Hello everyone. I felt really bad about yesterday's "dream" update so I decided to try to make it up to all of you. I hope you all enjoy, and I hope all is forgiven. Furthermore, I hope this helps ease the feelings I'm sure many of you had following last night's episode. Thank you all for reading... Happy Olitzing :)
"Fitz, there is nothing to talk about. You had a little too much to drink and things got out of hand."
"Livvie, that's a lie and you know it."
Fitz took a few steps towards Liv closing in the gap between them. He reached out and stroked her hair, and was surprised when she didn't try to move from his grip.
"You know, I've been dreaming of doing this from the moment you walked into the oval. Your hair… I can't believe I am actually running my fingers through your beautiful hair." Fitz said as he buried his hand deeper into Liv's hair. Liv could hear the emotion strong in his voice and couldn't believe this was happening. Fitz wasn't sure what would happen between them after this moment, but they at least owed it to themselves to be open to anything. Liv looked up at Fitz speechless; the only words she could offer were the words she uttered in her dream.
"Fitz, I have no idea what you're talking about." Liv said. Her body became tense as she recalled the events of the dream she had just woken up from. This was too similar, too eerie. Was she still dreaming? Liv pinched herself and as the pain raced through her arm, she realized she was in fact awake.
"Ok Livvie. Tell me you didn't feel it. Tell me you don't notice the force that draws us together. Tell me you didn't feel the flames that danced around, caressing our flesh as we kissed. Tell me you don't melt when I do this…" Fitz said as he pulled Liv in close to him and began kissing her neck.
"Fitz…" Liv moaned realizing where this was going. She wondered if Fitz would try to go all the way. She wondered even more if she would stop him if he tried.
"Tell me you aren't wet for me right now. Tell me you don't want my hands exploring your body. Tell me you don't want me to taste you, feel you, and make love to you. Tell me this…"
Fitz lowered his head and allowed his tongue to glide across Liv's lips. Liv tried to hold out as long as she could but this man was just too damn sexy. Liv moaned and granted Fitz the access his tongue had been seeking. This kiss wasn't like the first kiss. This kiss was full of passion, longing, pure desperation to see, to feel, to taste as much of one another as possible. Liv found herself once again turning into putty in Fitz's hands. Fitz tightened his hold on Liv and began peppering kisses over her face. Fitz worked his way to Liv's neck and positioned his lips just below her ear.
"Tell me that kiss meant nothing and I will never bring this up again. The problem is that you can't. You can't deny it Livvie. There is something here between us. Whatever this is, it's more powerful than either of us. I know it's only been a week but I am falling in love with you. I am in love with you. I would do anything to have you by my side day in and day out. I can't breathe without you, I can't sleep without you. It's only been a week but you are my everything Livvie. Tell me you don't feel the same about me."
"Fitz… I…" Liv moaned trying to come to her senses. He was right. There was something there between them. Something she couldn't describe.
It was as if their souls spoke on another level. When they were together no words were needed. They could hear each other's thoughts; they could feel each other's feelings. Liv couldn't fight it anymore. She and Fitz belonged together. Liv stepped back and looked into Fitz's eyes. Just as her dream foretold, Liv found herself drowning in the love she saw in them. It had only been a week, but Liv felt that they deserved a chance to see what they had.
Liv wrapped her arms around Fitz's neck and pulled him in for a kiss. Liv didn't know what was coming over her but suddenly nothing was enough. She needed this man in the worst way. Her entire body ached for his touch, and she moaned when she felt his erection pressing into her stomach. This was it, she knew what was coming. Only this time, she wouldn't turn him away. She wouldn't run and hide. This time she would allow them to have this moment.
"Livvie…"
"Yes Fitz…" Liv choked out as she tried to regulate her breathing.
"Get dressed. Oh and pack a bag, we'll be gone for a few days." Fitz said with a devilish grin on his face.
"Where are we going?" Liv wondered as this definitely wasn't how her dream ended.
