I hated this place.

I've wanted to get out of here since this afternoon, after Cartman left. My friends came to see me, they didn't stay long. They just asked, "Are you still coming to the party?" I replied with a simple "I don't know." My parents also came. In fact, they're still here. They were whispering a lot, and when they weren't whispering, they just blahed to me about how this was all their fault because they didn't give me enough fresh air and then when I got some I wasn't used to it and I passed out. That's not what happened at all, but I just went with it. I didn't want to say the truth. I didn't want to say the truth to anyone, not even Cartman. I'm just too scared of what they'll think of me. Anyway, tonight was the party. I really want to go, since I haven't done anything in what feels like forever.

"Mom"! I yelled.

"What Bubbie?" She called back.

Ugh that damn nickname. She had called me that ever since I can remember.

"Can you come in here?" I said more quietly.

"What?"

"CAN YOU COME IN HERE?" Once again, yelled.

"What's wrong, Bubbie?

"Nothing's wrong". "Can I go to the party tonight?"

There was a silence until my little brother Ike came in. He looked at me, and laughed. He was fourteen, now.

"Ike, stop laughing"! "This isn't funny"! Mom demanded him.

"No mom, it's fine." "I'd be laughing too." I said. "So, what's the answer?"

"I don't know Bubbie." "I'll talk to your farther."

"Okay." I sighed.
A few minutes after they walked out, I noticed that Cartman left his phone here. I smiled and grabbed it viciously. I entered in the code, and started going through his whole phone. He had a ton of games. I noticed Flappy Bird and tapped it. Started a new game, and then died on purpose just to see what his high score was. Cartmans' high score was seven. I giggled at the sight of that. I played a bunch of other games until he got a text. I tapped the popped up notification, and it brought me to the text. Strangely, it was from Bebe. My smile wiped off my face at the sight of that. What does she want? I wondered. The text read

"See you at the party tonight, handsome! Love you!" with a winking face on the end of the sentence.

Panic flew across my body as I stared looking through all the other texts they had. I about threw up when I went on FaceBook and saw they have been dating for about a month. How come I didn't know about this?! How come he didn't tell me?! I couldn't help it. I broke into tears; even though, I really shouldn't have. I dropped his phone on the floor and my face was in my pillow. I didn't know why I was crying, I really didn't! It just felt like all my feeling, imagination, and dreams were crushed into to bitsy pieces and blew away with the wind. My heart hurt like it spilt in two. I felt the warm, wet tears go onto the pillow. I was crying. I haven't cried in years. It takes a lot for me to cry, and this did it. I heard the door open and I forced myself up. My eyes, were red, but I wiped all the tears away with my blanket. My mother came in.

"Good news, Bubbie!"

"You can go to the party!"

"Yay"! I said with all my might.

"I'm going to get some rest before the party." I said sounding tried.

"Alright, I'll wake you up later." She closed the door behind her.

I didn't sleep, I sat there, crying.

Ok, this chapter was a bit…I'm not sure how to put it. Did you like it? Please, tell me! I'm an author that likes to put things you don't expect. The next chapter is the party, so look out for that!