Chapter Fourteen
As I walked back upstairs from getting the ice I could hear music coming from Edwards room. I learnt from our brief time together that you could tell what mood he was in by what he listened to and from the music I was hearing I could guess he was in a depressing mood. I don't know why I did it but I knocked on his door, I suppose subconsciously I wanted to try and comfort him even after our time apart. I entered when I heard a soft come in.
Edward sat up looking at me, confused as to why I was there in his room. I went to say something when he noticed my lip.
"Holy shit Bella! What happened?" He asked as he leapt up to take a closer look at it.
"Nothing it's fine just a misunderstanding with Rosalie." I said trying to brush it off.
"Rosalie did this?" He questioned. I nodded my head slowly.
"You didn't hit her did you?" He continued to question.
"No why would I hit her? She's pregnant." I said as if it was the most obvious thing.
"Yes well apparently you are as well to my brother I might add." He replied with no emotion while his hands dropped from my face where they had been.
"Edward please I didn't come here to argue I just came to see if you were alright." I spoke quietly.
"I'm just peachy Bella. I find out my ex girlfriend who I love is having a baby with my brother while I'm stuck with someone I don't love also expecting a baby. Don't get me wrong I love my baby. I don't understand Bella why my brother of all people. I mean is it because you couldn't have me you had to have him." Edward fumed.
"Edward you honestly don't understand." I said backing away putting some space between us because Edward was becoming more and more angry.
"Well then explain it to me!" He yelled.
"I can't it will ruin everything Edward. It's just to hard." I cried.
"I don't care just God damn tell me." He yelled back.
"The baby's not Emmett's" He seemed to calm down slightly when I said this.
"The whose is it?" He asked. I looked into his eyes and knew that even if this ruined everything for Rosalie and Emmett it was the right thing to do for our baby.
"Yours" I squeaked out. Before I could realise what was happening Edward started yelling in my face.
"Mine what do you mean mine. This can't be happening." He grabbed the lamb from his bedside table throwing it across the room where it smashed against the wall.
"Why the hell does your dad thinks its Emmett's then? Jesus Christ Bella I just don't understand." He stopped for a second to give me time to say something but I didn't know what to say.
"Answer me Bella." He continued to yell and throw things across the room until Emmett barged in with Rosalie not far behind him.
"Edward man calm down." Emmett said while trying to restrain Edward. Edward was to quick for Emmett and continued to throw stuff.
"Edward stop there are pregnant women here. You don't want to hurt them do you?" When Edward heard this he stopped his arm in mid stride from throwing the object he was holding.
"Now what the hell were you doing?" Emmett asked while I continued to stand against a wall trying to control my tears and Rosalie stood in the doorway not sure what to do.
"Bella just told me that you're not the father, I am." Edward said without any emotion and not making eye contact with any of us.
"And that's reason enough to trash your whole room?" Emmett questioned.
"Emmett don't you get it I'm having two kids now with two separate women. How the hell am I suppose to support them? How am I meant to be a good father to two children when I'm still a child?" Edward sobbed as he fell to his knees. I felt sorry for Edward because he still didn't know all the truth but it wasn't my place to tell him about Rosalie's lies.
"Edward look there's something you need to know?" Emmett said while he looked back at Rosalie.
"Don't you dare Emmett" Rosalie hissed.
"Edward Rosalie's baby is actually mine. I'm really sorry we never meant for anything to happen but it did and now we have to live with the consequences. I never wanted to hurt you, your my brother." Emmett rushed out while kneeling down to Edward's level so they could look each other in the eye. It took a while for Edward to comprehend what he had been told but as soon as he did his fist went directly for Emmett's face. Rosalie shrieked while Edward continued to punch into Emmett. Emmett could have fought back but he just took it all. I snapped out of my dazed and tried to pull Edward off.
"Edward stop your hurting him." I yelled, while trying to stay out of the way of the two fighting boys. All the yelling and shrieking from all of us alerted Carlisle and Esme that something was wrong because they came running in.
Carlisle quickly pulled Edward off of Emmett while Esme looked over Emmett to make sure that he was alright.
"What is going on in here?" No one responded not wanting to get anyone into anymore trouble.
"Fine don't talk. Emmett go to your room I'll talk to you later. Rosalie can you give me a minute with Edward." Rosalie and Emmett both left the room without a word. When Esme looked around the room she standing in the corner
"Are you ok Bella?" She asked as she checked to see if I had any injuries. She ran her finger over the cut on my lip.
"I'm fine just a sore lip." I said offering her a small smile to show that I was ok. She brought me into her arms giving me a motherly hug.