"We are going to the one place where we will have the time we need to understand what is happening to us. We are going to Camp David."
"Fitz, I don't think that is such a good idea. What if the press corps finds out?"
"I'm on vacation and you my Livvie, my sweet baby are my SSA. No one would think twice of you vacationing with me there. It is also the one place the press corps isn't allowed, and since you are a female SSA and all of the other agents are men, you will have your own cabin. Next to mine of course." Fitz said with a little too enthusiastically.
Liv stood in the middle of the room speechless. Fitz knew the wheels of her mind were turning, trying to figure out all of the possible ways they would be found out. At this point, Fitz wasn't sure he cared if they were. They were both two single, consenting adults. She was the best at her job, and there was no way Cyrus would ever fight to have her replaced simply because she was the best.
"Is there something wrong sweet baby?" Fitz asked waiting for Liv to respond.
"Sweet baby?"
"Is that wrong of me? Your lips are the sweetest things to have ever graced my lips."
"No." Liv replied sheepishly. "I like it."
"Good, now go and get dressed. We have a week at Camp David and I vow that by the end of this week, You. Will. Be. Mine."
Liv looked at Fitz and already knew she wasn't going to win this fight. She was the head of his security detail so if he wanted to go to Camp David, she had no choice but to follow if she wanted to keep her job.
"Fine." Liv said, finally giving in. Fitz picked her up and hugged her and Liv found herself finally beginning to like the idea of Fitz holding her on a regular basis.
"Great. I have to stop at the White House to grab something I forgot, and then we will be on our way."
On the way back to the White House Liv noticed a car that had been following them for quite some time. If she didn't know any better, she could swear that the driver looked like the man she had seen at the restaurant. The closer they got to the gates, the more uneasy Liv became. Liv watched attentively as they pulled into the White House. She out of the window and noticed the car speed off past them towards the guest parking lot.
"Stop the car!" Liv yelled, jumping out before the car had come to a complete stop. Liv turned to the Fitz, her face void of emotion. She turned to the driver and ordered him to take Fitz in through Blair house parking lot and to wait for her there. The driver nodded and Liv took off running as the SUV carrying Fitz sped off towards Blair House.
Liv's worst fears were confirmed as she noticed the car had stopped, but sped off again as the driver saw her approaching. Liv chased the car for a few blocks and was able to keep up, until a traffic light changed and a sea of cars concealed the one she was after. Liv had a very unsettling feeling that something bad was going to happen. Maybe Camp David was the safest place for them right now.
Liv made her way back towards Blair House and ordered her men to do a sweep of the oval and the perimeter. When they left, Fitz stood and wrapped his arms around her, holding her as tightly as he could.
"Livvie what's going on?" Fitz asked still alarmed at Liv's unexpected departure from the vehicle.
"I'm not sure. Maybe nothing."
"Livvie? Talk to me. I'm a big boy, I can handle it."
Liv thought long and hard before telling Fitz. Originally she was going to offer some lie about seeing Morris needing help at the gates, but decided against keeping this from him anymore. If she was going to try to keep him alive, and pursue a relationship with him, he had to know what they were up against.
"There was a car following us."
"I didn't see a car."
"I know. It was behind the trailing SUV. It was just following really close, and the when we turned I got a glimpse of the driver. To the second car, it may have just seemed like a DC driver going in the same direction."
"But you saw something more."
"I saw, at least I believe I saw the man that was in the restaurant the other day. The one that had me so worked up I ended our lunch."
Fitz stroked Liv's hair as he felt her beginning to shake. Whoever this man was, he definitely had her worked up, and Fitz felt helpless not knowing how to ease her fears. She was worried about him. She was so worried, her body was beginning to convulse. Fitz knew he had to say something to bring his Livvie back to him.
"Livvie, I'm ok. I'm here and I'm not going anywhere. We are spending the next week in Camp David, and the press corps only knows that I am vacationing at an undisclosed location. I am fine. I am better than fine, I am in the hands of the most capable SSA in the world. I was even hoping I could ask her out, you know, like on a date. Maybe I could even invite her up to my place afterwards. Do you think she'd say yes." Fitz said lifting Liv's chin up. Liv looked into his eyes and a sense of calm washed over her. Everything was ok for now. She would relax, for now.
