Chapter Ten

Driving to the hospital we were all quiet except for Jasper and Alice asking me occasionally if I was feeling ok. When we got there it wasn't really busy so I was seen by a doctor straight away.

"Miss Swan what can I do for you today?" The doctor said while walking into the exam room. I looked up and realised that it was actually Alice's dad.

"I've been vomiting every day since Friday, I haven't been able to eat properly and I've been getting really dizzy and tired. I'm sorry I'm wasting your time Doctor Cullen it's probably just a bug but Alice dragged me here." He gave me a smirk the same smirk all of his kids did.

"Nonsense Bella if it was a bug it would have been gone by now and it's not wasting my time at all Alice sees you as family and I always make time for my family. I'm just going to take some blood so we can get some results and then I'll check you over." He walked around the room collecting everything he would need to take my blood. I was not very good with blood or needles and when he walked towards me with the needle I fainted.

When I woke up I had Alice sitting there patting my hair down trying to wake me up. I noticed Carlisle sitting in the chair writing something in my file while Jasper sat in the other chair staring into space. Carlisle turned around and noticed I had opened my eyes.

"Well Bella that's the longest time I think you've been out from fainting. Going for a new record are we?" I gave him a smile. He knew from previous experiences that whenever I had needles I would faint. It was his own game to keep a record of how long I was out. I managed to sit up with Alice sitting right next to me.

"Do we know what's wrong with me, Doctor Cullen?" I always made sure I called him Doctor Cullen in the hospital it was respectful towards him.

"Bella like always its Carlisle and yes we do you were out long enough for the results to come back. Do you want Alice and Jasper in here or should they step out." I shrugged it didn't matter if they were here I would end up telling Alice anyway and then she would tell Jasper.

"Its fine they can stay." Alice grabbed my hand to give me reassurance that she was there no matter what the results. I didn't think they could be too bad I was a healthy teenage girl.

"Ok well you're um well you're pregnant Bella." Carlisle managed to get out. My eyes went wide I couldn't be the last time I had sex was over a month ago with Edward. Oh God no, no, no what was I putting him through he already thought he was having a baby with Rosalie now I was having his baby. What do I do? He's going to have a heart attack when I tell him. I can't tell him he already has so much going on, I'll wait till Rosalie tells him her baby's not his and then I'll tell him about me being pregnant, maybe.

I can't get rid of the baby it's just not in me to kill an innocent baby. There's only a few months left of school, so I wouldn't have to worry about studying while taking care of a baby. Could I actually take care of a baby? I've never really been around babies before. What's my dad going to think? There were so many questions running through my head right now. I looked up and noticed that Carlisle was waiting for me to say or do something.

"How far along am I?" I needed to know. I knew that it would be Edwards no matter what I hadn't slept with anyone besides him in the last year.

"Almost two months. Do you know who the father is Bella? I see you as part of my family and I want to make sure that whoever he is does the right thing by you." I nodded my head slowly.

"Yeah I do but I don't want to tell you until I tell him." Carlisle got up from his chair and came over and engulfed me in his arms. I couldn't hold it anymore I cried. Everything was so messed up right now.

"It'll be alright Bella if you need anything at all just ring me or Esme. I know your dad isn't there most of the time but we are if you need us." He was being so caring to me as a father should be. I knew I wouldn't get this from my dad. I had no idea how my dad was going to react to this news at all.

"Thank you Carlisle. I think I just need some time to sort through everything in my mind, am I able to go now?" He nodded his head and handed me a prescription for pre natal vitamins that I would need to take. Alice wrapped her arm around my shoulders with Jasper on my other side as we walked towards the hospital chemist to get the vitamins.

"It'll be alright Bella. I'm here for you no matter what. If you want to tell me who the father is you can I won't tell anyone I swear not even my dad."

"No I just want to keep it to myself right now sort everything out then I'll tell everyone. I guess you were right about me needing you today." I said trying to lighten the mood. She gave me a smile and tapped her temple.

"Never doubt her. I've learnt that over the last few years." Jasper spoke up. He was always so quiet it always shocked me when he spoke.

"I'm starting to learn that now." I said giving him a smile, he smiled back at me.

Once we got the vitamins Alice and Jasper took me home. Alice offered to stay with me but I declined. I wanted to be by myself right now. This was my problem to sort out not theirs.

I started thinking about my options. I couldn't do an abortion, I couldn't kill my baby even if I wasn't ready. I couldn't do adoption if I did adoption I would spend the rest of my life wondering what was happening with the child. But how could I keep it I was barely 18 I was just a child myself. I knew deep down though I didn't have much choice I couldn't live with myself if I chose the other two options.

Thinking of this I collapsed onto the lounge and just cried. Thinking about everything I would miss out on by being a teenage mother.