. I walked in and it was like a fucking orgy I saw the girl Jax was with earlier Ima running away from the toilets.

I scanned the room looking for Juice I was having a hard time finding him. When I did find him nothing could have prepared me for what I saw. There right in front of me was him getting his dick sucked by another girl and near him my dad laughin with another of the skanks and Sack making out with another.

I couldn't stop myself I charged over to where Juice was and grabbed her by the hair. I tossed her across the room where she landed on her knees, I grabbed the side of her face lifted my knee and smashed it into her face. She fell back on the floor and before I knew what I was doing I was raining punches down on the little bitches face. I was grabbed by a strong pair of hands which I knew to be Juices...

"GET OFF ME! GET THE FUCK OFF ME!" He let go and I noticed the gathering round me. I looked from each SAMCRO member and then looked at Juice I held his gaze longer than the rests. I ran out of the studios holding back tears, I had never felt such pain or betrayel before.

"Jaime, wait! Jaime!" Sack grabbed my left arm and I turned and gave him a right hook to the face which floored him. The members had now gathered outside and Jax and Tara had joined by now.

I looked at Juice again and pulled a face of disgust "I'm done with you." I mamnged to say although my voice was shaking. I looked at them all. "I'm done with all of you, I just...I just hate you all soo much!" I screamed the last part and ran off. No-one chased me this time.

I managed to make my way to a bench and sit. I had never felt like this before it was like I could never be happy again. I reached into my bag and found what I was looking for the painkillers I allways had with me for cramp or headaches. I headed to the nearest shop and purchased a half bottle of vodka. I walked back to the bench and took the whole bottle of painkillers along with a huge serving of vodka. It didn't take long for the painkillers to work their magic. I lay there on the bench waiting for death to overtake me.