"Well, Mr… President, I would say that depends on how well the evening goes. Although, most SSAs don't have sex on the first date."
"Livvie, until you all of my SSAs have been men and I can guarantee you they have all had sex on the first date."
"Well, Mr… President, I'm special." Liv said with a wink.
"That you are Livvie. That you are."
They arrived at Camp David with 23 secret service agents. The normal sweeps were done and Liv was notified that everything was secure. Fitz showed Liv to her cabin so she could begin to get settled, as he ordered the agents to leave his bags just inside of his cabin door. When Liv walked inside, she was surprised to see that Fitz had given her his cabin which was far nicer than the others. The stone fireplace had already been lit, and Liv could see that the bar had been fully stocked. Liv just took a moment and just stood there taking in the beauty of her surroundings. She walked upstairs to her room and proceeded to unpack.
"What are you doing? This is dangerous and highly inappropriate. You shouldn't be here. You shouldn't have come."
"Liv you are two consenting adults. You are both single. Get yours Liv before someone else does. That man wants you girl! GO GET YOUR MAN!"
Liv's mind was in a full blown tug of war. Part of her knew that what she and Fitz were doing wasn't illegal. Part of her knew that there would be no major backlash from her entering into a relationship with this man. Part of her knew that this was right. However, there was the other part of her that used as many excuses as she could to keep herself from falling for this man. In order for her to keep him alive, she couldn't fall for him.
Never mix business with pleasure.
Liv sighed and flopped down on the bed. She had done everything by the book her entire life, but there was something about this man that kept her from sticking to her normal behavior. Olivia Pope couldn't believe it but she was falling for this man way harder and faster than she had ever expected. They had technically only been in each other's presence twice before today, but Liv knew she didn't want to spend any time away from him ever again. Maybe it was the fresh air, or maybe it was the man at the restaurant that gave her an eerie feeling. Whatever it was, Liv wanted to spend as much time with Fitz as she possibly could. Feeling the courage rise inside of her once again, Liv stood up and walked downstairs to go meet Fitz.
"So, do you like it?" Fitz asked as he sat on the sofa looking at the fire.
"I love it. It's beautiful. But you didn't have to give me your cabin. I would have gladly stayed in any of the others."
"Livvie, I didn't give you my cabin. You're staying here with me." Fitz said as he stood and walked towards Liv. He handed her a glass of wine and smiled. Liv looked around the room and noticed Fitz's suitcases by the door. She was sure that her men had taken them into the adjoining cabin. Suddenly Liv felt panic rise up within her. This couldn't be happening. How would they explain sharing a cabin with 23 agents on the premises. It was as if Fitz could read her mind.
"Livvie relax. It's just the two of us. I only need one agent right now seeing as how I have armed guards around the perimeter. So I chose you. "
"But Fitz, that would seem high inappropriate for your female SSA to be spending a week with you at camp."
"Livvie, if it makes you feel better, your men actually suggested it. They felt as though you should have a feel for the land, and honestly, I think they would all prefer to spend the week at home with their loved ones. Now here, drink up." Fitz said as he handed Liv a glass of red wine. Liv hesitantly took the glass and looked at Fitz as everything was beginning to sink in. She had just been given the gift of 7 carefree days with the man that has plagued her every thought for the past week. Liv smiled as she went to place the glass to her lips.
"First my sweet baby, I'd like to propose a toast." Fitz said as he reached for his glass and held it in the air.
"Oh really, Mr… President? "
"Yes a toast. Here is to the most beautiful woman that I have ever laid eyes on. I promise you that life with me will never be boring, but I will definitely make every moment worth your while. So Cheers."
"Cheers." Liv said as they both downed their glasses and quickly refilled. They took their place by the fire and enjoyed just being in one another's company.
