I woke up the next morning, lying outside and the soft, dew filled grass. The first thing I did is see if all my clothes were on. Thankfully, everything was on; except my hat, which I seemed to be using as a pillow. I'm not really sure what all happened after I looked for Cartman for several hours. I all could think of was the hugest fight I've ever seen in my life. It was between Kenny and…..my thoughts trail off as I look around. There were a lot of people sleeping on the ground. I wasn't sure if that was a good thing, or a bad thing, but I didn't care. I never got my fantasy with Cartman. Now that I think about it, I might not ever. I felt like I was going to cry. My eyes watered up, but I stopped them from coming. I had to be strong, and just hope. Hope for one precious day, where everything in the world is right again. I sat up, and put my hat on. I found Craig watching me with every move I did. I was a little suspicious until what I remembered what I did. Ha, it must be because I barged in on his make out session with Tweek. Come to think of it, he was staring at me all night last night, too. Guess if he ever tries to hurt me, I have a weapon against him. I put my hands in my pockets, the ten dollars were there and my car keys. I started to get up and walk to my car. Hell if I know where it is, but I wanted to get out of this dump. Have to admit, it was a little hard dodging all those people. I heard stepping behind me in the grass. I looked behind and saw Craig. He was standing a little over a foot away from me. He also had one leg up in the air, and his arms were hanging down in some sort of box shape. I wanted to laugh, but I couldn't. We made eye contact for what felt like several minutes, both of our expressions untouched. I didn't know how long he could stand like that, but I wasn't trying his skills. I started to turn away, breaking eye contact. He was walking behind me again. It wasn't till I got out of the driveway, when I started to get annoyed.
"What are you doing?" I asked quickly.
"What are you doing?" He said, not answering my question.
Walking around, I said "Well, I'm leaving this dump."
He grabbed my arm and pulled me back to him, putting me in an uncomfortable pose. I could tell he was pissed off. His face was only a couple inches away from mine. I wanted to get out this. I struggled to get out, but he just gripped me tighter.
"You're not getting out of this." He whispered.
"What did I do to you?!" I said a little too loudly.
"You know what you did, and you're not telling anybody." He whispered in a more violent way.
He's right, I know what I did, but he already gave me ten bucks not to tell anyone and that was that! I wasn't going to tell anyone!
"I already promised." I stated.
"I don't trust you." He whispered again, griping me tighter.
"Please!" "I am not going to tell anyone!" I yelled.
He let go of me a little, but not enough.
"I'm not letting you go until you say one of your secrets to me."
I couldn't ignore that. That was the only way he was going to let me go.
"Only if you swear not to tell anyone." I mumbled.
Craig was good at keeping secrets, ever since 7th grade. I knew he wouldn't, and I wouldn't tell his either. I just wanted to test him.
"I swear only if you swear." He whispered.
"I swear." I whispered back.
He was waiting for me to tell him. I could feel my face getting red. Should I make up something? Should I tell him an old secret? No. I had to get this out. I tried leaning in towards his ear, but it was no use.
"I love Eric Cartman." I whispered.
He dropped me on the ground. I crashed a bit, but I felt better when he wasn't squeezing me to death.
"We're both gay." I heard him say as he walked off.
That, we were.
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