"Are you sure your ok? You don't have to lie to me." Esme whispered into my ear.
"Honestly I'm fine. Emmett's face is probably worse than mine."
"Esme do you want to take Bella down stairs and take care of that cut? While I talk to our son." Carlisle cut in giving us our cue to leave so he could talk to Edward.
"Wait mum, dad can I please talk to Bella first than I promise I'll tell you everything." Esme looked confused while Carlisle just looked angry that Edward was trying to put off talking to him but he nodded his head anyway and left the room with Esme in toe so that we could talk. We stood in an awkward silence until Edward finally spoke.
"Are you ok? I didn't mean to push you over, I'm sorry." He looked down at his feet not making eye contact with me.
"I really am fine. I didn't get hurt." I looked away from him not sure I could look at the broken man in front of me.
"So it's all true your baby's mine, Rose's is Emmett?" I looked up noticing that he had moved in front of me.
"Yes." I whispered there was no need to talk loudly he was right in front of me.
"How long have you known that you were pregnant? I need to know." He was speaking calmly to me but you could see that he was having a hard time staying that way.
"Today, Alice and Jasper took me to the hospital this morning because I was sick at school. I've been sick all weekend. I thought it was a bug but I was proven wrong." He looked up into my eyes and I realised why I had fallen in love with him.
"Were you going to tell me?" I shrugged my shoulders I needed to be honest with him, he deserved that much.
"I kept changing my mind. I didn't want to hurt you anymore." He let out sigh but wouldn't lose eye contact with me.
"What changed your mind?" He walked us backwards to the point my back was against a wall.
"I was walking past your room and heard the kind of music you were playing and then when I saw you and I just knew I needed to tell you. You deserved a chance to be a part of this baby's life."
"So you're keeping the baby?" I nodded my head to me there was no other choice I couldn't bring myself to get an abortion or put my baby up for adoption.
"Thank you Bella for telling me and for keeping our baby. I understand you didn't want to tell me at one point but I'm glad you changed your mind. I'm not angry with you, I'm disappointed you didn't come to me straight away but I'll get over that." He bent down and kissed me. I wasn't expecting that I thought he would be angry with me just like he was angry with Emmett
"Why aren't you angry with me?" I said when we pulled apart.
"Bella you found out today that you were pregnant and you told me. I know you weren't sure if you were going to tell me but every woman probably goes through the same thing when they need to tell their partner their pregnant." I didn't believe him but I was selfish and wanted him to myself and I wasn't going to argue and push him away.
"Are you angry with Emmett and Rosalie?" He pushed away from the door and brought his fingers to his nose.
"Yes and no. I can't believe he lied to me but at the same time I can see why he did it. I mean he's my brother so no matter what I love him but because he's my brother it just makes it worse. I know that he must of really loved Rosalie to even think about sleeping with her while she was with me. But with Rosalie I don't think I could forgive her anytime soon. She lied to me and tried to keep Emmett out of his baby's life. I just need time to think about everything before I forgive anyone."
"I'm sorry this all happened to you Edward. I'm sorry I'm taking your life way because I got pregnant. I'm sorry for what Rosalie and Emmett did to you. I'm just sorry for everything." He came back over to me wrapping me in his arms and kissing my head.
"Bella you have nothing to be sorry for you told me that's what's important. If I remember right it takes two to make a baby so you're not ruining my life. It was Rosalie and Emmett's choice to do what they did not yours." I pushed away a little so I could look up to his face.
"But I knew Edward. I knew that the baby wasn't yours last week. When you rang me I was going to tell you but you were so happy I couldn't. I lied to you." He pulled me back to him.
"Bella it wasn't your place to tell me. Now will you please stop apologising and just be happy that we can be together now." He bent down and gave me a kiss. It was sweet and loving. We were both trying to show each other how we felt in this kiss. We managed to lie down on the bed together. Edward pulled away from me and rested his forehead against mine.
"Bella, right now all I want to do is make love to you. I know we only just found out everything, but I don't care it doesn't change how I feel about you. I love you Isabella with all my heart." I looked up into his emerald green eyes and saw the love he felt for me.
"I love you Edward." We continued to kiss slowly taking each other's clothes off, there was no rush we wanted to show each other the love we felt with every little touch. When we were finally naked in front of each other Edward rolled on top of me. He slowly slid himself into me and it felt wonderful, like this was where we belong. We made love slowly whispering that we loved each other. When we had both came down from our highs we laid there in each other's arms and just spoke about how all of this was going to work. We had a lot of things to work out but we were going to work them out together.