Fitz had told Liv about his life growing up, how he was the youngest of two, but his brother who was eight years older had been killed in Vietnam. His mother had passed away in his early twenties from complications from surgery. It was him and his father until he passed away shortly before he became president. Fitz finished his story as they polished off their fourth bottle of wine.
"So, you've been all alone all of this time." Liv said as she heard the sadness in his voice. She didn't feel sorry for him, but she hurt for him. Here he had the most important job in the world, and he was going through the motions alone. Of course he had Cyrus, but Cyrus wasn't someone to come home to after a long day's work and just bury your head in his lap.
"I have been alone. But now I have you." Fitz said as he looked into Liv's eyes. He was surprised yet relieved when he didn't see pity in her eyes as he did with everyone else who heard his story. His happiness turned to sorrow as he saw the hurt that was there. The hurt that she was feeling for him, with him. Fitz reached out and took Liv's glass and set it on the table. He extended his arms and pulled Liv close to him. Liv exhaled as she allowed herself to melt into Fitz's frame. She looked up at him and gave him the most loving, heartwarming smile he had ever seen in his life.
"You definitely have me." Liv said as she moved her head closer to his until their foreheads connected. Fitz traced the outline of Liv's lips with his finger until her lips parted for him. He lowered his head to hers and brushed his lips across her playfully. He enjoyed Liv's groans of disapproval as he taunted her, refusing to give in to a full kiss just yet. Finally deciding she had had enough, Liv wrapped her arms around Fitz's neck and pulled his mouth down to hers.
The kiss started off slow and spoke everything they weren't sure the timing was right to say. It spoke of all of their worries, and all of their hopes, it spoke of a future they believed they could have together. It spoke of a chance at happiness for the both of them. As the kiss deepened, both found themselves in desperate need to come up for air, but neither wanted to be the first to break the kiss. They finally broke the kiss together and Liv looked up at Fitz.
"Make love to me Fitz." Liv said, her voice barely above a whisper. Fitz stood to lift Liv and carry her up to the bedroom but she fought him.
"No, make love to me right here, right now. Don't make me wait, Mr. President."
"I love it when you say that. Say it again."
"Mr…. President." Liv made sure to drag it out this time as she realized she loved the effect it had on him. Liv watched as Fitz stood there just staring at her. She felt the aching starting between her thighs and needed Fitz to ease it as quickly as possible.
Liv slowly reached down and began to remove her shirt over her head. She smiled as Fitz's eyes grew wide as he took in as much of her as he possibly could. Fitz moved closer to her and watched as she slowly began to unzip and remove her pants, leaving her in only her black laced panties and bra. The moment Liv's pants passed her toes Fitz was on the floor with his head buried in her neck. He whimpered as Liv pushed him away and cupped his face.
"Take off your clothes." She said in the sexiest voice Fitz had ever heard. He jumped up and removed his pants and began working on the buttons of his shirt. He quickly grew tired of fumbling with the buttons and ripped the shirt open, and allowed it to fall to the floor.
Liv looked up at Fitz as he slowly removed his boxers and gasped as she saw how well equipped he was. Liv looked up at Fitz nervous as she bit her lip. Liv wasn't sure if now was the time to tell him that this would be her first time. Deciding to wait, she reached out her hand to him and smiled.
"Come here." She moaned welcoming his touch all over her body.
Fitz began at her neck, and Liv could tell this was definitely his favorite part of her body.. at least so far. Liv laid back and allowed Fitz to take full control. She moaned as his hand worked it's way down her body and into her panties.
"Livvie you are so wet. Did I do this to you sweet baby?"
"Yes." Liv moaned as his fingers began toying with her nub gently at first. As Fitz allowed the pressure to grow, Liv thrust her hips upwards, meeting his hand with each stroke. Fitz inserted one finger and felt how tight her walls were. As he slipped in a second Fitz froze.
"It's been a while hasn't it sweet baby. You are so wet and tight for me. I love the way you feel. I can't wait to be inside of you. Can I be inside of you sweet baby?" Fitz looked into Liv's eyes and saw panic. He withdrew his fingers and licked each one clean, never taking his eyes off of her. He removed her panties and her bra never taking his eyes away from hers. He knew she was nervous, but he wasn't sure what about. When the panic didn't leave, Fitz began placing the pieces of the puzzle together. He smiled at Liv and positioned himself between her legs lining himself up with her core.
"Livvie."
"mmmm"
"Tell me something sweet baby."
"mmmm."
"Is this your first time?"
Liv broke eye contact and slowly nodded her head. When she was younger, sex was never something she really thought about. Until now, no one had ever brought these feelings out of her therefore she never went all the way. Fitz tilted Liv's head upwards and kissed her lips softly.
"We don't have-"
"Fitz, I want to. Make love to me Fitz."
Fitz looked into Liv's eyes and saw that she was sure. He leaned his head in and kissed her ear.
"Ok sweet baby, this will hurt for a little while , but I guarantee you it will be worth riding out the pain. I want you to grab, yell, dig your nails into me if you have to and let me know if you need me to stop ok?"
Liv shook her head and Fitz covered her mouth with his as he entered her as gently as he could. Liv saw white spots before her eyes, as she cried out from the initial pain.
"Livvie I swear that was the worst part. It gets better from here. I promise. Let me know when you're ready."
Liv felt the pain subside a little and nodded. Fitz began moving slowly, each thrust taking him deeper inside. Liv positioned herself to take more of him in each time, nodding for him to proceed between each stroke. Liv looked into Fitz's eyes and she no longer felt the pain. All she could feel was the love and admiration Fitz was throwing into each thrust. Slowly as the pain subsided, Liv began meeting Fitz thrust for thrust. When Fitz felt Liv begin to move, he breathed a sigh of relief. Since this was her first time, Fitz decided to make this a night she would never forget. Fitz slowed down to a torturous pace, not wanting to finish too quickly. He wanted to make sure that Liv was taken care of first. He lowered his head and began flicking her nipple gently with his tongue. He smiled as Liv moaned and tangled her fingers in his hair. He gently bit down and smiled as her body thrust upwards Fitz repeated the motions, alternating between Liv's breasts until he felt her walls begin to tighten. Fitz picked up his movements slightly and began rubbing the bundle of nerves between Liv's thighs. He studied her face and could tell she was fighting back.
"Open your eyes Livvie. Look at me." Fitz said, and waited for Liv to look up at him.
"Just let it go. I promise you it will feel amazing. Don't fight it."
Liv looked into Fitz's eyes and allowed her body to explode. The force of the orgasm took Liv by surprise and she began to tense up. Fitz continued to look into her eyes, bringing a calm over her. Liv felt the most amazing wave wash over her from the top of her head to the bottom of her feet. She felt her toes begin to curl and she smiled as Fitz continued his movements. He picked up his pace just a little and smiled when Liv spoke.
"Fitz, faster, I'm ready."
"Are you sure?"
"Yes, I'm ready."
Fitz picked up his movements and relished in the feeling of Liv meeting his thrust for thrust. If it weren't so inappropriate, Fitz would say she was a natural. Fitz felt Liv's walls closing in once again, and this time he joined her as both of their bodies experienced the most earth shattering orgasm to have ever come over them. Fitz went to move, not wanting to crush Liv under his weight.
"No, stay here. Stay like this." Liv whined, and Fitz did as she asked. When their bodies could no longer physically remain one, Fitz rolled over and pulled Liv into his arms.
"You know it's funny." Liv said as she began drawing circles on Fitz's chest.
"What's that?"
"Here I am the SSA, assigned to keep you safe, and here I am laying naked in your arms, and I've never felt this safe before." Liv asked looking up at Fitz adoringly.
"Livvie, your safety is all that matters. From here on out, I will keep you as safe as I possibly can."
"But I'm the bodyguard."
"Well Livvie, you guard my body, and I'll never stop worshiping yours."
